see it to believe it. 🦉

Prod. Bond. x Dez Forman @dezforman
Master by: _st1cks @st1cksyea
Art by: @soutjay

See It To Believe It

lyrics :

time wasted when you take control
but couldn't do nothing when you sold my soul and
i don't need you i'll be alone
cause i don't really care if i break my bones and

same places and i don't wanna face it
money bag i know you just wanna chase it all
you were bad as shit i don't wanna take it all
you want that can you tell me when i did it wrong

new car and you went on highway and i 
be gone in another five days and you
throw back on another old ways
but i don't give a fuck about none of your faces

i'll be drowning away from hell and i
never found its a wasted time and i
runaway i don't want you around this time
in a graveyard i'm burried all alive

take down when i'm falling and saying
swim down to the ocean i wanna
take things i don't wanna know
you want them to i'm heading over to

time wasted when you take control
but couldn't do nothing when you sold my soul and
i don't need you i'll be alone
cause i don't really care if i break my bones and

if i break my bones
if i break my bones and
if i break my bones
yeah if i break my bones

i want it off of my mind
i don't wanna waste time
get it out of my life now
settle down gotta figure hold tight
been a sleepless night
get it out my life oh

no patience so wasted time
i fucked it up so its just a wasted life and
no one but i can't deny it
its fake love i don't wanna fuck about it again

time wasted when you take control
but couldn't do nothing when you sold my soul and
i don't need you i'll be alone
cause i don't really care if i break my bones and

if i break my bones
fuck
if i break my bones and
if i break my bones
yeah if i break my bones

betty+

Written by: alkyl & Talen Don Feller

Produced, Mixed and Mastered by: alkyl

dear gradient,

mdma (w/donsummit)

overthinking

friends (remix)

@porter-robinson 
I made this remix a while back & almost didn't release it but ehhh
what good would it do anybody collecting dust in my vault ? 🖤
ily Porter so much 💜

grieving (porter robinson - everything goes on) (soundcloud only)

Prod. by me 

guitar recorded live

Mixed/Mastered by Will Saulsky

Track 1 of analogue ep out on all plats

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horizon

produced by mix
on all plats

hope you enjoy

lyrics:
(sometimes i go blank
i get into these dark moods
think to fast to keep track of anything
then it's like, all my thoughts are gone at once
sometimes if i put them up there, i can focus and slow down
but i can't- i just- i can't)

they try, it's not the same
ohh ohh ohh ohhhhh
tears drip slowly from my eyes
listen closely i don't bite
you got to believe in yourself
cause you can't be someone else

cause you can b-
SOMEONE ELSEEEEEEEE 
SOMEONE ELSEEEEEEEEEE

I SWEAR THINGS GET BETTER JUST WAIT
YOU CAN TRUST ME I KNOW THE PAIN
YOU MAY BE STRUGGLIN IT'S OKAY 
JUST PLEASE DON'T BLOCK THOSE FEELINGS AWAY

AWAYYYYYY 

BLOCK THEM AWAY, DON'T BLOCK THEM AWAY
GIVE ME A DAY
A DAY, JUST GIVE ME ONE DAY 
ONE DAY, AND I SWEAR YOU'LL FIND, THAT YOU CAN STAY
STAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

just give me a day
i know what you face
just give me one day
i can see all the pain

just give me a day
i know what you face
just give me one day
i can see all the pain

SOMEONE ELSEEEEEEEE 
SOMEONE ELSEEEEEEEEEE

I SWEAR THINGS GET BETTER JUST WAIT
YOU CAN TRUST ME I KNOW THE PAIN
YOU MAY BE STRUGGLIN IT'S OKAY 
JUST PLEASE DON'T BLOCK THOSE FEELINGS AWAY

AWAYYYYYY 

BLOCK THEM AWAY, DON'T BLOCK THEM AWAY
GIVE ME A DAY
A DAY, JUST GIVE ME ONE DAY 
ONE DAY, AND I SWEAR YOU'LL FIND, THAT YOU CAN STAY
STAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

I COVER MY HEART CAUSE IT'S SPILLIN OUT BLOOD
(cough, cough)
I GOT ALL THIS SWEAT DRIPPIN I FEEL LIKE A FLOOD
(water sounds or sum)
IM ALWAYS THERE FOR YOU CAUSE I TRULY CARE
(im sorry)
NOW I CANNOT BREATH CAUSE OF SMOKE IN THE AIR
(shhhh)

NO ONE ELSEEEEEE, NO ONE ELSEEEEEE
NO ONE ELSEEEEEE, NO ONE ELSEEEEEE

thank you..

someone else

I’m sick of misdirecting what I want 
I know it all
I know its all a mind state
But with you poppin up its hard to stay 
on track
start to think about our last day

Why am I still feeling wrong?
Think I’m stained
I’ve been glued 
To my past
I’m like when does all this pain end?
And every word you said is damaging my brain
Always find it’s way back
How’d you get here in the first place?

Was it all just a lie?
I see you treat it like joke
Making love just to pass time
I think I already know

The person I’ve become is stained by you 
I’m conditioned to the thought of us 
The only girl I never thought I’d lose
Had me feeling like I’m useless 
It don’t effect me so I guess I must used to it

It’s all good do you 
No problem
I just wanna talk 
We don’t gotta get started
Or have you grown cold hearted?
Maybe I can still solve it

Why am I still feeling wrong?
Think I’m stained
I’ve been glued 
To my past
I’m like when does all this pain end?
And every word you said is damaging my brain
Always find a way back
How’d you get here in the first place?

Why am I still feeling wrong?
Think I’m stained
I’ve been glued 
To my past
I’m like when does all this pain end?
And every word you said is damaging my brain
Always find a way back
How’d you get here in the first place?

I cant get you off my mind 
See your face 
Everywhere I look
Got me thinkin bout our old ways 
I might get you back
I swear I could
Spent some time away
Why’d we end it in the first place?

Stained

on all platforms soon <3

did i say something wrong
or did you hear what i was thinking? 
i hope it doesn't fall apart 
when i confide in you the feelings that you're given me 
did i write too many songs? 
or was the melody familiar? 
please don't keep stringing me along 
if this is something that'll go nowhere, i'll stop and stare 

paraonoia started taking me over 
can't avoid ya, and im not staying sober
just tell me do you prefer progress or closure 
cause i'm okay with either one, but the ladders never fun

i'll step up and look down 
al the memories are stranded on the ground 
do i give up? or reach out? 
i can't read you well, and you can tell i'm bound 
to fall for you somehow

when she reads to me, or sings to me
i'm falling and it's stupid deep 
found the hoodie i let her keep a year ago 
when she's next to me, its heavenly 
her eyes i see reflecting me 
her smile, feels like ecstasy, did i let it show? 

you must be acting you came in with no reaction
now every moment is passing, 
i thought we had gained some traction 
what happened 

but now your back in, do you feel any satisfaction 
i should have kept you in past tense 
rehearsing the interaction
shit it's crashing

i'll step up and look down 
al the memories are stranded on the ground 
do i give up? or reach out? 
i can't read you well, and you can tell i'm bound 
shit it's crashing
i'll step up and look down 
al the memories are stranded on the ground 
do i give up? or reach out? 
i can't read you well, and you can tell i'm bound

agnosia

LA MORTE ATTENDERÀ (Feat. ESTEBAN IBARRA) (ITALIAN folk)



Verse 1
Ogni mattina, l'alba respira, e il mondo porta il suo abbraccio grigio
Il sole, discreto, riscalda i miei passi sul cammino che si erge
Le sfide sgorgano come ombre, le forgio a mani nude
La morte attenderà, ma io scelgo di vivere, di resistere, di scrivere la mia strada
Spingo i miei limiti nel silenzio delle ore, senza rumore
Il tempo si sgrana in polvere di stelle, e io rimango vero
Sono il sentiero della vita, inciso di scelte e di notti
La morte attenderà, ma non ha preso la mia idea

Chorus
Ogni giorno è un giuramento tessuto nell'ombra e nella luce
La vita mi chiama a bruciare lentamente, a rimanere luce austera
La morte attenderà, dovrà pazientare, fino all'ultimo respiro
Ogni giorno è un giuramento, e la notte non può liberarmi

Verse 2
Sono un guerriero dell'interiorità, testimone delle ceneri e del vento
Avanzo in questo combattimento dove il dubbio sa ancora mentirmi spesso
Gli ostacoli, pietre nere che porto sulle mie spalle
La morte attenderà; le rispondo con l'eco della mia parola che vola
Le ore si fanno velluto e acciaio, leggo la notte nelle mie vene
Cerco il domani come un faro nel cuore di un mare senza respiro
Sono pronto a tutto, sono la brace e la tempesta che si scatena
La morte attenderà; la mia volontà è una soglia dove l'ombra svanisce e si vela

Chorus
Ogni giorno è un giuramento tessuto nell'ombra e nella luce
La vita mi chiama a bruciare lentamente, a rimanere luce austera
La morte attenderà, dovrà pazientare, fino all'ultimo respiro
Ogni giorno è un giuramento, e la notte non può liberarmi

Bridge 
Wap dou ap, wap dou ap (yeah)
La vita, la lotta, camminiamo nell'abisso (nell'abisso)
Wap dou ap, wap dou ap (yeah)
La morte attenderà, ma il mio cuore sfida il tempo (sfida il tempo)

 Chorus
Attenderà, attenderà, attenderà (attenderà)
Eppure io veglio, avanzo, nonostante le maledizioni (le maledizioni)

Outro
La morte attenderà, e io respirerò nonostante l'ombra
Ogni giorno è una poesia dove la luce si sottrae e si porta via
Sono il percorso, sono la vita che sprofonda e rinasce
La morte attenderà, ma io riporto l'alba, anche feroce e muta



LA MORTE ATTENDERÀ (Feat. ESTEBAN  IBARRA)  (ITALIAN folk)

wip self-prod, demo's, etc 
"And now that you don't have to be perfect, you can be good"

grieving (porter robinson - everything goes on) (soundcloud only)

Maison Sierra