okay but how fckn good is your music. amazing.

I think this song's a hit. Incredible lyrics as well as production.

Your producer is impressive, especially if you are self-produced

becky & the birds - to trust you jersey flip (sped up)

2 trust u jersey flip (sped up)

WAYT 

are we working this shit out?
i want to feel your body 
learn about your soul
i’ve been working my shit out
i want to hear why you think
we exist at all

am i manic or depressed
or just ambivalent?
am i neurotic in my 20’s
and just numb?

come on baby
i don’t want to wait for love

are we working this shit out?
i’ve been reading lots of Nietzsche
missing calls
thought about killing myself
but i still think theres a purpose to it all

i’m just statically obsessed 
to create meaning in this substance
and if this is all in my head
i should move along






produced by: 
MESSYAH & _ghests

mixed by: 
Ben Pepin

www.messyah.us

wayt

Mr.Carmack With Promnite - Drinks On Us

excited. calm.

Jio - TFW - Tape Mix Side A

LIVE WIRE

CODE RED (ft. KRIS)

Wide Awake was conceived in ritual, a ritual I put my self through to learn confidence and what it means to care for your self. Self love might sound like a narcissist concept but it’s actually the foundation for healthy relationships. When you value yourself you no longer yearn for validation from others. When you can stop seeking that validation your unrealistic expectations for how others should nurse your insecurities will quickly fade. Then you can exist in peace with someone else feeling secure in yourself without blaming them for triggering any insecurities you might have. So really leaning to love yourself and to truly believe you are valuable, unique, beautiful, and worthy of love will enable you to receive that kind of love from someone else.  Love yourself the way you’d want someone else to. Treat yourself the way you would a close friend. Don’t tell your self anything that you wouldn’t say to someone you love.

L Y R I C S :
I’m like a trembling flame 
I’m like a delicate aching 
I’m tender unbroken 
Slow riding in motion 

Go down Breathe out
Cold tremor and I brace my self
Deep sigh So high 
Ruminations of a fractured mind. 

I got a vicious hold on these waves 
I am a ritual that I crave 
Unafraid 
I am the crimson glow that remains
I am the nights that turn into days 
Wide awake

I am the patterns I trace
I am only my intentions 
I’m silent devotion
Another drop in the ocean 


Go down Breathe out
Cold tremor and I brace my self
Deep sigh So high 
Ruminations of a fractured mind

I got a vicious hold on these waves 
I am a ritual that I crave 
Unafraid 
I am the crimson glow that remains
I am the nights that turn into days 
Wide awake

I wanna be high vibration
I wanna be high vibration
I wanna be high

Deep sea emotions that run through my veins
I am reflections of all that I change
Deep sea emotions that run through my veins
I am reflections of all that I break


Written and recorded by: Roniit Alkayam
Produced by: Roniit Alkayam + James Ruehlmann
Mixed by: James Ruehlmann
Artwork by: Roniit Alkayam + Ashley Joncas

Wide Awake

forever endevour

I’m a boss shit, Or at least I fake it ya
imma die young, dont get it mistaken ya
I do better when im faded ya
Do the same things
til im gonna make it ya

Take down ya, Bend it bend it break it ya
I been doing drugs to Keep it stable ya
I’m not a boss, I’m a mother fucking faker ya
Just a kid who’s fucking
digging his own grave like that

 
don’t know all the shit thats 
run-in through my veins
Crack open my fucking skull 
and see my brain
Why? Is it worth it if I brake?
Shit I already be broke like that
Watch me
Praise me
Kill me
Til I’ve got it right now
 
I been messing wit my homies 
watching videos
talk about it all the time
And everybody knows
I’m a crazy mother fucker
When I’m on the floor
All my homies rolling dope
And I got some more
I got a little more
Than you’ll ever really need
a little bend it bend it break it
To my sanity
take it down ya, 
Bend it bend it break it
Take down ya, 
Bend it bend it break it like that


Take down ya
Bend it bend it break it ya
imma die young
dont get it mistaken ya
I do better when im faded ya
I’m not a boss
I’m a mother fucking faker ya
Take down ya
Bend it bend it break it ya
I been doing drugs to 
Keep it stable ya
Do the same things
til im gonna make it ya
I’m Just a kid who’s fucking
digging his own grave like that

Fuck it
Imma get it right
I been smoking
Every night

________________

prod: X2000

NUKE

Get high in my living room
just don’t think about it
Theres alot a shit I wish I could say ya
But I don’t feel like it

I wanna change my life
I wanna eat more fruit
Wanna go outside ye
I Wanna tell the truth
Wanna go pretend like its alright ye
But I don’t feel like it

Get high in my living room
just don’t think about it
Theres alot a shit I wish I could say ya
But I don’t feel like it

I’m falling 
This moment, I lost it
If I could go back, and face it
I’m gonna be somebody new

wayt

MESSYAH

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