this is not the way out
this is not the way out no
love is not what you felt
i was just what you lack oh
you were plotting my downfall
you would question my innocence
yeah we were all the way fucked
we were all the way fucked ya

this is not the way out
i been feeling like shit now
running in circles again
feel like I should jus quit now

how could you do this
got me feeling useless
should’ve never got attached
wish that I could take it back

you weren’t the one
ya it was jus fake love
knew you were leading me on
now its all gone
left all that shit in the background
swallow a pill and I black out
walk in the store and I cash out
ya im chasing the bands now
ya im chasing bands now

wouldn’t know so why do you act like you do?
couldn’t control so you’re tearing me through again 
like right when we’re on the mend
this is a joke 
been losing hope
not holding on think I’m letting go
cutting me deep what I have to do
was playing for keeps you gave up so soon

way out ft. steadysuffer & david entendu (prod. nxcturnal)

produced by @ghosthandsmusic

lyrics:
I feel fucked since the day you left me
Still reminisce inside
But I can't get over the feelings
Of anything
But what I felt like hit my life
And I'm so sorry that I'm taking this personal
Held on for so long
This grudge and I don't know why
Inside I still feel it belongs

Can I get 5 more minutes
The time goes
I don't get it
Why can't we hold
This moment before you go

I'm tired of this shit
Can we just turn it over
Back to before all this
Can't change the present or more
Set aside how I feel
Seems all impossible but
I'll try my best to pick up from takin it slower
Wait give me a sec
I just need to rewire my mind I
Can't change the way right this side
Feels like I'm not in control
Its the back of my thoughts grabbing hold
I know now its a sign
Forgiveness can change this course
Trynna find it in my soul
Cause I need it more

I know I feel like you just left me
My heart achin
My open chest empty
So please can i

Can I get 5 more minutes
The time goes
I don't get it
Why can't we hold
This moment before you go

leftquiet:
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twitter.com/left_quiet

don't go..

[emptychest]
cold green eyes
yeh
yeh
pop out
i said pop out
FTP when this shit goes to rot down
yeh
yeh
hot now 
im on now
aint nothin i aint seen but my god now
fell in love but im right back at home now
scared to call, wont survive if i dont now

cold green eyes
hypnotize her soul
whats outside..?
they let them know

[LOVENude]
ok like top me now
your in my fucking town
i do not want to talk to you baby i need u now 
youve been so lost inside my head i really get it now
i had to sought around i drive away to crash it out

and i take drugs baby
and i just like to numb the pain because im so crazy
and i do not just like to talk to you so crazy
you are just like a stranger 
get in danger
i just need to the pain im movin thru 

pain in my sanity it never goes away 
im lost lost ion like to talk im movin to another day
she been in my head she like a stranger not another day
illucidated ive been so damn crazy need a fucking place to stay

but im so upset
i cannot loose you
and i dont want to walk alone

so baby hold my hand
were almost there
i keep on talking to you your a stanger in advanced
we hop inside the ride and ride away so we can dance
i wanna find a place with u and
die slowy with you

but i dont know what to do
ive been gone i found the truth 
shes fucking with another guy oh man what a suprise

scared2call +LOVENude [p. lxst ghxul]

<3
released via: https://soundcloud.com/universalchill

featured artist: https://soundcloud.com/hiraethsry

socials:
https://www.instagram.com/deadfishig/

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lyrics:

There is something that’s inside of me
Screaming at me, tryna go to sleep
Dancing demons under eyelids
Can’t be rational when I’ve been

Awake for a couple of days
You don’t understand my struggles
Don’t pretend that you’re me
You’ve been buying a new necklace
When there’s a noose on my neck
Writing down all of my problems
Like they will go away

There is lots that I’m not proud of
I admit that I have messed up
Something’s causing all this pain
Must’ve slipped up in the past

Please don’t try to cheer me up
Don’t lie to me, I hate that
I’m aware of all my faults
And I’m trying to fix that

And I can’t stop it
Pills been pretty numbing
Been out of my mind
Excuse all my shortcomings

I swear to god it
Ruins all my friendships
I have tried everything now
Somehow I fuck it up, wow

They told me that I’ll end up insane
I think that
To say that it’s a little too late
And I just
Can’t bear the thought of not seeing the day
Where I will feel okay
Buried 6 feet with the pain

I don’t wanna lose you again
I been alone in my bed
Ive had a few dreams about you
But theyre all in my head

Scratching marks on my chest
Engrave ur name in my flesh 
So I can’t forget if I tried to
Ur gonna leave me for dead

I keep fucking up the timing 
U don’t wanna listen
U got feelings of denial
Another pot to piss in
feel like I should start to fight more
I don’t need to be religious baby
U know what I stand for
Ashes burn my eyes sore

anxious I can’t breathe
Im getting nauseous turn the lights out
Please don’t ever speak to me
Don’t act like got time now
Im fighting with myself
Im out of luck is this my karma
I can barely talk im scared of speaking when i call her

6 feet with the pain

6 feet with the pain (feat. hiraeth)

Prod by @Sorrowbringer
Mix/Master @Tnvr555

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// Lyrics ( Will Update Soon)

Was It All My Fault Ft. Days To Waste (Prod. Sorrow Bringer)

Prod @Sinxi

LYRICS

So alone in my mind
When I feel all the time
That I spend rot my mind
And my life now
Got me trapped
I'm confined
In this type of a life
Where I spend it online and I cry now
But I aint gonna switch it back no
Bipolar with how I act so

Calling on others
I see her flipping through a page
Searching and digging I guess im
Starting from a grave
Evil and sinning it got me feeling like a slave
Turn on the passion the way im healing how I rave
Popped off in my mind I feel the weight up on a stage
You just wanna hate me
Fucker take me you a fake
Busting up my knuckles amount of times
I fucked a face Blowing up my bass
No bill on my

Opening lines just to find
The things that make you hopeless
Nobody signs to a life
That makes you feel like choking
Open your eyes whats in sight
Can you grab it Hold it
Make it fucking loaded
Thats the way im going out
Now do you wanna try
Nobodies around lets just live until we die
Wait my phone is ringing

Calling on others
I see her flipping through a page
Searching and digging I guess im
Starting from a grave
Evil and sinning it got me feeling like a slave
Turn on the passion the way im healing how I rave
Popped off in my mind I feel the weight up on a stage
You just wanna hate me
Fucker take me you a fake
Busting up my knuckles amount of times
I fucked a face Blowing up my bass
No bill on my

Spotify

GRAVE

feat. @skrxwd , @swiiif , and @flowersforyoumusic

lyrics:
Pullin’ up in the foreign at the party 
Sparkin’ up but you know I brought the sad me 
Smokin swishers with my boys you know we vibing 
80 proof in my cup, and now we sliding 
In the pussy yeah you know that I would dive in 
Fuck it up somehow now we fighting 

You say you got somebody else 
Ghost me just like everyone else 

I say I don’t need anyone 
But I still keep on looking for the only one 
Like I’ll ever have a person give me all their love
Baby that’s why I just keep on taking more drugs 

I’ve been watching all the colors fade 
Pretty soon my world will be painted black and grey 
I need someone that will vibe without the fucking games 
Lock me down and put me in my fuckin place 
Maybe then I won’t need drugs just to feel okay 

Lock me up and throw the key away
Tell me how you really feel, im a mistake
Take what you want just to leave me in the same place
I hope it eats you alive, relive it every day
Call me up to just bullshit
Always sending me shots with a full clip way too in my bag to notice
I just wish you were dead and you know this
Give me some space for a moment
I can see the sun, cant lose focus
I’m just gasping for air and im choking
On all the words that you told me

I’ve been watching all the colors fade 
Pretty soon my world will be painted black and grey 
I need someone that will vibe without the fucking games 
Lock me down and put me in my fuckin place 
Maybe then I won’t need drugs just to feel okay 

Colors fade to gray 
Another night
Another round of thoughts I can’t escape 
It’s sealed inside my fate 
No end in sight 
I’m not okay 
Don’t know how to bring it up 
When I see your face 
See your face everywhere I fucking go now 
But that’s the curse of living inside of a 
small town 
Substances just soon replace 
All the feelings that you gave 
Told you I can’t stop until I’m in my grave 

I’ve been watching all the colors fade 
Pretty soon my world will be painted black and grey 
I need someone that will vibe without the fucking games 
Lock me down and put me in my fuckin place 
Maybe then I won’t need drugs just to feel okay 

Feel okay
I just can’t get my mind straight
Stuck in a negative mind state
Never really ever goes my way
I Keep numbing myself but it’s never enough
Always close to the edge but you’re calling my bluff
Take a step back, you don’t like that
It’s the things that I lack that define me and it’s too bad
Ceiling spins, not gonna win
Sick to my stomach like where have you been
Thought that I caught it
I can’t take the hint
Take it all back
Be like gone with the wind
Really fuck this whole town
I’m done with it
Staring up into the sky

I’ve been watching all the colors fade 
Pretty soon my world will be painted black and grey 
I need someone that will vibe without the fucking games 
Lock me down and put me in my fuckin place 
Maybe then I won’t need drugs just to feel okay 

>self produced<

colors fade (feat. Skrwd, Swiiif and Flowers for You)

@prod-oc

i don’t want to feel, want to vibe
take a deep breath, close my eyes
waiting for the pain to subside
these feelings will be gone when i die, right?

these feelings will be gone when i die, right?
right right right
these feelings will be gone when i die, right?
right
these feelings will be gone when i die, right?
right right right right right right right right

my hearts in the garbage
told you if u wanted u could have it
and i’m starting to salvage
those words that you said are haunting again
hearts in the garbage
told you if u wanted u could have it
and i’m starting to salvage
these thoughts on my mind they’re wanting me dead

and it’s too bright
i’m dying underneath the spotlight
but you say it’s alright
you take your time and move so slow
everyone has gotten cold
i’m losing time, i’m losing sight
these feelings will be gone when i die, right?

these feelings will be gone when i die, right?
right right right
these feelings will be gone when i die, right?
right
these feelings will be gone when i die, right?
right right right right right right right right

my hearts in the garbage
told you if u wanted u could have it
and i’m starting to salvage
those words that you said are haunting again
hearts in the garbage
told you if u wanted u could have it
and i’m starting to salvage
these thoughts on my mind they’re wanting me dead

they’re wanting me dead
it’s not all my head
couldn’t escape my nightmare

COULDN'T ESCAPE MY NIGHTMARE OH
these feelings will be gone when i die, right?

these feelings will be gone when i die, right?
right right right
these feelings will be gone when i die, right?
right
these feelings will be gone when i die, right?
right right right right right right right right

NIGHTMARE

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NIGHTMARE [oc]

@sadboykana 
@tnvr555 

// kana 
always on these fucking drugs
cause its the only time i open up right
hiding in the fucking sky i
hide myself from others eye sight
love it when i’m in the night light
no one’s awake to see me cry right?
cutting up my skin, im pale white
paper thin when the blades slice
hope that i die
and i
swear to god it’s been like five nights
curled up in my bed like snow white
look at people through my phone light
and i swear to god it must be so nice
don’t know when my fucking soul died
bruises on my heart i’m cold i
keep looking out onto the night sky
swear to god this is my last night

trust me, i’m ok
just got some problems that wont go away
just got some issues keep coming my way
promise im great
just need some space
else i’ll just break

// geist 
else i’ll just break
i just want to wake up in a home that feels like home
paper thin, can’t cut i’d hit a bone
i can’t fight this feeling anymore
sick of always coping on my own

sick of always fighting every night
intrusive thoughts they rip apart my mind
i just want a love that fills the night
the way i felt staring into your eyes

and i need space
but i’m ok
trust me i’m not lying
i’ve got friends
who hate my face
and they’re no good at hiding it
i’m blacked out in the benz yet once again
self-destructing till i meet my end

trust me, i'm ok w/ kana [tnvr]

lies

prod. recyclebin

Lyrics: 
i dont really know how to turn this into
positivity...
and between u and me
these songs dont help with anything 

im stuck inside of my own head
yeah these messages will remain unread
cuz i never gave a fuck about what u said
and ima stay right here in my bed

yeah im gonna stay right here
these pills ill keep them near
this blood will rush to my ears
ive felt like this for so many years 
so many nights wishing i would just disappear
yeah wishing i would disappear 
cuz i can never keep anyone near 

empty pill bottle on the night stand
drink the liquor til i cannot stand 
when i die itll be by my own hand

drink drink drink
until im 
free free free
im out of time
beep beep beep 
im not alright 
(not alright)

yeah u know im not okay
i kinda sorta feel like shit every single day 
but hey at least i write some songs to vibe to 
lets turn up the volume
let the feelings engulf u
man i feel so bad 
let me open up this bottle again

(let me open, yeah open)

by my own hand [+recyclebin]

“high & caffeinated” 12 track album out now

colors fade (feat. Skrwd, Swiiif and Flowers for You)

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