DISCOGRAPHY

nickisgonenow

FALL 2021

Favs

suicidal tendencies got the very best of me and im the one apologising

Just Say You Don't Care

I Know Your Ways

lyrics:

As life goes up I feel these new emotions stronger
But feeling shit just bring myself back
I have been blessed right now but in this rut I can escape that for the night
And right now I need that so bad
 I crave to be mortified right now
The moments wasted unless I am scarred some how
It sounds crazy but think about it outside of context
If I were harmed there I promise I wouldn’t forget that
But I won’t recover any time soon
I cant party like I swear I used to
Still I pitch my bottle while I blow on this blue
But I dont date now cause Im broken in body its not u

I shouldve taken her advice
Im up but I been scared of the height lately
Cause it seems ill be brought back to real life
No matter what’s the situation u still my baby
But with how she thinks she blows my mind
Thank tonic and double gins all night
Im honest when I say ur my wife
I regret what I said in that blight now

Look at my tears they’ve ended
That was last month im technical
Shitting on me like toilet bowl
Till I pop in this bitch like pimple
I keep saying its simple
Huh cause all my dawgs on ten toes
And I do not take no risks like that
Man I feel like reyes when I pull up with that baseball bat
Its not even for me its my boy cause I got his back n all that
Were blood now
From different backgrounds
But in my face u could tell its something i would give my pelt for
My body not worth the Dior u were promised
U dont wanna catch bodies boy be honest
Id help u change ur lifestyle from south 
But u been too hard headed to take that now

I shouldve taken her advice
Im up but I been scared of the height lately
Cause it seems ill be brought back to real life
No matter what’s the situation u still my baby
But with how she thinks she blows my mind
Thank tonic and double gins all night
Im honest when I say ur my wife
I regret what I said in that blight now

horrible advice (branwen)

Featuring @Sewerperson

Other Platforms OUT NOW!
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Lyrics:

Xelfiy:
i been feeling hollow 
She the typa girl to ask me for a follow 
Just cuz im up in my head right now 
dont mean that im really down that low
How you telling me Its all gonna be alright 
when u really dont know 
Damn girl you really got hope 
New whip on rain slick road 
To late momma gonna be so pissed that i aint home 
my bad i always drift back to the past when im on the road
And the future so i cursed i dont wanna see in the that coffin 
or in that hearse i dont wanna see you down that bad that hurt
My mind to fast it skirt 
My pain so old still hurt 
My face so numb ur blured 
All this pain so young what it worth 
My pops said id get the bag at birth
I come from middle class 
And im blessed have this worth 
And im blessed have this worth
And im blessed have this worth
Im not gonna be first to be rich in my family 
But Im be the first to give it back for whats it worth
I seen family spilt away like money was a curse 
But it only effects those with iller intentions that r worse

Sewerperson:
Waste my time cause I won’t need it
The clock strikes 9 and im still sleeping
For my whole life ive thought it worked this way
I was wrong but ill keep dreaming about it
The trees wreck homes as the storm rips thru
But its not so bad from the window in my room its calm
But in all due time itll hit me too
And what a peaceful death I will spend with u
We could talk all night of the same regrets
But with one night left I just dont want to
One night left until we all meet death
If its not about us then u could just hold ur breath
Just one night left
I Promise I won’t hold back
Ive spend way too long
With these words stuck in my chest

ALL PLATFORMS

For What Its Worth (feat. Sewerperson) (Prod. KG)

mixed and mastered by kassgocrazy
produced by kassgocrazy & taylor morgan
vocals performed by sewerperson

body high (feat. sewerperson)

lyrics
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i am quickly realizing
all the problems that i'm facing
all exist inside this hatred
for myself my thoughts are racing
is there anybody out there
feeling dim, dark & depleting
what is safe cause all i fear is near
& death i'll soon be greeting
i truly wish the flickering would stop
& i could catch my breath
but this films left on repeat again
somehow you soon forget 
you've damn near downed your second bottle
drunken words in full effect
these sober thoughts have always lived here
driving by until they wreck

i'm fucking numb
(yeah)
you don't know a thing about the terror that i breathe into my lungs
and i don't know a thing about myself other than what is soon to come

i think the sky is falling
but it's my imagination
overcasting on & off again
to form a new foundation
hopefully i reconstruct myself
it might take quite a while
obsolete upon comparison
these scars all stretch for miles
i'll never find the person i was then
he's buried deep below
subterranean inhabitant
i hope he likes the snow
did the soul inside his body
ever find his way back home
am i talking in third person
yeah i guess we'll never know

i'm fucking numb
(yeah)
you don't know a thing about the terror that i breathe into my lungs
and i don't know a thing about myself other than what is soon to come

dim, dark, depleting

lyrics
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i'm getting bit up by all of the mosquitoes
blister my skin drink my blood like a needle
collect my dna in a vile
clone me again make me less suicidal
my only wish is to regain a smile
i really miss summer days as a child
six flags, suplexes, eddie guerrero
now it's just sex, some caffeine and the narrow
stairs album by the band death cab for cutie
i fear that eventually someone will shoot me
a loop of that scene from american beauty
but this ones for real it's not just from a movie
my anxietys got the worst of me lately
i don't know how the fuck you expect to save me
cause i can't save myself and honestly baby
i want you to know that i hate me
 
if you made it this far then you're probably still dreaming
listen to this when you feel like you need it
my only wish is to regain a smile
i really miss summer days as a child

mosquito

My Shitty Attitude

lyrics:

744 that shit go vroom
Open the roof and blow smoke at the moon
Im tryna live it up now in the moment cause friends of mine tend to be gone to soon
How much the watch, a lot
How much the bag, a lot
We pull up late the to studio whipping around smokin , pot
Ferri and saint laurent
Course I had brought the mob
Bitches inside of the condo too crazy they doing these body shots

Fuck with the boy the don
He catching a body shot
Thinking of pulling up on em right here in this function
You should not
I got some sons but I dont got a baby
I use protection with my pretty lady
I use protection I carry my bladey
Bitch are u down with me there is no maybe
I feel the energy up in my artery
My brothers conjoined I swear they a part of me
Everything I do is sounding like artistry
I look at top and it is not far too me

How much the watch, a lot
How much the bag, a lot
We pull up late the to studio whipping around smokin , pot

Bitch I told u comets back in time for armageddon 
She too horny when I link she told me put the head in ya
There’s some people tryna put some lead in me like zeppelin ya
Goofy dm bout some we were boys but I haven’t heard of ya
I heard of industry talk
I aint heard of no industry walk
Ill be killing the industry soon on god
They gon need em some industry chalk
I might just sit and chill for now
Count independent bills for now
I met some boys in New York City 
And after we drop we’ll shut it down

744 that shit go vroom
Open the roof and blow smoke at the moon
Im tryna live it up now in the moment cause friends of mine tend to be gone to soon
How much the watch, a lot
How much the bag, a lot
We pull up late the to studio whipping around smokin , pot
Ferri and saint laurent
Course I had brought the mob
Bitches inside of the condo too crazy they doing these body shots

Sevenfourfour (jabarionthebeat X Shahmajor)

lyrics:

She told me no strings
She said only when the telephone ring u matter
But She a known cheat
But im a known blind believer and a bad romantic
Oh I know you’d play me
I would know
Oh I know you hate me
I should go
But I just cant stop from falling back in
This lovestruck deep dark rabbit hole

I would know
I would know
I would know baby
I would know
But I just dont care as of lately
Its a drug that I keep on taking till
Withdrawal
I would know
That u wouldn’t know what its like to be carrying the bullet holes
I got on me
From the feelings I had felt so strongly
I pray u dont

But I guess some things dont change
How is it that happiness bring back pain
Blood dry heart with a beat up brain
I been Locked in the studio going insane
Could u Let me out
I pray to god that he hear me out
Something telling me we could work it out
I got a gut feeling like a hernia 
But it just dont matter no more
So I Scream till my lungs get sore
And I triple digit my dashboard
I cant even eat no more
I got henny and the coke inside of my core
Im on a plane third time this week
With a pill held inside of teeth
Land and blow runtz till I cannot breath
I am me and even I dont know me

I would know
I would know
I would know baby
I would know
But I just dont care as of lately
Its a drug that I keep on taking till
Withdrawal
I would know
That u wouldn’t know what its like to be carrying the bullet holes
I got on me
From the feelings I had felt so strongly
I pray u dont

Bury my head and push me under
Deep in the dirt in eternal slumber
Cover your tracks and change ur number
If I die now Id be your martyr
But really its funny im still fucking breathing
My life been different from season to season
2020 I built up my energy
Now I came back in the shit as a demon
Load up the beat and then I get to bleeding
Jabari produced it u know its a heater
I think my mind had succumbed to the void. 
As for my soul its somewhere in the ether

I would know
I would know
I would know baby
I would know
But I just dont care as of lately
Its a drug that I keep on taking till
Withdrawal
I would know
That u wouldn’t know what its like to be carrying the bullet holes
I got on me
From the feelings I had felt so strongly
I pray u dont

I Wuld Kno (jabarionthebeat X Dhyansoni)

produced by maxwell4k & myself

im out the door, she on my little phone but i cant talk. im out the door and she on drugs, i know she cant even stop. she on the percs, she on the pill and she so fcked up. i swear i wont be there to help you and thats tough luck. woah, just go say the words i know them. woah, no you cant fix the pieces you can't sew them. show your good side i know that you can go and show it. she gon put away the drugs, i know that you below them. woah, cuz im no better than your last man. woah, cuz i just know that its your last stand. fck me up i wanna feel the way u feel, touch to bluff cuz i can see the way you see. woah. call my name, call my sht n ima call u back. she see fame, and she said she want like roll wit that. she off percs she off them drugs aint no control with that. she off oxy in them clubs she take her soul with that. woah uh she like the way i sing, she like the way i dress okay. she like the way i get my money then i bless okay. she like the way i treat her right, but then im out that way.

won't be there

lyrics:

Up by the moon on an astroid
I had grown crops made bok choy
Earth had too many dickheads
Circumcision had to cut em off
Where is all the love u had once had
Test me Knee to his head like ong back
Hand to his chest take his heart out
Thumb to his face pop his eyes out
So Even in the morning it is dark out
Fuck an arm bar fuck a win fuck a tapout
You could star dust leave me
How is my diseased heart beating
How his broke down corpse still breathing
U in my nightmare u are not dreaming
Lack of love
Lack of care
Lack of friends who should be there
In the dark
Catching breath
All alone in the face of death
Come to me
Come to me
I could teach u what to believe
Bandage u every time you bleed
Show u all that u’ll ever need is thee
Comet 4

Ong - Bak Outro (jabarionthebeat)

lyrics:

Hot tongues in the mix in the inn at night
In the lobby I will change for my cinderella
It all changed when I thought about the u and I
It all changed six months ago come this mid September
Front bangs hit my chest when we sleep at night
We roll ups wood and get some  lower eyes
How I feel against u how I wanna die
I swear ill be urs till im a poltergeist
 
Back home in this snow storm mid December
Troop left and I morned in this stormy weather
I made sure to be on for them all spring
U See the sewage but u dont know what the fox brings
Im surprised u made a solid effort
But I waste u and I play around inside the remnants 
Felt my words leave ur mouth while u coughing
Oh im sad when I need to kill an offspring
Loose in the moonlight
Dirt leaves and a black sky
I told you to kill me
Now I watch u lose your life
I pray that u hear me
From up inside paradise
I pray that u heal me
I wish instead I died
Drowned
Somewhere in the lake
I start growing bloated from this water in my veins
Still safe from the fire
Back at where we stayed
I left home but I cant forget the place
Oh Im tearing up
Proud
Not upon my name
U can take a picture but just leave me out the frame
I dont wanna be found
Rather be erased
Even now she remember my face
Oh im tearing up

Hot tongues in the mix in the inn at night
In the lobby I will change for my cinderella
It all changed when I thought about the u and I
It all changed six months ago come this mid September
Front bangs hit my chest when we sleep at night
We roll ups wood and get some  lower eyes
How I feel against u how I wanna die
I swear ill be urs till im a poltergeist

Cinderella (branwen)

prod. Blank Body co Night Lovell 
FUCKERS

RIP Trust

Official Video

Murder  (Ft. Ace Savage)

From the bottom of my cold heart
You know I loved you
Put you in my past life
That's what the drugs do
Acid on a cold night
Fucking freezing
Oh my god
I'm so high
Think I'm peaking

I'm going the distance
Just gotta stay consistent
They would never listen
But now they treat me different
It's because I'm glo'd up
Gave it all my focus
You gotta work your hardest
If you want people to notice

No days off I'm never sleeping
Writing songs in my head
While I'm dreaming
All my life I'm stuck
Searching for a meaning
Wish I gave a fuck
I can't find a reason

I can't find a reason
Bitch I'm smoking trees
And I'm so clueless
Does she love me?
Or she leaving
Oh that's perfect
That's exactly what I needed
A broken heart
My soul is dark
I feel defeated

A broken heart
My soul is dark
I feel defeated

A broken heart
My soul is dark
I feel defeated

A broken heart
My soul is dark
I feel defeated

A broken heart
My soul is dark
I feel defeated

A broken heart
I'm rolling hard
In the night
And I'm looking at the stars
Took my life
And she ripped it all apart
I put it back
But you can see the scars

You can see the scars
All the pain inside my eyes
I'm just another kid
That's tortured by his mind
Thought of getting out
Like 1000 fucking times
I can barely breathe
But I just say I'm fine

I just say I'm fine
Anxiety inside
Makes it hard to sleep at night
Smoking get me right
Gets me out head
You talking shit to me
But I'm in your bitches bed
In between her legs

I be going stupid
I'm ruthless
Go behind my back
I'll leave you toothless
Leave you looking useless
Like bro what are you doing
Your whole life a lie
Say you winning but you losing

From the bottom of my cold heart
You know I loved you
Put you in my past life
That's what the drugs do
Acid on a cold night
I'm fucking freezing
Oh my god
I'm so high
I think I'm peaking

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past life (prod. xtravulous)

Closure (Ft. St. Nylo) [Prod. LCS]

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My Shitty Attitude

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