alr (prod. synergy)

[+ sogimura]

1st @soulfadexo | 2nd @autumndropsdead | 3rd @emptychest | 4th @yoimn3ver | 5th @northshoremusic |

(soulfade)
Erase me, don’t bother calling my name
Deface me, leave me nothing but bones
I’ve found me, lost in the outer space
Don’t find me, leave me a fantasy

(autumndropsdead)
better than yesterday
left alone but it's okay
yeah i cannot flee forever
winter calls it says forget her
yeah hate going outside
sun's burning my eyes
they say it takes time
but i won't make it past
patches of grass
i never had
i never had
the strength to hold on 

(emptychest)
my heart is still lost in outer space
live it up like its yesterday
sorry for the inconvenience 
im somewhere out where venus is
i dare you to find me
there was one day i left my home
one day i left alone.
there was one day i learned to cope
one day ill never know

(teddyboi)
sometimes i wanna quit
i wanna live
but this the only way i cope
i like when im alone
but i hate when im alone
in the room, the truth is
its truthless
im ruthless
yeah yeah
tryna figure out another way to live
is just useless
im clueless, but i gotta keep moving
the truth is, im already dead
and the trauma replays in my head

(TNS)
Theirs nothing left for me to say 
I gave you everything and you just fade away
(Theirs nothing left for me to say)
Broken hearts and broken hands
Losing you is something I can’t have 
Sit back move on 
Sitting here is all I have
(Sitting here is all I have)

lost in outer space w/ The North Shore, autumndropsdead, emptychest, soulfade & teddyboi

Lyrics:

you don't have a 
second to waste here
but me 
i got places to be in this hell dear
i'm not worried bout the scratching in the walls
and i'm not worried bout the creatures in the halls
but you
should be

oh oh oh

strangely
i'm placid in the ripping wind
mangling
another carcass hours dead
plating
the ribs and kidneys of ur man
daydream
is what i wish it would've been
baby
no that's not blood upon my hands 
hate me
that's alright with me i guess
staking
out my next of prey
aching
my conscious aching

-

all u rlly need is u
all u rlly need is u
all u rlly need is u
all u rlly need is u
all u rlly need is u
all u rlly need is u
all u rlly need is u
all u rlly need is u

i think that talk left things unsaid
i think my mailman is a fed
the fuck could u just read my texts
night shift got shit stuck innis head
when no one else is wanting u
when u've screwed ur point of view
when u've lost ur mentals too  
all you really need is you

ay
all u rlly need is u
ay
all u rlly need is u
ay
all u rlly need is u
all u rlly need is u
all u rlly need is u.

all you really need is you

save, me
dont you wake, me
i been shaking


i been a fuckin mess inside my head
dont you tell, that im fuckin, in distress
its a lot to take in, hope she stay for a bit
or maybe just for forever, i dont want, get rid of it

im in love, can you see it in my face, i dont wanna admit it
im getting in the hospital, im in a bed for rest
i, thought about ending it all, didn't know what to say, when she fuckin called

am i afraid, dunno what to say
shes in my head at night, and through-out the fuckin day
she means it all to me, i wish that i could stay
up inside her arms, for my life, dont wanna ever get a way

GET, FUCKIN WASTED, IM FEELIN IMPATIENT
DONT TELL ME IM FAKIN, IF IM IN LOVE Ill SAY IT
LIFE IS JUST WHAT YOU MAKE IT
DONT YOU KNOW IMA MAKE IT
GIVE ME TIME JUST TO SAY IT,
IM WRITING SONGS UP IN MY BASEMENT

You feelin stubborn today
dont know, think i just want get away
spend time, outside getting baked
dont wanna get old, what i say

you mean everything to mee
just wanna get old with you bae
spend time, just together you an me
swear ill make you fuckin happy, on a dinner date

i been a fuckin mess inside my head
dont you tell, that im fuckin, in distress
its a lot to take in, hope she stay for a bit
or maybe just for forever, i dont want, get rid of it

im in love, can you see it in my face, i don't wanna admit it
im getting in the hospital, im in a bed for rest
i, thought about ending it all, didn't know what to say, when she fuckin called
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YOKAI
-----------_------
Just me and you
Stars in your eyes but we're stuck on the moon
I swear I try but I don't know what to do
Making me cry hope I never recoup
I swear the time never moves when you're around
Ashes in the sky but we're chilling in the ground
We built these walls just to tear them down
What was once lost has now been found
I don't have it all
Don't make me recall
How could you have the gall
To leave me dead in the hall
Cold nights, winter winds 
Veins pulse beneath my wrist
Frost-bound, crystal skin
Soul drained with an icy kiss
Cold nights, winter winds 
Veins pulse beneath my wrist
Frost-bound, crystal skin
Soul drained with an icy kiss
I don't have it all
Don't make me recall
How could you have the gall
To leave me dead in the hall
Yeah it was just me and you
We had a plan we were sailing so fast
We could go so far but it was never true
Every thing we ever did was always just about you

Distressed w/ Yokai Dreams (prod. Valious)

staring at the sky ft. Dear Me & Sendflowrs (thersx)

New single “You can say” 

-Lyrics-
Got this weight 
Yeah weighing down in my chest 
We could fight 
But I’d rather lay down to rest 
I know you already 
Found your next 
So why do you 
Keep messing with my head 
Got another bottle 
Yeah I’ll take another round 
I lost count 
Of everything that I downed 
Guess I’d rather drink
Yeah I’d rather drown 
Then continue to hear you out 

You can say you can top me off
But I’m already at the bottom of this bottle aye
You can say you’re giving all you got 
then why do I feel so awful aye
You can say that we can talk
Then why are we so damn hostile aye
You can say we’re better off
Then why are my feelings bottled aye

Airplane mode baby
That’s how I leave my phone 
Can’t reach me 
I’d rather be alone 
If I wanted to be sad
Then I’d just stay at home 
If I wanted to be mad
Then I’d catch a tone 
I don’t wanna say baby that I don’t care
But when I’m hurting you’re never there 
Maybe that’s why I feel this way
Maybe that’s why maybe that’s why 

(You can say X6)
You can say you can top me off
But I’m already at the bottom of this bottle aye
You can say you’re giving all you got 
then why do I feel so awful aye
You can say that we can talk
Then why are we so damn hostile aye
You can say we’re better off
Then why are my feelings bottled aye

Prod by prod. dercept x ayoley (premium license)
Mix by yago 
Master by Kanashi

Stream on Spotify!

You can say (prod. dercept x ayoley)

when you fall, when you fall don't give it up
you know the fall is coming, sing a song of lust
runnin from, runnin from ur love that's done
and ur insensitive, its getting kina hot

say ur done, fuckin done, its not up
to the people in ur life, ur loosing trust
in all these other fuckin people make you run
runnin from, runnin from what is done

when u calling me anxitey'll rise
to the ends of all the planets in the sky
but its done, said and done, fuck it up
running from, what you said before the sun

before the suns comin up, in the night
its okay, if your never feelin right
runnin from, runnin from, fall in love
runnin from, all the shit that's said and done

but its too late, no its too late, no its too late, ey
im runnin to the gate, no I'm not loosing fate, its the one, ur the one, ur the one
its lost, in my mind
its lost, in my mind

put a gun up to the light
and if you make it, youll be alright
put a gun up to the sky
and if you shoot, it might end ur life

when u callin me anxitey'll rise
to the ends of all the planets in the sky
but its done, said and done, fuck it up
runnin from, what you said before the sun

before the suns comin up, in the night
its okay, if your never feelin right
runnin from, runnin from, fall for love
runnin from, all the shit that's said and done


*put a gun up to the light
and if you make it, you'll be alright
put a gun up to the sky
and if you shoot, it might end ur life*

Song of lust_  (prod. venus)

Follow My Twitter: https://twitter.com/DreamsYokai
Stream: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/yokaidreams/scarysounds
Produced by sorrow bringer: https://www.beatstars.com/sorrowbringer

lyrics:

wake up
only find peace in the midst of a nap
i looked in the mirror don't know who that
brush my teeth but i can't rinse black
stay up
24 hours roam a digital map
phone stay froze no friends on snap
3:15 and i'm chillin with some snacks

i gave it all i have
get.back.quick.the.sickness.spreads.in.me.
home in a body bag
suck.my.dick.no.faith.was.put.in.me.

i don't wanna die like i'm living 
walls have eyes the windows stay listening
pay no mind to voices in the chimney
they'll shut up as soon as i start recording

(fuck me up
i might just fuck me up
sky above
reflected by splattered blood
blurry life
been living a blurry life
swallowed up
punch ur gut and u spit me up)

fuck me up
i might just fuck me up
sky above
reflected by splattered blood
blurry life
been living a blurry life
swallowed up
punch ur gut and u spit me up

spit me out
i ain't like it much in the mouth
carry on 
i'm taking my heavy doubts
heavy droughts 
consistently dry me out
hurry off
have issue with scary sounds

scarysounds (sorrow bringer)

beat produced by ʎpoqou + killedmyself, found on yt
featuring ZBee, make sure to follow him, awesome guy
https://soundcloud.com/heyzbee

lyrics: 
dream tales:
wtf did i do to make u hate me
wtf did i say to make them look at me like that
and it was all a waste of time that i just can't get back
now you're leaving with your things all inside your bag
watching u leave and you're not comin back
and it really fucking hurts to know i made u sad
yeah i know that i'm worst that you could ever ask for
but now all u fucking left me is pain inside my chest

ZBee:
in my chest
all I feel is regret
honestly I’m sorry that I hurt you
and your upset
if I could I would go back 
but I know I can’t
cus I’ll hurt you in the end 
and I’ll stab you in the back
yeah lay on my chest
and listen for a heart beat 
I know you’ll hear nothing 
a monster 
I’m disgusting 
so girl don’t waste a heart beat 
I’m saying I’m not worth it 
cus if you do I know you’ll just leave like a tourist

hate me w/HeyZBee (prod. ʎpoqou & killedmyself)

decided to make an ep with the few jabari tracks i had left, this a single off it hope u enjoy
thank u to @blake-tolley-632709954 for the fire ft

lyrics

mæsk

just cleared my throat 
fuck im so high
she wanna cry 
i wanna pack she wanna talk im not that guy
she wanna leave this city just look in the sky
the stars are so bright, 
we can go there if u wanna tonight

tonight is the night ill shine the light before over
i been so lost inside my thoughts so im never sober

fuck it oh
red cups, cut bottles what im living off
got my deadboy mike hoodie on
baby im ready just tell me where we goin

and fading to my darkest highs
they take me 
to another time
u won’t mistake me for another guy
u got ur dreams and ill surpress them like i did with mine (x2)

ill fuck up our lives, tip of my toes uh
u better be ready
better be willing die uh
u dont wanna try
but that’s just the tip of the ice

killing this game but im taking my time
doin this shit while im livin my life

she dont talk about it no
shit she can keep it on the low
but i been thinking bout it tho
like y u always ask to check my phone b4 i 

isxxxc

leave u
i dont really want to but u know i cannot stay
everytime im with u my past just push me away
dont show no emotion i keep my feelings at bay
what it does yeah it hurts me, but my heart stays

and im on drugs, now the perky lead my way
and she said she wanna love me bitch no way
another demon gonna haunt me to my grave
yeah this substance gonna help me and send me to my grave

molly at the rave misbehave uh
i was born to endure 
yeah i feel it in my veins
all this shit weighing upon me
no this shit aint featherweight
i won’t really be here long if my life keep going this way

uh feel like sewerperson 
ridin on a comet 
through the fucking solar system

he gon talk on gang
we dont miss
swear his mind gon miss em

if he keep on ducking the smoke
i might go and diss him
that boy disapear ask me why
yeah i mightve did sum

takeoff/ dreams ft ISXXXC (jabarionthebeat)

toes locked :0

lyrics

never hit me up but ive been on my 
same shit
i been looking down the city in my main fit
people talk but they dont ever really say shit 
every line i craft is just more proof that i could make
(if i wanna)

yeh i got people wanna text and wanna talk now
yeh i been in the scene not long
but ive been gon wild
another day another punch another song down
im on loud
so i cant say silent any longer

stars, will u take me
got ur dust in my blood will u save me
i just dont wanna fall when im taking
all that shit that make me spacey

new scene
no trust
gotta get my name up no fucks
i gotta rest now, im a boss
nah gotta test myself, what am i on yuh

this a intro so i won’t go too hard
but know u bumping to this shit inside yo car
said u wan come see me but every night ive been on mars
i just get my bag and then i tip it all

lights down 
spaced out 
what u say baby
havent seen u been hidin in a cave lately
u only coming out co u been fucking bored lately 
u don want my life
so i might end it right here

nah fuck that roll another one
never wanna end the fun
when i get it im gon grab it and im never gon stop the run
see i rap this shit i sing this shit
its in my fucking blood bitch
i can see u yell my name 
so i dont wanna quit jus yet
 
woah jumbo mumbo
 
not bad for a start 
u might think im off
i got my toes locked on the ground yeh
im not going far

Distressed w/ Yokai Dreams (prod. Valious)

NAVYXOWER