@decayinganyways @tnvr555 

// decayinganyways
// verse
it’ll be a cold night, when you’re around
so take your shot, and make it count
and we can play these games, that’s your claim to fame
that Russian roulette touch going through my brain
it’s 6 painless shots for 6 painful months
was caught inside your side was caught inside your hunt
i’ll file down the pin so somehow I could win
lets hope these game begin
and hope they’re ending swift

// chorus
our love is russian roulette knew this was all just a bet
don’t hurt my heart blow my brains out instead
our love is russian roulette kiss me softly with lead
don’t break down all of my love
shoot my brains out instead

// geist
we're playing russian roulette
gun to my head and i'm hoping it blows my brains
i’ll miss and you’ll take me to bed
lay me right down and then you’ll blow me all the same

god i love the taste
when you ride on my face
so baby don't stop moving
grind until you're out of fluids

and you take the fall
yeah you risk it all
to see if its a fire you can tame
yeah you take it off
yeah you’d do it all
just to taste what you can of the fame?

the next one's gonna go through your brain
you look at me like it's not a game
darling
you want to feel this more than i do..
i’m starting to see that we’re the same
load a full clip
let’s taste the pain
darling
just do it the way that you do

russian roulette

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russian roulette w/ decayinganyways [tnvr]

produced by the wonderful @iamaneerdowell

lyrics;
i say i try my best
but i
never try my best x2

gods always putting me thru tests
and all my friends are pushing me to the ledge
im still waiting for a text from my ex
my dr switched my meds
i think theyre working
its hard to fix something when ur always hurting
and nothings ever fucking working

is this shit always in my fuckedup head
i get tired of waking up and wanting to be dead
idk how much energy i got left
so leave me alone

if i do not answer the phone dont call me again
i dont wanna talk to you, you always got a plan
you use me for attention than go back to your man
ik i was apart of the plan
its okay you win

i say i try my best
but i
never try my best x2

try my best

prod @tnvr555 

your toxic traits oh baby 
i can see them on your face 
you crave attention 
i can see from how you flaunt your waist
but oh my how you love to tantalize 
tease me 
can’t see through your disguise 

you taste like poison baby 
trust that i’ll drink all of you 
i love the way 
oh how you bite and give me attitude 
but oh my how you love to tantalize 
tease me 
can’t see through your disguise

it’s do or die 
you & i 
this party is a suicide
romanticized 
oh baby don’t you idolize? 
the way they cry 
this party is a suicide 
for you & i

i’m sick of running away
you’ve got a lot left to say
so let’s sit down
say it to my face 
romanticizing the pain  
you’d tantalize me all day
so go on love 
just dig my grave 

suicidal tendencies
baby come and sever me 
do whatever you would like
i’m yours for life 
i know you’d love to drag the knife
across my throat 
so come tonight

tantalize

tantalize [tnvr]

prod @tnvr555

oh 
your eyes so romantic 
you’re moving and panting 
oh baby i’ll take it at your pace 
two steps, now we’re dancing 
got me in a trance and 
i’m gripping my hands into your waist 

take your vial of blood
i wouldn’t keep you starving 
you’re the one i want my darling 
so go ahead
take all that you want 
i want to see you smiling 
i was made for you my darling
so please just stay 
 
oh baby
wait a minute
i’m so caught 
inside the deep end now 
so love just please 
don’t let me down  
just promise me 
you’ll stick around

you're the one i want [tnvr]

dredge, a message found floating in a bottle.

produced by purc
mixed by me
mastered by ne'erdowell

lyrics 

As the carcass decays
Starts to rot through the roof
Smell the flesh dessicate 
As it wafts through the room

Light a candle or two 
For the few who remain
Hope the stench starts to fade 
What a claim, wasn't you 

But the corpse has a face 
It was someone you knew 
False purchase of fame 
Then the fall, first the view 

In the ocean is fate
Singing hymns from the blue
Wipe the spray from your face
Throw the bones, tell the crew

There is work to be done on the boats of the town
Grit your teeth and ignore that what lurks further down
Lest you lose your mind or what's left of your soul
Dragging up fish with three heads from the maw of god

Fog lights, in the dead of night 
I can never sleep, I seen a poltergeist 
Memorise the passege hidden in the ice
Someone said that here that even dead can die
Alright, I guess the time is right
I cut off my thumb, perform this holy rite 
Prepare to see my love for the final time
I'm flung to overboard and all the seas rise 

As the carcass decays
Starts to rot through the roof
Smell the flesh dessicate 
As it wafts through the room

Light a candle or two 
For the few who remain
Hope the stench starts to fade 
What a claim, wasn't you 

But the corpse has a face 
It was someone you knew 
False purchase of fame 
Then the fall, first the view 

In the ocean is fate
Singing hymns from the blue
Wipe the spray from your face
Throw the bones, tell the crew



dredge (purc)

lyrics:

Everything they told us contradicts itself

The factory had closed before
But never did they bar the doors
And I wonder inside of there
And I wonder what they’re hiding for

Im standing on the precipice
Of prison over protest songs
They’ll teach me how to use a gun
Before Ive learned my right from wrong
So tell me is it funny yet
Oh You’ve cried until ur voice was gone
And Do we understand the bully yet
Or were we with him all along
Still Im so fragile and I dont know why
These Orders and anthems they’ve forced fed the child
Ricin will get you if you wont abide
Bullets will fill you and your domicile
So tell me is it funny yet
When they take away ur dad and mom
And Does it call for revolution yet
Or do the boots sour atop ur tongue

The factory had closed before
But never did they bar the doors
And I wonder inside of there
And I wonder what they’re hiding for

this rifle fires love (ne'erdowell)

tommy x @sewerperson reunion

Booted up don’t take no shit from no one
I can’t cuff the bitch she going 
If I get paper I’m gone show it yeah
I’m not just gone up for none
Bro got spooked and tried to run 
They put that beam on his body
That’s why I can’t show no love to anybody 
If I’m tired tired
Tell me if you’d stay for a while
I don’t wanna let you go
And I don’t wanna leave you yet


I dont wanna leave you tired
Tired
Lately I been wired
I jam up this fronto im not getting any higher
Blood line out the forgiatos I put on the tires
Fire fire
Baby im on fire
I roll up this 3.5 im floating in this vacuum
There’s just all these hormones in the air im tryna pipe sum
Baby bend that back and look at my face it make me feel sum
Im fine pouring this drank up till the rest those fucking pills come

Booted up don’t take no shit from no one
I can’t cuff the bitch she going 
If I get paper I’m gone show it yeah
I’m not just gone up for none
Bro got spooked and tried to run 
They put that beam on his body
That’s why I can’t show no love to anybody 

Yea oh Alright
Its just me and my dawgs in this function and we spiked
I blew thru his fucking skull I dont need a green light
Hit this peace pipe yea
Me and my guys in here we drugged up bad and mean right now

TIRED ft. SEWERPERSON

produced by s0ftskelet0ns, who killed this shit
mastered by ne'erdowell
for my brother myles, whom i love

lyrics

I got a friend and he doesn't take enough care of himself
He prays for an end and he bides all his time reprimanding himself 
and he pushes out the cravings of what he really needs
For the habit he built

And he thinks his times up

He thinks she was the one
But it's not worth dying for her
Or the image you had of it all
There's more to this world
Than a girl that you never knew.

Who gave you the idea 
that you're unfit for love my friend
I think I put 2 and 2 together 
they mentioned s&m
That shit was never love and a kid
should never bear these things 
Why you take it out on yourself
There was no winning this

Why do you resign yourself to this mess
Oh Myles you know better

If it feels like you're decaying 
Then the first step isn't praying
Take your foot out of the grave 
And punch the world back in the face
You need some good shit in ur brain
Like Vitamins and sunny days 
You need a proper bit of steak
And then some beers with proper mates 

Why do you insist
On letting this bitch win
Myles you know better

And it's not worth dying for her
Or the image you had of it all
There's more to this world 
Than a girl.

my brother myles (s0ftskelet0ns)

Lyrics:

peace of mind by severance
you crossed lines
don't remember it?
how i tried to salvage this
convince me how we're better this way
peace of mind by severance
you crossed lines
don't remember it?
how i tried to salvage this
convince me how we're better this way

now you'd need a sabot to punch thru my armor
i'll never open up again to somebody's daughter
they say with distance 
the heart grows fonder
left out the part bout her sleeping with another
"boy u wanna wrestle in the covers?"
i'm still traumatized by every lie told by another
i'm not good at giving space 
i'm known to smother
gotta dial it back before i fucking blow my cover

cauterized all the openings on my wrist
but take it out on me cuz i can tank  a couple hits now
yea
raise the snares and kicks
i don't wanna hear my voice most the time i hate my shit
ooh i didn't really wanna leave
but when left with zero option everything sound good to me yea yea
and maybe she is outta reach
but if i walk on out alive i could call it victory

stepped over your corpse after knockoout
i'll say
i won't mourn and it's likely
our friends were killed by your vices
we won't feel a thing
when you're crying
symbols on my palms
didn't mind them
i've been here before
didn't like it
still missing your touch all the time now
i'd say come back but i got

peace of mind by severance
you crossed lines
don't remember it?
how i tried to salvage this
convince me how we're better this way
peace of mind by severance
you crossed lines
don't remember it?
how i tried to salvage this
convince me how we're better this way

severance (prod. pekarot x sor)

lyrics:

Lets go
I swear u take off the glasses and light up the park
You pick at my brain pick out the pain in fragile porcelain parts
How could I look at the bright side in the dark
U feeling my frame u touch on my face and worry become malark
so Where is the best spot to die at when life gets hard
Im tapped out
Im spilling my brain and your answer is steeped in sly remarks
How could I look at the bright side in the dark
U push at the small of my back and Im falling 170 yards

but I get u back in the worst way
U see my worst face 
Every time u look at outside in the yard
Arterial blood thick as toothpaste
How was the view with
My skull opened up like a birthday card
I think u raising the asshole bar
All this work for a condo and luxury car
Ill fire bomb u while u drive to the bar
Its a fire works show in the back the car
I will rip u apart and im not even high right now
Ill meet you on fifth lets just meet up and die right now
ya The building is empty there’s no where to hide right now
Meet me up top fuck it lets both jump down
48 floors 58 floors they passing me by right now
Im going fast but I stand on his back and I land on him skateboard style
He got his brain pushed out
Fuck it though I got my feet blown out
Even his shoes flew off
Thats how u know that he dead right now

Lets go
I swear u take off the glasses and light up the park
You pick at my brain pick out the pain in fragile porcelain parts
How could I look at the bright side in the dark
U feeling my frame u touch on my face and worry become malark
Where is the best spot to die at when life gets hard
Im tapped out
Im spilling my brain and your answer is steeped in sly remarks
How could I look at the bright side in the dark
U push at the small of my back and Im falling 170 yards


a hundred and seventy yards (eric godlow)

lyrics:

Well You could come by right now
I am not hard to find
Its just a right turn and then left at the lights
U know I’m an asshole and I’m not tryna fight it
If i had got mad right now
Well then everyone dying
face up
Like don’t fuck up ur makeup
Oh like what’re u so afraid of
I just packed some moon rock in this blunt and it took my face off
Baby this just my day job
And I’m convinced that I got aimbot
Oh Cause I keep making hits hits hits and I can’t stop


This shit really my job for u it’s a hobby oh my
And everywhere I go they go to
My dogs behind me oh my
And everywhere I go they go to
Even these words be bulletproof
Everywhere im at they come thru
Pink in this drink like majin buu 
I put a tab right on my tongue
How much is that like 2 plus 2 
Like how this night be so much fun
After the shit that we been thru
I go out and they show me love
I wish I could bring that in the booth
Cause it gets cold inside of here
And I think there’s holes up in the roof
I said
I came down again from my magic
Time moves slow so I appear faster
Ive missed home so much u cant fathom
Catch me up on life and what’s happened
Im Weighed down 
For I carry my name sake on me
Check now
It gets heavier the more they want me
Oh but Someone had to jump in the arena get em talking
Cause u gon spend the rest of ur life just watching

Well You could come by right now
I am not hard to find
Its just a right turn and then left at the lights
U know I’m an asshole and I’m not tryna fight it
If i had got mad right now
Well then everyone dying
face up
Like don’t fuck up ur makeup
Oh like what’re u so afraid of
I just packed some moon rock in this blunt and it took my face off
Baby this just my day job
And I’m convinced that I got aimbot
Oh Cause I keep making hits hits hits and I can’t stop

try my best

marsmal