i’m staring over an edge
all the way up here again
i always find myself
so high above the ground
& no i’m never coming down
you’ll be so far from me
you’re empty as can be
i’ll give up everything to be away from you 

you know i blame myself sometimes
for the way it is
i always try as hard as i can
so why's it always end up like this 
i don't know
anymore
leave me broken on the floor
like your old abandoned toy 
you had enough
yea now that i'm no fun

& now i'm not the one
not sure what you want
at all
how long will i hold on?
cause you're the only one i love
i guess that's what i thought
for way too long
but no it's not enough 
i know i should move on

& i know
it's so hard
to be yourself sometimes
you play your part
but i see right thru your facade
you try to fool everyone
you're not the person i thought
& now i'm back to the start again i guess i'm better off

IDKANYMORE.. (prod. Sleye)

prod @lilpunstr fellow new zealander :)

lyrics

im ok, peace of mind
its ok, im on th grind
sleep during the day
nrg at night
fighting this pain
been doin my life
so its jus th same
but ill b alrite
use this pain
to succeed in this lie
this shits a game
and i cant wait to die
the shit is so lame 
im just so sick and tired

im so sick of playing it safe baby
now im out the mud, they think that im crazy
no-one really cares, u been the same lately
at least with all the hate, i get to wake daily 

woah 
she said u gon glow
bae thats just the ice shards, u know me im better cold
this is how i break uh
this is how i fold
pain is my whole blood stream
not a thing that i could out grow
9tails down to bones

pain
but ill b alrite
use this pain
to succeed in this lie
this shits a game
and i cant wait to die
the shit is so lame 
im just so sick and tired

belong (punny)

anybody else. (w/ casperrr)

06

theres always an otherside

lyrics

roaming on these muddy waters many i lands convince to see

anxiety in mind tho its like im surfing shallow reef

im having hard times to grasp the things she feels for me 

we live 2 worlds yet we can say the same story

/

packing boxes on top of shelves

many options many hells

wishing wells. now store memories and memoirs 

are jus pleanetrys. heart warming. so heavenly 

heart burn and it’s killing me. this fire that u placed been attended so unwillingly

/

i lay down but with slumber im comfortable and comfortably

sure that this the only place where i can have some peace

i said these things, well these things take time

lifes to short to do null she replies 

/

my hearts bruised

this world is blue

my minds in 2

but I still love u

/

im losing pateince

my heart isnt waiting 

ill wait for u

/

many times ive checked the tide

rest assured its under control

i told u bout it last time, oh and last night

still u had to go 

these seven sees turned to five roads with this december snow

sit beside the rails and let the ocean breeze 

just take ur soul

/

sail the coast

let the sharp rocks just scrape the boat 

we have this path just let it flow 

i love u but its gettin old

/

its like date nights turn to great fights

and this moving home just kept moving ‘long

and we dont speak bout dark trail

coz theres 2 views and a sparked tail

/

i see green hues u see blue lights

i forgive but u say no ties

sirens going off must be system error 

but ik right

/

ik u this is not like 

how i saw u that one night when the trees paved a way for beauty 

that could be comprehended by eyes

i love u but im gettin tired 

/

she sent a signal to me that i wasn’t alone

now urs to take 

all my flesh, yeah my skin and my bone x2

/

im outta time in this world im outta time 

and its just me by myself on this grind

and its time to let the pen down

write my final words coz im just out of time

/

in this world the pages starting to fold 

i loved u once but my heart is growing old

heartwarming pleasantries that will go down with me

heartwarming pleasantries that will go down with me (empty roads)

=Lyrics=

breaking down the walls
cuz my problems are Colossal
yeah i lost my only 2 role models

watch me hit the gas 
imma go full throttle

breaking down the walls
cuz my problems are Colossal
yeah i lost my only 2 role models
got a cross on my neck
im never feeling blessed and it aint workin yet

it aint ever workin
i am always hurtin
just a piece of metal junk around my neck
it wont ever be worth shit
best thing i can do is bury it

i want no memory of ur existence
i see the world ending 
with the smoke in the distance
thinkin omg how could i prevent this
only if they would just listen

see the world end 
with the smoke in the distance
thinkin oh my god how could i prevent this

breaking down the walls
cuz my problems are Colossal
yeah i lost my only 2 role models

watch me hit the gas 
imma go full throttle

breaking down the walls
cuz my problems are Colossal
yeah i lost my only 2 role models
got a cross on my neck
im never feeling blessed and it aint workin yet

Colossal (p. Drma + Johnnyfriend)

crucifix (prod. nogap)

[ZBee]

I tried my best, but I’m not enough 
I did everything, I’m not what you want
I’m so upset, yet I feel so numb 
This ain’t the first time that I did it all
I’ll hide my feelings, don’t let you see
If I did you would see the real me
I need something, left with nothing 
In the end I guess I am unlucky 

(Stop)

Don’t you know I’m in love
Need something else or I’m gone 
Not feeling it it’s not fun 
Little do you know what I’m on

[eden!sempty]

love do you know what im on
ive been faded for summers im gone
tempermental i changed my tone 
im tryna in feel in vain but theres none
Hold meeee
until im gone
Im goinnnnn
Remember this song
your love 
im glad that its gone

[ZBee]

So tell me what I did wrong
Speak out and then I bite my tongue 
Speak out and then I bite my tongue 
Too close I got burnt by the sun 
Too much I think that I’m done

not what you want (feat. eden!sempty) (neverforever)

lyrics

i see you move and the way that i feel
is so enticing i want something real
i know that deep down my heart is still need of some mend
i’ll do my best but tonight we can pretend

all of these lights on and i can’t tell
oh where i am but this life’s so swell
know we can do this yeah do this still
just feel the fire like burning hell

plenty want love but their love don’t end well
many don't realise that their smoke ring bells
we all wanna wear the pants but not all clothes need belts
just drop your pride don't be someone else

everything goes, everything goes
but it comes back, no one knows, no one knows
just push that, push that door just push that door
like what are you fighting for, girl like what is in store

she hopping in for a few days
i’ll turn these days in to nights
soon you’ll be living it nice
then you’ll be doing it twice

uh i've seen this life of just making cash
why wouldn’t they tell me that
know now won’t be taking back
'coz yes my love is strong but my value stronger

i don't wanna see you all, love me back
i wanna see someone, trust me back
been in this cage so long, trust me that
every time i’d leave , my world goes blank

this pain just goes in stages 
and right i’ll grow

i still got love for you
but i couldn't care
'coz i live in the moment, the moments right here

lets take a break and get some fresh air
and come right back if we're readier

everything goes

everything goes (ivn)

written and performed by backyard beetle
produced, mixed, and mastered by hitsomni

anybody else. (w/ casperrr)

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