lyrics
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in hindsight we're okay
we'll creep through the hallway
my heartrate grows faster
a breeding disaster
the path left is followed
a tough pill to swallow
who am i becoming
i guess it's just nothing

i-i-i-i-i don't wanna talk about it
why-why-why-why-why am i so caught up on it
lie-lie-lie-lie i'm stuck in the middle
so i cry-cry-cry-cry constantly belittled oh and
i-i-i-i-i don't wanna talk about it
why-why-why-why-why am i so caught up on it
lie-lie-lie-lie i'm stuck in the middle
so i cry-cry-cry-cry constantly belittled oh  

you said the things you meant to say
you took it back don't mean it babe
dont look at me in my twisted face
you took the knife and twisted babe
hi been a minute since I said goodbye
i heard you're still livin in a lie
i swear it really take a lot to make me cry
so when you did i know you really had to try
what was all the effort for
couple good words ill be right back at your door
10 shots burning to the bottom of my core
i blackout, wake up rotting on the floor
i keep running and running around in circles
i keep smoking these cigarettes til i'm purple
i keep telling you things that you think are hurtful
i keep telling her that everything is her fault
remember what you said
i know its been a minute since i let you in my head
the whole worlds spinning here we go again
the nightmares never gonna end

when you look in the mirror
and hate what you've done
so you call up your friends
but they don't wanna come
and the dumbest mistake
that you made was falling in love
and it feels like there's monsters
inside of your head
so you fill it with poison
and smoke to forget
but they laugh even louder
despite the attempts that you've met

i-i-i-i-i don't wanna talk about it
why-why-why-why-why am i so caught up on it
lie-lie-lie-lie i'm stuck in the middle
so i cry-cry-cry-cry constantly belittled oh and
i-i-i-i-i don't wanna talk about it
why-why-why-why-why am i so caught up on it
lie-lie-lie-lie i'm stuck in the middle
so i cry-cry-cry-cry constantly belittled oh  

when the truth is a riddle
and soaked full of sin
will the creature inside you
aspire to win
will it creep all around you
and grasp at the clothes on your skin
then the rain starts to fall
and it's calling your name
though you hear it so clearly
you're deemed as insane
and your method of madness
will bleed as it freezes the frame

save face (ft. prop) (prod. tears x frodo)

produced by  recycleBin & veilonme
mixed and mastered by me

first time doing 4 layers on each side idk trying sum different

heavily influenced by familypet - payphone & feel the way i feel

lyrics;
do u feel the way I do
cuz I hate that feeling too
do u feel the way we all do
do u wannabe somebody new
are you tired of nobody caring about you
do you feel the way i do
do u feel the way i do

in retrospect i should of known this was gonna happen
but in reality i couldnt of seen the future
so why dont i just focus on the present
lately my thoughts been collecting
and i dont answer my texts
do u feel the way i do
cuz i hate that too
i dont wanna do this without you
this shit rly changed me
ur the monster that made me

do u feel the way I do
cuz I hate that feeling too
do u feel the way we all do
do u wannabe somebody new
are you tired of nobody caring about you
do you feel the way i do
do u feel the way i do

somebody new

u got the coldest heart? thats what u think, u not seen mine

haunted house [ushanka boy]

I’m done with this shit done with this shit I swear 2 god, 
gone since a kid it’s not my fault, I swear I’ll shoot them all, 
I had issues back then but now I’m focused on my money more (x2)

i knew u was a bitch cuz all u really seem to do is talk 
time is money is gotta watch the clock 
yellow rarri in the parking lot 
Mp5 I got a shot
I will never let u walk 

I been thru some shit up in my life 
I won’t give no story time 
and I won’t tell a fucking lie 


and ur chopping me up with that knife,
put me in an body bag, 
And dump me out the sea tonight 

I’m done with this shit done with this shit I swear 2 god, 
gone since a kid it’s not my fault, I swear I’ll shoot them all, 
I had issues back then but now I’m focused on my money more (x2)

why the fuck they come into my life and then they switch up, 
I swear I’m better off alone I’m not a bitch stop 
I use to want a bitch that go and drive me  crazy 
I said I’m better off alone and now they hate me

I’m done with this shit done with this shit I swear 2 god, 
gone since a kid it’s not my fault, I swear I’ll shoot them all, 
I had issues back then but now I’m focused on my money more (x2)

s2g w/ brecken [eyesofdirty]

who are you who are you who are you aye 
I know ur in a mood but I wont do what u say
they really think I switched up but I just got new ways
ur so rude ur so rude, in a new maze

god im so fucking bored I might go try shoegaze 
who are you who are you who are you aye 
theres no need to get fucked up cuz its jus Tuesday
make a move make a move make a move aye 

I think I should push em back cuz lately they aint showing love
if ts shit get bloody just promise me that you wont fuck this up
I might have a heart attack, this shit be freezing up my lungs 
smoking on exotic gas I swear 2 god this shit is strong

I wont ever stop this shit until this shit go sideways 
why u talkin all that shit I got a migraine
im really tired imma kick it back at my place
im losing wires and im suffering the time waste	

told u im just weak as fuck I wake up got a runny nose
I got some people they staring at me from across the road
I wont really stay w them cuz im feeling like a ghost
imma make it out this town
catch me going coast 2 coast

who are you who are you who are you aye 
I know ur in a mood but I wont do what u say
they really think I switched up but I just got new ways
ur so rude ur so rude, in a new maze

I think I should push em back cuz lately they aint showing love
if ts shit get bloody just promise me that you wont fuck this up
I might have a heart attack, this shit be freezing up my lungs 
smoking on exotic gas I swear 2 god this shit is strong

who are you who are you who are you aye 
I know ur in a mood but I wont do what u say
they really think I switched up but I just got new ways
ur so rude ur so rude, in a new maze

who r u [tiresss]

produced by @prod-dash 🖤
mv: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EEgzoEH60Cg

harmonies construct of her in vain,
when i had felt the same, i wonder what you let slip loose
idolized in holistic refrain from scaring you away,
but it was you who had left so soon
redundancy falls on the floors of insult,
diffusion of awe is now subtle appall
when the fracturing stops, he returns to his lot
and continues to watch the forgotten responses

how long has it really been?
on everything i could've been your confidence;
wounded deep, but regardless you were gorgeous
external forces couldn't conquer this fortress,
girl i was all in,
now i'm more of like a martian,
a foreign entity ignored and made of sport in pure extortion
the score depends on those who force it,
but on my life i'll never pry into this systematic fortune

easy aches at your name
november stays, but it's may

he's licking tears and steeling bones
from baring sights of burning homes
and of the counterparts still present, most have nearly decomposed
the oxygen persists, but the fluids marching in
wreak havoc on the aspens, now his blood is wearing thin
the centuries forgot receive his aching and distraught,
converting portions of distortion into frequencies bewrought
the ice goes in by division of his temperance
sickly to this weather, but she ain't even my medicine

it's two-forty-two as the film rolls into view
i beg your pardon, i'm enshrouded by the memories construed
just anyone won't do,
the comfort causes calluses he's unable to move
they stare at him in twos

the burial becomes attraction, and of the visitors, it's nothing but distraction
come one and all, before root is sawed, the chainsaw, it stops,
he of wooden rot, with that pandora's box, reverse the plot
the acid sat within his stomach summits to his top
begone of influence it's over 'fore it had begun
i'll never feel that same alikeness, they just read me wrong,
just to do me wrong

bare trees conceive cold leaves,
you showed me what we couldn't be
washing over me, frostridden stings
that sole breeze had spoke "don't leave"

easy aches at your name
november stays, but it's may

the paneling glows a familiar sequence,
but it's passage won't open to those who would seek it
through timing and tamper he had managed to enter
unaware of it's contents, he treads a bit deeper
in awe of the contrast from seeker to aether
he's welcomed to stay, but he's covered in shivers
for those it abducts are reduced down to neither
so backwards he goes, where his soul doesn't meet her's

come the night i'm allotted what's divine
i got bugs up in my head,
they always scratching, leaving bites
ain't no energy to waste on those unkind
only time you talkin shit is when you're doing it online

november (dash)

been a while since something like this
thank you for being here
prod by forzen (@whyeldershock on ig)

heavenly, at the sight of her angel wings;
been alone since seventeen
ain't expecting them to feel for me, that'll never be
let eden breathe, pick and twist from the apple tree, 
felt confliction at the bite and sting
left uncertain of it's purity, of what's underneath

cup so cold it's frozen, you already know
dialtone revoking all we had engrossed
mentality awoken from over the phone
i'm never that open, you had me from the go

couldn't catch her on the way out
she ain't here for what i'm saying now
it's even worse that i'm seeing how
you let me, you let me
why'd you let me down

let me, let me, let me, let me down
let me, let me, why'd you let me down
l-let me, let me, but you let me down
h-how'd you let me down
how'd you let me down

heavenly, at the sight of her angel wings;
been alone since seventeen
ain't expecting them to feel for me, that'll never be
let eden breathe, pick and twist from the apple tree, 
felt confliction at the bite and sting
left uncertain of it's purity, of what's underneath

eve (forzen)

stream

that bad

turning shepherd into flock, he's bare and punching out the clock
and left it's hands a ten and two, and of it's bell, a copper blue
if it's the best that it can do, to buy him, should he re-coop
the inner portions have been warping, while his skeletal is looped

girl, i'm only a fractional gland to the tanner
organic of matter, in service of hazard
with the spirit coaxed in snot, they steal his crops, then send him off
the palpatations sign alignment that the collar had been popped
so watch him flee into trees where he is deemed a foreign beast
and of it's fauna, granted ease, 
the runic symbolism breathes
but as the phoenix tucks it's wings, the animosity is sworn
the creatures force him to a corner, as the ritual repeats

but most invited are divided by the drink
some evoke and others physically impede
but fuck it, i'm dunking my soul in elixirs
and ripping up scriptures they told me to read
evading persuasion of linear staging, 
you think in equation from playing campaign
i remember you had felt what i be
chrysalis tethered, eternally green

and she was lock and key, to his belief
internal leak is running deep and sinking streets
cold and heat have come to meet, releasing steam
but that peace is soon to cease, 
and he's deceased

turning sheperd into flock, he's bare and punching out the clock
and left it's hands a ten and two, and of it's bell, a copper blue
if it's the best that it can do, to buy him, should he re-coop
the inner portions have been warping, while his skeletal is looped

grace period betrayal (branwen)

her cutlery is pit against the chest
the cavalry is strung about in red
oceans sing, the air it resurrects
confusingly, the liquid knows him best

give me something to feel yah
i just want this trust to inch it's way enough to heal numb
the battlefield he yield's enough to get him gone from being on
the acid turf is leaving burns, and passerbys see nothing wrong
injustified his tortured mind, and found recline in weaker ones
through divide and clouded sky, a destiny decayed
it's yesterday that local cat is no longer a stray
fallacy is brought upon erasure of the frame
you only wanna fuck him cause he calls you by your name
you only wanna fuck him
you only wanna fuck him 'cause he calls you by your's
called you by your name

love sores and scorn within yourself you'd deprecate
fed the source of everything you couldn't hear me say

her cutlery is pit against the chest
the cavalry is strung about in red
oceans sing, the air it resurrects
confusingly, the liquid knows him best

forging the ache in a cauldron of storm
there would lurk the accompany whispering war
the ecologies flood the industrial core
for the body is steel, but is still only armor

sacrificial departure (sorrow bringer)

petrified at the sight of what is nigh,
though, it might be nice to rectify the white of lies
so, find him tied, unrecognizably contrived
be it like of day or night, they'll always deem to be insightful

the dog is bled of it's effort spent
yet the culprit fed it's influence
through a wooden fence it would lean against
tearing at it's skin, but it's only his

scrap these words i hold in place 
if thou uncertain, bestow thee grace
but how's he hurting, i don't see pain?
it's only made certain once one's decayed

flawless, though it seemed to you i wasn't honest
a heart shift, i could tell that you must've been starving
cautious, replicate the struggle and i'll fall in
august kept him held within it's empty margins

drained, split amid reality and that of what is made
the cowardice of hounding prove susceptible to flame
regardless of the sender, the recipient's enraged 
courtesy of riddance claims regression is to blame

though he's zoned, although unknown, he won't corrode, 
beknown of crows and open roads, the omen flows, but will it show or come to slow?
we'll never know (8x)

the dog is bled of it's effort spent
yet the culprit fed it's influence
through a wooden fence it would lean against
tearing at it's skin, but it's only his

terrestrial acrimony (sorrow bringer x luffysome)

22 | songwriter, producer, engineer and vocalist

i make what i want my music isnt for everyone

email - m@scars.online

somebody new

marsmal

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