this song wuz started 7 months ago

i wish u were in my bed
 i cant get u out of my head 
u rejected me 
now the wall is red 
sometimes i wish i were dead 
all the things that i said 
all the times that i bled
 i was such a bore 
i wish u were my slut
 i wish u were my whore

XD RAWR
RAWR 
RAWR

i wish u would give me a chance
 why cant u see 
im the one for u
 and youre the one for me

WE WERE MEANT TO BE 
WE WERE MEANT TO BE

why cant u see 
why wont u see

i wish u were in my bed
 i cant get u out of my head 
u rejected me 
now the wall is red 
sometimes i wish i were dead 
all the things that i said 
all the times that i bled
 i was such a bore 
i wish u were my slut
 i wish u were my whore

u r so dumb 
and u make me feel so stupid
to ever freaking think
that i couldve ever been with someone like u

im gonna shoot myself
but before im gonna shoot them all
ill make sure there all dead
ill make sure u regret what u said

Incel

https://open.spotify.com/album/2xoKuK0htxpIr08k1URHU5?si=UTiSS3qYRjuzFxTdAFuCow
prod me

god hates me
and i hate me too
im a pessimist
always think im screwed
late night and i wanna die
ill stay up til i fuck my eyes
i never know what i want to be
and i hate my anxiety
its slowly killing me
id drop dead willingly

cos i just wanna die
late night suicide
i just wanna die
a late night suicide
x2

late night suicide

https://open.spotify.com/track/6OE7QfoV1LqH91PDEetKvm?si=f4cd93c3405b47e4

do u feel it when i kiss the phone
all the butterflies
that are in my heart when u say u love me 
i dont like when u 
distance from me
can u put ur chest
on my body 

theres no more fish inside the river 
disappointed i head back to my pond 
luckily 
i have u
u stick out like a lonely swan 
lonely swan b my pawn 
make it to the end and gain my trust 
n b my queen 
lets get out of the scene
go m.i.a.
turn on dnd

dont hit my phone im in paradise
one glance at her and i melt like ice
told her i love her so much 
i wanna suffice 
she said she wants me to stay by her side
i said gladly i'll b ur knight 
b my lantern b my light 
guide me through the darkness
lets feed on each other 
no need to harvest 

i wanna ask how u think of me 
am i the boy u rlly need 
i've been broken before girls gave up on me 
am i all that u have i wanna believe 

am i the one u need
am i the only one that you'll ever see
ur the only one that i need
just prove one thing to me 
do u feel it when i kiss u thru the phone 
all the butterflies when i say i love u 
i know i've distanced from you
but i need u to trust me the way i trust u

lonely swan Prod bloodsekai

prod me

notice how u cut me
act like ur above me
want someone to hold my hand
need someone to love me
u say im disgusting
and i amount to nothing
the only time ur nice to me
is when we're fucking

whats the deal with this shit
see u with another guy and ill cease to exist
suicide slit my wrists
no surprise this is it
no more tricks up my sleeve
except my scars in this bitch
im seein stars in this whip

notice how u cut me
act like ur above me
want someone to hold my hand
need someone to love me
u say im disgusting
and i amount to nothing
the only time ur nice to me
is when we're fucking

trick

me
feeling sober
weight on my shoulders
feeling like a boulder 
i always fall
im nauseous in the hallway
no matter what i cant escape
wanna see better days 
but everythings the same
wanna be in paradise
i just wanna feel alive
the future doesnt seem bright
oh well i might as well die
my friends start to disappear
it feels just like hell is near
but i just stop and i stare
theres no more that i can bare

i dont wanna do anything
i wanna forever fall asleep
fuck life id rather rot instead
my lifes so much better when im not inside of my head

bloodsekai
u make me feel like something's wrong
i try my best to play along
i step outside outside
it's been like this for too long
send me off to another world
i wanna sleep like a fucking squirrel
in winter
i'm bitter
i'm a sore loser, yeah a quitter

i hurt all the time
my brain will be my killer

my killer
my killer
i fucking love my killer
my killer
my killer
my killer, killer, killer

same chords as 2 songs ago on acc

forever asleep ft bloodsekai

soul eater instrumental yeaa

original song - papermoon by tommy heavenly6

how many times i saw it thru
why did i forgive you
i failed again what do i do 
my hearts just like a papermoon 

so much im scared of so much im scared of
does it scare u does it scare u 

my love leads me to dark places 
i cant recognize these faces
how i hate it 
all my phases

throw me away 
take me to the abyss please
everything ive done
i just wanna go to sleep 
came to an agreement 
no ones gonna notice me
i'll be fine alone living in a fantasy
dont trust me i cant even trust myself
i always say i want love even tho it wont go well 
my mind hasn't landed from the hole where it fell 
i dont know why i cant keep things to myself

i tell everyone everything about my life 
i know they hate me i know they wish id die
why is he so loud why does he always smile
i wanna go for a while and just cry me a nile
and let my blood drip
let my blood drip to the tile
'i dont deserve this'
well ur in denial

papermoon remix

i dont feel happy no more
i want my wings to swore
look at you look at him 
this life seems so brim
do you wanna be with me  we can go A cross the 
do you want to be with ,e 2x
hold my hand thru the dark
tell me what i did wrong
tell me what i did wrong
my body not that strong
i dont feel happy no more
i feel like my wings are torn
look you look at him 
your life seems so bring
my soul could just be yours
i could be yours 2x

do you want to be with mev2 master

@yukisasayaki

talk too much
but im always lookin down
yea my eyes r on the ground
again
yea im stuck right here
are u gonna disappear
like u did last year
again

i cant watch u walk away this time
i gotta speak whats on my mind cus i
kno that ur scared
wanna show that i care
x2

i know i can be awkward
join vc n i cant function properly
lose all knowledge on how to be
a human being

i cant watch u walk away this time
i gotta speak whats on my mind cus i
kno that ur scared
wanna show that i care
x2

yuki - show that i care

https://open.spotify.com/track/3lkhCDJWTppoesEyWSulO4?si=f62eb3cb5b1c418a

production: @bloodsekai 
featuring: @yukisasayaki

--- lyrics: ---
don't leave the room just yet
i need to tell you something
i wrote it down with pen
cuz they'll act weird if they know
there's someone in control
they wanna make things bloody
we're not supposed to know
so please just act like i said nothing

do you like my new poem?
i'll punch you if you say no
i doubt you could do better
i'm laughing till you try
tears form inside both my eyes
overload it's tmi
she can't tell the cake's a lie
everyone, she'll just rewrite

just me
just me
jus me n u here for eternity
corrupt
my files
i think ur in denial

i cant watch this any longer yea its tearing me apart
gonna push her to the edge, make her stab her in the heart 
all of that for u to delete me
and press restart

we're gonna be here a while so grab ur paper and a pen
u can write me a poem
that jus never has an end
u shoulda got a cupcake 
to fill in ur heartache
u'll never get them back
u shoulda picked me in the first place
i cant watch this any longer yea its tearing me apart
gonna push her to the edge, make her stab her in the heart 
all of that for u to delete me
and press restart

don't leave the room just yet
i need to tell you something
i wrote it down with pen
cuz they'll act weird if they know
there's someone in control
they wanna make things bloody
we're not supposed to know
so please just act like i said nothing

secrets written with ink

secrets written with ink (ft. yuki)

@bloodsekai

https://open.spotify.com/track/51ZjJcupHpaKxT2Oib82Q5?si=9d15a65a50364a84

so many failures and more to come
my future is so crushed
im turning into crumbs
i swear im just too dumb
affection i want sum
but i'll never get nun
can't even love myself
im trapped in my own hell
im too young to be true
i wanna feel sum new
they tell me then go do
but i dont have any clue
in my room im so glued
wish i could hit undo
always knew i was doomed
need somewhere to run to

im looking all over
to keep my composure
i need dopamine
i need sum exposure
i really want closure
life sucks as a loner
too bad im afraid of
tryna approach her

hit undo Prod bloodsekai

i read the letters that you sent
didn't get the message but i get what you meant
maybe im to fucked up, not right in the head
ears blown out cant hear what you said

maybe im the stupid one 
and i just dont understand 
but i swear i cant hear 
cause my ears have bleed

too loud
too loud
if its not max
I cant hear a sound

Wow

I know its too loud
but I love not being able to hear a sound

Ow

I know its very rude and i shouldn't do it
but its my escape from the world so screw it 

i read the letters that you sent
didn't get the message but i get what you meant
maybe im to fucked up, not right in the head
ears blown out cant hear what you said

maybe im the stupid one 
and i just dont understand 
but i swear i cant hear 
cause my ears have bleed

too loud
too loud
if its not max
I cant hear a sound

Wow

I know its too loud
but I love not being able to hear a sound

Ow

I might not be able to hear that fucking well
but atleast i know my music taste is good as hell

i read the letters that you sent
didn't get the message but i get what you meant
maybe im to fucked up, not right in the head
ears blown out cant hear what you said

maybe im the stupid one 
and i just dont understand 
but i swear i cant hear 
cause my ears have bleed


papermoon remix

moxi moxi moxi moxi moxi moxi