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I been living on the inside 
Couldn't feel what they talk like 
I fear more than a cold night 
You walkin with a dead life

Over top, what you feel like 
I can't send back to feel right 
Need you more than my flesh on the inside
Wish you more than a dead life

You walking with a dead life

I spread out my bones
Cut me to pieces, you find what I own 
Bring you so far to the places I've known 
Dust off the pedestal, I'll let you grow

Don't come to close
Don't let me off
Tell me I'm wrong
Don't let me off
Care for you more 
Than my own core 
I've seen the war 
And I've hid the doors
They'll come for yours

Sorry for the long nights 
Talkin to myself just feel right 
Why should she like
All of my spite, suffered the cries

You livin' with a dead life

Sent With Love

"UTOPIA"

MUSIC VIDEO : https://youtu.be/22g6f3hKg5U

produced by @zyrom
mixed by @zyrom & @the0000
mastered by @zyrom
cover art made by @the0000

Lyrics :

VERSE 1

I won’t listen anymore
So please don’t waste my time

We all know that life’s a chore
We’r working overtime

I'm so sick of missing out on my own fucking life
All these voices in my head just end up in a strife

Please don’t try to get in the way
I don’t want to hurt
Threw away my thoughts and problem deep inside my heart

I can’t broke the cage that lock me inside of my head
I just understood that ill feel better when im dead

CHORUS :

I’m alone now
Don’t knock on my door now

I won’t respond
No
I’m not gonna look back

I’m alone now
Don’t knock on my door now

I won’t respond
No
I’m not gonna look back

VERSE 2

It’s time for us to put some distance
Cause we knew that our relationship was toxic
Mixing alcohol with it, made us nothing more but sicker
I was stuck on the liquor
And your hands on the trigger

You just shotted at my heart and it got clearer
That being with you in the first place was an error
You are paralyzed
Why so terrorized ?
Did the last words that I told you got you mesmerized ?

CHORUS :

I’m alone now
Don’t knock on my door now

I won’t respond
No
I’m not gonna look back

I’m alone now
Don’t knock on my door now

I won’t respond
No
I’m not gonna look back

utopia [prod. zyrom] (music video out now)

Covered my lips 
In black.
Now I rip and tear
I can’t escape 
I can’t escape 
I can’t 
Now I can’t escape 
Fuck it up running through my hands again 
I just wish you were here for me.
It’s like I can’t even breathe without you here. 
When it’s all these drugs they consume and I can’t feel. 
When I've been wishing for my own death an I can’t an can’t.
I got knifes and there in my back.
I promise I can’t.
These drugs got me fucked up.
I wish you could see
I wish you could see it
I wish you could see it
I wish you could see it
Yeah I wish you could see it
Running through covered in blood I see you. 
Closing my eyes, I fuck it up an I like it yeah. 
I love when the blood falls.
I love when I’m covered in blood. It calls it calls.

(Crook:
Im no longer healing
You dont know the feeling 
To stare at the ceiling 
While my blood is spilling
Fuck it take it to one to neck
The only way out is by death
Ugh
Bury me cover my flesh
Im done with this
Lay me to rest)

Call My Name (Ft. Crook)(p. takizava)

Produced by Daedric Prince
Mixed & Mastered by HeavyLungs

Lyrics:
Live laugh
Nights I grown cold
I fear you want me home
After you see you kept me awake 
Answer did I
Even out the pain
Look in your eyes all you despise 
Tearing at your flesh again
After all this time 
running from life
Running from life 
After all of this time 
Left all alone and I wanted out
This pressure created nothing but doubt 
Bloodied the towels 
Stained the bed sheets oh frown
I was alone 
while the drugs kept you out 
Slow down my love I forgave you in the end. Hurry back 
back home there was something left unsaid. 
All I wanted was my mommy but she was swept, Into the other room where there was meth for her instead 
The needle it’s been left unfed again
Hurry back to your room 
where you locked yourself in. 
Look in your eyes all you despise 
Tearing at your flesh again
After all this time running from life
Running from life 
After all of this time 
Raised us, in needles and fire 
Drugs kept you in
It just kept you higher
Raised us in needles and fire
The drugs kept you in your room 
You get higher
All those nights I needed you 
I needed you
There was a vacancy instead
At 14 I was used to being 
left for dead then
I was used to to being left

Darling, You Couldn't Even Imagine What I've Seen

produced by mary mortem
mixed by colton jean and cassidy mandel

lyrics: Say it’s too hard to breathe
Just wait a little longer
It’s promised the pain will cease 
Reach for salvation 
sick of the waiting 
In passion and pain they’ll be. 
Lovers lose patience 
We turn to the traitors an eat
An now can you breathe?
Now can you?
(Save those puppy eyes for another time
Now I come to you, with knifes in my back that’s what you’ve done.)
Save those puppy eyes 
That’s what you do
And Ill waste this all on you
Now that you’ve got a gun
You feel so cool
Swallow the pills 
And watch as the sky turns…
Weight of the world an it’s all on you.
I hope you overdose, it’s cool for you.
We love to watch you fall again
And again and again you bitch.
Reach for salvation 
sick of the waiting 
In passion and pain they’ll be. 
Lovers lose patience 
We turn to the traitors an eat
An now can you breathe?

Reach For Salvation

do you cry for me?
Produced By: youji2k
Mixed & Mastered By: MVZI
Art Designed By: FXCKJAMiE & MVZI

@mvzi
@youjiiiii
@fxckyoujamie

Lyrics:

Take some time away
I know you need it
Form myself again
My souls redeeming

Filled my solitude
Would it hurt if you tried too
I hope you’re doing alright
Are you hurt
Do you cry

Do you cry for me
When you laying in bed
Did you hear what I said
Do you hate who I am

Would you try it again
If I gave you the chance
Do you cry for me
Do you cry for me

Would you die for me
Cause I would die for you
No matter where you take me
I’ll follow you

I know it’s hard to stay
Cause you’ve been used
It’s okay
If you take time away

Take some time away
I know you need it
Form myself again
My souls redeeming

do you cry for me?

SPOTIFY

to everyone ive hurt Im sorry

bleed like the rest

Bandcamp: marymortem.bandcamp.com
Spotify: https://tinyurl.com/y72wvs6y
Apple Music/iTunes: https://tinyurl.com/yb5xepos

Lyrics: Drugged down

I am powerless
The drugs drag me down
I am powerless
I got your nails in my eyes
I need your scent 
I need it
Every list, your lips and your lies,
You tell me that I’m fine when I’m not
And I got issues
You know 
There’s no fixing me
Cause im strung out
So drugged down
I need to breath 
And I need to sleep
I don’t want to need 
I don’t want to I don’t need to
Love is a bullet hole in my head
Love is a bullet hole
Keeps me grounded 
Keeps me drugged down
Keeps me feeling more of it
Oh oh

download

Drugged Down

Bandcamp: marymortem.bandcamp.com
Spotify: https://tinyurl.com/y72wvs6y
Apple Music/iTunes: https://tinyurl.com/yb5xepos

Lyrics: Horse

You say that you loved me you never did. You only ever drugged me down from this.
Drive deep break the vein. Hold your breath, you don’t need to breath when I’m inside your throat. 
Under the skin I feel the harden tissue from where you poked. 
And poked and poked again
I am a toxic Im addiction
You say that you would love me then. You only ever drugged me down from this.
I wrote myself in problems
You begged that I’d solve them. 
All is over all is over 
Its seeps from your lips, death all again
It’s all on your list, push it right in 
It’s all full of shit 
heroin drifts
I’m not dying but you are 
I’m not your problem 
This horse I ride when I’m lone. All the dope scraped your bone. What’s it feel when you turn to stone.
Ripping your skin just to feel nothing
Breaking your bone just to feel nothing
I’m your last chance
Graved

Horse

Garbage

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prod + featuring: @voidexx

VOIDEX-
fuck it im finna do me 
never good enough and its plain to see
that im
im tryin my best
you're just wasting your breath
its fine its fine (x2)

TOMMY BLVE-
yeah yeah
ill never change 
i thought i told u that
run while u can 
u know i hold u back
ill never be just what u wanted
i guess im ok with that
watch how i fiend 
watch when i leave 
watch how i fade to black
is that all they want
never will know the truth
die in the night
under the light of the moon
im too young
but i wanna go soon 
i wanna leave right now
i wanna die with you

VOIDEX-
fuck it im finna do me 
never good enough and its plain to see
that im
im tryin my best
you're just wasting your breath
its fine its fine (x2)

WastingYourBreath (Feat. Voidex)

i'm getting the fuck out of here (Prod. By PULSE)

Lyrics: Curtain of time do you still love me 
(Mary)

My life is worthless 
Times a curtain.
Cover me till death...
Pray that you will see the god that you’d
spent all your time in stress.
While I’m 
Alone, I’ve seen what’s inside of it.
I’ve seen my skin split into.
I’ve seen my mother on her knees 
praying I’d stay in this life. 

(Takeer)
I see through this broken glass 
Sold my heart and break the past 
Tell you things I never did
Take my heart out make it stop
Ive been so non stop
Silence
I break the forces

Darling, You Couldn't Even Imagine What I've Seen

Mary Mortem

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