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~lyrics~

and i just want to disappear
but i could never walk away from you 
and if we switched places 
well then forever i would wait for you
yeah i know that you dont feel the same 
but i cant get you out my fuckin brain 
you went against all your fuckin claims
clearly you dont care how im feeling babe 

so dont be faking glossy eyes 
youre breaking me, your not the one to cry 
i guess you have no fuckin spine 
and all those promises were fuckin lies

and yeah ive always done my best for you 
but i guess i was just never enough 
and yeah ive never been this stressed for you
i aint know that things would get this tough 
i just hope you arent as hurt as me
but i dont think you ever deserved me 
you said its heaven, here on earth with me 
now i feel dead so drop the dirt on me
i understand that im not perfect 
but i dont think that i deserve this 
id give my sould to preserve it 
now youre gone, tell me was i ever worth it 
was i ever worth it?
or were you bein honest when you said im worthless?
i dont think that i deserve this 
youre breaking me, so dont you fucking dare act hurt bitch

i understand that i'm not perfect. (p. michael harrison)

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Codeine (ft. IBleedIcare)

(New version of this will be postponed until further notice but this will stay up until the new version comes out) but my voice is cracking cause I’m a bit sad about it :/
lryics:
did you want me to please you?
did you want me to tease you?
cause you knew that i didn't want to
yea you didn't know that i didn't want to
it's nothing new
why didn't you see me for me?
or my body?
i hate that i see everything after

the after effects are coming
i knew you were onto something 
the after effects are coming

didn't see the red flags
i really thought you had my back
now i can't even sleep at night
knowing what you took was mine

you took what's mine x2 
now that's left behind x2

the after effects are coming
i can see it all ending
the after effects are killing me 
it's empty
it's everything

everything is ending *acoustic preview*

since the start [michael harrison]

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Oh father 
I don't mean to bother
If you do it make it proper
And fill me with honor 
Give my blessings to your daughter
A burden to slaughter
Rain down on me, no not her
The script that I authored, offered

Hands go numb
I spot his gun
Now what's done is done
What’s numb is numb
And as he beats his drum
And picks and flicks strum
The closer I come
To find where I’m from
You want the roads made of gold?
Or the fire?
Now u tell me you like truth to be told?
Or a liar?
I can hear them screaming from hell like a choir
No mercy for the dream demons and a crier

Oh father 
I don't mean to bother
If you do it make it proper
And fill me with honor
Give my blessings to your daughter
A burden to slaughter
Rain down on me, no not her
The script that I authored, offered

Oh father 
I don't mean to bother
If you do it make it proper
And fill me with honor 
Give my blessings to your daughter
A burden to slaughter
Rain down on me, no not her
The script that I authored, offered

SANE (prod. qbin)

arm’s reach (w/ hoepless)

thank god i passed all my courses.

LYRICZ
Here i am at 4 am
I just finished my essay
What did i write? Amen

I dont, pray to god, but boy i need that luck
One night after work, 2000 words, still not enough
Up all night, til the break of dawn, early morning rising
I fucked up, n poorly planned, too late, hand in, no revising

Made mistakes that i cant take back
Grade got an F, and boy i hate that
Rate me zero, well bitch im sure i aint that
But if you say 10, ima ask you where your brains at

Annotated bibliography
Write it last minute what the fucks wrong with me
back n forth on school, work and love
Cant stay on topic like my essays, another gutter draft is done
Thats no fun, i must admit
I overthink til i feel like shit

2000 words [prod. mndls1600]

artists in order of appearance 
xipz
teddyboi
Danny Adventure
Crizzy White
xipz

On My Mind (asperr)

hellbent by Aiden Berkley and GREAVES

lyrics-

Bet ya, still playing song when you’re
All alone listening for my soul but ya
Won’t find it, been trying not to hide it (hide it)
You played my heart with a steady hand
I wait too long just to live again
Now I’m making a bond it sounds worthless
Leave it out waving a wand with no purpose

No don’t wait I don’t need a minute
I been holding all the blame but it isn’t mine (it isn’t mine)
And you’re ashamed by the way that I’m living
Steady moving dirt cheap but I’m living life
Don’t wanna wait but you’re holding on
You’ll always have a special place when I’m writing songs 
I took the bait cause I’m all alone
Bet you’re waiting all day with your fight on

Waiting all day just to find sum
Off and on like always and I can’t run
Now you’re coming over my place just to have fun
And you keep talkin shit we can get our fight on
You always run and say that I’m toxic
I overthink then proceed with no caution
I can’t help that I’m selfish, helpless
I can’t give you what you want now I’m hell-bent

Something ain’t right with the way that you talk to me (talk to me)
Black out drunk every time that you’re calling me
It’s probably, just best for me, if I leave you be, with no piece of me
Ooh, caught in a feeling 
You’re making it hard for me, too hard for me, too hard for me

No don’t wait I don’t need a minute
I been holding all the blame but it isn’t mine (it isn’t mine)
And you’re ashamed by the way that I’m living
Steady moving dirt cheap but I’m living life

Waiting all day just to find sum
Off and on like always and I can’t run
Now you’re coming over my place just to have fun
And you keep talkin shit we can get our fight on
You always run and say that I’m toxic
I overthink then proceed with no caution
I can’t help that I’m selfish, helpless
I can’t give you what you want now I’m hell-bent

And I lose composure in your fake exposure
You’re a four leaf clover
No you break me down and that’s why I’m gonna leave this town again and make closure
And I’ll hold my breath when you see me down
Cause it’s all in my head that it’s over 

Waiting all day just to find sum
Off and on like always and I can’t run
Now you’re coming over my place just to have fun
And you keep talkin shit we can get our fight on
You always run and say that I’m toxic
I overthink then proceed with no caution
I can’t help that I’m selfish, helpless
I can’t give you what you want now I’m hell-bent

hellbent w/ GREAVES (p. drma x mcx x baloonbeats)

PROD redondokid

https://youtu.be/jrGvLiy_0jc?si=WvT_yjQYRS0V8rbz

nite nite w/ seezenz (mv in disc)

I wrote an extra song that wasn't planned to be scheduled for a release but lately things aren't going as well in life as I thought it would be and its hard honestly. Love your support and love that your listening and I hope other people can relate to this
thanks producer "pink", check out his beats on yt --> https://www.youtube.com/c/pinkxo/videos

goodbye for the very last time
never treated me right 
despite the facts 
not going back
cannot try again
guess its goodbye "friend"

it wasn't supposed to end like this 
im on my own
not gonna lie im gonna miss 
all the things ive known 
about you
your gone and with no hesitation
tried to help fix it
you didnt listen

depression is my addiction 
depression is my addiction

walking out in the rain with no pride
the only ones thats thinking tonight 
good things dont last
im sorry that nobody asked
been kinda sad
of whats going on
what did i do wrong
✨

don't leave me  :< (prod. pink)

☆★ eyes are up to the starss★☆
new single "leave me here" is out now!!

don't leave me :< (prod. pink)

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