Mixed for Yukio

Prod. @josuanatanaelll <3

Note: thx u jnz :u

jnz : 

i found the
peace in me 
peace in me 
peace in me yeaaa

peace in me 
peace in me 
peace in me 
i love myself

noya : 
I love my self
I dont need nobody else
I just wanna love my self

Starlight shining in the sky
I always look up with my eyes

I dont need someone like you
I dont miss someone like you
I dont love someone like you

Peace in me
I dont wanted you in here
I just wanna live in peace
Let me be in peace
Just talk to me and i'll sing

Aaaaaaaaa
Just leave me with someone else
So i can try to loving myself

(i dont need someone like you)
(i dont miss someone like you)
(i dont love some- just leave me with someone else so i can try to loving my self)

I Love Myself w/ Jnz

in the end + minty (@minteaness)

Track 4 of the EP: Endless Fantasy

@remiliaxd
@phantasiex

Noya:

Maybe I'm not the best
Im tired girl, i need rest
Maybe I'm not the best
I can't take all of this stress

I've been feeling so 'lone
I can't do this shit no more
Girl u always doing right yea
And I'm just doing worse yea

Just Like you did to me before
I can't take this anymore, I can't give u what u ask for
Maybe this is my fate
Exist to love someone, but not to be loved

Remilia:

yeah, it's like a side story, between you and me
yeah, cause when i look in the water, you look back at me

and it's so serene
you tell me everything
cause i am under the water and i can not breathe

ooh
yeah it's hard to breathe
ooh
i remember the mess you left that night
yeah my mind was in shambles, can we fight?

Maybe Im Not The Best ft. Remilia (phantasie)

Its still the same
Dont think i will ever change
get out my way
Im not having a good day
my feelings fade
Memories they go away
I promise i wont ever change

Dont try to talk to me if u dont like me
yeah u do all this stupid stuff to spite me
Its killing me the pain is stuck inside me
I dont like u im just trying to say it nicely

Did u mean it when u said u didnt care about me
would u be happier if u didnt have to live without me?
I know u hide it, why u and ur friends talking about me?
well if u rlly fucking hate me cmon say it to me

i'll never change

hbd to me
@fuyunoyukisan

*lyrics*
call me crazy but i dont wanna lose you
dont wanna forget about that we've been through
im just here looking at our pictures
my life changed ever since u left me

u make me insane everyday
i keep on thinking about u
i thought i can live without u
but i just cant get through

when i miss u i falln' into
my friend keep calln' me, too
i can't do this without you
so how should i do
i drank too much i really do
now i calln' you
and you miss it up
now i let you go
since you loose me
please come back to me

now i calling
and you miss it up
everyday i fall in love
teach me
how can i let you go
or just kill me
I prepare it

dont wanna lose you* w/ yuki (k4nji)

@yashio20k
@rewind214

lyrics:
all those things you said
you said we'd be forever but it reached the end
im stuck up in my mental yea i think again
i still cannot believe that you went ahead
and saw my friend

yea its fucking up my brain yea it slowly decays
hurting day by day yea it hurts every day
and i think that you just hate me so i wont fucking stay
and its making me so sad yea
U FUCKING CHANGED </3

like what do you see in him?
no i can never win
yea you took every inch
of what i had left

now im constantly thinking about the things we had
and i cannot get it back yea its all in the past
now im bettering myself tryna do what i can
but its super fucking hard cuz u were all i had :(
i hate ur words (ur words)
they do the worst (to me)
fuck i hurt (ohh)
my heart burns (it burns)
why would u do this to me
i toss and turn in my sleep
U WERE ALL I HAD

yea its fucking up my brain yea it slowly decays
hurting day by day yea it hurts every day
and you said that you just hate me so i wont fucking stay
and its making me so sad yea
U FUCKING CHANGED </3

like what do you see in him?
no i can never win
yea you took every inch
of what i had left

what do you see in him? (yashio, rewind)

made this beat with a bunch of oakscreen samples from splice fr such an amazing artist <3

lyrics:

walking with my hair tucked down
with the frayes undone
with a pain like anyone
feel like i dont even talk about nothing less than the rich life that i live
hanging on for all this time
with a pain that wont subside
and i dont wanna lose more time
is it better when u die

is it bad that i cant sleep
moving different
got my back against the wall
got my back against the wall
and i dont feel different
than the time u left me
i gotta do it this time
this time

gotta battle with the mess
backs against the wall
i put my armor to the test
damn i got it bad but every day i try my best
tryna do my best to get some rest
i need some rest

gotta take my time
weight on my back feel it pressurize
and it makes it hard
so hard

walking with my hair tucked down
with the frayes undone
with a pain like anyone
feel like i dont even talk about nothing less than the rich life that i live
hanging on for all this time
with a pain that wont subside
and i dont wanna lose more time
is it better when u die

bliss fields +oakscreen

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/7qWMGjfCuDXFgPfW5utbXi?si=kXfy9l0yS7SfZtglPYQYuQ

@blxty
@josuanatanaell

(me)
wanna fly off the map
there is no path to go way back
just go far as i can go
yea no one will care bout me

when i wake up feels bad
theres no changes, cuz i will be sad
i know everythings going to be bad
yea nothing will change my life

(josua)
wanna fly of the map
there is no path to go way back
just go far as i can go
yea no one will care bout me

when i wake up feels bad
theres no changes, cuz i will be sad
i know everythings going to be bad
yea nothing will change my life

(blxty)
but this could do it
i'll slow my movements
just tell me you will be okay
i think i'll lose it
it's fine if i lose it
as long as i'm w/ you
everything will be okay

(blxty & josua)
everything will be okayyyy
oh i wont give up on youu
and i wont give up on myself
yea it will be okay

L w/josua natanael + blxty (jnz)

@miraie @kairo6k
prod @blxty @xora09

[kairo]

Yeah, tell me what you wanna do i'mma do it all for you
thats cus everything's just better when im sitting next to you
next to you everything is alright
we can talk 'bout anything you want until the sun rise

Yeah, I don't wanna fall again too hard
I don't want you playing with my heart
ive been waiting here till i decide but just then i  realized
That I'm wasting all my time, oh

[miraie]

For you baby, I'mma end the sorrow
2 hearts, I can't wait for tomorrow
Oh, oh, I'm not sorry
You know that I love you, anything for you <3

My heart, you can take it, I don't need it
My love, there's nobody else deserve it
Fly away, floating castle in the sky
Let me kiss you baby girl
I just wanna sleep on your thighs

"I don't miss you, miraie"
I can see right through your lie
Pretty makeup, summer dress
Spyder MR2 and I
No fear, I got a car license
Let me drive you to the seaside
Pick up lovely fluorite

Yeah, tell me that you truly love me
Please show me that you love me 'cause I am insecure
I still miss the cosplay that you did
Saber or Rin Tohsaka, you know I love you

play +miraie (blxty xora)

vocals by @user-967krn
mixed, mastered, and prod by me

Lyrics:
吹いてる風　feeling ur touch
揺れてる髪と君の横顔
i hate myself 
全部壊して泣いてる僕を誰か殺して
あの夜にまた　苦しめられて
君以外は無色透明
僕の全てを分かって
あの夜にまだ　取り残されてるけど
まだ何も言わないで; ;

いつもbad trip
見えない終わり
i don't wanna dieでも消え入りそうで
傷つけた嘘
そんな僕を許して

fall asleep
もう3時
どうだっていいよねだって
i'm free 浮かぶ宙に
いつだって君を想ってる

kurona & kyoa - blowing wind

certified josua type beat

with https://soundcloud.com/noyaclarissa https://soundcloud.com/phxlxppp & https://soundcloud.com/xora09

eng x idn x jpn

(me)
ill admit it im a little jealous of u
when i see u two together, u look so good
i rlly wanna be w you but i dont want to
ruin your story that's being written

and i confessed b4 tht i wnt u
i told u b4 that i wnt u
(i want you!)
yeah i want you
(i want youu)
sometimes i feel like i hate myself cuz im full of myself
oh my god..
but i wnt you
(i want you!)
yeah i want you
(i want youu)

(noya)
malam itu
(that night)
ku melihat dia sedang asik bersamamu
(i saw him spending time with you)
satu sisi aku sedih saat aku tahu
(i was sad when i saw that moment)
kamu tak tertarik denganku
(and the fact that youre not into me)
tapi kau tahu? ku bahagia saat melihat senyumanmu
(but u know what? im happy when i see you smile)

ku tak peduli walau aku harus
(i dont care even if i have to sacrifice myself)
berkorban demi dirimu, sayangku
(just for you)
namun ingatlah saja bahwa aku,
(but please dont forget that i)
mau kamu :)
(still want you)

(philip)
here we go again, 
i thought we were more than friends,
guess it's time for me to let you go, 
go away with him,

i find it hard to believe you don't,
want to make amends,
you think that you're not so good for me,
but you're good for him,

i said,
baby, i be losing my mind,
going mental,
you're taking, everything i once thought,
was essential,
breaking, everything we had,
was incidental,
you're making, my heart fall apart,
from the middle,

(xora)
さよならさえ言えなかった
Couldn’t even say good bye
さよならさえ言えなかった
Couldn’t even say good bye
君の事、大好きだよ
Really loved you
これかも幸せでいてね
Hope u have a great life

今までの時間ありがとう
Thank you for the time that u gave me
君の事が忘れないよ
Cant forget about u
ほんの少しだけ,君に愛されたかったよ
I wanted to be loved by u just a little

cheers2u w/ noya phxlxp & xora

4ever~т-т

m&m by me

prod.@y4ndere𓂃𓈒

#1
i can't change will never cry 
and change , get 2gether 
i wna change  u are wonder
未来なんて 夢はないここに
それでも歌う僕は
それでも歌う僕ら

4ever~т-т 
don't fall apart
sing 2 myself
we are 4ever

#2
i can't change will never cry 
and change , get 2gether⤵︎ ︎(ﾟﾛﾟ)
i wna change , u are wonder
未来なんて夢は
もういらないから
2人でずっと...zzz(   )ᐝ

4ever~
don't fall apart
sing 2 myself
"we are 4ever"

4ever (yandere)

i wish i could save you
i hope so bad
i think i'll calln' you
and you'll turn it back
I know your answer
I know your mind

i wish i could call your name
hope so bad
i think i'll calln' you
and you'll turn it back
I know your answer
I know your mind

was i disturb you
or i just saved you
baby i need you
but you need me too?

baby don't be sad it's not your fault
baby whenever you need me call my name
I'll be here for you baby
I'll never change love you forever

baby hold my hand
you are mine
come and be my baby
you are mine

i wish i could (shinju)

vivid ♡ (｡- ω -)☆ ～('▽^人)*: ･ﾟmiraie <yandere>

When you're tired of life
When you face destiny
When you feel like dust
It's time to be rebirth on life

The height of dreams that reality is blocking
As if you can't reach it no matter how hard you try
Even if it's far away, just keeps going up

you're worried about the future where you can't see
It's fine you nervous
You're stronger than you think

The answer is in your heart
It was whispering quietly
Just keep going as you want

Unbearable fear
The people who are trying to weigh down you
Nothing will ever block your way
There's nothing can block you

awakening. .✧･ﾟ: * (Haunt3r X Kyoa)

no idea

何も浮かばない死んだアイデア
こんなんだったら辛いまんまでよかった
(普通に売れたい、お金持ちなりたい
札束仰ぎたい、全員奢りたい)

たらふく味わい眠る
会いたいと思える人がいる
悩みたいなんて悩みを巡る
欲しくもない平凡な生活
絶対に似合いたくない
だからここには居られない
昔から眩しいものばかり
惹かれてしょうがない私

何も浮かばない死んだアイデア
こんなんだったら辛いまんまでよかった
(普通に売れたい、お金持ちなりたい
札束仰ぎたい、全員奢りたい)

ヒットヒットヒット！
連発ヒット叩いて！
本当畜生あぁぁあもう！ずっと
ここよりもっと明るいとこ
真っ白ってくらい光るとこまで
真っ直ぐ見つめた背後から刺してくる逆光線

真面目でいるだけ完璧以外許せてないんだ
ふざけてる人が羨ましいからムカつくさ
鮮度100で届ける言葉
だからいつだって生で無添加な私の音楽
夏と君が近づいた分だけ怖気ずいた

どっちを選んでも同じ量でミドル陰陽
捉えようによるこの世なら全部受け取る物
どっち選んでも不幸でありも幸でしょう
わかってるよそれでも望みたいの君のこと
笑っていてよ

何も理解んない死にかけた思考は
こんなまんまが許せずに生きてた
どこへでもいけるこの足体
誰かと繋がり続けるネットワーク

(君に伝えたいことが 君に届けたいことが
たくさんの点は線になって遠く彼方まで穿つ
君に伝えたい言葉 君に届けたい音が
いくつもの線は円になって全て繋げてく
どこにだって)