happy enby day baby mwah mwah 

prod me with a lil help from inky thank you inky luv you

im non-binary btw

Strawberry Vinaigrette (happy enby day!)(spotify)

Prodigal (feat. underscores)

merry christmas from us to you 
we know you haven't gotten much of anything from us this year 
but hey. i like to imagine that next year will be better ok. trust me 
what we have here today is something very special this holiday season. 

a very special christmas song featuring @creepysusie we hope you enjoy it

mery xmas from stalker n friends :3

skatin' on em(feat. creepysusie)

are you dead yet?

prod. @avaonline

lyrics:
are you dead yet?
they don’t really like it when the dead sweat
try and make your mark 
if you're dead set
put you in a pile for what’s left
give the dead rest 

now that’s some bad work!
you ain’t gotta like me, you can lie
even dead hurt!  
what’s love if you’re bitter in a pile up
my miles stuck
even dead cry, drying wiles up
big glitter girl, yea i’m a monster!
yuh!
brodie got a scar let it foster 
pretty fairy hardly even 
barely inapparent 
eating flowers in the fae
with my critters 
homie bitter
it’s the news that girly bit the bullet

sarcasm dies in a dark chasm 
harvesting the hearts
half the farm
killed the cattle 
(far)
starting u on lead for the bum head 
tugging on a trigger 
make you rattle like you’re up next 

yeah it’s flowers for the firepower 
even kids relentlessly been sleeping 
thru the highest battles 
and you say i’m a coward?
my youth declining with desire to keep climbing out 
my prison isn’t that bad
the voices can’t be louder than they are now 
heart sounds 
pumping blood 
aren't thou 
dead yet 
best rest 
will come when you 
invest less 
im making you a necklace 
of bones and veins and sockets 
don’t put it in your pocket
better wear it, im nostalgic 

are you dead yet?
they don’t really like it when the dead sweat
try and make your mark 
if you're dead set
put you in a pile for what’s left
give the dead rest

dead* rest [prod. ava online]

@avaonline
@iluvyousomuch
@zombaewalk
@pkshellboy

NEWJEANS (feat. ava online, ilysm, zombAe, PK Shellboy)

LYRICS

I’ve been stuck tryna relax
Between the binary mask,
And my form now free from it’s grasp
Feeling so at home
Dysphoria float away
I need to heal from my past
To free my form from it’s traps,
And my body changing so fast, 
Feeling more it’s own 
Euphoria hold me

Since 16 known I’m different
I been wishing that I’d grown a little more quickly
Face too prickly, hips too thin
I was giving too much of a fuck about how they perceived me 
16 more to respect my reflection 
Working every day to see my gender represented 
Working on my voice, stressing over the inflections 
Didn’t have a choice, I had to mitigate the tension
And I reckon it was destined, 
Bad ass bitch, non-binary transfeminine
Lil’ witch business, switching positions, shit
I’m a goddess, I’m a furry, I’m autistic, woah
I’m the prettiest, wittiest, mystic sibilance, vividest experience, heaven sent 
Blissed out, sadomasochistic 
Whether I’m a Dom or I’m a sub,
Quantum physics!

Space traveler, I been mapping out a couple galaxies
Rapping ‘bout my travesties, killing it
Don’t matter cos I keep on, 
I’m the wrong t-girl to put the heat on 
Play life like I really got the cheats on 
Roll dice like I only got a D4
I write better when I think freeform, 
Late night, tossing and turning like I’m a seesaw 

It’s ok!
Better these days ‘til I’m in my grave 
Know I ain’t waste time, I just make waves
I embrace change like I’m on the next stage
Double Em level up,
It’s ok!
Better these days ‘til I’m in my grave 
Know I ain’t waste time, I just make waves
I embrace change like I’m on the next stage
Double Em level up, yuh!

I’ve been stuck tryna relax
Between the binary mask,
And my form now free from it’s grasp
Feeling so at home
Dysphoria float away
I need to heal from my past
To free my form from it’s traps,
And my body changing so fast, 
Feeling more it’s own 
Euphoria hold me

Way back when this journey started
Second guessing my own heart,
And distance grew between my parts 
The way that trauma shaped my arc 
I was tearing myself apart, unsustainable
Made who I wanted to be unattainable
Had to find a person I could relate to
In order to become more capable, changeable
Once I had a role model, I was unshakeable 
The inspiration grew and the feeling was unmistakable
The gender roles I grew up with started to feel replaceable 
Reclaiming the feminine self clearly became favorable
They finding me so confrontational 
Bitch, my existence not debatable

wildflowers

free form (𝘧𝘵. 𝘒𝘪𝘮) - 𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘥. 𝘚𝘵𝘰𝘪𝘤

Drakengard 1+2 (Senseless)

YO! 

I just wanted to let y'all know that after 2 years of waiting, I've finally released Left-Handed Cigarette across all streaming platforms! WOO!!

Fun fact: the term "left-handed cigarette" is old slang for weed, the same way "jazz cigarette" and "the devil's lettuce" are. You can also hold a j in either hand, but that's less of a fun fact I think.

Beat by Marsy
Cover Art by @niceupdog
The video over on my yt channel edited by @Jonah_Sunrise in Heaven Studio

Thank you fr for your continued love, support and patience!

xoxo

TOUR TICKETS

Left-Handed Cigarette

Nice glow on that JO crystal. Must of been a lot of positive energy at the sesh. I used to have a JO crystal similar to that one until the TSA confiscated it. They said it wasn’t safe to bring in the plane on account that it could interfere with the planes avionics. I don’t blame them. Me and the bros spent all Memorial Day charging that JO crystal up.

AUHHH_tism

i hate wveruhing

i can see right thru ur skin v2 [prttygrlskmfck]

THE REAL RAP CARACAL. SPACE JAGUAR. LOFI GODDESS.
~almost a good rapper & non binary angel~

31 || They/Them/She/Her

@crashblossomsclique