produced by taylor morgan & jolst

[mental]
i think that i messed up bad this time
i don’t wanna say what’s on my mind
even if i tried it won’t go right
i told her i hate the thought of silence
afraid of life
but i’m forced to embrace that side
yeah it hurts like you break my spine
watch it fade into black i’m fine

can you pick me up?
tell me lies again
i think i’m giving up
i’ll be there in a bit
i’m good with what i’ve got
i know it’ll never stop
you put the pain inside my brain so i just let it rot
but that’s okay it’s just some feelings that i get a lot
you make me have the worst thoughts that i’ve ever thought
and you knew the whole time that it’s never gone
it don’t mean i’m better off

[blxty]
i got scars
i can’t hide anymore
i messed up
calling you mi amor
and i’m done all your comments make me so sick
how much more can i cry until you notice me, me
why can't you see, see
you’re all i need, ne- ugh
so come to me so i can feel complete

ur fault +blxty

wait4me ft. kuru (meta)

@kiryano
@jjaholics @pray4solo

[blx]
every time we talk she's just tearing my heart out
oh you love me well.. show me you love me then
i start every morning just puking my guts out
shouldn't have thought of you i shouldn't breathe again

oh you love me well,, tell me you love me then
oh you'd cry for me,, go ahead start crying then
why do you mess with me mess with my heart again
and my heart is saying i don't want love again

love again ft. kiryano (jj x solo)

https://open.spotify.com/album/2g7JsDPZZqEFC8teUw0cb8?si=EhVkH8k4RtuMlFe4WxZnIg

#LP
#DPK

@mental
@blxty
@h4zrd

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 /╲/\╭[☉﹏☉]╮/\╱\

mental blxty h4zrd ღ listen to ur <3 (mental)

produced by negativecreeper & guardiangel
art by @cryinggsilence

@i9bonsai
@kggn
@negativecreeper
@guardiangelll

[blx]
no no
im at my brink im like no no
i been sinking im like no no
i dont know where to go go
im like waves ya im one with the fluid
i dont wanna do it anymore i cant do it
i do what i want ya dont look at me stupid
i tell them to move it well they're going to fucking move it
i told them to love me well they're going to fucking love me
how am i gonna get my point across ur acting like a dummy
oh he acting funny wrap him up justt like a mummy
and i said she looking stunning when im with her it is sunny
go go (go go)
said she wanna love me i told her that i dont need that
go go (go go)
she told me she love me i told her that she dont mean that.

[i9bonsai]
leave me in the cold i dont wanna go out。。
anymore but i know that i dont want to stay around,, anymore
n i dont want to b bound by the chains n the words n the sounds ::
yh its time t forget it then (・・;)ゞ
i dnt wna pretend:: i cant let u in

goin t to the road。。 can u let it end?
if i stay around its a never ending mess
its not enough,, we just needa c it less
its a mess 2much with tht excess

cut tht off,, :: (・人・)

[ku]
go go
go go
wipe my tears as u leave me in the cold
im on some stuff that u aint heard of movin slow
whts the big deal im messed up dont u know
this
hopeless
focus
on my eyes
we’re almost there
psychosis
i did evrything i cld but its all bogus
all tht stuff u put on me w/o a notice
feel the addy in my stomach got me so sick
its clear u rnt tht so tell me why im homesick
feel the walls theyre closin in im claustrophobic

no no ft. i9bonsai & kuru

performed, written, and produced by me @mental

i dont know what ima dream about 2nite
i dont rly wanna leave without a fight
and i rly cant believe that thats my life
every single time i breathe im boutta die
i cant ever even see the reason why
ur even in love with me, but thats alright
ill just hold onto belief until i die
and then i cry and say goodbye

know u wanna leave me
stay up cuz im bleeding
it dont matter what im feeling
but its nothing, im eating

Love me, hate me, wannakill me

I h8 me so badd wanna end it

im so mad @ me im so mad @ me

im mad @ me

ily @twikipedia
first beat prod delta
second beat prod me

i told myself i'm fine i'm not
i thought that you would've forgot me
sometimes i think that i should rot
if i tried would you even stop me
i thought that you would feel some type of way
i can't tell if you even like me
i'm anxious i want it to go away
i'm paranoid nobody's got me
with you i feel safe
still wanna run away
you can't be replaced
it won't be the same

i used to wanna give up
i had nobody to trust
i lied still wanna give up
i can't feel nothing but lust
nobody gets how i love
i'm sick of falling in love
i'm sick of feeling this shit
sometimes i wanna exist
sometimes i wish i was dust
i hate that everyone lies
i don't know who to believe
wish i was a ghost
i try to say how i'm feeling
i try but nothing comes out i think i might choke
lost me inside of your soul
i should go choke, you're happy when i'm at my low
no one likes seeing that shit ill go and suffer in silence so nobody knows
sorry you'll never be sorry
i can't feel my body
i wish i could not breathe
am i dead prolly
i miss every time you called me
i know that it's not me

paranoid prod twikipedia & mental

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@hiseph
@diegointhedark

lyrics:
get that bread i put tha racks on the table
gang by my side stick to me like a staple
i been off the drugs ion feel stable
power, runnin thru my veins like a cable
cant fw u if u talk too much
i fucked up is it bad enough, nowww
fuck, ive fuckin had enough
its getting harder to breathe im runnin outta luck
i been fallin apart can u notice
but its fine cz im up bitch u know dis
yea she left me in the dust i was broken
but i stay calm i dont fw the commotion

@hiseph
i'll break your heart and mine
girl i ain't nervous
i've been through this shit 100 times
you say it's different 
it don't take alot to realize
i'm always gon notice
sipping on some potions
i'm never getting rest

rip out heart like shit ain't bad enough
i can never change, that's why i'm acting up now
me and my brothers chase a bag or sum
i guess it's something you don't know about
it's something you should learn

if that's yo bitch then why she sit beside me?
i heard they talking down
we do not take it lightly
take that flight up in advance 
i'm tryna catch a body
please don't try to stop me
i'm not just anyone

@diegointhedark
3 xans , sonic styrofoam cups 
she does not want ur love 
she does not miss ur touch 
im in neiman by myself 
buying clothes , dosing drugs 
u could never b urself 
want urr skull get it crushed 

shes a puppet on the strings 
brh ur hoe getting bagged 
how u going out sad 
i m not doing tht 
she gone crush and snort flats 
use ur flesh as an ashtray
i see straight thru these lames 
like an x-ray

we jugging & finessing 
i seen tht shit u on
n i cn say its not impressing
got a brand new HK
n i cannot wait to test it 
and the moment fate breaks 
u will not see me confessing 
hoe

veins

veins w/ seph & diegointhedark #dynasty

produced by me

lyrics:
i've loved you since we met
feelings i never would've thought entering my head
i walk alone and pretend you're holding my hand
oh i'd drop the world for a chance to hold it again

i've missed you since you've gone
oh if its not with you, where do i belong?
i close my eyes and i try pretending that i'm strong
you said that i was brave, i don't want to prove you wrong

but i'm afraid of everything
and you're my everything, so i'm scared of you
(x3)

i've loved you since we met
feelings i never would've thought entering my head
i walk alone and pretend you're holding my hand
oh i'd drop the world for a chance to hold it again

cause i'm afraid of everything
cause i'm afraid of everything
cause i'm afraid of everything
cause i'm afraid of everything

im mad @ me

mental

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