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THE BIBLE (abandoned)

dl_1

produced recorded and mixed entirely by me! im really proud of this one and think this is the style i'm gonna go with for the forseeable future. the ultra lo-fi high pitched drum machine rock shit was fun and I might revisit it soon but I'm moving on from it for now. doesn't really reflect where I am mentally. been a long time since i made a rock song just because i really wanted to get this right. enjoy !

this song's chord progression and lyrics are really important to me. I wrote the first verse and chorus in may and this song has been the first thing I play when I pick up a guitar since then too. cannot stress how much this release means to me

lyricz:
i feel like i am dead
cant get outside my heaad my head
i feel like i cant move
just dont know what to doooo
to do

i hate being alive
slit my wrist i wanna die
wish i wasnt such a guy
stay inside like all the time
life just feels like such a pain
i really hate everything
motivation is so drained
and i really hate my face like
oooo
been so long since i have cleaned my rooom
been so long since i have made my fucking bed
i feel so made fun of by all of my friends
and
i feel so degen
i wake myself
at 1 pm
i hate this life
i think of death
but im too scared 
of nothingness
im not prepared
to leave this world
i wish i was
an average girl
instead i struggle to feel real
instead i struggle to see a life where i pay bills

i feel like i am dead
cant get outside my heaadd my head
i feel like i cant move
just dont know what to doooo
to do

i dont kno why i try
bad decisions i just cry
see incisions on my thighs
next to prickly bumps of mine
nigga everything is strange
why do i feel so much pain
my hair feels so disarayed
and i cannot feel okay
li ke 
i do not have no power
feel like my life is over
only have me to blame
throw on a skirt and
run outside again
embarassing
myself for hours
feel ashamed a stupid troon
ive fucked my life too soon
i know i’m not doing too well
i’ll end up a jisatsu girl
if i don’t grab onto myself
if i don’t lose my fucking mind without some help

jisatsu girl (自殺)

@thaibodydump
thai body dump cover! produced nd recorded by me
https://soundcloud.com/thaibodydump/stare

i restructured this one a little. i added maj7 and maj9s to the chord progression and added an extra verse @ the end to fit my style more. i really love how this one turned out!

lyrics:
take a dare
pull my hair out
in your room 
on saturday
it's time to stick
i'm gonna lose my mind
from all of this
a whole of shit

oooooh oooohhhhhhh
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ooooooohhh 
aaaaaaa oooohhh oohh
oooooooooooohhhhhhhhhhhhhh

try my luck
yeah i really suck
you hit your drag
i kiss your neck
and holy god
i love the way you stare
you stare

oooooh oooohhhhhhh
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ooooooohhh 
aaaaaaa oooohhh oohh
oooooooooooohhhhhhhhhhhhhh

in your bed
hanging with you
you hit the pen
i see your face
and holy god
i love the way you stare
you stareeee

oooooh oooohhhhhhh
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ooooooohhh 
aaaaaaa oooohhh oohh
oooooooooooohhhhhhhhhhhhhh

stare

yuh yuh yuh  im back!!! gonna be droppin hella songs like this cuz ive been rlly loving pluggnb shit lately and makin this was fun as fuck lmaoooo  so if u rock with this pay attention 👁  i'll still be doing my rockstar girl shit ofc ofc i'll just be dropping twice as much now 

lyrics
Sometimes i feel like im never gon be great
Sittin in my bed
I dont know why the fuck im like this
I dont know why the fuck im so dumb
Chillin inside my room
Like what the fuck goin on thru my head
Like why the fuck is anything
The way it is
Like what the hell
Why the fuck wasnt i born a girl
Im like what the fuck is going on
Dont know what the fuck is going on
Singing all of these stupid songs
I dont know what to do with myself
I dont know what to do with myself
Uhhhh

I don’t want to die on my own with no one with me
I’m fucking shit up i cannot think when
I fly up above will you all miss me
I’m sorry i’m high despite my sinking
Won’t to die on my own with no one with me
I’m fucking shit up i cannot think when
I fly up above i know you’ll miss me
I’m fine that’s on god just keep it pushing

ooohhh
oohhh
ooohhhh
aaaohoohh
oooh
oooooh
ooooh
oooh

I just want a pretty girllll
To hold me and kiss me forever
Tell me that i’m looking cute
Play fighting games w eachother
Maybe ill have that somedayyy
Maybe i’ll have something better
Whenever, writing out all of these letters in pencil
Onto this page
Thinkin bout bein held close by a pretty ass girl in the world around my age
Runnin thru life with my hand held tight while she smiles n tells me itll be okay
I can’t say
If i’ll find that but i’ll prayyyy
Baby I got no shame
u rlly blow me awayyy

I don’t want to die on my own with no one with me
I’m fucking shit up i cannot think when
I fly up above will you all miss me
I’m sorry i’m high despite my sinking
Won’t die on my own with no one with me
I’m fucking shit up i cannot think when
I fly up above i know you’ll miss me
I’m fine that’s on god just keep it pushing

ooohhh
oohhh
ooohhhh
aaaohoohh
oooh
oooooh
ooooh
oooh

with me (prod. melodyx_o)

produced and recorded by mee !!
collab with https://soundcloud.com/ca-hed-cobraz !! ! !! im so excited 2 release this to you all i hope u guyz enjoy ^_^

album soon >:3  i'm going 2 be dropping more rock stuff again as well. i  feel like i built a lot of skills making othr shit for a while n i'm glad i did.  this shit has not even  begun i love u all

#angelgirlrockstar!! (ft. hi-c)

new emo rock song :3   i'm gonna be posting a lot more in the coming weeks i think. my music is almost exactly where i want it sonically now..  i need u guys to hear it .  excited 2 release this one 2 yall!!

lyricz
I FEEL LIKE IM SINKINGGGGGg
againn...
ahhh gainnn
im always smokin gelat
this shit fuck up my head
im always watchin 4 opps
they wanna see me dead
im rolling trees it's za
so high can't feel my legs
im thinkin fuck the world..
why do i feel this way

put way too much stock in my life i cannot kill myself now
and my glock got a beam when my niggas pop out
dont give a fuck bout what yall niggas thinkin theres opps out
im smoking that ganja im smoking that shit
And i dont give a fuck bout what yall niggas think im just going
i got the strap n these bullets stay flowing
these niggas is goofy these niggas is bogus
im fucking her friend n im fuckin her homie :0
these niggas is feds they actin real glowie
playing both sides like they ain't trolling
by the time i'm 25 i'ma be balling
stackin these hundreds if i can just focus
feeling so fly, like i'm from boeing !

I CANNOT KEEP THINKINGGGGG
These thinggggsss
oh these thaaangssss
i'm always
feeling so self destructive
smoking to just feel something
SOMETHING
IM STILL STUCK INM Y PAIN AGAINNNNNN

im always smokin gelat
this shit fuck up my head
im always watchin 4 opps
they wanna see me dead
im rolling trees it's za
so high can't feel my legs
im thinkin fuck the world..
why do i feel this way
im always smokin gelat
this shit fuck up my head
im always watchin 4 opps
they wanna see me dead
im rolling trees it's za
so high can't feel my legs
im thinkin fuck the world..
why do i feel this way

[solo]

[switchup]
dont fuck w all yall niggas yall niggas fuckin lame as hell
im heavy straight losing my mind and no one can even tell
im high off my ass i cant stop now what the fuck else
is a bitch even really here for.. if not this
one thing i know is im fucking shit up
im pouring a four straight up into the mug
bad bitch n nobody can stop
got za in my bag n we rollin it up
these niggas like wtf going on
im not rly smart n i thought she was soft
ahhh ohh oohhwooahowo

y do i feel this way

this is my favorite song i've ever made so far i think lol. recorded n produced by me :3 album coming out august 2022 !!! i've rly found my sound :p

lyrics
im never sober anymore
im way too high i need to focus
im feeling dumb as fuck right now
why am i filled with so much
pain, pain, now
im so fucked up i cannot
stand it, stand it,
noww
im smoking woods inside of my room
why am i here like what did i do
got shit on canvas and its overdue
im such a faggot i look like a troon
im using these patches so i can look cute
cute
plz soon
look in the mirror and be anyone but you
and you know my nigga we

[chorus]
gooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
i cant keep on hating mysellff elf elf
ohh ohhhh ohh oohhh
and i knoooooooooooooooooooooooo
ohhhhhhhhh
i cant keep on going without 
helpp help help
im rly fucking up right now :\

i rly need u babygirl <3
i cannot lie i fucking love you
come grab my hair and pull me close
girl you so bad i want you on me
on me nowwwwwwww
come fuckn kiss me
lets get sloppy, sloppy
kyaaaaaaaaaaaa! come pin me down
i rly need u i want u im feeling crazy inside my head
im just thinking about you and you gotta be so far away
cant believe that i found you since i got you it's been brighter days
you make me kyaaaaa ah ahh ( i rlly love you)
so can we gooooooooooooooooooo

i cant keep on hating myselffff elf elf
ohhhhhhhhhh ohhh oh ohhhhh
 and i knooooooooooooooooo
i cant keep on going without
hellllpp elp elp
im rly fucking up right nowwwwwwwww nowww

without help

2muchwork

i got niggas thats on go for me

white tgirl bitch she on the phone wit me

brandnew (prod. j dilla)

made dis shit in like 20 minutes lol might delete
prod. tekika

ion give a fuck bout my head
emo emo goth shawty always tryna give me head
he gone send em shots for me they aint ever gone land
all my niggas chops on em all my bitches got bangs
all my  niggas tote chops all my bitches got bangs
she might have a dick  i might take it both ways
glock glock 19 if they say they gone play
tryna fuck on me   i would do the same thing

all my bitches got bangzz :3 #realNyaggarockstarmoneylife

this 1 silly af

im a lightskin shawty so she wanna come my way
vivi diamonds on my body n it cost 100k
lost my homegirl to the oxys and i miss her every day
all these hoes be fucking oppin do these bitches seem okay
hit my phone to tell me sorry and i laughed right in her face
nigga i dont hang with girlies who be talking on my name
if you got a fuckin problem u can tell it to your bae
went out sad she not a baddie she dont even got a wang
i feel just like tracy i might never get a ring
she say that im crazy but she like it anyway
ive been so complacent im recording this at 8
azumanga daioh on my tv cuz im gay

azumanga daioh on my tv cuz im gay #ihatepettybitchesnigga

prod. silo
shawty why you like me
im like nothing special
i cant take you lightly
hard for me to let go
demons always fighting
why they always take hold
wish that u could bite me
fuck me while im strangled
tell me that u like me, smoke ice cream play nintendo
niggas think im lying but myteam got xtendos
bitches wanna fuck me but ima keep the same hoe <3

ice cream n nintendo #imgonnfuckgindiee

Remember

xo willow - drug approved!!

xo willow - girls gtfo

xo willow - beta orbiter!

xo willow - all the small things (blink 182 nightcore cover)

xo willow - maoist girls

♀ 7/28/2022
k9angelgirlz till i decay!
i luv epic bacon hoez
i luv u ember !!!!!!! wagh
VILEVORTEX4L

without help

melodyx_o ^_^ (@mymelodyx_o)