i cant get this song out of my head for a month

performed, written, & produced by me @mental

I think you're my most beautiful secret.

There's a hole where my heart is. I mean, where my heart was. Been there since it started, it's gotta be karma. And I know that I could never love myself, from the trauma. Even if they try to comfort me I know I'm the problem. Tell me why.

I broke my own heart again and fixed it by myself. And I stopped it but it starts again, I'm never feeling well. Can you send me down to hell please? Cause I'm scared I'm not healthy. Don't know how to make it feel alright. I told you a thousand times but you can't get it through your brain. Told you that I hate you but you went up and you got away. I wish you would ago away. I don't want to see your face. I DON'T WANT TO SEE YOUR FACE. ANYWHERE. NOT YOUR NAME EITHER

Tell Me Why

tell me whyy

Credits://
@bodygaard
@kggn
@tdundere
@7lux

Notes://
Summer is cool...
but i dont like wear shorts...
i need like light pants...
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bodyGaard & kuru - Brutalism (prod. tsundere & luxio)

.dont call back

ft. @1vacy

prod. @decago + @fr4nkii

lyrics:
@1vacy
one call away
without you im ok
ok i promise bae dont leave i want you always 
i cnt breath im always cautious  
one call away i need u now i need u always 
just know one call away 
just. know. one call away

@1altr
its too hard to pretend you dont exist
its too hard so ill move on ig
i dont wanna talk if you talk like that
cause you only ever call when its something bad
and i dont wanna see you if you act like that
but if you said you love me then id double back
could you call me back
the last time i saw u cant be the last
im havin heart attacks
cause every beat it takes longs for ur laugh

call +vacy (decago+frankii)

@kiryano
@jjaholics @pray4solo

[blx]
every time we talk she's just tearing my heart out
oh you love me well.. show me you love me then
i start every morning just puking my guts out
shouldn't have thought of you i shouldn't breathe again

oh you love me well,, tell me you love me then
oh you'd cry for me,, go ahead start crying then
why do you mess with me mess with my heart again
and my heart is saying i don't want love again

love again ft. kiryano (jj x solo)

@terastic @erdo

angel in disguise
Go n Whisper me a riddle
walk with talk with Me
love me like it’s #simple ^_^
gel tabs in Рубчинский
i keep seeing symbols
2 bodies down
bitch I’m going for the Triple #3x

lined wrist
number Nine gtta tuck it
uain lik this ^, ,^
like my gun
my bitch Русская
not a hyphen i need commas ,
When i’m clubbing
ultra violet ^^
seeing blood where ther waznt . . 0_O

all this designer
imma Burn it
winding roads they make me Sick
i could teach u to b worthless
make you nevr wana see my face again

my eyes on his bitch
she gn switch 4 a prada bag
Pass me a syringe
special K need a lotta tht
body in the fridge
margiela w the #Bloody rags
Feeling paranoid
dont approach me kno ur wiretapped

ion wna work
wit u lames in my DMs
down bad🤞
Bitch😭 i wldnt wna b him
hands around her heart
crack it open like a keygen
yes i need the guap
so im workin w the Demons

talkN on my name
thts insane how ian heard of u
call up (REDACTED)
they will not find out who murdered you
robin💤 on my ass
u look broke stepping in them trues
get high after class
i need hydros
i need phenibute

walk in saks w a bag
Like i’m santa
dirty Sonic® cups
i need dirty Tropicana®
this 40Spaz bullets came
straight from Atl
hollow to the core
Im just smiling for the cameras :)

life is  simple  @erdo @terastic

https://open.spotify.com/album/2g7JsDPZZqEFC8teUw0cb8?si=EhVkH8k4RtuMlFe4WxZnIg

#LP
#DPK

@mental
@blxty
@h4zrd

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 /╲/\╭[☉﹏☉]╮/\╱\

mental blxty h4zrd ღ listen to ur <3 (mental)

dying light (sunrisess + pitfall)

produced by negativecreeper & guardiangel
art by @cryinggsilence

@i9bonsai
@kggn
@negativecreeper
@guardiangelll

[blx]
no no
im at my brink im like no no
i been sinking im like no no
i dont know where to go go
im like waves ya im one with the fluid
i dont wanna do it anymore i cant do it
i do what i want ya dont look at me stupid
i tell them to move it well they're going to fucking move it
i told them to love me well they're going to fucking love me
how am i gonna get my point across ur acting like a dummy
oh he acting funny wrap him up justt like a mummy
and i said she looking stunning when im with her it is sunny
go go (go go)
said she wanna love me i told her that i dont need that
go go (go go)
she told me she love me i told her that she dont mean that.

[i9bonsai]
leave me in the cold i dont wanna go out。。
anymore but i know that i dont want to stay around,, anymore
n i dont want to b bound by the chains n the words n the sounds ::
yh its time t forget it then (・・;)ゞ
i dnt wna pretend:: i cant let u in

goin t to the road。。 can u let it end?
if i stay around its a never ending mess
its not enough,, we just needa c it less
its a mess 2much with tht excess

cut tht off,, :: (・人・)

[ku]
go go
go go
wipe my tears as u leave me in the cold
im on some stuff that u aint heard of movin slow
whts the big deal im messed up dont u know
this
hopeless
focus
on my eyes
we’re almost there
psychosis
i did evrything i cld but its all bogus
all tht stuff u put on me w/o a notice
feel the addy in my stomach got me so sick
its clear u rnt tht so tell me why im homesick
feel the walls theyre closin in im claustrophobic

no no ft. i9bonsai & kuru

performed, written, & produced by me @mental
featuring @blxty

can i tell you a lie?
or some sh*t that i can't hide anymore
i told her i was fine
i kept it all inside of my core
you send shivers down my spine
howd i make it out alive? i don't know
act like you don't see me cry
things can't be the way they were before

if i could turn back time
id tell another lie

"we never loved eachother"
so why'd you pull me closer?
i made it through the summer
remember last october?
told me we'd be forever
but that won't give me closure
i had to crop you out the picture
i know that it's over
so why can't you accept it?
i told you that i get it
i don't know your intentions
so bring me to my senses
you knew that once it ended
you couldn't have my friendship
its just part of acceptance
i thought that you would get it

i should've known love is expensive
i'm tired of all the f*cking screaming i get it i know
and i think i'll leave a message
man everything that she says it just hits hard at home
told you that i am sorry
I am not, girl my heart's just rot
so my head's just thoughts of you and i cant think
i cant breath i cant sleep

another lie feat blxty

performed, written, and produced by me @mental

i dont know what ima dream about 2nite
i dont rly wanna leave without a fight
and i rly cant believe that thats my life
every single time i breathe im boutta die
i cant ever even see the reason why
ur even in love with me, but thats alright
ill just hold onto belief until i die
and then i cry and say goodbye

know u wanna leave me
stay up cuz im bleeding
it dont matter what im feeling
but its nothing, im eating

Love me, hate me, wannakill me

I h8 me so badd wanna end it

im so mad @ me im so mad @ me

im mad @ me

mental

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