prod. dog

fuck with me or die

ill go behind ur back turn u into a joke

Gods Time/Stars Decide (prod. Dog)

music video
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9gp0_N65zTQ

prod dog and hottub johny

fuck with me or die

Scalper (prod dog hottub johny) *MUSIC VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION*

prod. dog 

additional prod on outro by hottub 

Not Proud (prod. Dog)

SUZANNA

fist bump 

prod. dog 

FUCK WITH ME OR DIE

Fist Bump (prod. Dog)

Swear to God my heart straight gonna break.
Yeah
nickydeeLBC 
GRIMSIDE 
Yeah
Don't pretend to care if you really don't.
My thoughts are everywhere, I'm always down to smoke.
Some times I'm scared I stay up at home.
Never hated anything more than being alone. 
These friends are fake they turn into foes.
Never gave a fuck that I was stuck in my woes.
All I wanted was some love when I lose control.
Felt like no one gave a fuck that I was sad and stoned.
This is the longest road.
Never thought that I could feel such an ache.
There is pain in my feet up to my face. 
My home is gone, the ashes fall, the fire rains.
How can I explain this fucking ache.
Yeah
Two words. 
Sadness.
Rage.
Sitting on the curb, there's a current in my brain tryna find the words to explain how I'm insane.
This is that fucking hurt you cannot escape.
I don't wanna burn everyday.
When is it my turn to be more than okay.
Never thought that I could feel such an ache.
There is pain in my feet up to my face. 
My home is gone, the ashes fall, the fire rains.
Ay.
Ay.
Ay.
SWEAR TO GOD MY HEART STRAIGHT GONNA BREAK.
(How can I explain this fucking ache?
Ache.
Ache.
Ache.
Ache.
Ache.
Ache.
Will I see happiness before the grave?
Grave.
Grave.
Grave.
Ache.
Ache.
Ache.
Swear to God my heart straight gonna break.
How can I explain this fucking ache?
Will I see happiness before the grave?
Ache.
Break.
Grave.
Swear to God my heart straight going to break. 
How can I explain this fucking ache?
Will I see happiness before the grave?




ACHE (PROD. WHOAMI) (PROD.GRIMSIDELBC)

HARDCORE

SWAGLESS

You mobbing like you from the dark side. 
Not from light.
Your story can hold dark times and still choose life.
Why am I GRIMSIDE and nickydeeLBC at the same time?
Too many people treat me unkind.
I still fight for what's right. 
I'm from the city by sea.
Thats Long Beach on the Eastside.
Everyday to get by I get so fucking high.
Lately I'm not fine. 
It's like I have 9 lives.
Always alone in the night time. 
Swear I died 9 times.
Some days I don't feel right. 
Stay stoned, see my red eyes.
Need love, I am not fine.
Stay up til the sunrise.
Out of my damn mind.
Not out of faith.
Yeah
I can tell you don't care that I'm not ok.
I been by myself all damn day.
Heartbreak only comes my way.
If you look deep in my face.
Ask me why I'm in so much pain?
There's war in my fucking brain..
I can't keep on living staring at the ceiling filled with all this rage.
These waves keep on crashing, filling my lungs with fucking hate.
I don't know how to forgive, I pray that God forgive my ways.
So when you don't give a shit I will show you flames. 
Been too long since I've lived, it's me versus me every fucking day. 
I need love cuz I'm sick from the loss of my people, I pray that God remove evil from coming my way.
Fuck all the evil coming my way. 
I can't trust these people too many are fucking lame. 
Fuck all the fucking lames. 
nickydeeLBC.
GRIMSIDE is my fucking name.
ONLY ONE IN MY FUCKING LANE.
I'M LOST AND I'M TIRED FROM GIVING MY LOVE AWAY. 
SO WHEN YOU STAY ON THIS RIDE I NOTICE IT RIGHT AWAY. 
WHEN I SPEAK BOUT MY LIFE GET YOU HIGH LIKE THE FUCKING DANK.
I DON'T GIVE UP, I FIGHT ALL THIS STRESS TILL DEATH, TILL MY BREATH FADES.
Lately I'm not fine. 
It's like have 9 lives.
Always alone in the night time. 
Swear I died 9 times.
Some days I don't feel right. 
Stay stoned, see my red eyes.
Need love..
Need love.
Need love.
I am not fine.
Stay up til the sunrise.
Out of my damn mind.
Out of my damn mind..
Out of my damn mind.
Yeah..
Out of my damn mind.
Out of my damn mind.
Out of my damn mind.
Not out of faith yeah.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Yeah. 
Yeah.
Yeah. 
Yeah..
OUT OF MY..
OUT OF MY..
DAMN..
MIND..
yeah..



9 LIVES (PROD. YOUNGTIDY) (PROD. GRIMSIDELBC)

nickydee L-B-C 
GRIMSIDE 
Talking to your ghost in the morning. 
I feel so alone but your spirit is warming me. 
Looking at my phone see your face on my home screen.
Tears start to flow now I know you'll never hold me.
Held me down.
You were around constantly. 
Now you're know where to be found and I can't fucking breathe.
I can't, I can't breathe. 
Yeah
Without my love I feel so weak. 
Feel like I'll never be enough cuz I hold tragedies.
Tragedies.
Yeah
Will I ever see love surround me?
I don't want no fake fuck around me. 
Fuck drugs, don't give me a fake hug when you don't give a fuck how I'm drowning. 
Still proud to be me.
Trust no one, bitch I'll scream that loudly.
Just being numb, lost all sanity.
Life's no fun now it's hard to be me. 
I won't run, I just keep on suffering.
Yeah 
Yeah
I just keep on suffering.
Mourn my love.
I'm numb.
My mind is so fucked.
Long gone.
Why do I get no love when I'm really number one.
Really feel like you don't understand me.
Suffering.
Suffering.
Suffering.
Yeah.
All in my head, I'm on the edge and I'm suffering.
Suffering.
Suffering.
Suffering.
Suffering.
Yeah.
Talking to your ghost in the morning. 
I feel so alone but your spirit is warming me. 
Looking at my phone see your face on my home screen.
Tears start to flow now I know you'll never hold me.
Held me down.
You were around constantly. 
Now you're know where to be found and I can't fucking breathe.
Suffering. 
This is suffering. 
Again and again I keep suffering. 
I cannot pretend, I'm as sad as can be.
IM SAD AS CAN BE.
IM SAD AS CAN BE.
SUFFERING.

SUFFERING 2 (PROD. DEVILSHIP) (PROD.GRIMSIDELBC)


RIP MY WIFE 💍🕊️❤️‍🔥
MELISSA MAROBIA DU ROSS
🙏🏾✝️🦋🕊️🥀💔


Insta @grimsidelbc
34, names Nicky. Born in Hollywood. Raised in Long Beach on the Northside til I was 11 and headed out to the Eastside.
Met a dope girl with 3 kids in 2022 and I fell in love. She was tragically killed before we were supposed to get married July 1st 2024 on our two-year anniversary.
Life is now very different..💔
All vocals and lyrics by me.
Looking for dope beat artists all the time.
I have very good energy and material in my head.
What I have to say in my music is real and hands on to how I think and how I feel. 
I will be coming out with material as much as possible. Stay tuned. All love 

SUFFERING 2 (PROD. DEVILSHIP) (PROD.GRIMSIDELBC)

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