Name: cinnamon (demo) by max bass
Duration: 2 min 40 s
Description: trying to not use autotune the lyrics on this suck but whatever

trying to not use autotune the lyrics on this suck but whatever

cinnamon (demo)

yes i had trouble pronouncing apostatize and yes it is very rough AND YES the cover is poorly photoshopped stock photos together but i just want to put it out so here r the lyrics

you’re what i devour on a daily basis
i spend countless hours tryna turn the pages

i can’t stay focused all alone
you’ve left me hoping since sophomore year
yeah it’s like i’m frozen, in the cold
and you’re in my vision, decisions
and you’re in my vision, decisions

and you’re standing miles away
but you’ve got a grip ‘round my throat
Can you let go?

I see your smiling face
and red lights, and i can’t help but go

cause i can’t stay focused all alone
you’ve left me hoping since sophomore year
yeah it’s like you’re frozen, in the snow
and you’re in my vision

you’re what i devour on a daily basis
i spend countless hours tryna turn the pages
god, you’ve got some power to keep me hooked for ages

(i swear i) could apostatize, but couldn’t disbelieve you
i can’t forget your eyes, you’re my only faith group
god, you’ve got some power

cause i can’t make sense of your effect
it’s so offensive to conquer my head
yeah it’s like you’re right here, in our bed
and you’re my religion, my vision

you’re what i devour on a daily basis
i spend countless hours tryna turn the pages
god, you’ve got some power to keep me hooked for ages

(i swear i) could apostatize, but couldn’t disbelieve you
i still know your eyes, you are my sole faith group
god, you’ve got some power

decisions (rough demo)

forenoon noise

Oh sweet baby you’re doubling down, goin’ round
I can’t take this rollercoaster ride
Little virgin suicide
Aw!
No!
Ah!
Oh no!
All my friends are drunk
Got their kicks in the bathroom just for fun
And my tongue is numb I cannot talk to anyone
Aw!
Oh no!
Oh yeah!
(That’s stupid)
Cuz I don’t want to die a little virgin suicide
Cuz I don’t want to die a little virgin suicide
Cuz I don’t want to die a little virgin suicide
And it might be rad, I just don’t think my mom and dad would like to find me just like that!

Virgin Suicide

i don’t really know why
my biggest fear was working a 9 to 5
when our love was gasping for air
i dont really know why
i’m standing here on my birthday night
and you’re standing over there

i gotta take time
put in the work
and i don’t really know if it’s sposed to hurt
but i hope you’ll love me still

i waste time
trying to feel
the love and all the wounds i’m trying to heal
but i know you’ll love me still

and love you i will
i’ll still love you still

i don’t really know why
my biggest fear was running out of time
when our love was dying in my arms
i dont really know why
it’s torture forcing myself to watch you cry
knowing i did the harm

and babe there’s no amount of “sorry”
to fix the wreck i made
and there’s no amount of apologizing
oh, i gotta take

take time
put in the work
and i don’t really know if it’s s’posed to hurt
but i hope you’ll love me still

i waste time
trying to feel
the love and all the wounds i’m trying to heal
but i know you’ll love me still

and love you i will
i’ll still love you still

i waste time
trying to feel
the love and all the wounds i’m trying to heal
but i know you’ll still love me still

lets still love us still (demo)

my only memory
is of you and i on the couch
autumn's first breeze and
september's sun down
if it weren't for the candles
we'd be the warmest thing in the room
cause you're too hot to handle
for somebody who knows how to lose

and i guess that's why a therapist
writes half of all my lyrics
i give credit where it’s due
if therapy is listening, i love you

now that i’m 18
i know damn well a rock can’t talk
but i saw that movie
and it changed the way i stare at a wall

i think you’re funny
but i’ve conditioned myself to laugh
cause i want you to love me
but humor's something i don’t have

and i guess that’s why a narcissist
writes half of all my lyrics
i give credit where it’s due
i know i’m always listening, it’s all i do
if therapy is listening
mary if you’re listening
i swear i’m always listening
it's all i do

my only memory

OCTOBER 2022

Lyrics: 

If you were not you, and I was not me 
I would not wait 
Yes, you are my God
My only friend, who I love breezily this way
So please, put it in me 
Say you’ll show what’s underneath 
I know if you keep me spinning
I’ll spill all over your front rug 
You always say it’s stupid 
To speak so loose and act so rough 
But I love you 
It ain’t too far 
I love you! 
Disregard, little birdie who 
Knows your heart better than I do

I know if you keep spinning
I’ll spill all over your front rug
You always say it’s stupid
To speak so loose and act so rough 

Put it in me.

Break No Mirrors

you used to be so gentle and kind
now there’s a monster inside you
you’re not sure what’s all up in your mind
you’re in need of a breakthrough

now you want someone to fix you
when you know what needs to be done
and you say you’re not the issue
have you thought about growing up?
well.. no
shsh good talk

you’re bringing everyone down
“i need to sound”
you say as you’re breaking all the doors and windows
nobody cares about
your stories and doubts
you're breaking your house with every little missile

and even i don’t know why
you obsess over everything
and even i don’t know why
you’re talking to yourself like you’re not me
it’s a fear of confrontation
i cant even keep one conversation
maybe that’s why (why!)
maybe that's why i don’t see invitations

now you want someone to fix you
when you know what needs to be done
and you say you’re not the issue
have you thought about growing up?
i mean no
exactly that's what i thought

its a good talk when you don’t talk
thoughts and shots start then they don’t stop
shh its a good talk when you don’t talk
thoughts and shots start then they don’t stop ayyy

Good talk

unspoken words from the last year
I watched you shift into third gear
I killed you first 
now it’s your turn
big flames in us become big burns
I’ve got a 106 fever
you’ve got a shoulder to lean on
I stare at you when you cry now
I sweat it out but I’m dry now 

I sweat it off
but I’m dry now
so don’t sweat it!

welts on your skin and your shoulders 
I feel like I’m getting older
I wish that you could just melt me
regrets come out when thinkin
you listen after this song and
you feel the guilt in your left hand
I said I hate it’s just for you
you thought that we had a breakthrough

but I sweat it off
I’m dry now
so don’t sweat it!

sweat it out
you take the words right out my mouth
if I had stayed up in the clouds
I wouldn’t be under my couch
you give me lists of your concerns
I wish that I had never learned
the things you said about my head
you’ll always end up in my bed but not this time 

cuz I sweat it off
but I’m dry now

cinnamon (demo)

max bass

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