[Lyrics]
It hurt when I met you
It hurt when we fell in love
Even when I protected you
You went and crushed me

Even when you abused me
I made myself happy
I tried to put on a smile even when it killed me

A part of me always died
You never recognized
My permanent disguise when I was around you

All the bruises on my skin
Wondering if pain could ever end
All the lying and cheating
Never surprised me to 
Run away

I never wanted to do you wrong
Even when I wrote this song
I never wanted to see you
I never was in love with you
And then I saw your firey eyes
And you saw right past my disguise
I've just been meaning to tell you
I can't pretend that I still love you

You have nothing left to offer me
You have nothing left to offer me
You have nothing left to offer me
Nothing left to offer me

Mood Swing Misery is a melodic post-hardcore band based in Fort Collins, CO that blends together an array of sounds: shoegaze, alternative, grunge, and 90s pop. "We hope our songs make you cry, dance, and fight!"

You can find all our socials/links here: https://linktr.ee/moodswingmisery

"TOLY": COMING SOON

[Credits & Thanks]
Recorded, mixed, and mastered by: Elliot Nihil at Studio Nihil
Single artwork by: Cosme Martinez
Released by: Braeburn Records

Special thanks to Donut the Demo Dog, Connor Alexander, Marshall Allen, Hadden, Emma Nicklay, Michael "Blasti" Gormley, The Funktional Thrift Store, Watching People Drown

The Far Side Of Tragedy

"Sertraline" was recorded in June 2023 at Studio Nihil in Fort Collins, CO

Recorded by Elliot Nihil (@studionihil)
Cover art by Cosme Martinez (@cosmenaut)

LYRICS
Veins are emptying
Just a lifeless dead body
It's not your fault at all
So sorry you had to clean the blood off of my wall

Arms filled with scarring
In attempt to feel happy
You truly never loved me
Should've got used to your neglecting

So dad, this is how you raise your kid?
'Cuz all you ever did was ignore the slash marks on my wrist

'Cuz I never asked for this
I never asked for this
I never asked for this

Feels like there's no one who's here for me
So much for all this therapy
You don't even see me as a human being
Just see me as a shiny participation trophy

So now I'm throwing this worthless life behind
Really wished you had noticed all the signs
Now I have to somehow get you on my side
So I'm writing this letter to
Justify my own suicide

Sertraline

Mood Swing Misery presents... "Thoughts of Losing You"

"Thoughts of Losing You" was recorded from September 2022-July 2023

Recorded, mixed, and mastered by Elliot Nihil at Studio Nihil in Fort Collins, CO.

Released by Braeburn Records (BR-011).

Album art by Cosme Martinez.

Special thanks to: Elliot Nihil, Marshall Watts, Cosme Martinez, Grayson Reed, Emma and Brooke Nicklay, Frankie Brainjunk, Derik and Aria Hendrickson, Aleah Price, Maddy Erskinee, Ethan Hofer, Jack Mozer, Izaiah Miller, John Ward, Care Swarm, Maximus Light, Billy Fabrocini, Mic “Blasti” Gormley, Blast N Scrap, Hardcore in the Fort, FoCoMA, Front Range Fury, D3 Arts, Funktional, All Sales Vinyl, Roots and Leaves Kava Bar, KCSU, Trader Joe’s, Slurpee House, House of Dead, The Lyric, Songbyrd Records, Donut the Demo Dog, Summer of Peril, Guacamole Lightswitch, Clementine, Trees Don’t Move, Lady Denim, Hotel Wifi, Paintings of Decay, Forrest Nelson, Robot Tennis Club, Bitchflower, Talking Point, Wolfblitzer, Watching People Drown, Title Fight, and Braeburn Records.

All songs written by Trent Nicklay, Bailey Mozer, and Max Hendrickson.

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I Finally Realized I'm The Side Character

Fort Collins melodic post-hardcore. Songs that make you cry, dance, and fight!

Trent Nicklay: Vocals, Guitar
Bailey Mozer: Bass, Back-up vocals
Max Hendrickson: Drums

Sertraline

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