did u get the red flowers beside ur wardrobe?

ghost town w/ brecken

Production + being an awesome af person - @whos-that-clown
Production - @Prod5head
Lyrics + Vocals + Mixing/Mastering - Alexis LeVay(HeyLee Manzeron)

I wrote this song as a spritual successor/sequel to a song I dropped many years ago. This one is about looking back at life when you're running out of time, and regretting how cruel the life experience was, but also being thankful for just still being alive at all.
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Lyrics:

I’m thinking ‘bout the wasted years
And I’ll watch my life just disappear 

I’m a golden fish in contaminated water
I’m sorry to my Mom, I was not a better daughter
I’ve been shouting at the sky, but I never got an answer
Crippled and decayed from the aggravated cancer
No
I don’t need this toxic bullshit
No
I’ll will live to forget this moment

You’ll never go through what I’ve been through
And it’s something I’d never hope for you
These nightmares I behold are true
Like Christchurch, I will crumble too
Like the hindenburg disaster, I’ll be falling faster
Flatlined, 29, staring down the casket
Imma go down smooth like Primo in a glass(uh)
You’re six feet deep, can’t fix it with a plaster

You think that you’re safe, but you’ll never get a pass(uh)
Life is a skill that’s impossible to master
Death is relaxing, it hits you with that blaster
One moment you’re here, then you’re breathing in your last one
Well, ain’t life a bastard? Ticking down faster
Every single thing you grow to love with never last(uh)
Every single day just gets harder
But I’m still here, poppin’ ass to Nova Garden

I’m a golden fish in contaminated water
I’m sorry to my Mom, I was not a better daughter
I’ve been shouting at the sky, but I never got an answer
Crippled and decayed from the aggravated cancer
No
I don’t need this toxic bullshit
No
I’ll will live to forget this moment

I WILL FORGET THIS MOMENT! | Prod. The Sound Clown + 5head

secre x maesk 2025

lyrics 

describe me what you’re looking at baby
‘coz the pushing and the pulling just crazy
im just kinda glad that i’ve been chasing
the clouds to be our bed with what we’re chasing 

‘coz what we’re chasing, it ain’t cheap
i’ve got mud and bloody feet
taking shots and crossing deep
where on earth u taking me?

i know a place in my dreams if you wait patiently 
avoiding the steaks with the screams
and we can sail the seas

i’ve never been on rocky water but its all make believe
tell me what you’ve been thinking about and i can set you free
i can set u free
yeah i wrote the story but gave u the key

i gave u the key
yeah i made the story but gave u the key
i gave u the key
yeah i made the story but gave u the key

i made it up
it’s based on luck
i swear u get what u deserve and thats enough
look, chasing what’s inside is not a rush
u might think its fucked thats when u trust

fuck it, lets wipe all the pages clean
just put all the pressure on me
oh, i love it we’re roaming the fields like they’re streets
just put it in place then release

girl u safe in my dreams
washed in the sewer like a secre beat
see the odd thing, it’s not working out
and hen it come to working out
u can create that shift
u can- u can create that shift

something dark holding on?
u can create that shift
something u assume is gone?
u can create that shift
maybe you’ve never been wrong
u can create that shift
u can create that- u can create that shift

the shift

the shift (secre x ryan kelly)

// verse 1 
watch as you’re breaking their hearts 
can’t touch without leaving a scar oh no 
know what you do after dark 
leave everyone torn into parts oh 

oh babe  
walk to the bed 
lays me right down 
and gives me the best head 
oh babe 
got my sheets all red 
say that it’s not love 
till we’re bleeding out  

// chorus 
fuck like we fight 
and you kiss then you start to go down 
talk with your tongue 
oh talk to me 
hands on your thighs 
and you move like you can’t slow down 
fuck till you’re numb 

hands round your neck 
rolling your eyes  
like i’m the best you’ve had 
and i know tomorrow 
that you’ll turn your back  

fuck like we fight 
and you kiss then you start to go down 
talk with your tongue 
oh talk to me 

// verse 2 
watch as you’re stealing their spark 
just to feed your ego, oh darling don’t
and leave them all covered in marks 
let everyone know what is yours oh 

oh babe  
walk to the bed 
lays me right down 
and gives me the best head 
oh babe 
wanting me dead 
choking me out 
but she knows i like it 

// bridge 
watch as you rip out their hearts
it’s no secret
i see you inching for their soul 
oh baby when it all gets dark
i hope you know that your name’s not the one i’d call anymore 

it’s all turned red
the movement 
the bed 
the money 
the power
the cancer
devours 
we’re all dead 
our brain’s full with lead 
so don’t be so shy now
come show us what you came to do

talk with your tongue

Spotify

talk with your tongue [tnvr]

produced by rainydays

lyrics;
watching as the rain falls down
throw a coin in the wishingwell
and i dont wanna be here now
watching as the rain falls down
i dont wanna be here now

we love rainydays
it means you dont have todo anything
i cant stay home and sleep in
i dont gotta focus on anything

sitting at my window
watching as the rain fallsdown
throw a coin in the wishingwell
and i dont wanna be here now
watching as the rain falls down
i dont wanna be here now

rainydays (intro)

hiatus

hiatus (noah808 x ryan kelly)

❤️
you tell me everything that you go through 
i try to stay strong for you like im goku 
but idk boo do i do a good job 
cuz im in the dark with myself as well

i been wanting to die too but i wanna write too
i know i don’t talk much anymore and im sorry
don’t like to compare but that’s all i been doin
got my eyes closed thinkin bout your hair

strawberry blonde 
your my best friend your my best friend 
you make me the best me and girl yeah you test me you’re one of a kind
and i’m so greatful that your mine mine mine mine

strawberry blonde (what would i do without you?)
i wouldn’t wanna find another fish in the sea 
i feel like wraith i might die in this room 
you might be a widow soon with how i fucked i feel 
my self esteem so far from the roof

shoutout skelly this help me get out my mental 
my mind is clear im feelin presidential 
wish it would last forever but its more like rental 
thank god i got my baby to ground my when it hurts
strawberry blondeeeeeeeeee

strawberry blonde (s0ftskelet0ns)


I made a problem that no one could solve
Watch how this pill hit the cup and dissolve
10 seats wont even fit half of the team
I could of got u from over the screen
I got a problem but no one to call 
And I hold some memories deep in these walls
Where were u baby when I was a wreck
Where were u baby when I was a mess

I did some things for the guys I know
Most what i say girl u should not know
I made some calls and I never heard back
So I made the call to never call you again
Still im a stranger inside my home
I got a closet thats full up with bones
I got a vacuum thats full up with blood
Plus I got some bodies thats covered in mud

Its 12am Oh Its Mardi gras Baby
Ceiling fans They getting ripped out the placement
Its alright I got a new outlook lately
Sure we fight But end of day u my favourite
Im Gone again
I gotta stop getting so faded
Klonopin Must be in this bud im sedated
Macho man Im randy sav when im angry
And where it went was no where Id like to take it

Take my Hand and Come inside
Lets gets Fucked up Lets get fried
Ill take Yours if  You take Mine 
I get U get We get high
Ill show U a Perfect night
Touch up Ur Make up Girls dont cry
Cameras Flashings I go blind
Ill wait On you Till I die

Its 12am Oh Its Mardi gras Baby
Ceiling fans They getting ripped out the placement
Its alright I got a new outlook lately
Sure we fight But end of day u my favourite
Im Gone again
I gotta stop getting so faded
Klonopin Must be in this bud im sedated
Macho man Im randy sav when im angry
And where it went was no where Id like to take it

ceiling fan man (jabarionthebeat x bitton x kuji)

i can feel the devil in ur stare
sometimes it don't feel like she had ever really cared
between ur lies i feel trauma u don't share
but baby i could help if u just talk to me right here
she holds a tight grip when she thinks i'm gonna go
so i just sit and lie right here, forever in your arms
i'm telling her some stories about how we never know
where our lives would be if we had ever grown apart

i feel somethin ancient and demonic in your soul
something growing deep inside you turning you so cold
baby please just open up i'm here to warm your heart
i know it's hard to trust my love but i'm not here to start
with bullshit i won't waste ur time i'm here for u tonight
fuck it let's just sit n cry and drink away the pain
i feel so much tension in this room and i'm ashamed
how i can't control myself i truly am a stain
on my family tree i know i've wasted my whole life
and they think so damn low of me they never hit my line

in ur stare (dubby)

No more favours
No more favours
I had done way too much these guys still shit like I cant save em
U gotta prove u hot before I cut my split and pay em
Its not shit on me he playing that game we bound to flame him
No more favours
No more favours
I put the big guy on him this guy tall as a Florida gator
I cant do no 50/50 bitch im not a skater
Purple inside the banana wood my Kush look like a laker

I put money on top her back she arch so deep its breaking physics
These guys get so bitchy they think we friends cause we in business
I had done held my tongue like way too long these guys some minions
Too much fake love here in this game I think I hit my limit
Bari sent thru some beats im tryna blow right past my limits
I put numbers up on the board u not gonna see me in the scrimmage
Really its fuck these guys they only online to get some gash
How u not embarrassed when u crying and pushing trash
I see u right now I promise that beak is getting bashed
Now its no more favours sorry my love its not gon happen
I take care of myself I couldnt take care of fucking bad friends
We used to be family but this money got him acting
We used to be family but that shit had turned to past tense
Ok now im locked in
She ask me if I geek up I said often
And right now
I avoid the come down
I need more thrills
I dont even go out
My house full of blue pills
My house full of cracked seals
This shit surplus here like tylenols and Advils
Baby u know u stressed kills
Im just tryna curb the graph
This Molly hit my head and get my spinning like a laundromat

No more favours
No more favours
I had done way too much these guys still shit like I cant save em
U gotta prove u hot before I cut my split and pay em
Its not shit on me he playing that game we bound to flame him
No more favours
No more favours
I put the big guy on him this guy tall as a Florida gator
I cant do no 50/50 bitch im not a skater
Purple inside the banana wood my Kush look like a laker

no more favours (jabarionthebeat x haze x yakree)

let's turn off the phones let's just spend time
let's try to make it home with just our eyes
let's just be here in the present
and try to get along under this sky
maybelline kisses we're soul tied
i hope you understand this message
just turn off the phone i'm tryna talk to u
i'm tryna make sure u get this

sometimes, i don't feel like ur here
but that's okay, i know that it's hard
some nights, drugs take me from here
but that's okay, i've done it before
one day, i'll be dying my dear
but that's okay, i've had a talk with the stars
and baby, i'll be waiting for you
i know you'll say, i'm joining you too

let's turn off the phones and our life lines
and try to get along with eachother
i'm sick of how i live within the night time
and writing stupid songs that get nowhere
baby girl u know that i love u
so please turn off the phone and exist here
the world is burning down but i trust you
i've turned off my phone so we could spend time

let's turn off the phones let's just spend time
let's try to make it home with just our eyes
let's just be here in the present
and try to get along under this sky
maybelline kisses we're soul tied
i hope you understand this message
just turn off the phone i'm tryna talk to u
i'm tryna make sure u get this

turn off the phones (wraithontheporch)

22 | vox/songwriter & engineer 

i make what i want my music isnt for everyone

email - m@scars.online

rainydays (intro)

marsmal

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