this is my favorite song i've ever made so far i think lol. recorded n produced by me :3 album coming out august 2022 !!! i've rly found my sound :p

lyrics
im never sober anymore
im way too high i need to focus
im feeling dumb as fuck right now
why am i filled with so much
pain, pain, now
im so fucked up i cannot
stand it, stand it,
noww
im smoking woods inside of my room
why am i here like what did i do
got shit on canvas and its overdue
im such a faggot i look like a troon
im using these patches so i can look cute
cute
plz soon
look in the mirror and be anyone but you
and you know my nigga we

[chorus]
gooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
i cant keep on hating mysellff elf elf
ohh ohhhh ohh oohhh
and i knoooooooooooooooooooooooo
ohhhhhhhhh
i cant keep on going without 
helpp help help
im rly fucking up right now :\

i rly need u babygirl <3
i cannot lie i fucking love you
come grab my hair and pull me close
girl you so bad i want you on me
on me nowwwwwwww
come fuckn kiss me
lets get sloppy, sloppy
kyaaaaaaaaaaaa! come pin me down
i rly need u i want u im feeling crazy inside my head
im just thinking about you and you gotta be so far away
cant believe that i found you since i got you it's been brighter days
you make me kyaaaaa ah ahh ( i rlly love you)
so can we gooooooooooooooooooo

i cant keep on hating myselffff elf elf
ohhhhhhhhhh ohhh oh ohhhhh
 and i knooooooooooooooooo
i cant keep on going without
hellllpp elp elp
im rly fucking up right nowwwwwwwww nowww

without help

anyone can see baby ur outta my league 
i wish that i could be a perfect man for thee 
the way you tie up your hair
the way that you dont care 
your lips they look so soft 
in my room i rot 
i wish you stared at me 
the way you stared at him 
think im going crazy the lights are dim 
the way you tie up your hair 
the way that you dont care 
your lips they look so soft 
in my room i rot

wujek - ur outta my league

carved ya name iside my wrist i hope you aint too mad at me
i just wanna die but you might find somebody happily and
i think thts a lie i know these thoughts are fuckin bad for me and
i make dis bitch treat me like a god no fuckin blasphemy and
i kno i can make this pistol pop they wont send back at me
in the crib alone im smokin za n all this pack is chiefed
in my room alone all by myself cuz all i have is me
cuz u my babygirl but u so far alone i have to sleep

carved your name inside my wrist i hope you aint too mad at me
i just wanna die but you might find somebody happily and
i think thats a lie i know these thoughts are fuckin bad for me and
i make dis bitch treat me like a god no fuckin blasphemy and
i kno i can make this pistol pop they wont send back at me
in the crib alone im smokin za n all this pack is chiefed
in my room alone all by myself cuz all i have is me
cuz u my babygirl but u so far alone i have to sleep

r u mad at mee #x_x (viper)

stole deadcouples tags lmao
prod me
i just wanna do whats right but then the thoughts come back at night
i cant keep consetrating on the wrong thing i know its disapointing
just wanna feel free be the best that i could be
find someone that wants to listen to my head and cry with me

if only i had someone to listen to my head

ty for 4k listens <3 pls listen on spotify too https://open.spotify.com/album/0Zu1TMGY256iat7o8KzQDF?si=svEpCWrKQpmFG-wHON6KPQ

based on the anime "our dating story"
prod me

cant do what i want to do
i might die today
ill try not to lose my sanity
from the way u move
and the way u talk to those other dudes
and i hate myself
i wanna kill me too
and everyday we talk
i fear were ending soon
cos i noticed u started distancing
and i knew with time
you'd eventually leave me

im such a jealous loser
im such a jealous loser
im such a jealous loser
im such a jealous loser
x2

cant do what i want to do
i might die today
ill try not to lose my sanity
from the way u move
and the way u talk to those other dudes
and i hate myself
i wanna kill me too
and everyday we talk
i fear were ending soon

jealous loser

https://open.spotify.com/track/6ShXLKNqm0ohUzuZpxxCi4?si=30b35d76a8794142

fanboy808 cover, refined from yesterdays if u saw that on my alt (the mixing was bad)

i havent made a short song in a while 4 this account in a while so im posting it here

lyrics:

do you really know what it means to be a loser?
sitting on computer all day i'm gonna lose her..
nose bleeds i have no xp :(
pls dont come at me !!!!

(repeat x4)

to be a loser !!!

@bloodsekai

bites on my neck
i'm coming home with bruises
parents wanna yell
i wanna be secluded
razor on the shelf
it's looking pretty useless
i'm already hurt enough
i'm just another nuisance
the silence in my room is way too loud
my thoughts come in and break me up and down
i'm just another nuisance
with her hands behind her back
all the confidence i lack
broke ur definition of "wack"
take me back to yesterday

bloodsekai .. just another nuisance demo

https://open.spotify.com/track/3Nb8bB1ApT9z4M3fLnykmy?si=e56a297aa5ca46dd

prod me + featuring @odihu

lyrics:
bloodstained door
lets walk right through
this stupid whore
she think she's cool
i have to tell her
she's like helen fucking keller
i wanna fucking kill her
embarrassing as is
go ahead and steal my kiss
purse ur lips against his
then mine against my wish
u want me in ur life
i want u dead tonight
a rascal in plain sight
so pretty yet so blind
she's blind and deaf like keller
so even if u tell her
it's wrong she won't get better
won't get better

she thinks that she rules the world 
but shes just a stupid girl
shes so stuck inside her head
i wanna catch her and leave her dead
she thinks she can steal from me
ill kill her right in a blink
hes only mine
one day she is gonna die
she thinks that she rules the world 
but shes just a stupid girl
shes so stuck inside her head
i wanna catch her and leave her dead

bloodstained door
lets walk right through
this stupid whore
she think she's cool
i have to tell her
she's like helen fucking keller
i wanna fucking kill her
embarrassing as is
go ahead and steal my kiss
purse ur lips against his
then mine against my wish
u want me in ur life
i want u dead tonight
a rascal in plain sight
so pretty yet so blind
she's blind and deaf like keller
so even if u tell her
it's wrong she won't get better
won't get better

helen keller (ft. odihu)

(odihu)
scars on my wrist as a beg for help 
im throwing my notes in a wishing well
hope that i die and i go to hell
i know i deserve it who am i to tell

take the life in me away
kill me now cut off my days

(yuki)
rlly in a bad mood
shoot my face
stuck inside dis classroom
im a disgrace
promised that id @ u n we can play
but im jus havin a rlly shitty day

scars on my wrist
heart's a constant abyss
no dopamine
no signs of bliss
no hand to hold no lips to kiss
im so deprived of everythin
x2

throwing my notes in a wishing well w yuki

RIGHT TIME

Tudo que eu tenho é o seu amar - prod. peril

♀ 7/28/2022
k9angelgirlz till i decay!
i luv epic bacon hoez
i luv u ember !!!!!!! wagh
VILEVORTEX4L

without help

melodyx_o ^_^ (@mymelodyx_o)