nah fr tho im shittin myself to dis song what da hell

(intro)

i know it’s hard
when your life just falls apart
i know it’s hard
when your body’s covered in scars

(chorus)

i know it’s hard
when your life just falls apart
i know it’s hard
when your body’s covered in scars

and theres nothing you can do except stare at the ceiling 
and wonder if your life has lost any meaning 
nothing but a disgrace from the very start
but would you be surprised if i was hanging in the dark

(bridge)

it has been centuries since i gazed into your eyes
you were perfection and i miss you in my life

(verse)

there should be nothing to hide
but you still keep feeding me lies
into my head
do you want me to end up dead?
every night i’m staring at the lead 
at the end of my bed
one bullet is all it should take
to put me inside my grave

(chorus)

i know it’s hard
when your life just falls apart
i know it’s hard
when your body’s covered in scars

and theres nothing you can do except stare at the ceiling 
and wonder if your life has lost any meaning

(outro)

i know it’s hard

(it has been centuries since i gazed into your eyes)
(you were perfection and i miss you in my life)

one shot from the grave (sorrow bringer)

its late at night
and im drunk again
got a blurry sight
while im losing friends
imma die alone 
im bleeding on the pavement
doing drugs cus i lost hope
i'll never be her favorite 

yea i know
im never enough
thats why im always on drugs
but i like it like that 
and i know
that i should give a fuck
but i dont
nah i dont

@caspywaspy
i should give a fuck 
everytime that im stoned
everytime that im high
everytime that i'm broke
but i can't let go
of this pain that i hold
so i'll keep on digging
this big ass hole 
cause my walls caved in
and my floor it broke 
i need sum help
but i keep it on the low 
will i ever 
be better
well i don't know
will i last forever
shit i hope so 

just break what's left of me~
i beg u please just leave~
i don't want you to see 
the way i made myself bleed

i know w/casperrr (morin x splashgvng)

Mixed/Mastered By Me https://soundcloud.com/sadboykana & https://soundcloud.com/auby4rc
-
Produced By https://soundcloud.com/lindenblossom & https://soundcloud.com/nevrfall
-
[Lyrics]

(kana)
Why do i keep trying?
Questioning my life now
God i feel so tired
Always being let down
And you were just a liar
Girl you got me fucked up
Walking down the wire
You're wastin my time love
Quit textin my phone up
I swear that i'm so done
I swear i'm not in love
Left me feelin so numb
Pictures on my walls i
Burnt it all to ashes
Made sure that i left them
How you left me
I'm damaged

(akiradoves)
i feel so dead when i'm holding my hand 
the tears on your chest babe i don't understand 
tell me why you lie tell me why you're cold 
and i don't wanna wait anymore
so tell me why you're gone
somewhere around my heart hurts
sometimes i feel useful 
but most the times i feel like i am nothing

(auby)
you make me forget the things that i said
i don't wanna hurt you but you make me upset
i need to focus on myself instead
don't know if you want this
it's all in my head

suffering w/ kana & auby (linden & nevrfall)

@emptychest
@navyxower
@not-a-fucking-hero
@yung-shadow1
@soulfadexo

(Ally Holloway)
I'm condemned for crossfire
but he's got no proof
he's got no proof
x2

and I'm tryna learn
is that to bad?
changing my name, what does that do for me?
sex aint the same if you're doing it for me.
the child was sad but now I look for her
for her >:(
so she dont gotta hurt more
worry more
when the storm rolls in, hit the storm door
hit the storm door
its really hard to love
life for what it is and all the worst.

(hero.)
could things go accordingly
for once beat my anxieties
i'd like to live comfortably
she said leave it all to me n i could do the rest
i beat common knowledge to a pulp so save ur breath
she said 
"its something u could never get"
oh no really i can guess
don't be condescending or i'll gut u like ur friend 

timeless gang
baby say my name
watch the rain
in my face 

(NAVXOWER)

(Crizzy White)
Open your eyes
What do you see
Broken dreams
Haunting screams
Yeah they live inside of me
Mixing this shit like an alchemist
Sorry to say but I really ain't proud of this
I did my best to be put in the back of it
I've had that shit in my head and it's battering
Really ain't scared of my death no more
I'm just getting used to drinking
Falling on the floor
I'm with Timeless they gon pick me up
But I been craving more
Hear the raven in my ear
It's says I'm dying nevermore

(soulfade)

Open Your Eyes w/ emptychest, hero, NAVYXOWER, Crizzy White & soulfade [+ christ]

i think it’s time, i
finally stay the night 
and you can look your best
it doesn’t matter 
anything to me
i can’t do anything right 
i’ll zip up my lips cus
i don’t wanna lie to you 

so i’ll try, try 
until i cave in
in my sleep 
see familiar faces 
heart gone blue 
need ventilation 
all my bones shake with anticipation 
and you try but you cannot erase it 
time well spent, i be fillin these pages 
with pretty words that i thought would get her
i’m not the same as i was in december

my dreams are trying to kill me (bennykaay)

@safeatlast

ive never met someone quite like u 
im still tryna find out why u popped up out of nowhere
but god i cant complain cus ur my somewhere
to go when the storm hits
yeah, ive been dealing with some shit for almost four years
i think im a little bit more grown up now tho
and i finally know what i truly need
i need a pretty fucking girl to hold me in her arms, right now,
someone specifically.
(grace)
i dont know much
but i know you mean every word you say
yeah, this shit happened fast, you're damn right
(damn right)
but what am i suppose to say when i feel alive?
(feel alive)
do you feel the vibe?
i dont wanna rush this, but i wanna thrive
my lifes a cycle and youre there to reset me
youre the first thing thats never really left me
you were there, i was there, and it felt right
if you were dying, i would stay up with you all night
cause i love you

grace

follow jolst

grace (jolst x homesick)

【﻿ｉｆ　ｔｈｅ　ｔｒｕｔｈ　ｗｏｎ＇ｔ　ｓｅｌｌ，　ｋｅｅｐ　ｏｎ　ｂａｒｇａｉｎｉｎｇ．】

thank you so much for listening.

cover art done by @tssukki3 & me
prod. farber x @jang0x
(additional piano implemented by me)

another day wasted, sitting in my room
i sleep through the dread
i skip through the news
i bet when i wake that nothing is new..
but i can dream, oh can't i?
what's wrong with the sky
it left me behind
now i don't go outside
why won't you ever ask why
the day is faster than the night
(let me go, the night, let me die)

i cannot leave when the ground has been holding me
weep and repeat, cause the cycle has grown on me
you'll brush it off, "oh he's spittin some poetry"
but really i'm trying my best so you'll notice me
i ain't been up on my luck in a minute
it must be my fault that my health has diminished
but i'll fight my way through this shit to the finish
cause i'm all i got, and it's all i was given
i wish they saw what i see on the daily
but i no longer desire a saving
i've learnt a lot, but i still fuck it over (i always fuck it up)
birds feeding out of my chest while i smolder

i watch them fly away
my intestines in their veins
i'm in an empty space
in a stagnant state

this moment's passing me by
but just whose fault is it this time?
with wings made of sludge
blue is more than just the color it's made out to be
what chilled lips to cave into the temptation of frost
if the truth won't sell, keep on bargaining.
having the upper-hand doesn't determine how many fingers it's broken
but you can assume a lot, right?..
RIGHT?
-
another day wasted, sitting in my room
i sleep through the dread
i skip through the news
i bet when i wake that nothing is new..
but i can dream, oh can't i?
what's wrong with the sky
it left me behind
now i don't go outside
why won't you ever ask why
the day is faster than the night
(let me go, the night, let me die)

with wings to fly [prod. farber x jang0]

[lyrics:]

-----txnshi-----
where did u go?
its been so damn long
since u showed up here
u jus disappeared

it was stupid to believe that ur coming back
u jus killed me through a screen, caused a heart attack
blood is covering the leaves on the forest tracks
what a horrible disease that i want u back

-----ibleedicare-----
That I want you back
Yes, I can see your whole disguise through the cracks.
You're on my mind, love makes me blind
You're on my mind, and it's happiness I can't find.

Bury me now bitch,
I can see all the lies I've ditched
Under your spell, you're like a witch
Skipping the end like a video game
Fuck every day I still feel the same
How could I forget your name
Bitch, You're so heartless
Now my mind i s a mess

-----txnshi-----
since u fucked me up i turned so fucking cold
fucking froze my blood, i turn rain into snow
im on all these drugs, i cant be on my own
jus a suicidal fuck, im a goddamn joke

walking home alone i see ur face everywhere i go
once im home i hope i finally jus slit my throat
its so lonely without u in my life
call the homies to tell them that i died

-----ibleedicare-----
Tell them that i died
You'll never realize how much I cried
I thought I saw my future in your eyes
But  I know your love was one of those fucking lies

slit my throat w/ibleedicare (cloutedd.)

Third song off the album.
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Main Artist: lil XipZ
Featured Artist: @seejayxo
Produced by: lil XipZ
Mixed by: lil XipZ x seejayxo
Mastered by: lil XipZ
Cover Art by: lil XipZ
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LYRICS:

[Chorus: lil XipZ]
i been feelin dead, no lie
smoke hella bud to escape my mind
loud in the air, but i still hear her voice
escape to woods, with her ghost ill rejoice

follow her past the trees where we first met
out of the valley i can see clear again
i tried to grab her hand right before she left
but she disappeared to the woods again

[Verse: @seejayxo]
yea you stay disapearing
fuck my life i hope she steal it
i got bottles filled with feelings
i got drugs like i be dealing

money it comes and goes
just like a lot of these hoes
im makin plays like a quarterback
LA next week and then Florida stat
i cannot fuck with the fakes bitch
i got a lot i could say shit
but i keep my head down
just like your bitch in my bed now

im with the gang on the east side
we just been smoking that tree high
i keep a hand on my gat
fuck u thought bitch all strapped
why is they talking about me
like boy u is following me
you look like a clown to me
you look like a clown to me

[Chorus: lil XipZ]
i been feelin dead, no lie
smoke hella bud to escape my mind
loud in the air, but i still hear her voice
escape to woods, with her ghost ill rejoice

follow her past the trees where we first met
out of the valley i can see clear again
i tried to grab her hand right before she left
but she disappeared to the woods again

Where We First Met (ft. seejayxo)

You Said To Call me_ (prod. caves)

lyrics~

Ring your line knowing damn well you’re not picking up when im calling 
feel myself grow attached to you, tryna stay up but im falling
i just cant fucking wait for the days i see your face in the morning
wrap my arms round your waist, im still in awe you’re
heaven fallen.

Can you believe it all happened so fast?
Few months back still stuck in the past
now im just eager tryn’ find out whats next
vivid dreams of me kissing your neck
uh
I dont wanna fall back
in love with our story
i dont wanna revert to,
What it was before that

Oh If you could see me..

If i told you my secret..

Would that stop you from leaving..

Or would you still go
far away from this place in the snow
Stuck in mud i cant move anymore
Say you fucked up
So am i
Oh noo

I just wanna be the best for you 
Dont know if im up to the task
i was a drug addict, it surely wont be that long till i relapse
Can you handle it ?
Cos if you can, lemme know fast
I just want that guarantee that you’ll be there for me when i crash

Ring your line knowing damn well you’re not picking up when im calling 
feel myself grow attached to you, tryna stay up but im falling
i just cant fucking wait for the days i see your face in the morning
wrap my arms round your waist, im still in awe your heaven fallen.

Can you believe it all happened so fast?
Few months back still stuck in the past
now im just eager tryn’ find out whats next
vivid dreams of me kissing your neck
uh
I dont wanna fall back
in love with our story
i dont wanna revert to,
What it was before that

You Said To Call me_ (prod. caves)

NAVYXOWER

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