Future Track Nineteen

Modern Pop #3

IR1S

Video at https://youtu.be/pOL6a-dC6FI?si=Bf3kHPIWbqdZM8e2
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This is a song about depression and survival. 

When I wrote it I still had another 25 years of surviving it ahead of me. But I'd made a decision years before, when I was 14, that no matter how bad it got it would always get better, sooner or later. And it always did, at least for a while. And knowing that somehow made it just a little bit easier to smile.


[This is a new mix. Drums by John Bennetts have been added and everything else has been changed, at least a little.]

Verse 1:
It’s more than a song
But less than a dream
I know what I say
Is not what I mean
Pretending my words
Aren’t meant to deceive
I’m playing with doubt
I want to believe

I know that it’s hard
To explain why I’m here
I complain though I know
There is nothing to fear
But the fear and the doubt
That wind through my mind
Are inventions of mine
That help pass the time

Chorus:
So here is my song
I wrote it for me
I need to recall
That it’s easy to be
The times that I’ve faced
My life as a trial
Have taught me to see
That it’s easy to smile

Verse 2:
I’m more than a child
But less than a man
I know where I’ve been
But not who I am
I'll say that I'm strong
I'll tell you I’m free
But none of that's true
I just want it to be

Once I entered a room
I pulled down the shade
I turned out the lights
I wanted to fade
But I noticed the wall
Right there looking at me
Pretending to be blind
I really wanted to see

Chorus:
So here is my song
I wrote it for me
I need to recall
That it’s easy to be
The times that I’ve faced
My life as a trial
Have taught me to see
That it’s easy to smile

Verse 3:
It all seemed to happen
A while ago
At a time I was lost
I just didn’t know
That doubting was simply
A game that I had
It gave me a reason
For feeling this bad

There are times there are changes
My memory moves
Preaching the patterns
I’ve worn into grooves
Repeating mistakes
I made in my youth
Learning the lines
And calling them truth
I can’t help but change
Can't help but survive
I might drown in doubt
But I'll still be alive

Chorus:
So here is my song
I wrote it for me
I need to recall
That it’s easy to be
The times that I’ve faced
My life as a trial
Have taught me to see
That it’s easy to smile

Easy to Smile

•See the Video•

Easy To Smile

Hiii,

I just want to say ... my new collab is out, it's about being in love, so enjoy this african vibes coming from Nigeria and write me some comments what are your thoughts about this one, it's all appreciated.
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Darcis

4 YOU x Terry De Rain feat. Darcis

Lamenta eleni silmë was born out of a desire to capture the fragility and beauty of an ephemeral moment, like the light of the stars on a deep night. When I composed this piece, I wanted to create a bridge between the past and the present, between ancient traditions and the modern soul. Each note and rhythm was carefully chosen to transport the listener into a state of deep tranquility, where time seems to stand still. At the same time, I intended for this piece to be a lament of sorrow, a cry of grief that brings comfort to those facing loss and sadness.

I chose Quenya over Sindarin or any other Elvish languages because Quenya is the language of the High Elves, those who lived in the blessed realm of Valinor, closest to the divine. It carries with it a sense of purity, timelessness, and a deep connection to the origins of Elven culture. Quenya’s lyrical and ancient beauty felt like the perfect medium to express the ethereal and almost sacred nature of this lament. Unlike Sindarin, which is more commonly spoken in Middle-earth and has a more earthly tone, Quenya evokes a world of fantasy, filled with mystery and nostalgia, adding a timeless dimension to this creation. The female voice, echoing as if from another world, is meant to soothe and provide solace, while the traditional instruments, such as the cithern, add an organic, almost ritualistic texture.

I wanted the listener to feel enveloped by an inner warmth, a light that guides them through a chaotic world. This piece is an invitation to introspection, a chance to lose oneself in thought and find a moment of peace amidst the tumult of daily life. Lamenta eleni silmë is more than a melody; it is a song of lament for those seeking inner light, a moment of breath in an ever-moving universe.

I am also offering the lyrics in Quenya, along with their approximate translation in English, for those who wish to delve deeper into the meaning behind the music.

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Nai eleni silmë ar sercë nárë
Lindë máya, nai almárë
Vëo narquelië lómë ya quetë
Quetë lá quessë ar morna lumna

Nai Anar ortane i lúmë túlë
Ai! Yé ná ilya vanwa
Órë nildë nauva sanwa lanta
Ilúvatar, hiruvalmë silmë ambar

Lírë vanwë nótë óla
Mi silma ar laurië naurë
Ára i cala, ára i lóte
Utaúya, utaúya nai lanta

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May the stars shine and the blood burn,
Sing, spirits, may your blessing be.
The shadow of departure whispers in the night,
Wordless whispers are the heavy burden of darkness.

May the Sun rise at the appointed hour,
Ah! All is lost,
The heart of the friend will find solace,
Ilúvatar, we shall find the light on Earth.

The lost song flows through memory,
Under the light of the stars and the golden flames,
I call the light, I call the flower,
Let them perish, let them perish, may they fall.

Echoes and Whispers

Lamenta eleni silmë - Lament of the Shining Stars

Lamenta Eleni Silmë - Lament Of The Shining Stars

Body Language

Hey guys, so this song, Blame Me, is really personal for me. It’s about that emotional struggle we sometimes go through when we feel blamed or burdened by a relationship that's falling apart. I wanted to write from a space of vulnerability, where the emotional weight feels real—where you start questioning yourself, wondering if it's all on you or if you're just being made the scapegoat.

Musically, I kept it raw and direct to reflect the heaviness of that feeling. The production blends a mix of R&B and pop with some electronic undertones, allowing the emotion in my voice to take center stage. I didn’t want to overdo it with production; instead, I leaned into a smooth groove that carries the mood of frustration and sadness.

When I recorded the vocals, I wanted to make sure you could hear the ache and the strength at the same time. It’s like saying, ‘I know this is painful, but I’m also not going to let it crush me.’ That balance was important for me in the studio.

I hope Blame Me resonates with you guys, especially those moments where you feel like you're being unjustly held accountable for something in a relationship. Let it be a reminder that it’s okay to stand up for yourself, even when it hurts.

5 Oct 2024

Tasha - Blame Me

Hello loves, my new track Impossible" is all about confronting those overwhelming feelings and moments that seem like they might break us but instead, we push through. I wanted this track to feel intense and intimate, like a conversation between me and each of you. There are points in the song where the melody soars and dips, mirroring that back and forth struggle in our own minds. You’ll hear a bit of vulnerability mixed with resilience, and that’s what I hoped to capture the rawness of working through things that feel, well, impossible. Thank you for letting me share it with you!

10.12.2024

Tasha - Impossible

Ancient people traveled by navigating with the stars.  This is a story of the Magi and how we can transcend the basic wants of material existence to pursue artistic and scientific endeavors to save humanity from the drudgery of laborious tasks.

MY NAME IS IRIS

Mother 2025

Para escuchar la versión con Dazz Deva  https://soundcloud.com/juan-fco-bueno/no-quiero-verte
Para escuchar la versión original  https://soundcloud.com/juan-fco-bueno/no-quiero-verte-version-original-ver-texto
Para escuchar la versión instrumental  https://soundcloud.com/juan-fco-bueno/no-quiero-verte-version-instrumental
Para escuchar la versión a capela  https://soundcloud.com/juan-fco-bueno/no-quiero-verte-ac

NO QUIERO VERTE

Somos como dos pajarillos
viviendo en un plácido nido...
sin apenas conocerse;
somos unos desconocidos
jugando a cambiar de camino…
con el riesgo de perderse.

Y es que somos a la vez
carne y uña, risa y llanto:
dos que no se pueden ver...
¡pero que se quieren tanto!

Estribillo

No quiero verte porque sé que te adoro
no quiero verte porque sé que luego lloro
y no puedo estar sin ti;
te diría que te quiero como un loco...
pero sé que en tu vida yo no soy
ese amor que sabe a poco
y prefiero estar sin ti.

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Somos como dos enemigos
luchando en eterno conflicto…
pero que no han de matarse;
somos todavía dos niños
buscando el juguete perdido…
y es hora de despertarse.

Y es que somos a la vez
mar y arena, nieve y menta:
algo que no puede ser...
¡si primero no se intenta!

Estribillo

I DO NOT WANT TO SEE YOU

We are like two little birds
living in a placid nest ...
without hardly knowing each other;
we are strangers
playing to change the way ...
at the risk of getting lost.

And it is that we are at the same time
flesh and nail, laughter and crying:
two that cannot be seen ...
But they love each other so much!

Chorus

I don't want to see you because I know that I adore you
I don't want to see you because I know that I cry later
And I can't be without you
I would tell you that I love you like crazy ...
but I know that in your life I am not
that love that knows little
And I'd rather be without you

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We are like two enemies
fighting in eternal conflict ...
but they are not to be killed;
we are still two children
looking for the lost toy ...
And it's time to wake up

And it is that we are at the same time
sea and sand, snow and mint:
something that can't be ...
If you don't try first!

Chorus

No quiero verte (Feat. Martin T.)

The Reason Why

"SUNSET" is the follow-up to Allen’s debut album "BLUE", while "BLUE" captured the sweet and vibrant feeling of falling in love. "SUNSET" dives deep into the loneliness and heartbreak that come after love fades. This album tells the story of a love that couldn’t last—a relationship that ended and can never return. 
Unlike the bright beginnings in "BLUE", "SUNSET" carries a more melancholic tone, painting the bittersweet beauty of an ending that hurts. How tragic, yet how honest.


Last Kiss

A song about anxiety and depression that people around you don't notice

I DON'T FEEL RIGHT  (LYRICS BADTRIPP INC, MUSIC BY BADTRIPP INC/SUNO AI)
My mind is reaching out to people that I meet
Sounds disturb the night so tight and so sweet
My heart is searching for someone to know
But when the game is over I have to go

Take away all my pain
make me dry in the rain
Let me try all in vain
drive me holy insane

My thoughts go back to times that I've seen
Images fill me with things I could have been
My soul is running for safety and for cover
And the years go by as I look for a lover

Touch me deep inside
fill my mind so wide
Take me on a ride
I need a place to hide

I am all alone in this empty town
I'm always here, always on my own
Memories from the past flash through my mind
Pictures of you touch my aching heart

Here comes another night
filling me with fright
I don't feel alright
when I turn out the light

I don't feel right

My first Christian Song.

This was a hard one to write — not because I don’t believe, but because I’ve never tried to express faith through music before. I’ve always lived between genres: cinematic, emotional, electronic. But with “Grace in the Silence,” I let go of the pressure to be perfect and just told the truth.
It’s a prayer disguised as a song. It’s about being broken, lost, and still being found. It’s about hearing God not in noise or thunder — but in the silence, when everything else falls away.
Yes, it’s EDM. Yes, it has drops, and cinematic synths. But it’s also soft, real, and deeply spiritual.
I hope this helps someone out there feel seen.

– Kitka 🕊️✨

✍️ Written & performed 432 Hz Frequency Meditation & Sound by Kitka
🎛️ Produced and arranged & mixed by Kitka
📍 Recorded in Germany & Thailand
📅 Released 2025
© All rights reserved under Kitka’s Copyright Profile
📢 For Licensing or Collaborations, contact via SoundCloud

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Grace in the Silence

"Hey there, I'm all about owning my journey in this crazy music world. It's been a ride, with ups and downs, but that's what makes it real, you know? I pour my heart into my music, sharing my truth and hoping it connects with someone out there. I'm all about storytelling and lifting others up with my voice. I'm a work in progress, always growing, but staying true to me and my music every step of the way."

Tasha - Blame Me

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