I’m sorry that I’m not perfect 
show me that you think I’m worth it 
i know it’s not attractive to be sad like all the time 
getting fucked up every night
I hate that I’ve been so vacant in my mind 
I’m sorry that I’m not perfect 


in my mind i’m nothing, I’m worthless 


i’m muted, I’m wordless 
I’m always left breathless 
lovestruck by your presence 
I think that you get the message 

I’m too self aware and observant 
and I just want some reassurance 
all of my scars have been resurfaced 
and i feel like I have no purpose 

i don’t really know why I’m even like this 
I’m done, and don’t even wanna fight this 
brush off every feeling till I’m mindless 
drink & drive while I’m high to get excited 

just a post millennial burnout 
trying my best to not be a let down
I know I’m not perfect, just want to be worth it

Baby I’ve been fighting all the demons vibin in my head
they came from reaping got me deep in existential dread  
i wish that I could just lay next to you up in my bed
chillin watching Netflix and maybe some freaky sex 

pouring you up a cup of coffee 
manifesting that you’d want me 
despite my thoughts and how they’re haunting

i'm sorry i'm not perfect (prod. Jolst x Wisssery)

produced by siem spark & HeyRick
mastered by @deadfishh

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I found so much comfort in being with you

follow me!

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thank u 4 ur support!!!! <3333

spotify link: https://open.spotify.com/track/2agaa6xdAztB2nZaoR9Mvw?si=f576015d49484d4c

(p. gonondatrack)

~lyrics~

(intro)
im so pissed off wish..
im so mad like, you dont even understa-

(hook)
name 1 time i gave a fuck 
hm?..
all i hear is silence
i keep my blicky tucked n if i up it u hear sirens
shh
please shut up with all the whinin 
i was broke but now i drop a hunnid when im dinin

(verse 1)
call me money mitch 
racks is blue like lilo - stitch
i dont luv that bitch, i luv the thought of bein rich
im like ritchi, snappin
gang gon make it happin
no applause but wen we in the street yea shit start clappin
yea i came up off that sad shit, now they angry when i smile 
u want the old me back? huh, u gon wait a while 
cuz he dead bitch, get that thru yo head bitch 
ur fuckin trash, why u judging like u dredd bitch?

(bridge)
why u judging like u dredd?
talkin shit, get that shit thru ur head
ugh. thru ur head 
yea, why u judging like u dredd? -__-

i been on the block for a minute 
she been on my ____ for a minute
u been actin hot for a minute 
we gon get ur ass dropped in a minute >:)

(hook)
name 1 time i gave a fuck 
hm?..
all i hear is silence
i keep my blicky tucked n if i u-up it u hear sirens
shh
please shut up with all the whinin 
i was broke but now i drop a hunnid when im dinin

(verse 2)
please dont talk, just be quiet 
talkin hot until they see me.. then they change the climate
5 ppl blicked up, bitch issa riot 
i be droppin bombs on the beat im like a pilot >:] 

(hook)
name 1 time i gave a fuck 
hm?..
all i hear is silence
i keep my blicky tucked n if i u-u-p-p it u hear sirens
shh
please shut up with all the whinin 
i was broke but now i drop a hunnid when im dinin

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name 1 time.

talk behind my back (ft.soru)[prod.GeoGotBands]

kiss me on the forehead 2 [acoustic remix] [2022]

falling (caves)

dying from a panic attack at 5 am w/ I'm Geist

song about snow even tho its basically summer lol

<3

snowstorm [prod. saint mike]

Mixed/Mastered By Me & Joshiguess
-
(lyrics)
why'd you stab me in the back thought i made it all clear i be popping all these tags and i know they wanna fear I'll be posted with strap making shawty fucking mad turn the fucking lights off we be bussin in this club 

you said you would stay you think that it's a game you wanna play pretend ya she killed me fucking twice man i thought she was my mistress shawty back it up man i think you get it twisted and i don't care i can see man I'm fucking sound asleep i don't even wanna see you anymore 

i was in my come up made them shut up they be getting too nice damn it's getting fucking weird i thought i made it fucking clear i was in the back of the rear i don't want you here 

(joshiguess)
me and akira just performed last night
we were in sac and the crowd got hyped
Got fucked up like my ping got spiked
we gon blow up like it's dynamite

They wanna say hi but they insecure
But they always give me numbers give me integers
I shake while I'm giving them my signature
I just wish these times were simpler

first song in the room where we both recorded
trees around me like I'm in an orchid
walking up the steps like the plane that I boarded
all these summer times got it feeling so torrid

(akiradoves)
why'd you stab me in the back thought i made it all clear i be popping all these tags and i know they wanna fear I'll be posted with strap making shawty fucking mad turn the fucking lights off we be bussin in this club

(my verse) 
blast off we bussin you tweaking shots on me you said you wanted to hear me now I'm going stupid on this mic thats alright kinda fucking drunk catch a ride i don't wanna fight staring at your crystal eyes 

(joshiguess)
staring at your crystal eyes
we both gonna rise
said I act too nice
quiet like a mice

napalm w/ joshiguess (notartemys)

You're amazing
Heart's breaking
From the way you keep me waiting
(So I'll open my eyes)

If I had a genie you'd be
All three wishes
When you walk out the room
I'm already missing you

Without you
Don't know what I'd do
I ain't got a clue

This seems simple for me
Hope it's simple for you too
If it don't tell me the truth
Here's my truth I'll tell it all to you

Oh, I love your name
The way inside my head it sings
Every single day
Inside my heart you stay

Oh, and in some way
Whenever I'm feeling pain
You make it all go away
The way you're there for me

Even when I'm afraid
I know that you're there for me
And everything feels okay
Cause I got you in my veins

Heart pumpin' feel the rhythm thumpin'
Every pump come out for you
If you stop lovin' me then it would stop it too
The sky ain't even the limit we destroyed the roof, yuh

One year did it like no big deal
One away one by your side now it's real
And nowadays I don't even know how to feel
It's like forever in a day man it's so surreal

If my heart was locked girl you got the key
You opened up the door to the best part of me
And now that we're here I never ever wanna leave
I guess in a way to put it simply

Oh, I love your name
The way inside my head it sings
Every single day
Inside my heart you stay

Oh, and in some way
Whenever I'm feeling pain
You make it all go away
The way you're there for me

Hey Tre guess what?
What's up?
I think that we both in love
Tell me why you think that way?

I think it's all because
I think it's all because
I think it's all because
We think it's all because

The way that we wanna sing

Oh, I love your name
The way inside my head it sings
Every single day
Inside my heart you stay

Oh, and in some way
Whenever I'm feeling pain
You make it all go away
The way you're there for me

Oh, I love your name
The way inside my head it sings
Every single day
Inside my heart you stay

Oh, and in some way
Whenever I'm feeling pain
You make it all go away
The way you're there for me

Heart pumpin' feel the rhythm thumpin'
Every pump come out for you
If you stop lovin' me then it would stop it too
The sky ain't even the limit we destroyed the roof, yuh

I found so much comfort in being with you

Ｍｅｆｕｍｅｔｔｏ

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