this is great, your understatement conveys such emotion.

songs ive written

wrote this about looking into the mirror and seeing somebody so different its a literal monster

you monster
undercover
you’re so weak
you just can’t stop

these waters
i’m going under
before me
you stand too tall

im six feet down
about to sink deeper
i’m gonna drown

im Under the surface
Wondering if this is worth it
Try to swim from the danger
But somebody threw the anchor

and i’m sinking
deeper than deep ends

this feeling
it’s too familiar
it’s empty
but it’s my friend

a sweet thing
but it’s bitter
you’re the beast
inside my head

ten feet down
about to sink deeper
you’re gonna drown
me you creature

im Under the surface
Wondering if this is worth it
Try to swim from the danger
But somebody threw the anchor

i See my reflection
When i look your direction
find you’re not just a stranger
it’s me, i threw the anchor

and im sinking

this dagger
between my fingers
will shatter
this very mirror

and this dagger
will kill you creature
i’ll end you
right now and right here

if you don’t drown
my only ounce of hope
cause now i know

you are me
and im you
and we are one thing
but i dont wanna be you

See my reflection
When i look your direction
try to swim out this chamber
but somebody threw the anchor

i threw the anchor
we threw the anchor
you threw the anchor
and now i’m sinking

the anchor

"dont u cry its over now" are the only words I wanna hear
no blue skies have come around here
at least as of lately

say they're fine enough to smile..
are they really fine enough to live?
near 18 but still a child
I am truly no adult in the slightest

the the the days are re p p p peating
cant stop drinking empty feelings
(I'm an alcoholic)
the the the time is t t t ticking
still cant find a single reason like them
are they really happy?..

cause I see them fcking living
maybe they don't have to worry like me
maybe they don't have to worry like I've been lately

look in glass, I'm swinging words at my body like they're wrecking balls
i guess its what i deserve
life is truly one A-team throwing curveballs

the the the shadows are c c c creeping
on the walls and on the ceiling
(oh its so psychotic)
c cause the sun is still b b b beaming
still cant find a single reason like them
are they really happy?

cause I see them fcking living
maybe they don't have to worry like me
maybe they don't have to worry like I've been...

lately I've been wasting time
emptiness has filled my mind to the point i cant move forward
lately I've been telling lies
saying i don't want to die
but i love our apartment and my corner
i truly cant think anywhere warmer

and maybe i don't need to worry like
yeah maybe i don't need to worry like I've been lately

Lately (worry like me)

you blame yourself

halloween

you wanna know where your heart is?
last night did you feel me break in?
with a loose thread and a paper clip
i sewed the evidence right back up

i wanna know why you’re distant
i’m scared baby what are you planning?
a detective, you’ve been leaving hints
you broke our promises and my trust

well dont go looking
where you’re not gonna find it
i dug some graves
last night when we fought and i
hid the safe and i
know some places so far away from here

your eyes are facing
the wrong faces
im right in front of you
isolated
just tell me why we’re falling apart

and ill let you know where i hid your heart

i catch clues when we’re fighting
your words up for interpretation
when i asked you if im your favorite
you hesitated ‘yes’, like theres more than one

you’re responding
like there’s something that you’re hiding

you better not go looking
cause you’re not gonna find it
i dug some graves
last night when we fought and i
hid the safe and i
know some places so far away from here

your eyes are facing
the wrong faces
im right in front of you
isolated
just tell me why we’re falling apart

i need to know
where’s your suitcase babe?
half our closets has disappeared
look at my face, dont turn away
i swear i’m not crazy i’m acting out of all the fear

that you’ll leave me
with no regards for my feelings

dont go looking
cause babe i took it
and i booked a plane
to a place with no name so far away from here

oh, your eyes are facing
the wrong faces
im right in front of you
isolated
just tell me why we’re falling apart

and i’ll let you know where i hid your heart

hid your heart rough demo

if i had the motivation i wouldve re recorded these vocals but whateva
this one is just a reminder to myself and maybe u

the bridge is atrocious but its ok we will get through it


this one isnt to garner a grand reaction
im here to give you a hug
just trust, some things are larger than handy sadness
i hear you try then give up

listen to the syncopation of your breathin
don’t escape cause you can’t make it make believing

we are taking small steps
im here, right beside you
its ok, leave your head
feel around, you’re moving
i see you, and i promise

get up, join me in walking along the sidewalk
sunshine and time are a cure
your love was more important than you ever thought
it’s time you love a little more

listen you don’t need the famous that you’re thinkin
you’re escaping from the places you believe in

we are taking small steps
im here, right beside you
its ok, leave your head
feel the ground, i promise

and it might seem contradicting
but there’s stability in your movement
when you’ve got no motivation
just remember it’s ok to sleep in

some steps seem invisible
but they’re in your peripheral
i promise
i promise

we are taking small steps
im here, right beside you
its ok, leave your head
feel the ground, you’re moving
even if you don’t think it
i see you, i promise
there’s stability
in small steps

small steps demo

Places We Go

caught me wishing,
summer swelter and 
i can't sleep

turned out the lights,
picked up my phone,
she had something to say to me

she said, "i've got your number,
i'm in the fears you're voicing,"
picked up the phone and she said

my love, my love
don't fall asleep,
running through the aisles
i've got no more tears to weep

caught me wishing
i could let go and land
on my feet

caught me wishing, in my dreams 
i have everything - holding conversation, 
an ovation at the ease

she said, "i've got your number,
i'm in the fears you're voicing
and if you look around they all
had better choices!"
she said, "i've got your number,
i'm in the fears you're voicing!"
picked up the phone and she said

my love, my love,
don't fall asleep,
running through the aisles
i've got no more tears
to weep

150 (my love)

oh, there is a lost year
somewhere between you and i
you smell like a garden
i want to be twisted in your vines

i just want to feel you
running around my pavement
ooh, tell me i’m your favorite
minor inconvenience
and i’ll return the feeling

just grow
and i would crack to marry your devotion
interwoven
we could be the garden and the pavement

you gave me a flower
bright red and pink, but i got you stepped on
enter infestation
the doubt that I think i’m not what you want

but i want to feel you
running around my pavement
ooh, tell me i’m your favorite
minor inconvenience
and i’ll return the feeling

just grow
and i would crack to marry your devotion
interwoven
we could be the garden and the pavement

cracks and petals cut were bound to come
when we were never meant to love
but that doesn’t mean we can’t break rules
this is filthy love but it’s golden and
the whole world needs to know it
but i dont like convincing you

the garden & the pavement DEMO

catharsis

the war is over
i’ve packed my bags and disappeared
no closure
what’s the chance that i’m still here?
and you wanna know
if there really is a chance you’re going home
well, i’ve got news for you

that i’m the single tear that starts the tide
the creeping fear that sleeps with you tonight
and when the sun decides to finally rise
i’ll catch you every now and then
we’ll talk about what could’ve been
and how you never got to say goodbye

oh your sirens
are sounding off
when i’m firing
my cannonballs
cause they’re all your sound of hope
when your feelings
are borderline
disappearing
i’m still in your mind
cause i’m all you’ll ever know
oh in isolation
there’s no point in
faking
you’re cutting it close
and you don’t know where you’re go-ing
you won’t ever know
ever know
no

take a look at you
and tell me you’re not hoping
if you want the truth
you’ll need a diagnosis
but i don’t see
you going when you’ve always thought that you have known it
so i’ve got news for you

oh your sirens
are sounding off
when i’m firing
my cannonballs
cause they’re all your sound of hope
when your feelings
are borderline
disappearing
i’m still in your mind
cause i’m all you’ll ever know
oh in isolation
there’s no point in
faking
you’re cutting it close
and you don’t know where you’re go-ing
you won’t ever know
ever know
no

single tear rough demo

I'm young, I'm young and I'm still gonna die
Going through my phone hoping that I'm still gonna find
A reason to exist inside my own mind
Cause of those in the sand, I'm still in their debt

Oh I was thinking ahead
I was thinking I’d share
I’ll never do it again
Oh I’d never go back 
I’ve already lived it through 
And now it’s hard to forget 
And now I’m starting to heal 
As I look up at all the skies 
The clouds tell me to forgive 
It never was your fault 
They kept repeating to me  
All you were was a kid
You have to learn to forgive
You have to learn to forgive
There’s more to life than this

Why do I try
To tell myself
That this is fine
It isn’t fine
Guess I’m used to
Troubled minds
You don’t care
And neither do I
I'm not surprised, I’m not surprised
Here I am, back in time
Picking up the pieces you left behind
Cause who am I, who am I
If not the lover willing to try
I’m sick of my mind
I'm sick of my mind
Getting high, forgetting time
We’re way too young
We love and hide
(We love and we hide)

I'm young, I'm young and I'm still gonna die
Going through my phone hoping that I'm still gonna find
A reason to exist inside my own mind
Cause of those in the sand, I'm still in their debt

(Losing my will)
(Losing my chords)
I've been thinking a lot of the choices I've made  
Cause everyday just feels the same
Troubled minds, tear each other apart
To forgive, there's more to life than this
Troubled minds, tear each other apart
To forgive, there's more to life than this

Prod by: Cometrosa
Performance and lyrics: Cometrosa
Performance and lyrics: Pupaira
Performance and lyrics: Sophia Werner

FOILSICK (feat. Puparia & Sophia Werner)

out now on all streaming platforms!!!!!!!

this song is very special to me and i hope you love it <3

written by me (mia), produced by theo hoffstrom (cool guy)

https://ffm.to/miatimsliveforever

live forever

i want you to sing so beautifully
light up the world with your harmonies
take all of the time that you need
no matter what I’ll be waiting

for you
it’s true
i’ll be waiting for you

sing to me sling x2
sing to me
[repeat]

abstraction and little things hold familiarity
i swear i dedicate everything to you sling

sling

This interpolates "Suga Suga" by Baby Bash.

single tear rough demo

Max Bass

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