red roses & heart attacks w/ sendflowrs

w/ @fleshgolem

first single off of the ep, 
happy bday fleshy

lyrics

[mæsk]
im worn, im worn
been wearing and my skin is all torn
but i feel alive, when in eye of a storm
i tip my hat off to those that can move on

she said lets go
well ur just going home
ima be drifting slow

she paddles out to sea to see i see her halo
i cant allow it, need to escape 
ill fuck u up, 
please just go back to where u came

depression i just battle it
im sinking on this battle ship 
steer till i cant battle shit
this is my own settlement
until im old, thats if im old

im holding on to rafts with no sign of a life boat
i know on this 1 i wont have time to grow

she sent a signal to me that i wasn’t alone
now urs to take 
all my flesh, yeah my skin and my bone

im outta time in this world im outta time 
and its just me by myself on this grind
and its time to let the pen down
write my final words coz im just out of time

[flesh]
so why is there still time to waste?
i'm still disoriented from the time the tidal wave came thru
cause i've been washed up, cleansed all the way thru
and i'll be damned if i'll be drowning cause of you
it's a process, that's what i tell myself 
inside my head its saw traps, i run with reason 
but i always tend to talk back, it's changing seasons
nearly autumn guess i'll fall apart in my room

i said let's go but i'm just going home
i wish that you'd come too, lay my fantasies out on the table
high seas, pulling me away
i went too far the tide is tryna steal my shame
i try to battle it, i swim but i'm just paddling
there's water in my lungs and i don't think i can handle it
i'll tip my boat, that i'll do
before i ever admit defeat to what i knew
before the life before me ever became true

signal w/ flesh golem (flesh x sunshowers)

BATCLIQUE
prod. drma + ayoley + miroow
https://linktr.ee/scareseezenz

we are fine, but we're not

mix: kenny

https://genius.com/Sadgods-endofthewrld-lyrics

Spotify

ENDOFTHEWRLD (feat. kenny & Pretty Havoc.)

buddiez (prod. eric godlow)

moethekidd - falling (lxst boy remix)

Guess we all gotta learn somehow 
Time can stop, but it never slows down 
Oh, I need to learn to grow inside 

I learned as a naïve child 
the world is cruel, but it still grows flowers 
Oh, I needed to grow inside

And I know, I know, I know
I'm not there yet, I still have so much to learn 
and so much time left 

I'll fall and slip and lose my grip 
I'll break my heart to pieces 
it's hard for me to swallow 
I'm not who I wanted years ago 
I'm way ahead and still far behind 
I'm not where I want to be, but I'll get there soon
I promise you

I know if I hold on longer
everything might get much harder, but I need to know what it's like to be okay 
For more than a minute,
Not covered in mistakes,
Not drowning in silence,
Reliving all the pain,
Stop feeling so selfish,
For setting boundaries that I need 

I know, I know, I know, I'm not there yet 
I still have so much to learn and so much time left 

I know, I know, I'm not there yet

I'll fall and slip and lose my grip 
I'll break my heart to pieces 
It's hard for me to swallow 
I'm not who I wanted years ago 
I'm way ahead and still far behind 
I'm not where I want to be, but I'll get there soon
I promise you

Take a deep breath in
Close your eyes 
Dear younger me, you'll be alright
Dear older me, tell me if I'm right (Am I alright)

I'll fall and slip and lose my grip 
I'll break my heart to pieces 
It's hard for me to swallow 
I'm not who I wanted years ago 
I'm way ahead and still far behind 
I'm not where I want to be, but I'll get there soon
I promise you

I Promise You (Prod. Matthew May)

Shout out SEVENTY for the insane feature on this. Bro smashed it!

Oh My God feat. SEVENTY (prod. NextLane)

Lyrics🎱

she cut me off, and said to sit
ain't no time to be in no rush 
We got shit to talk about
If there's gone be an "us"
love can feel so empty 
With the sex, money, drugs

still I hope you miss me
while I'm drug through the mud
Sitting asking Siri
how the fuck to find love
reliant on this henny
but I say it's all in fun
I don't even want your pity
I just wanna be done

grown man
20 years down
still I talk soft-spoken
romance
Stuck inside thoughts
but I won't own them

And alcohol ain't fixing me
I tend to digress
I've tried a little bit of everything 
with little progress
I'll love myself eventually
I'm sorry for the death
Thoughts, stuck so far inside of me
I'm sorry I'm a mess

I let the stress become a part of me
I'm tryna let it end
take me back to where we started
need that feeling once again
I miss you on my body
You my nami
Regimen, this more than just a hobby
it's a part until the end

Passed out on a park bench
hard times, losing friendships
good times, but they end quick 
Long nights, in my feelings
a strong tide, when the wind hit
red eyes, from the bic flip
so high, won't admit it 
I feel my heart while the time tick (away)

while the time tick (malloy)

lyrics:
[hook]
wake up, thinkin bout the day
woke up, thinkin bout the same things, okay
make another track, and i play it for the mans
hit another bag, and i count up all the bands

[verse 1]
just kidding
not about the first part, but the bag thinning
like a damn hairline, bron still winning
chair creaks, wake up errybody in the building
ya ya

im the lofi god
on the oldschool, nobody touched me dawg
melodic too, i just brag a lot 

but i make it sound prettyyyyy
and, uh
make u mad jellyyy
ya, uh

only 1998 but i feel like i been comin since the early 90's days 
every dragon that ever came up to me got slayed

beyblades spin and the tops  do too 
told u this is not a dream, this is my muse
turning into something that i need to fuse
and i got a plan, hope you not confused

write stanzas, look like constanza
but i still stand up, to all these other rappers
i was in the backend
i was in the background
now im in the foreground
middle fingers up, ouch
fuck yall, nv till i die, all i rep, now
all the best shit
all i know is swainey do it better every second
lemme get this

[hook]
wake up, thinkin bout the day
woke up, thinkin bout the same things, okay
make another track, and i play it for the mans
hit another bag, and i count up all the bands
(x3)

[verse 2]
from the cold but my soul seems west coast
got a weight on my shoulders that wont let go
so i breathe slow
and try to take it all in
and i write masterpieces, just to piece it all in

idk if im fit for this
i just dipped my toe and then it pulled me in

aint a turn back
just forks in roads
and the pavement cracked
and thats that

[hook]
wake up, thinkin bout the day
woke up, thinkin bout the same things, okay
make another track, and i play it for the mans
hit another bag, and i count up all the bands
(x2)

WAKE UP (prod. MOODS)

mmm alright i guess ill just get over it,,

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red roses & heart attacks w/ sendflowrs

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