Tracklist:

IAMNOBODI – Morning Meditation
stuckinwaveforms – ID
stuckinwaveforms – little island
stuckinwaveforms – never wanted (feat. Janahee)
Soichi Terada & Manabu Nagayama - Low Tension (Alternative Version)
Galcher Lustwerk – Come Over
Atjazz – Heavy Weather
Gerwin - Serene
Penthouse Penthouse – When It Rains (W/ Stwo)
Minista & Yemi – Go Deep
Marvel Alexander – Why My Ol’ Lady Gotta Be A Thot (PP Remix)
4THSEX – Last RN’B
Machinedrum – DEJAVU (feat. rei brown)
Gemi – Patiently
scruz – sprinter dub
Nikki Nair & Thys – Sell Your Soul 
Grems – DJAY (w/ 123Mrk & Xneuve)
LUZ1E - Ridin

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Slow Process w/ Ufaze - Subtle Radio - 06/02/2024

Narrator: 
The following is an excerpt from our interview with Jennifer Bartlett's daughter, acclaimed author, Alice Carrière. We began with the question of when she first understood what it was for her mother to be an artist. 

 Alice Carrière: 
The ideas of mom and artist were always inextricably related. There was no moment where I could ever differentiate between the two. The way that she metabolized the world and her experiences was through her work. So I mean, part of the lore of my family is her unwavering knowledge that she would be an artist. When she was five years old, she stood on the shore, gazed out at the ocean, and declared to the expanse that she would be a famous artist. And, she made it look so effortless and she achieved so much with such humor and such glamor and such devotion to the work. She had an extraordinary ability to see the potential in a space. She could look at a dark, dingy, ramshackle, poorly designed space, and she could transform it and see beyond in a way that permeated not only her work, but how she transformed living into a work of art. 

And I can totally picture her arriving in this villa in Nice with these quixotic fantasies of, I'm in France and I'm going to do my art. And then she's confronted with this empty dry pool, and she's like, I'm going to obsessively render this over and over and over again. To me, it's almost x-Ray vision in constructing these rules for herself and her work. I feel like she's creating an entire cosmos where only she knows the rules. So she knows things at an atomic level and a celestial level almost, where she's looking at this pool and she's telling us simultaneously, I can see the nuclei bopping around. I can also elaborate the entire galaxy that this moment is that this image is. So, I think it goes beyond a photographic or a cinematic aesthetic. To me, it's like an X-ray. I dunno. It's like a magic trick.

Alice Carrière: Bartlett as an Artist and Mother

Go Tell It On The Mountain (arr. Jan Sanborn) Performed Live By Devin Starr

Go Tell It On The Mountain (arr. Jan Sanborn) Performed By Devin Starr

Beatific

Anthemic emotive melodic techno track with rolling baselines, stabby synth plucks, catchy vocals, and atmospheric ambiance.

Take Me So High

Veiled In Shadow

Darling, oh

In my heart, I see the signs.
Your love's not true to mine.
Within my soul, I can feel,
Things don't feel as they used to be

If I could only turn back time
Though it seems beyond my reach,
I yearn for it so fiercely, babe,
Don't play games with my heart

(Stop these games with my heart) With my soul,
(Before we're ripped apart) My pain,
Don't play games with my heart,
How could I NOT see it coming?
(Babe you gotta stop) In my heart,
(You're splitting me apart) My heart, my mind,
Don't play games with my heart

How could I NOT see it coming?
(Babe you gotta stop) In my heart,
(You're splitting me apart) My heart, my mind,
Don't play games with my heart

If I could only turn back time
Though it seems beyond my reach,
I yearn for it so fiercely, babe,
Don't play games with my heart

(Stop these games with my heart) With my soul,
(Before we're ripped apart) My pain,
Don't play games with my heart,
How could I NOT see it coming?
(Babe you gotta stop) In my heart,
(You're splitting me apart) My heart, my mind,
Don't play games with my heart

The way I live
I do it for you babe
All that I do
What's there not to see?

If I could only turn back time
Though it seems beyond my reach,
I yearn for it so fiercely, babe,
Don't play games with my heart

(Stop these games with my heart) With my soul,
(Before we're ripped apart) My pain,
Don't play games with my heart,
How could I NOT see it coming?
(Babe you gotta stop) In my heart,
(You're splitting me apart) My heart, my mind,
Don't play games with my heart

Don't play games with my heart

Stop the games
Na, na, na, na, na, na
If I could only turn back time
Though it seems beyond my reach,
I yearn for it so fiercely, babe,
Don't play games with my heart

Stop these games with my heart) With my soul,
(Before we're ripped apart) My pain,
Don't play games with my heart,
How could I NOT see it coming?
(Babe you gotta stop) In my heart,
(You're splitting me apart) My heart, my mind,
Don't play games with my heart

Don't Play

Lyrics: 

Hey babe..
the fuck's going on?


Hey, babe
I'm riding high,
Feelin' much better today.
It's not the booze,
And it's not the drugs,
I'm just feeling like I fly


Hey, babe
I'm riding high,
Feelin' much better today.
It's not the booze,
And it's not the drugs,
I'm just feeling like I fly
ah-ah-ah

I've been knocked out, in the front seat,
Lost in the noise for weeks.
Hunting for that fix I need,
Too fucking drained to speak.

And there are those times,
I'm so wired, I can't relax,
And I feel like I could take the leap,
So high, I can't even sleep.

Lost in the noise for weeks
Hunting for that fix I need,

Because hey babe,
I'm riding high,
Feelin' much better today.
It's not the booze,
And it's not the drugs,
I'm just feeling like I fly
ah-ah-ah

Hahaha!

Some people won't get it,
There are those times,
I'm too fucking drained to sleep
But it has been like a week
And I just can't even bathe... shit!

Because hey babe,
I'm riding high,
Feelin' much better today.
It's not the booze,
And it's not the drugs,
I'm just feeling like I fly

Lost in the noise for weeks
Hunting for that fix I need,

Hey, babe
I'm riding high,
Feelin' much better today.
It's not the booze,
And it's not the the drugs,
I'm just feeling like I fly
ah-ah-ah

Not The Booze Or The Drugs

Lyrics:

come with....

love...

don't leave...

do you believe...?

I do it well
Won't stay silent again
What's wrong with losing your mind? (Well..just a little....)


It does no harm
I'm in your hands, I don't want to leave
Squeeze me, and you will feel me

[Pre-Chorus]
Take me to the end
If you want, lift me up
But don't leave me without your love
Without a doubt, I will tell you
Show me another place

fuck yeah

I'm going to you
If you leave, nothing remains
Words are plenty and unnecessary, I'm going...

And I am so addicted  to your warmth
So If you leave, nothing remains
I'm going to you

Take me (The moon is a witness to my sickness
and it is becomes difficult to explain to you) 
to another place (I'm going to you)
If you want, lift me up
But don't leave me without your love
Without a doubt, I will tell you
Show me another place

I'm going to you
If you leave, nothing remains
Words are plenty and unnecessary, I'm going...

[Chorus]
And I am so addicted  to your warmth
So If you leave, nothing remains
I'm going to you
I'm going to you
I'm going to you...

And I am so addicted  to your warmth
So If you leave, nothing remains
I'm going to you...

Nothing Remains

~northern lights~

I am the light
rise from the ashes
at least i tried
for once in my life
I’m under the twilight sky
oh we watch the northern lights
under a silhouette of the sky

oh we watch the northern lights
~at least i tried
the demons inside
they won’t let me be


I won't let the darkness take you back
I won't surrender
I will break free
they take me home 
I'm in the gloaming
in my glitchy dreams
the shadows cry
I won't let the darkness take you back


phantom feelings drifting in my mind
I’ll be the one to bring you
tangled in rope gasping for air
a nightmare so real, a burden i can't bear
the demons inside
they wont let me be
a nightmare so real, a burden I can’t bear
I won't surrender 
I will break free


oh we watch the northern lights
(i'll be the one to)
bring you to hell and back
I am the fire
I am the light
rise from the ashes


the demons inside
we watch the northern lights
in my glitchy dreams
the demons inside
I am the fire 
I am the light
I've been searching for this love my whole life
the demons inside
I won't give up
I won't back down

I'll be the one to bring you to hell and back
a nightmare so real
at least i tried

x .Northern Lights. x ( prod. sorrow bringer )

Welcome to Wonderland 
A new track by myself and Lucy Leigh
Music produced, mixed, and mastered by me!
Hit play and drift away.

Not The Booze Or The Drugs

Neosylk

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