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@resolve1k

i need a break sometimes
i can't cut our ties
i can't say goodbye
heaven knows i tried 
i will waste your time 
like you wasted mine 
why'd you ruin my mind
with the same old lies
i need a break sometimes

i see what you're trying to do and girl it will not work 
i know what you want, and thats to leave me in the dirt
so the next time, when i'm already hurt
i'll find the next one, and i'll treat her worse

cuz you know what you're doing 
you think that i am stupid 
i know i'm fucking useless
it's just too much can't do this 
you're in my way so move it 
why do you act like you're clueless
went behind my back i knew it 
don't think that i can do this

i need a break (inno)

@venusiann
@k4nji1004

[coldspades]
just tell me honestly
what do you wanna do
you said you wanna leave
tell me it isnt true
how can i make you see
that all i want is you
i’ll take you overseas
girl its all up to you

when im with you i feel like im floating
baby i love you i hope that you know it
i’m by your side wherever you’re going
if you really love me then you gotta show it
buy you whatever that designer clothing
only got one chance i hope i dont blow it

what happened?
we were together but we split like fraction
saw you with your friends you played me while laughing
i’ll spend a check and forget bout what happened
tell me what i should do
its never working out
tell me that its alright
i need you here right now

[venusiann]
i need you, right now
i see you, and shout
i free you with sound (i free you with sound)
tell me what you want, tell me what you need
i’ll buy you what you want, i’ll buy you what you want

from ksubi to chanel, just promise you wont tell
buy perfume by the smell (you put my life through hell)
but you make my heart melt
i try, then cry, those are cards that i’m dealt
hop on a flight out to you
hop on a flight out to you

spotify

overseas ft. venusiann (k4nji)

ty for all the lov on this :D
@domerrz
@lilac

[@domerrz]
I feel damaged to my core
push me to the side, you throw me down
collapsing on the floor
red roses when I look around
all these feelings, I can't manage
really I don't understand it
I just don't get how you feel
my heart shattered cannot heal

I cant look her in the eyes
you move forward, left me behind
while I cant stand to live a lie
I wish I could just rewind

cuz I've been stuck in a rut
blinded by your love
I just cant move on
got me throwin up

and I think I'm done
done feeling numb
everything uve done
always comes back around

yea i tried too hard
just 2 end up all scarred
u break my heart
left me falling right apart in the rain
I've lost my escape
I'm rotting away where I stand

and nothing feels real I feel like I'm better off dead
and nothing feels real I feel like I'm better off dead

I start to think I lost it all
and maybe I've fallen down to far
and u just go ignore it all
so I start to think that I cant love at all
I've shattered into pieces
don't know what to believe in
maybe I was destined to feel this way

I feel damaged to my core
push me to the side, you throw me down
collapsing on the floor
red roses when I look around
all these feelings, I can't manage
really I don't understand it
I just don't get how you feel
my heart shattered cannot heal

heal (lilac)

instagram.com/melodramalovestory

tell me is this real 
idk like how to feel 
i see u in my dreams 
but its js a memory
so tell me is this real 
idk like how to feel 
i see u in my dreams 
but its js a memory

get the feels when im next to u 
i js hope we can be together 
heart melts when im next to u 
js tell me one thing

wna kno whats on ur mind 
wna be with u tonight 
lmk if the feelings right 
i js wna be by ur side 

no plans now 
i js want u to stay out 
cuz ur my remedy now 
u shine js like a lighthouse 
in my head head 
everything u said said
tell what u wna do 
yea girl js make ur move

hook

memories ##2023debut (darui & grace)

"growing pains" mixtape: https://on.soundcloud.com/TqpYCaauaQgWLCvj9

produced by snork

On tonight
I really can't deny
You really turn me upside down
Around you I can never frown (Snorkatje)

Deprecate me, please berate
You got me feeling irate
Not a single thing I hate
Oh la-la-la

(Ah, ah, ha)
(Uh-uh)
(Ah-ah)
(Hmm)

If I tell a secret can you keep it by?
Oh god I've been geekin'
Got the butterflies

I don't like to write no love song
But tonight baby I want you here with me
Nah, nah

Keep that energy
Don't know a chorus from a verse
I lose my synergy
Uh-oh

Emotions are fickle
But I ain't no Rigoletto
I'll wait for petals to settle
Goodbye for never

And I get nervous when I see you (See you)
I'm pretty certain I just need you
'Cause you're that person that I see through
Yeah baby I know this is overdue

Always been me and you
And I don't care
And if you ever need me
I'll be right there

(Always there)
(Don't be scared)
(Don't be scared)
(I'm always there)

On tonight
I really can't deny
You really turn me upside down
Around you I can never frown

Deprecate me, please berate
You got me feeling irate
Not a single thing I hate
Oh la-la-la

On tonight
I really can't deny
You really turn me upside down
Around you I can never frown

Deprecate me, please berate
You got me feeling irate
Not a single thing I hate
Oh la-la-la

growing pains

meadow (feat. web)

Spotify

meadow +web (snorkatje)

Tutorial Video: 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jZNYTHESi34&t=187s

lyrics: 
(intro)

yeah(x5)
i'll do anything(3x)
woah, for you
woah, i'll do everything not to lose you 

tell me why you playin all these games
yeah it's getting to my head
never got the chance to say i'm sorry but can we pretend
if I could avoid it, you know I would've
cuz I didnt wanna fuck this up but here we are
just don't be mad at me
I know its hard to see, what you don't wanna see
but if you just believe
promise you i'd give you everything you wanted
wanna make you better everyday
yeah I promise

can we go out tonight
spending 50 racks on you once but then i'll do it twice
 swear if you leave me, i'll be dropping bodies till its easy
no its not a game
im not kidding
i'll pull out the 9 let it spin yeah
I got one life so i'm letting it rip
opps outside you know I gotta dip
I dont know if i could move along

tell me what the problem is
said i'm fine but i think i'm a mess
cause you never kept your promises
got my back against the wall
you know i'd ride for you
you know i'd die for you
not that people say that shit and really mean it 
but I do
I do
i'll do anything
anything(x2)
just for you

tell me why you playin all these games
yeah it's getting to my head
never got the chance to say i'm sorry but can we pretend
if I could avoid it, you know I would've
cuz I didnt wanna fuck this up but here we are
just don't be mad at me
I know its hard to see, what you don't wanna see
but if you just believe
promise you i'd give you everything you wanted
wanna make you better everyday
yeah I promise

spending 50 racks on you once but then i'll do it twice
 if you leave me, i'll be dropping bodies till its easy
no its not a game
im not kidding
i'll pull out the 9 let it spin yeah
I got one life so i'm letting it rip
opps outside you know I gotta dip
I dont know if i could move along
got my back against the wall
you know i'd ride for you
you know i'd die for you

Promise (star607/recyclebin)

Think of you (prod ohmygon)

ty to @remiliaxd for making the beat!! <3 and @owtiss for hopping on 
^_^

lyrics:
yea im running out of time
u keep on asking why
every reason that i give u always js deny
guess the truth is rlly out
u turned an evil eye
cuz the girl i loved the most js stabbed my heart out w a knife
 yea rlly said i loved u but i wish i never did
all these thoughts n memories i wish i could get rid of
i swear that im seeing things my mind is playin tricks
yea im so done w love yea im so done w trying

but maybe its me
maybe i need to change girl yk u fuck me up
get u outta my brain
used to be all on my mind
thought of u everyday
used to sit w only u
now i sit thru the pain

@owtiss:
i js wna move on and go to better things
i dont need ur approval ik u wont let me >:(
wish u would accept me 
u told me im dead meat
n ur eyes r deadly
wish u never met me..
it's all in my head
i feel like im dead
i'll go to the next one as soon as i can
u dont understand me ;/
the texts that u sent me
wish u never met meeeeeee

(me)
but maybe its me
maybe i need to change girl yk u fuck me up
get u outta my brain
used to be all on my mind
thought of u everyday
used to sit w only u
now i sit thru the pain

sit thru the pain +owtiss (remilia)

@erdo
@hiseph

lyrics
@darkestnet
holding my breath
uh, hands on my chest
say im the worst
i treated u like the best
let’s just be honest
you messed up 
u cant solve it 
i ain’t been on it
don’t blame me for ur problems

@hiseph
this ain’t what you want
i can’t really talk now 
make this what it’s not
that’s how you get aired out
i got way too much up on my mind 
(this shit ain’t fair now)
doing way too much to realize
(you never cared now)

holding my breath
swear you lost all understanding when i 
said what i said
keep that ruler just to manage when we
do it all again
i can’t understand it when we 
cut ties in the end
swear this shit was all pretend now

@darkestnet
chorus again

breath w/ seph (erdo)

been a while but hope u all like dis 1 c:
and v big thanks to everyone on it 

@domerrz
@victxrw
@ogpichu
@1wasterr

instagram.com/01domerz/
instagram.com/victxrw/
instagram.com/ogpichu/
instagram.com/prodwasterr/

[@domerrz]
tell me is it worth all of this strain 
cause I dont wanna play these stupid games 
wanna be the only one u claim 
but u go and turn face when they call my name
think i threw it all away
would u stay if i need u here tmrw
need a change of pace from all the pain n sorrow
u make me feel hollow, exhale
return the heart tht u borrowed

[@victxrw]
how do i love u? guess tht its my bad
never thought this will be the last chance tht i have...
stuck in a space where im never relaxed
push me 2 the breaking point the one u never-
(never) had a chance 2 make u feel better
this rotten romance cursed 2 never forget her

but the world goes on
at least thts wht they tell me...
but i didnt do any wrong
so why am i here in this debris :/

[@ogpichu]
cause youre the nicest person
i barely know who u r
you always told me id go far
but im not strong like you
act like i dont like you
cause you were number 1 for me
and anything you do could never bother me
we didnt work out the way we intended to work
i left you hurt and its cold outside

exhale w/ victxrw, pichu (wasterr + pichu)

@darkestnet
@heychico
@yashio20k
@012207
@neohnq

lyrics:
@darkestnet
(dont run away, dont run awaaay from the truth)
(cuz im not giving up on yyouu)
tryna prove tht im betterr
never showd any effort
tryna jkeep it togethrr
girl ur mking my head hurt :(
girl u make evrything worse
u showd me how love could hurt
evryday feels the same
rather be dead in a hearse
tryna prove tht im betterr
never showd any effort
tryna jkeep it togethrr
girl ur mking my head hurt :(
girl u make evrything worse
u showd me how love could hurt
evryday feels the same
waking up feels like a curse

uh stab me in my back its so embarrassing :-/
breaking on the floor, its discouraging
im put in a position and im spiralingg
ik that u hate it but i love my meds :(

@heychico
i used to hate myself but now im getting betterr
& i still find ur hairs on all my fuckin sweaters
i think of u sm it make my fuckin head hurt
i’ll b right here waiting for u through any weather
i had high hopes for u
walked on tightropes for u
got my heart broke for u
i can’t let go of u

@darkestnet
take another pill im in the graveyearddd
usaid u wnt me gone i want the same yeaa
i sitll see ur face i feel insane yeaa 
i gotscars all on my Body from them daays bruh

tryna prove tht im betterr
never showd any effort
tryna jkeep it togethrr
girl ur mking my head hurt :(
girl u make evrything worse
u showd me how love could hurt
evryday feels the same
rather be dead in a hearse
tryna prove tht im betterr
never showd any effort
tryna jkeep it togethrr
girl ur mking my head hurt :(
girl u make evrything worse
u showd me how love could hurt
evryday feels the same
waking up feels like a curse

headache w/ heychico (yashio + neohn + baz)

𝔠𝔢𝔯𝔱𝔦𝔣𝔦𝔢𝔡 𝔴𝔬𝔪𝔞𝔫 𝔩𝔬𝔳𝔢𝔯

https://open.spotify.com/artist/1iW0bfPbOWe0b7xLGuamHt?si=BFALkrqeRYKFRSy82n0Ybg

Promise (star607/recyclebin)

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