rock

moving on from Dan

Open up
And get carried away
Drifting off
I hear a strange parade
And it's you calling my name
Skipping now
I think I'm over it all
Then you're back
Planning your next attack
You know, I think about this whole thing most days

Why'd you leave it at that?
Robot husky and all
Stupid me
I fell for your call
And I cried I realised this was the end

I know I'm wrong
This can't go on like this
I know I'm wrong
I know I'm wrong
I know I'm wrong - I know I'm wrong
I know I'm wrong, know I'm wrong
No, this can't go on
I know I'm wrong
Know I'm wrong

Oh no...
Dreampool why?
Why did things go this way?
Dreampool why?
Why did you not just say where I went wrong?
I think about this just about every day
Dreampool why?
Why you gotta be like this?
Dreampool why?
Why'd you have to fuck my brain?
Dreampool why?
Why'd you have to go away?
Dreampool why?
Dreampool why?

Dreampool why?
Why did things go this way?
Dreampool why?
Why did you not just say where I went wrong?
I think about this just about every day
Dreampool why?
Why you gotta be like this?
Dreampool why?
Why'd you have to fuck my brain?
Dreampool why?
Why'd you have to go away?
Dreampool why?
Dreampool why?

Hahahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahaha......

I Know I'm Wrong

heard you been talking about me again
words break bones know you tore me too shreds
hurt when I’m alone I just wanted a friend
I always hurt when I’m alone know i just wanted too spend
a fuckin second with you
without just playin pretend
a fuckin second with you where I’m not stuck in my head

again I fall into this hole
I hate this shit but it’s all that I know

heard you been talking about me again
words break bones know you tore me too shreds
hurt when I’m alone I just wanted a friend
I always hurt when I’m alone know i just wanted too spend
another day with you, I don’t care what it takes
know I would fuck up my life throw it all away

just if I could see you today
I still know it wouldn’t change a thing
while you’re walking all over me
bitch I know you won’t get over me
I been holding on for life
I been holding onto lies
I don’t think I’m gonna make it out this time

cigarettes are cheaper when you’re blacked out drunk
passed out on the floor, in youre bed I’m waking up
like what the fuck?
seems like this happens all the time
but it’s not my fault no it’s not mine
(It’s not mine, swear you did me wrong all the time, no it was never mine, you were never mine)

heard you been talking about me again
words break bones know you tore me too shreds
hurt when I’m alone I just wanted a friend
I always hurt when I’m alone know i just wanted too spend
heard you been talking about me again
words break bones know you tore me too shreds
hurt when I’m alone I just wanted a friend
I always hurt when I’m alone know i just wanted too spend another second with you

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burn It To The Ground

Open Season [Can You Hear Me?]

Open Season [Can You Hear Me?] -  Hooligans!

Official Music Video by Barbie Sailers for the single "Breathe".

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Lyrics:

I left, stumbling down a path full of broken bones.
What was I thinking?
I gave up, dived in, weighed down with a thousand stones so,
why aren’t I sinking? 
 
Whispers in my head,
I can’t forgive, I can’t forget. 
Shake the world off of my shoulders, 
take this weight off of my chest.
I can’t keep on taking sides,
‘cause the world ain’t taking mine.
So I just breathe. 
Just breathe.

I can taste the air.

Hoping, healing, lying in my bed staring at the ceiling.
Am I still dreaming?

Whispers in my head,
I can’t forgive, I can’t forget. 
Shake the world off of my shoulders, 
take this weight off of my chest.
I can’t keep on taking sides,
‘cause the world ain’t taking mine.
So I just breathe. 

I can taste the air as it’s running down my tongue.
I can taste the air as it’s filling up my lungs.
I want to feel this fire escape my chest.
The smoke keeps filling up my head,
so I just breathe.  
Just breathe.

I can taste the air.

I left, stumbling down a path full of broken bones.
What was I thinking?
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Credits:

Produced by 
Barbie Sailers, Trenton Woodley, John Matthew and Giampiero Ulacco

Recorded and engineered by 
Barbie Sailers

Mixed and mastered by 
Giampiero Ulacco

Video Production by
Barbie Sailers
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2021 © Barbie Sailers

#BarbieSailers #Breathe #NewMusic

Breathe

Barbie Sailers - Breathe

i let go of what made me whole
and dug myself a deeper hole
i fucking hate being alone
but it's all i've ever known
there's nobody left to care
so why the fuck am i still scared?
i don't think there's any coming back from this

i can't find any bliss

can't take living in this skin
did my life ever really begin?
sink into my cold sheets
don't wanna wake up this week

i'd ask you to stay
but you're too far away
i don't know if i can take another day
i wanna find a way
to not be so afraid
maybe then i could fix this mess i've made

i'm the worst of lovers
we'll never find each other
i'm a jerk, i'll suffer
and you'll just find another

Bliss

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Lyrics
[Intro]
I’ll tell you once, just walk away
Or I will be will your next mistake 

[Verse 1]
I never tell the truth
I really wonder why 
I wonder why I got you 
Falling for all of my lies

[Verse 2]
If you get to close
I’ll tell you what you’ll find
I’ll introduce ya to the
Demons inside my mind

[Pre-Chorus]
Yeahahahaha
I’m really hard to love
Yeahahahaha
But you ain't giving up
Yeahahahaha
I’m really hard to love
Yeahahahaha
But you don’t give a fuck

[Chorus]
I’ll tell you once, just walk away
Or I will be will your next mistake 
Cuz once you give and then I take
There ain’t no goin’ back
I’ll tell you once, just walk away
Or I will be will your next mistake
I’ll tell you once, just walk away

[Post-Chorus]
Just walk away from me tonight, ayeah

[Verse 3]
When we look at the stars
You say that ours align
If you know everything, then why
Aren’t you reading the signs?

[Verse 3]
If you think we will last
Then you are you fucking blind
When I get bored of ya then I 
Will just leave you behind

[Pre-Chorus]
Yeahahahaha
I’m really hard to love
Yeahahahaha
But you ain't giving up
Yeahahahaha
I’m really hard to love
Yeahahahaha
But you don’t give a fuck

[Chorus]
I’ll tell you once, just walk away
Or I will be will your next mistake 
Cuz once you give and then I take
There ain’t no goin’ back
I’ll tell you once, just walk away
Or I will be will your next mistake
I’ll tell you once, just walk away

[Post-Chorus]
Just walk away from me tonight, ayeah
Just walk away before I bite, yeah

Mistake

A punk rock kinda dystopian original song about the injustices in society today.

society is dying

as the world falls apart - EP coming soon

TODDI - LP-6 - coming early next year

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I Know I'm Wrong

My Friend Ice