linden & nevrfall - past the tears (ft. decks)

prod @taurs and @jolst

I need to call her again and get my head straight,
scrape my face on pavement when she drag me cus im dead weight,
I can smoke a pound easy babe they call me sensei 
I dont post on gram, hate my face and thats on everything, everything 
x2

is this true love 
gonna throw up
if u repeat that phrase
those 3 words make me go numb 
need to get up
been laying here all month
and this weight it holds me down
but the weed help me get up 

and thats ur man, is it?
hes kinda handsome,
well compared to me ur a muhfuckin damsel
think I got 2 greedy follow bread like im Hansel 
I fuckin hate this place and ur friends I cant stand
i can’t stand em 
x2

I need to call her again and get my head straight,
scrape my face on pavement when she drag me cus im dead weight,
I can smoke a pound easy lil bitch they call me sensei 
I dont post on gram, hate my face and thats on everything, everything 
x2

dead weight (taurs x jolst)

I tried my very best,
it didn't go to plan,
it probably hurt you more,
all you wanted was a friend,
to you I was never that


You're chasing waterfalls,
Please catch me when I fall,
pretend that you're in love again,
like everybody else
and ive been off these drugs again i dont care abt my health

And I suck, at types,
I always seem to be lied to,
when we fight, your eyes,
they change, its like I don't know you

Waterfalls (prod. Hieloways)

vox, guitar - @xlhc
vox, guitar, mix - @youngburial
production, mix - @thislandismusic

hearteyes w/ xlhc (prod thislandis)

PROD KHVN

sendflowrs:
I WAS DOWN BUT I CAME BACK QUICK 
CAME BACK QUICK
I WAS DOWN BUT I CAME BACK QUICK
CAME BACK QUICK 
I WAS DOWN BUT I CAME BACK

IM LIKE JANGO HOW I PULL UP WITH THAT BLASTER
GET OUT MY FACE BITCH U AN ACTOR
FEEL LIKE A GRUNT HOW IM SPITTIN ALL THIS PLASMA
CUT A PUSSY UP I THINK HE NEED A PLASTER
I BE POURING UP IT MUST BE CARE PLUS
I DONT WANNA POUR U UP PLS JUST SHUT THE FUCK UP
U A PHONY BITCH
JUS GET UR BANDS UP
AND U ACT REAL RITCH BUT UR MONEY REAL STUCK 

CAME BACK QUICK
CAME BACK QUICK
I WAS DOWN BUT I CAME BACK QUICK 
CAME BACK QUICK
I WAS DOWN BUT I CAME BACK

never:
i was down ye ye
by the lava ye ye
but i came back ye ye
even stronger ye ye
call me a sith ooo
call me a sith lord
call me a sith ooo
call me a sith lord
im in invicible when it comes to this bitch
i know u cant kill shit 
not even yourself
cause i know ur a pussy bitch 
sorry for being toxic 
thats not me 
im on shit 
im riding in the cockpit
of an x wing but it looks like a gunship 
ac130 bitch 
we flying high

sendflowrs:
I WAS DOWN BUT I CAME BACK QUICK 
CAME BACK QUICK
I WAS DOWN BUT I CAME BACK QUICK
CAME BACK QUICK 
I WAS DOWN BUT I CAME BACK
I WAS DOWN BUT I CAME BACK QUICK 
CAME BACK QUICK
I WAS DOWN BUT I CAME BACK QUICK
CAME BACK QUICK 
I WAS DOWN BUT I CAME BACK

#PLASMA w/ NEVER (KHVN)

wasn't originally gonna post this but whatever

produced by emptychest

completely non profit

lyrics

love letters
she's a real "go get her"
that momento lost forever 
guessing that u burnt my sweater
all the Polaroids she took 
are on my shelf and bound in leather
it's been almost two years 
and I'm not getting any better

hold on baby 
thought u said that ud be back now
the mountains cold 
but u don't notice when ur black out
I thought that maybe
u would like me better Rollin' up loud
but oh god
I've been drinking every night now

I used to always show up early
if I'm late i wasn't gonna come
I like to say I'm always busy
truth is I was busy lighting up 
so tell me what's the plan tonight
I think that I might stay inside
I think I'll write another line
I might just do this till I die
I spend my weekends getting high
and every morning fuck my life
but I look sober in my eyes
so everybody thinks I'm doing fine
it always seems to ease my mind
so honestly it not a waste of time
cus I've got things I try to hide
things u don't want in ur life

love letters
she's a real "go get her"
that momento lost forever
guessing that u burnt my sweater
all the Polaroids she took 
are on my shelf and bound in leather
it's been almost 2 years 
and I'm not getting any better

hold on baby 
thought u said that ud be back now
the mountains cold 
but u don't notice when ur black out
I thought that maybe, 
u would like me better Rollin' up loud
but oh god, 
i've been drinking every night now


bound in leather (emptychest)

[+] gotta keep moving regardless
* produced by jammy beatz *

INSTAGRAM: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TWITTER: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: www.discord.gg/DRfW7Q4Bmu
LYRICS:

[chorus: seejayxo]
im still smoking til its ashes
now im living lavish
Ion need to pass it
prolly thinkin that im average
thinkin that I had it
im only getting started
gotta keep moving regardless
say that im cold hearted
well u aint seen the scars bitch
I been working my damn hardest
you aint even artists
you tryna fit a trend

[verse 1: seejayxo]

when I tell her she goin bend
I could see you thru my lens
make a movie, you aint never knew me
I drop a hit and now ur bitch she getting groovy
4 grams in my blunt can barely roll it up
she said that she wanna fuck, so I let her fuck
need a bitch that know me but I don't even know me
look into the mirror wish that I could see the old me
do not let nobody know me
if u really love me then I guess u gotta show me
I been working on my lonely
play one of my tracks and now they all just try to bro me

[chorus: seejayxo]

[verse 2: wstdyth]

double dutch chains, rolling double dutches
too fast, can't be switching lanes, keep it 200 
speed wobble, dubstep bass in the whip bumping
i can see so easily ur fake, u should quit frontin 
touchdown, flip it in a day, that's a quick hundred 
hit it off, leavin home bass gotta keep running 
roll it up and take it to the face, i don't leave nothin 
i was feeling too stuck in my ways, hadda eat something 
smoking grass, grow between the blades, these ain't king trumpets 
my fits are always wet like everglades, hurricane coming
valentine's day, i got bouquets sent away
smoking california rolls at the stop signs every day

ashes (feat. wstdyth) [prod. jammy beatz]

thanks for the support

twitter.com/1homesickk
www.instagram.com/1homesickk/

prod/guitars by me

endgame
i had a time n place to fall back into the fog
replay, id go back today
wish i never called it off
know im not one to just push it aside
i feel my lowest just steppin outside
brushin the dust off my lungs just to breathe alright
now i gotta take shit just to sleep at night

dim lights on my conscious
i crossed out my past mistakes cuz i just dont wanna process
im aware of all that time takes
i wont keep u guessin ima stay the same

surface tension i been making dents on top of water
im built from components held by PCB and solder
death watcher, keep it close to me
like i could just close the page but i dont bother
hold my head down underwater
to the slaughter
feel my soul levatate out of this shell when i step out
i really feel the distance now
it feels so wrong to stick around
coat on, i dont want a send off
threats artificial i fend off
dig straight down like a check off
bite my tongue, just wanted to just say it i held off

dim lights on my conscious
i crossed out my past mistakes cuz i just dont wanna process
im aware of all that time takes
i wont keep u guessin ima stay the same

replay i standup n pace, its all back to this
i cant concentrate, just hesitate
i pick up the pieces like whats to take
and like whats to say
i keep my mouth shut like what can be done
all a fuckin waste
i dont want a friend cause i have to face
that ive failed the people that stuck to me

dust

@taylor

twitter.com/1homesickk
www.instagram.com/1homesickk/

board it up keep it fortified
i been tryna get my money right
lames talkin bout me i aint hold it tight
social suicide, dont have to hide
worth the price
red vein 5am
mitragyna make me doze off
tapped at 5am
led in my gut, windows frostin
deep in the cut candle droppin
prints in the snow see me walkin
cold i been froze up
reap no reward like whats the hold up
ghost in the door when i pull up
can i convince
jus let me go just let me
double tap chug on my back
leather seats all black
223 n thats a wrap`
dark net grab a pack
soon as i let go it pull me back
take a hint its not that
snow fall down turn to soot
bring me bad news
i live on an empty street cause i have to
bridge my life to the clouds if i had to
make sure its not me that you're attached to
candle wax dried on the desk like some past dues
pushed me out the nest into destitute

red vein 5am
mitragyna make me doze off
tapped at 5am
led in my gut, windows frostin
deep in the cut candle droppin
prints in the snow see me walkin

soot (taylor morgan)

[+] once im gone...
* produced by raspo beats *

MUSIC VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xgmZyfdadp4

INSTAGRAM: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TWITTER: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: www.discord.gg/DRfW7Q4Bmu
LYRICS:

[intro:]
you just read my pages like a magazine
if I was in your head, im the last thing
one day im goin be there like a movie scene
I just hope you're with me cause you wanted me

[verse 1:]
hand stuffed in my pockets
and they filled with scripts
I done did my first
and u did your fifth
you don't know it hurts
but I wish u did
don't act like u surprise
you not innocent
now its been getting cold and I can barely breathe
u looking at the sky while u talk to me
im thinking bout the past, speaking honestly
and I just need some change if u stay with me

[chorus:]
once im gone, there ain't no coming back
and u did wrong, so I should show my back
but, I just get attached to ya
im just so attached to ya
once im gone, there ain't no coming back
and u did wrong, so I should show my back
but, I just get attached to ya
im just so attached to ya

[verse 2:]
rain falling on my cheek uh
ima wipe it off like the days of the week uh
I know that it hurts cause we barely sleep
I gotta be high just so I can eat
money in advance just for poppin out
tryna play me like a fool what u talking bout?
yeah I see thru the fakes yeah they walk around
just like you and me just like you and me
but they aint for the team, they aint for the green
we been poppin 30s like you poppin 10s
and u might fuck wit us but we is not your friend
every time they cross me they try make amends
well boy im coming different I won't play pretend

[chorus:]
once im gone, there ain't no coming back
and u did wrong, so I should show my back
but, I just get attached to ya
once im gone, there ain't no coming back
and u did wrong, so I should show my back
but, I just get attached to ya
im just so attached to ya
im just so attached to ya

glue (attached)

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glue (attached) w/ music video in desc

prod @nate2timezz <3

hope you enjoy
thank you for listening, like seriously, so much
gotta keep moving, somehow

irregulation; my heart, it still beats though
necromancy like i'm beyond the grave
sleeping a 14, or i'm up for days
but either way, i'll still feel the same
i'd rather feel burnout over withdrawals
repression, it kills me a lot, i can't sing it off
and it never stops
never stops
and it never stops
it never stops

how'd another worm get caught in the rain?
sun come out to enhance that pain
shame, shame
all that you wanted was someone to save
now that you're lost, you treat them as god
paying your dues, they've been clogging like clots
don't care about being 'part of your mirage
fuck an applause, this all i got

that weight upon the water's nothing more than just a storm
so what we drinking for? 
what we drinking for?
those ideals are everything you've only felt with utter scorn
so i can't take no more
i can't take none

fluid ghosts, i can feel them haunt my bones
i cannot break through the drapes though
radiation burn my halo
don't you go ask how my day goes
you're not concerned anyway
you're plastic as legos

quiet down while break the seal
'cause i'm numbin' down from what they claim is real
every day i wake just to fuckin break, then rejuvenate
i'm in shock, kinda like an eel

hit em with a swift so fast like an aipom
they went from a real to fake in a day; gone.
rollout like an autobot, waiting for december sun
who am i depending? 
honestly, not anyone anymore

so, you like to target? 
trust me there's no need to implore
inside my cartilage, there's already arrows galore
you're my narcotic, the thought of you imposes me warmth
or so i thought it; ultimately leaving me sore


irregulation; my heart, it still beats though
necromancy like i'm beyond the grave
sleeping a 14, or i'm up for days
but either way, i'll still feel the same
i'd rather feel burnout over withdrawals
repression, it kills me a lot, i can't sing it off
and it never stops
never stops
and it never stops
it never stops

so i can try to fill in all the blanks
when shrouded in mirage, i'll take the blame
poison in the pot,
love it 'till you hate the fact that you forgot
what mattered anyways

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