nothing is real

with @hangthisman
lyrics:
darkness, darkness all around me
darkness, darkness don't feel sorry
take these pills they're hard to swallow
lie awake in pity wallow

Я сам для себя ненужный 
Среди этих стен мой труп- сгнил
Тёмный, тёмный переулок 
В глубине души 
Я никак не справлюсь с тем что я один 

lose your mind i'll give you mine


В их глазах лишь боль и страх
Но я 
Всё здесь вижу по другому 
Пока люди ожидают свой конец
Я как будто среди поля 
Надо мной лишь темнота 
И где твой свет? 
Когда таблетки ломят волю 
Когда исчезнет сон 
Когда постель 
Тебя пленила, и не помнишь 
Как ты очутился в ней

noone understand just how i feel so,
it's easy letting go
as if you'de ever know

you're demons aren't your own
it's not easy letting go





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the manipulated dead - w/ HANGMAN

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i get it all from you

i forget everytime

download free

out of my head

inspired by the crew 3 decent to earth by spacex & nasa

no one knows

the albatross consumes

liminal

just outside my thoughts

waiting for
someone to care
so i've never said a word
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put it all in a song so it doesn't sound so
absurd and obscure 
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(i try to say that i know what i'm doing
but everyone just thinks that i'm going off the rails or something...
but really.. its all a part of my process.. im doing this to myself...)
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we don't know what we're capable of
if you'de just held your tongue
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oh oh oh
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things would be alot easier if i'd just kept my mouth shut

beyond the veil

from the upcoming album "nothing is real, part 20".
music video --> https://youtu.be/CcMNDHTZlZU
\\\\ --- 19 albums of songs like this - my "nothing is real" album series
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♡♡♡ https://tidecruz.bandcamp.com/

nothing is real, part XX

music video

you're a bad person (music video)

music video: https://youtu.be/51DjEIh7tuE
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from the upcoming ' nothing is real, part XX '
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spotify playlist of 19 albums of music like this - https://open.spotify.com/playlist/6H7FT9Um7zb7aRgFbSMLX3

when you're not home

when you're not home w/ Miranda Rain

album download:https://tidecruz.bandcamp.com/album/nothing-is-real-part-xx
album on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/4QqwI8PW5JO7j2Cw0K6I86

Lyrics: 
you're too close
darling, you're too close for comfort
you're too good
you're too good to me

and now i'll do what i always do
and make you hurt beyond words

i don't know what bone people have
that makes them act normally

but somewhere up above
it feels like pieces must of been left out

i always know what to do
and what you want from me

and i found a way to do the opposite
i find a way to cause the most pain possible

i find a way to make sure
that ten months from now 
im back there on the floor, wondering
who could of done this to me?

album download

the most pain possible

album download:https://tidecruz.bandcamp.com/album/nothing-is-real-part-xx
album on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/4QqwI8PW5JO7j2Cw0K6I86


Lyrics: 
wishing for an easy way
there's gotta be a better way
its what they say
but theyve never lived a day in my place

i dont wanna hear another word unless you mean to say
you'll go away

how did i let myself get this way
was it me who was always in my way

and im in the middle of the road
with the cars passing by

wondering why noone will stop 
too see
 if im doing all right

cause im not alright

not tonight and not tomorrow
i dont know

the wayy your hair ued to smell mixed with my cologne
it seems so far away like a dream i used to know

i need to get off the ground 
i need to take myself home

but some reasons unknown
i just dotnt want to go

i just want to lay here
and let the one who's eyes are elsewhere
take me away

let their motor car steer closer 
steer closer 
steer closer now
Steer closer my way

exit plan

album download:https://tidecruz.bandcamp.com/album/nothing-is-real-part-xx
album on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/4QqwI8PW5JO7j2Cw0K6I86

when you hurt me like this

album download:https://tidecruz.bandcamp.com/album/nothing-is-real-part-xx
album on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/4QqwI8PW5JO7j2Cw0K6I86

Lyrics: 
its harder than you seem to see
just how it feels to become me
i'm burned alive i should of died
i lost you once wont lose you twice
i fall apart into the pile
and all my life was it worth while
eat from what i leave behind
ill close my eyes i've had enough
its harder than you seem to see

i fall apart,

music video: https://youtu.be/HiY0D4Kp1jw
album download:https://tidecruz.bandcamp.com/album/nothing-is-real-part-xx
album on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/4QqwI8PW5JO7j2Cw0K6I86

Lyrics: 
missing all the yellow sun
not missing what i had done
i wanna have this feeling back
from this there is no coming back

second chaces yesterday
it always feel so far away

until i'm back in my old ways
i'll bring about the end of days

i'll wish apon a dying star
i hadn't taken it so far
every night in my old room
i see your face
i see the face of my old friends
i see the places i had been
i feel the pain from way back then 
like it's happening, right now

but it's just me
here on the floor

i want the love i used to know
but this pain is unbearable
how am i suppose to go... on like this?
how there can be something more?
this is all there is.
this is all there is.
i swear to god, this is all there is.

nothing is real

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