depressed

Those grey days

Daily Drops #57

boogies 3

https://soundcloud.com/autumndropsdead

lyrics
(cyzun)
You tell me that you love me but I really don’t see it
I’ve been lying on the floor eyes glued to the ceiling
I really wanna die but you gave me a reason
Heart so fucking cold you must be a heathen
Why you gotta act like this
You fucking up my life n shit
Sparked a blunt n took a hit
I’ve been waiting for the end of it
Feel like Gucci I’m so sick of this
Grab the gun I’m gonna end this quick
Like the ocean my head will split
I’m talkin bout that Moses shit

(autumndropsdead)
let the ocean split, i could make a list
for every time i fucking lied
 it would've made you pissed
i'm sorry about that again
how long ago did it get to your head?
i know you aren't proud
yeah you hate me now
cause i turned out fine
let me lay it out
every night i'd cry
but would never shout
holding on for life
till the truth comes out
i'd take my spine, and tear it out
i can't bare it all
i got too much weight
and it really stings
so i contemplate 
i'll let my body hang
and they just say to let it roll over
they say i'm extraordinary..
and i'll admit it's kinda scary

(cyzun)
You tell me that you love me but I really don’t see it
I’ve been lying on the floor eyes glued to the ceiling
I really wanna die but you gave me a reason
Heart so fucking cold you must be a heathen

heathen w/ autumndropsdead (ahnboi)

Silent Hill

produced by: @everythingmackk


and my heart rate 
it slows down
used to talk alot
guess i’m on my own now
and i beg you 
to come round
she don’t talk to me
she’d much rather go out
and you’re a liar
cold, no fire
all the rubies in the world couldn’t buy her
i can’t find her
so i retire 
and im bound by these ropes
but couldn’t tie her 

and i broke loose
for you <3 
all the shit i did, 
i swear i had to do
split me in two
and i’ll play the fool
as long as u pick up 
when im calling you 

and i swear i would do about anything u asked 
what u want
we can hit the town and try to make it back
i’m so drunk ! 
she pulls me closer says there’s something i gotta ask
i said go, 
you can tell me girl i promise i wont laugh
she said 
“boy i think i’m falling for you,
don’t think i can mask
things i feel any longer
so please ask what u gotta ask”
i was shocked,
now my heart was pulsing, felt it in my hands
was this real?
or am i dreaming 
either way, i’m gonna stay right here 

and my heart rate 
it slows down
used to talk alot
guess i’m on my own now
and i beg you 
to come round
she don’t talk to me
she’d much rather go out
and you’re a liar
cold, no fire
all the rubies in the world couldn’t buy her
i can’t find her
so i retire 
and im bound by these ropes
but couldn’t tie her

to those before, and to those after (mackk)

:)

prod by this actual goober https://soundcloud.com/not-a-fucking-hero

https://twitter.com/DreamsYokai

stream: https://open.spotify.com/album/4SO6le1LMvrTajvgMq4eDY?si=7J4D5kgbSfiFLWqVohv-Ew

lyrics:

where do we go from here?
i don't really know
no, i don't really know much
got a lot on my conscience
bear the weight
only cuz you tell me that it's nonsense
try to stay calm
but my mind is a moshpit
and it's growing obnoxious

spend another late night
driving back from your place
didn't wanna stay there
i can't get to bed if i don't feel like i'm alone
cuz otherwise i think too much
they tell me live a real life
i am not familiar with what that would even feel like
i cannot relate to the feelings that you know
but you don't understand that much

i'll write you letters and letters and hope that you read them and call
don't think you read them at all

i'll write you letters and letters and hope that you read them and call
don't think you read them at all

apophenia (hero)

prod hira :)

in the end its only u and i
dont shed tears on a pillow if it isnt mine
these cuts fill the space in-between ur eyes
u say theres something about me 
u dont have to lie
turning to nothing 
ur watching me die
fuck face he a parrasite
ill stab that bitch in the neck if he wanna fight
these cuts fill the space in-between ur eyes
turning to nothing
ur watching me die

i heard u talking shit
so baby come a lil closer
tell it to my face so i can use it for some closure
god shes so embarrassing 
pretend i didnt know her
stabbing thru my chest 
i cant believe she said it wont hurt

that boy gonna piss from his eyes
u told me there's comfort inside
but ur presences still hunting me down
even my shit wanna drown

gimme some time 
i just need some patience
bodys on the floor 
i make em seem weightless
if he wanna die 
then we can arrange it
wasting all my time gambling my wages

gimme some space
i just need a minute
i left my soul on a bridge hoping that youd save it
you told me jump
so i did
and i hit the pavement
ive got nothing to give 
i dont think youre safe yet

in the end its only u and i
dont shed tears on a pillow if it isnt mine
these cuts fill the space in-between ur eyes
u say theres something about me 
u dont have to lie
turning to nothing 
ur watching me die
fuck face he a parrasite
ill stab that bitch in the neck if he wanna fight
these cuts fill the space in-between ur eyes
turning to nothing
ur watching me die

Stlwrnce nv2 (scottysplash X Eric Godlow)

in hell, i ate an angel.

Lyrics
---------
yeah i wake up everyday
think about the things I did yesterday
try to find a reason to go meditate
BUT I AM SO MATERIALISTIC, DONT GIVE MYSELF A BREAK

or maybe too many
I don't spend my time, do anything
serve myself a drink, now I'm tipping
NOW IM SINGING!
TRYNA FIND SOME HOPE THAT I MIGHT MAKE IT!
*yet their all sick of it*

and sick of me too
i ran out of time, now i look like a fool
all my friends, made it look so easy
working on my job, and making music, is so sickening

think i got a little too much in my
system
i keep this bottle going down
till i forget him
look into my eyes
it’s like a picture
chains up to my heart
like im a victim
it’s going down
layed up in my bed
like i’m a patient
cut me round
let’s do it one more time
i’ve been waiting
walk round the house
way too numb
for a month
let’s get this over with
let’s say that we’re done

tell me that i look so pretty
in roses
there’s no way out
of this path
that we’ve chosen
cutting me down
love it’s fine
id do it for you anytime

and if i’m allowed
i’ll see you out
i’ll be your knight
walking out of the house

greenwater ft. skele

EMILYS SONG W/ ILYMIDNITE

prod.king theta

The words I said, the love I give, the things I did for you
Oh I missed
I messed up bad, Im feelin bad, I feel too sad
Im coming back real quick
Im too dumb
Im too numb
Ill get up
And try again
Just know that
I do love
You, and
I hope we try again

I hold on, I hold on
I hold onto you
I hold on, I hold on
I hold onto you
I hold on, I hold on
I hold onto you
I hold on, I hold on
I hold onto you

I
Keep pushing, pushing forward
Im too guilty getting lower
I need peace my heart is like a boulder
Wanting time with you 
spending time with you

I want you way too bad
I fall asleep too sad
Knowing that I cant have
You

I just want you
I just want you
I just want you
I just want you

I hold on, I hold on
I hold onto you
I hold on, I hold on
I hold onto you
I hold on, I hold on
I hold onto you
I hold on, I hold on
I hold onto you

old picture - i hold onto you

sitbackbaby

New Orleans hit different when i was young and growing up
too bad deal with your thoughts and all that's said and done
my head hurts too bad when I'm at the club I'm drinking to throw it up
a side bitch don't mean nothing if your life is so tied up

everyone says life is better when ur gone
but life just felt so different times when i was young
sleeping in too late in late July i mean it, my head is hung
i miss times when i was laid back with my girl out in Orillia
nothing felt the same since then i wanna fucking end it all

take ur time
breathe
come to sense
please

your so needed now
why is this happening
everyone's outta of their head
my friends all left town i'm alone in the end
my precious my baby, who are you again
you needed some space i aint seen you in years but i said.
this pain you caused me, is so bad and immense
the spirit we had left us broken again
im bleeding out, on the floor again
again
again
again

Better When You're Gone (prod. Irby)

How It All Unfolds w/ Ezra *silver + methboiswag*

[lyrics]

i been high for ion know how 
long its been but im fine now 
come n fw the kid you’ll find out 
what i can do w a knife i’ll
kms right in front of u 
dig my hole thats what the drugs do
kill my lungs so i forget the truth 
ima take my life all bc of u 


@nohopeshawty
@jacc_ak

in front of u

in front of u (prod. santana)

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Red Flag [SoundCloud Exclusive]

I just never understand
the way that life goes in my hands
breaking myself every time that I stand
I waited out back for a while now
they come and they go they all say
I aint been to parties in time now
wasting my life right away
I miss you cant show it I'm past it now
I think that I made a mistake

pushed you back, last call and I go
rip at myself after every show
I am not happy with how my life goes
there's people who love me the ones at the shows
but never the ones who I want there the most
its you
I think ima call on ur phone
see if you know me like you used to do
I really miss you the most

months of struggling
months of agony
I miss everything
ambience throughout the car ill kiss you again

think to myself every night
I wanna die
I don't wanna die
ima just sit here and cry
its cause my life is a lie

I just never understand
the way that life goes in my hands
breaking myself every time that I stand
I waited out back for a while now
they come and they go they all say
I aint been to parties in time now
wasting my life right away
I miss you cant show it I'm past it now
I think that I made a mistake

I think I'm at fault now
for us falling out
don't want to be around
cant find the one, its you no doubt

why do I do this to myself
every time that you go I just try and replace you

Life In Your Hands (prod. sk8miles x jeid_8)

fishing in los angeles (p. michael harrison)

YOU WILL NEVER EVER LET US BE THE SAME!!!!

SLOW DOWN!!!!

https://open.spotify.com/track/2TKAtVurxAuoetX0o614LH

spotify link xo xo

Better When You're Gone (prod. Irby)

NAVYXOWER