its been so fucking long since I've listened to your music anD I reallly fuck with hArder than before bro omfg

so amazing to see your improvemmt since the start🥺❤️

The Upload

(prod. heyzbee)

(3x)
break my heart ill think ill die 
not dramatic that’s no lie 
look at me into my eyes 
you can see our souls are tied 

i don’t lie when i say the things i do 
girl i promise everything i say is true 
not gonna lie my life you have consumed 
i’m in a place that you can not presume 
girl i might just, blackout 
i just need you, right now 
i was lost but, i’m found 
girl i just need, your sounds 
let me promise everything 
i promise there’s no better things 
i want this, this is not no fling 
like girl you are my centerpiece 

(2x)
break my heart ill think ill die 
not dramatic that’s no lie 
look at me into my eyes 
you can see our souls are tied 

i don’t want just pleasure 
i can’t breathe my head hurts
the love i have is for sure
but at some points it’s torture
girl you’ve become my home 
the one place that i go 
promise that im not stoned 
these are honest words oh 
i’ve been going, babe you know it 
even struggling, still focusing 
you’re my focus, have you noticed 
how i’m moving, it’s only for it 
yeah, okay, i’m really just moving different in your face
okay, i know you be hating on the low but that’s okay 
okay, this scene got me feeling some type of way, i hate 
okay, that positivity is damn fake
okay, won’t catch me in the those circles, yeah lame 
(3x)
okay, i promise that i’m never gonna change 

(2x)
break my heart ill think ill die 
not dramatic that’s no lie 
look at me into my eyes 
you can see our souls are tied

i’ll die

DanzSung feat. Brecken (VALXR)

who are you who are you who are you aye 
I know ur in a mood but I wont do what u say
they really think I switched up but I just got new ways
ur so rude ur so rude, in a new maze

god im so fucking bored I might go try shoegaze 
who are you who are you who are you aye 
theres no need to get fucked up cuz its jus Tuesday
make a move make a move make a move aye 

I think I should push em back cuz lately they aint showing love
if ts shit get bloody just promise me that you wont fuck this up
I might have a heart attack, this shit be freezing up my lungs 
smoking on exotic gas I swear 2 god this shit is strong

I wont ever stop this shit until this shit go sideways 
why u talkin all that shit I got a migraine
im really tired imma kick it back at my place
im losing wires and im suffering the time waste	

told u im just weak as fuck I wake up got a runny nose
I got some people they staring at me from across the road
I wont really stay w them cuz im feeling like a ghost
imma make it out this town
catch me going coast 2 coast

who are you who are you who are you aye 
I know ur in a mood but I wont do what u say
they really think I switched up but I just got new ways
ur so rude ur so rude, in a new maze

I think I should push em back cuz lately they aint showing love
if ts shit get bloody just promise me that you wont fuck this up
I might have a heart attack, this shit be freezing up my lungs 
smoking on exotic gas I swear 2 god this shit is strong

who are you who are you who are you aye 
I know ur in a mood but I wont do what u say
they really think I switched up but I just got new ways
ur so rude ur so rude, in a new maze

who r u [tiresss]

abstractions and vignettes of emotion and experience, i hope you enjoy

all beats by elijah david: https://www.youtube.com/@ElijahDavid_

thank you to notahero and shizukesa for helping complete some tracks and provide a unique perspective to the emotions i've felt

vengeance [prod elijah david]

sit back roll up imma get me high,
why u chattin all that shit, wastin all my time,
20 years up in this life n I don’t feel alive, 

shitty take, what y say, ik ur joking right,
we gon pull up with them toys, we staying up all night, 
yea u better watch ur back they're lurking with the knife, 
you will see the light, 
the fire will ignite,

eating all these shots, when will I just let go, 
I won’t work w u, a snake since the get go,  
I’ve been feeling blue, I deserve a halo 

sit back roll up imma get me high,
why u chattin all that shit, wastin all my time,
20 years up in this life n I don’t feel alive,

im a bad guy, put them bodies in a freezer, 
telling lies in my head, I don’t need her,
But they know I do all this just to please her

and I know that I’m fucked up crazy,
2 blades on my hip cuz they hate me ,
and I promise I won’t change as of lately,
2 pills in my cup it’s amazing x2

sit back roll up imma get me high,
why u chattin all that shit, wastin all my time,
20 years up in this life n I don’t feel alive,

get me high [tiresss]

lyrics 
im sweating thru my clothes
do u feel me
u dont know shit about the real me
wake up just to vomit
could u heal me
wake up check my phone and then its back to sleep

ion do this for u
bitch i do it for me
can i skip this cutscene
already know this story
oh it gets disgusting 
my dreams way too gorey
dont know why they care cuz im just way too boring 

hold onto me dear
itll be alright 
im at peace with it
im along for the ride
ive been losing sleep
but still i feel just fine
such an awful sight 
oh it could make me cry

oh my hair is curling like it did before
im gritting thru my teeth i feel like im at war
salt forms on my body from this ocean shore
and if i could rewrite it i dont think i would

im sweating thru my clothes
do u feel me
u dont know shit about the real me
wake up just to vomit
could u heal me
wake up check my phone and then its back to sleep
ion do this for u
bitch i do it for me
can i skip this cutscene
already know this story
oh it gets disgusting 
my dreams way too gorey
dont know why they care cuz im just way too boring

at war (wraith x ne'erdowell)

prod dash 

sample from whiplash
lyrics ⬇️
theres not a future thought in my head oh well
well i could tell you what i want next 
but you would yell
yell at me for my best
for secrets that i had kept
then wonder why i aint slept
oh well
think this is something i cant repeat
keep stoopin low
you gonna find me out in a ditch
i dont want you to know
i dont think i dont think i can be seen like this
id rather you go tell everyone im just in an abyss
stuck out in the snow
way too cold so i couldnt flinch oo

think my lil brodie jus hit em a clip
360 y y hit on yo miss
and he doin damage so that you cant stitch
all of the stuff that you wish he aint did
act like my wifi aint runnin so i could just possibly find me some rest
act like this wachu been wantin
honestly please come be my guest

white paint on my whip
all of my vices green
i dont want you to trip
but i dont wanna you to cling
like what do u mean

well its pretty easy if you would just listen just for a minute 
i could tell u how i really have been 
like walkin to finland
thats how the distance feels between us when you get tempted
if i had wishlist you wont get it
ill throw that lil promise over the hedge

hits like a comet covered in ship
if we woulda saw it it would be sick
hints like a comment you wont forget
but we had a problem thats what we missed
covered in star dust under the mist
woulda been harder not to be hit

barley had started when you had dipped
hate you departed think we had skipped
my head been clouded hate to admit
i hope these feelings diminish they cant replenish
you act like a skit but this now a show
like where did u go
if i had a blick then i woulda blown
like you didnt know

and i cant explain how im feelin alone
every night i feel like theres not a phone
no where to reach
nowhere to be
part of me feel like im left out to bleed

finland (dash)

Angels are gone….
Lyrics:

(Deadlyswcct)
Wings torn down by the weight of grace

I kissed the fire with a fractured face

Heaven shut me out, now I roam the earth

Trading gold for blood, trading peace for curse

(Vails)

When did the angels leave from my shoulder?
I’m Headed down a paths
And I needed to ask
For some guidance oh
Oh
I fear I’ll make a mistake
Cus only the devil remains
It’s all over 

(kiddamo)

just kill me slow
thats all you know
cant shake this feeling inside my bones
corrupt your soul and lose control
a beautiful woman turned my heart into stone
it turned into stone
my heart turned into stone

(Swamp)

I hardly feel alive and this is the best that I can do 
And If you don’t like it that’s on you 
so sick and tired of these horrible truths
I’ll take this stand as the last of my moves 
Can’t take back all the damage we’ve done 
This place is a ruin, everything’s full of dust kinda crazy to do it to the ones you love 
But you’re just like me, what a wreck we’re fucked 

So make your peace 
And pay your dues 
It’s not about me 
And even less about you 
That’s just how it goes 
Every day gets colder 
It’s hard to stay sober 

Too fucked to notice like 
How couldn’t I notice
wait


(Vails)

When did the angels leave from my shoulder?
I’m Headed down a paths
And I needed to ask
For some guidance oh
Oh
I fear I’ll make a mistake
Cus only the devil remains
It’s all over 

He’s putting me through these tests
Fucking resisting my best 
I need closure
Where did the angels go, from my shoulder

Angels are gone (feat. Deadlyswcct, Kiddamo & Swamp)

Prod. michael harrison
go support me homie breck!
https://soundcloud.com/breckenford

Lyrics -

(Swamp)
I’ve seen him bare his fangs but it was all to much to take 
As he leached to everyone and everything that he could drain
Just a shell of one who once had all to give and never break 
I watch him cower at the slightest inconvenience every day 
Oh what a shame 
The man inside the mirrors who I speak of here today 
A monster in disguise who’s only purpose is to
Rob you of your o’ so precious life and dispose of anyone along the way
With us it’s never safe 

(Brecken)

they say i cannot behave i i push em out the way
theyre so used to yelling my name
when they don’t understand my pain
shame ,they can see it in my face
(why do i do this to myself ;( 
i know all i do been vague
just know its all for your sake

yea please dont mind my cane when im 75 yrs lame
look in the mirror and still feel the same
part of me happy but somehow im drained
yea wish i had strength not to feel like this 
(exhale, inhale)
take a deep breath and i still feel sick

(Swamp)

I’ve seen him bare his fangs but it was all to much to take 
As he leached to everyone and everything that he could drain
Just a shell of one who once had all to give and never break 
I watch him cower at the slightest inconvenience every day

(Brecken)

Everyday 
i look to the sky when ima pray
its okay
ima wait for better days
 theyre on their way
so they say

but i been feelin like this way since may, 2022 i knew that i had too much pain
but i stayed
cuz i knew that id make it out this stupid hole
ill drown myself in alcohol when i feel like i did wrong

see a crane in the swamp
Let the drain fill the rain when it fall
(let it fall)
its unlikely that ill make it out of this spot that i been in for way too long but i can hope that this this worth the while
It’d be horrible if i drowned out in the pond
in my socks 
in the swamp

(Swamp) 

Yuh 
Who would’ve thought 
You’d be the one to come in and try and to start playing a god 
I think not 
If I die it’s by my own hand quit trying to tempt me and all of my flaws 
I feel like crashing out, baring fang then returning to my calm 
Burn it all been the time that I’m on 
I’ll relapse and give Brecken a call 

What the fuck is wrong with me 
Like bro it’s good just feed me all this honestly 
And I won’t fight back
Just keep it real if it’s like that 
Am I the iissue like real talk 
I’m so stressed out I scratch at my flesh and pull at my skin till it peels off 
Does isolation really heal all?

(Swamp & Brecken)

Cause I’ve seen him bare his fangs but it was all to much to take 
As he leached to everyone and everything that he could drain
Just a shell of one who once had all to give and never break 
I watch him cower at the slightest inconvenience every day

I imagined worse

Prod. Johnnyfriend
go support my homie breck!
https://soundcloud.com/breckenford

Lyrics -

(Swamp)

Yeah it’s painfully obvious that I’m not in control 
Feel like a vessel for the negatives that I find in my lows
It’s eerie you see me then say it’s like you’re seeing a ghost 
But how long has it been since I’ve been this cold 

(Brecken)

this shi getting old
feels like you stompin on my face
i lose all control
one lil push gon make me fold fold fold
i dont wanna do this no more
its the soul soul purpose why i hit the floor

and what i thought was all wrong
ate dirt when i thought that id been strong all along
lost worth when you saw me layed out heart stopped on the lawn
i put you first even though i shoulda put my health on top
and it still hurts when i think of you grippin on your purse

(Swamp)

Yeah but you know me best, there’s no need to hide
You’ve seen through the cracks of my faulty disguise 
What do you see when you look in my eyes do you look past the dead inside 
I’m 20 something that’s barley alive 
But I’m wastein away for the rest of my life 
Haven’t gained only lost time 
Just a ghost in a shell that is not mine 
Like what do I do when I run out of vices 
Walk in that room finding me laying lifeless 
wake up and don’t do this to me 
But I’m caught in the cycle and can’t hear a thing 
I’ll Shake it off, this must be a dream 
The sensation of me finally free 
I’ll sober up and be back in a week 
But just as bad or prolly worse than you think 

(Brecken)


swear i had the worst week
ill fix it up with sum tape
it aint as good as it seems
nothing im needing is outta the cage
thought you were on my team
everything seem to fade
cold cries telling everybody how i feel
whole time i aint even realize this was real

sideways car im whippin a beetle
think u a star u is not one them people
export the product get it for retail
im makin bank it make feel well

(Swamp)

Yeah it’s painfully obvious that I’m not in control 
Feel like a vessel for the negatives that I find in my lows
It’s eerie you see me then say it’s like you’re seeing a ghost 
But how long has it been since I’ve been this cold 

(Brecken)

this shi getting old
feels like you stompin on my face
i lose all control
one lil push gon make me fold fold fold
i dont wanna do this no more
its the soul soul purpose why i hit the floor

and what i thought was all wrong
ate dirt when i thought that id been strong all along
lost worth when you saw me layed out heart stopped on the lawn
i put you first even though i shoulda put my health on top
and it still hurts when i think of you grippin on your purse

Painfully Obvious

FIRST AND ONLY SINGLE OFF OF MY UPCOMING PROJECT "THE FOREST"

produced by nevrfall

thanks for listening <3

PAINT [prod. nevrfall]

aurora

memories of your scent (with softy & hayne)

@collidingwithmars
mixed/mastered by @polearm

apple music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/stay-inside-running/1504282800?i=1504282974
spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/6w5syMIcr6ivRVwqkC1Nlw

stay inside / running (w/ colliding with mars)

artwork by carson: https://twitter.com/ISleepInClass_ 

rest in peace carson, fly high.

tiffi (masked man & tiffi backing vocals):
i know, i know you aint mine yeah
i know, i know you aint mine yeah
i know, i know you aint mine yeah
you aint mine yeah, you aint mine yeah

i know, i know you aint mine yeah
i know, i know you aint mine yeah
i know, i know you aint mine yeah
you aint mine yeah, you aint mine yeah

tiffi & masked man:
no, (no)
you aint mine (you aint mine)
you aint mine (you aint mine)
you aint mine (you aint mine)
i could leave (i could leave)
without you (without you)
on my own (on my own)
on my own (on my own)

masked man (tiffi & masked man backing vocals):
go go go (saying i gotsa)
go go go (yeah yeah yeah saying i gotsa)
go go go (yeah yeah saying i gotsa)
uh huh uh huh yeah
stop

*tiffi harmonising*

masked man & tiffi:
ya know ya know ya know

tiffi (masked man & tiffi backing vocals):
i know, i know you aint mine yeah
i know, i know you aint mine yeah
i know, i know you aint mine yeah
you aint mine yeah, you aint mine yeah

i know, i know you aint mine yeah
i know, i know you aint mine yeah
i know, i know you aint mine yeah
you aint mine yeah, you aint mine yeah

kyaru:
sike, i hope.
i got a fear of falling, walking on this tight ass rope
i know I want it, but I want you to just let me know
if it’s a waste of time or if the answer’s no 
so baby spare me~ (ye)
from complications on your timeline
from sipping jin n juice, blurred lines mimic eye sight
liquid confidence is getting stronger
fuck your guidelines
i burnt too many bridges just to get here to get sidelined
wait, ye - It’s alright, 
it’s just complicated
been feeling six feet under
knowin’ that you can save me 
gimme a chance to explain
and girl stop contemplating
cause now my heart is racing
and yeah it’s hard as hell
i miss you and it’s so degrading 
and im just sitting here 
parchment lining up the pavement
and maybe you might kick it with me
if im misbehaving
but my habits won’t leave
and you still won’t notice me unless i get to changin’

tiffi (masked man & tiffi backing vocals):
i know, i know you aint mine yeah
i know, i know you aint mine yeah
i know, i know you aint mine yeah
you aint mine yeah, you aint mine yeah

i know, i know you aint mine yeah
i know, i know you aint mine yeah
i know, i know you aint mine yeah
you aint mine yeah, you aint mine yeah

written by masked man & kyaru.
produced & mixed by masked man.

PAINT [prod. nevrfall]

melmige

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