heaven sent (+:; rxms)

It’s empty inside my heart 
I’ve got Nothing to give I feel so torn apart 
300 miles away from you, it’s too far 
Wish up on a star 
to heal up all of my scars 
I had to go 
I feel so emotionally unavailable 
you’d never know 
cause I’ll always stay so unstable 
I feel so emotionally unavailable 

so lonely it’s inescapable 
I know that you’re so irreplaceable 
your love was gravitational 
my damage unforgettable 
every time I lied 
you became more observational 

Now I sit in silence 
fuck all of the violence 
sick of all this fighting 
broke my heart I’m crying 
I just need some guidance 
Cant you see I’m trying 
to change my ways, your highness 
I present you with this diamond 

Remember 
every winter comes with this weather 
The same breeze that we felt in December 
reminds me of all the times 
I drove for miles just to see your face 
I wish that I could do this right but it’s too late 
left alone with scars on my heart 
you didn’t want to move far 
and now I’m broken so I try to live through my art

emotionally unavailable (prod. Afterlife x Xxajii)

im sorry for all the things i've said
you just fuck around with my head
so now i rot laying in my bed
forget all of the things i wanna change

and all the shit i do it makes me numb
it also makes me look so fucking dumb

im sorry for all the things i've said
you just fuck around with my head
so now i rot laying in my bed
forget all of the things i wanna change

now i'm crying laying in my bed
stuck with memories i can't forget

im sorry for all the things i've said
you just fuck around with my head
so now i rot laying in my bed
forget all of the things i wanna change

im really sorry for the blood you bled
and the tears that you had to shed

sorry for the mess i left
i am just a mess myself

lately i dont feel the best
dont know what's wrong with my head
all these people leave me feeling dead
honestly i don't understand

rot w/ thearchived (Wraith Nîr)

Lyrics: 

I dont understand why this is so hard to do
I want to let go but i cant let go 

You grabbed an unloaded gun 
Put it up between my eyes and 
You can say anything and everything
Youve been wanting to say to me 

Its too late to save this 
Its too late to save this 

My life is always decieving
My heart keeps on bleeding
It hurts to see that 
You are just leaving

ooohhhh x2

Its time to do the hardest thing
That i never thought i could do 
Its getting out of hand 
That its getting to me 

You grabbed an unloaded gun 
Put it up between my eyes and 
You can say anything and everything
Youve been wanting to say to me 

Its too late to save this 
Its too late to save this 

My life is always decieving
My heart keeps on bleeding
It hurts to see that 
You are  just leaving

My life is always decieving
My heart keeps on bleeding
It hurts to see that 
You are  just leaving

LET GO

collins: https://www.youtube.com/c/CollinsBeats

it's the obsession, i'm losing my head
and you should know that i'm trying my best
i'm not dependent, i was in the past
i clearly see that i shouldn't have latched

now i'm just wasting time until i'm dead
some stuff i think about it's pretty bad
fell in a hole and i won't make it back
fell in that hole and i won't make it back

that could just be my last night
i think that i won't survive
i'm out of time and i don't feel alive
i still believe in your lies and i'm still wanting to die

so right now i'm cutting all of my ties
ask me how i am, i'll say that i'm fine
every thought of you just gets me to cry
i'm having visions of you being mine

if not tonight, maybe i just suicide
maybe i just end my life
in my hand i got my knife
hope when i slit my wrist i'll feel alive

drippin the blood on the floor in a line
i am disgusting, i hate that i'm right
twice in one night i tried suicide
but sadly it had to fail everytime

i know that i cannot win,
sink to the bottom of the ocean i'm in
bad at emotions and they're wearing thin
it's okay, you can treat me like a bin

when i wake up i just feel like i'm shit
picture of us, still have them on my sim
i am creative, cut art in my skin
i am the problem, i let no one in

with this i'm calling for help
cause soon i will end it myself
already failing my health
i'm already living in hell
can't break the shell
i feel like i'm trapped in a cell
why do you think that i'm well?
devil where you at i got something to sell

if not tonight...

if not tonight... (collins)

alr (prod. synergy)

lyrics:

i feel the weight
on top of my chest
im laughing at the ceiling
soon i'll get to rest
im better off dead
ima waste of a human
talk loudly
i can't hear you
im bound by things
that im scared to
face
no i'll never get away
i hate 

im slowly
slowly
losing time
im so damn sorry
that im sick of life
and please dont ask me
if im alright
i got nothing left
to sacrifice

i think im really too insecure
gonna push you all away
so i dont make it any harder
you'll do fine anyway
and i know that to be true
we all wanna be special
but im afraid that im mental
and i'll lose it all
i watched both of you scream
and fight it out
and now you both expect me
to figure it out

things in my chest

things in my chest.

save, me
dont you wake, me
i been shaking


i been a fuckin mess inside my head
dont you tell, that im fuckin, in distress
its a lot to take in, hope she stay for a bit
or maybe just for forever, i dont want, get rid of it

im in love, can you see it in my face, i dont wanna admit it
im getting in the hospital, im in a bed for rest
i, thought about ending it all, didn't know what to say, when she fuckin called

am i afraid, dunno what to say
shes in my head at night, and through-out the fuckin day
she means it all to me, i wish that i could stay
up inside her arms, for my life, dont wanna ever get a way

GET, FUCKIN WASTED, IM FEELIN IMPATIENT
DONT TELL ME IM FAKIN, IF IM IN LOVE Ill SAY IT
LIFE IS JUST WHAT YOU MAKE IT
DONT YOU KNOW IMA MAKE IT
GIVE ME TIME JUST TO SAY IT,
IM WRITING SONGS UP IN MY BASEMENT

You feelin stubborn today
dont know, think i just want get away
spend time, outside getting baked
dont wanna get old, what i say

you mean everything to mee
just wanna get old with you bae
spend time, just together you an me
swear ill make you fuckin happy, on a dinner date

i been a fuckin mess inside my head
dont you tell, that im fuckin, in distress
its a lot to take in, hope she stay for a bit
or maybe just for forever, i dont want, get rid of it

im in love, can you see it in my face, i don't wanna admit it
im getting in the hospital, im in a bed for rest
i, thought about ending it all, didn't know what to say, when she fuckin called
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YOKAI
-----------_------
Just me and you
Stars in your eyes but we're stuck on the moon
I swear I try but I don't know what to do
Making me cry hope I never recoup
I swear the time never moves when you're around
Ashes in the sky but we're chilling in the ground
We built these walls just to tear them down
What was once lost has now been found
I don't have it all
Don't make me recall
How could you have the gall
To leave me dead in the hall
Cold nights, winter winds 
Veins pulse beneath my wrist
Frost-bound, crystal skin
Soul drained with an icy kiss
Cold nights, winter winds 
Veins pulse beneath my wrist
Frost-bound, crystal skin
Soul drained with an icy kiss
I don't have it all
Don't make me recall
How could you have the gall
To leave me dead in the hall
Yeah it was just me and you
We had a plan we were sailing so fast
We could go so far but it was never true
Every thing we ever did was always just about you

Distressed w/ Yokai Dreams (prod. Valious)

i been doing what you want
but we been trapped here in the dark
the snow was falling pretty hard
don't know if gon make it far

were at the cottage in the fall
and now we stuck cause winters harsh
i hope it dont make us depart
cause i cant see us through the fog

get out my face
you just been stressing me right to the base
unloading the gun till you just run away
the wild life's harsh, dont you die here toady

the storm has been raging, dont know how to take
my minds out of focus and deaths on the way
its makin me fear what is just in my brain
my life is a storm like the weather today

hol on pause, lets just take a break
and just realize what weve become today
this world is a mess but were stuck till our fate
we all know its coming, but some how stay sane

its all over, all up in my mind
i cant see cause im blind 


i been doing what you want
but we been trapped here in the dark
the snow was falling pretty hard
don't know if gon make it far

were at the cottage in the fall
and now we stuck cause winters harsh
i hope it dont make us depart
cause i cant see us through the fog

Cottage fog (prod. nvki)

Altitude (Alt v2)

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Lyrics
I took my time put the blade to my eye
I tried to cry, I’m ruining my mind
Tried to speak there’s no words coming out
My blade’s no longer dry
Wet tonight baby take my last breath
Take my last breath

Cut me open and take my life
I tried but you won't let me die
My soul is leaving my bones soon
The path of mer immortals doomed

Take me away, take me away
Suffering is long overdue to outer space
Long overgrown, leave me alone 
Unless you have a way out

Cut me open and take my life
I tried but you won't let me die
My soul is leaving my bones soon
The path of mer immortals doomed

Distressed w/ Yokai Dreams (prod. Valious)

NAVYXOWER