I have the greatest admiration for anyone who can pour their feelings into music.  I have only words, but music speaks to me more deeply than any one language, so thank you for sharing such a precious memory :)

I had to listen to this one again, and I wish I could click on "Like" twice. It's so amazingly gorgeous. I hope you're doing great! :)

This is a true reflection of your soul. I'm so thankful that you can share it with us :)

I'm really happy I went through your different works on your channel, and came across this lovely gem, indeed a very beautiful improvisation!!

Nice...a fine cromatic line in contrasts...

@user-736485108: Thanks Debbie.  The human voice is absolutely an instument  if I had a decent singing voice I doubt I would have spent so much time at the piano.

Most of the time, my improvisations are completely unplanned and I have no idea what voice will reach up from the depths of my inner baggage and claim the stage.

But sometimes I take time to deeply think and reflect on a person, place, time or event before I sit down at the keyboard.  I wrote this piece while thinking back on a year of my life (and the man I spent it with) that was distinctly different from any other time in my life and so disconnected from almost every aspect of my life before and after it that as more time goes by I find myself remembering it more as a dream than an actual chapter of my life.  

I couldn't decide if I wanted the piano tone to be dreamy or bright.  It was a small decision, but the more I tried to choose the more I felt like I was actually deciding whether to file that year in my life's archives as "reality" or "fantasy".  I decided that the final recording should reflect how I think about it now, so I duplicated the track and layered both pianos, panning between them at various parts of the song.  

Distorted Reflections and Fading Images

http://www.mathamwilsoned.com

My piano is my voice.  I started recording these compositions and improvisations a few years ago when I wanted to tell someone how much I love them and no words were sufficient.  In the process of writing and recording that piece, I decided to start recording my random improvisations as well (which despite having played most of my life, I've never done before).  That was the beginning of my first set, "Words Fail Me" and this page.

Words Fail Me is available on Amazon, iTunes and Google Play!  It is also available for streaming on Spotify! 

Thanks to everyone who has listened, liked, reposted, commented - the fact that so many complete strangers have taken time out of their lives to experience a little of mine is crazy.  

I also love to accompany vocalists and work with other musicians:

https://soundcloud.com/matham-wilsoned/sets/accompaniments

Or take a minute to listen to the amazing voice of https://soundcloud.com/keir-patrick-white whom I had the privilege of working with for many years.

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