nickydee L-B-C 
GRIMSIDE 
Talking to your ghost in the morning. 
I feel so alone but your spirit is warming me. 
Looking at my phone see your face on my home screen.
Tears start to flow now I know you'll never hold me.
Held me down.
You were around constantly. 
Now you're know where to be found and I can't fucking breathe.
I can't, I can't breathe. 
Yeah
Without my love I feel so weak. 
Feel like I'll never be enough cuz I hold tragedies.
Tragedies.
Yeah
Will I ever see love surround me?
I don't want no fake fuck around me. 
Fuck drugs, don't give me a fake hug when you don't give a fuck how I'm drowning. 
Still proud to be me.
Trust no one, bitch I'll scream that loudly.
Just being numb, lost all sanity.
Life's no fun now it's hard to be me. 
I won't run, I just keep on suffering.
Yeah 
Yeah
I just keep on suffering.
Mourn my love.
I'm numb.
My mind is so fucked.
Long gone.
Why do I get no love when I'm really number one.
Really feel like you don't understand me.
Suffering.
Suffering.
Suffering.
Yeah.
All in my head, I'm on the edge and I'm suffering.
Suffering.
Suffering.
Suffering.
Suffering.
Yeah.
Talking to your ghost in the morning. 
I feel so alone but your spirit is warming me. 
Looking at my phone see your face on my home screen.
Tears start to flow now I know you'll never hold me.
Held me down.
You were around constantly. 
Now you're know where to be found and I can't fucking breathe.
Suffering. 
This is suffering. 
Again and again I keep suffering. 
I cannot pretend, I'm as sad as can be.
IM SAD AS CAN BE.
IM SAD AS CAN BE.
SUFFERING.

SUFFERING 2 (PROD. DEVILSHIP) (PROD.GRIMSIDELBC)


RIP MY WIFE 💍🕊️❤️‍🔥
MELISSA MAROBIA DU ROSS
🙏🏾✝️🦋🕊️🥀💔


Insta @grimsidelbc
34, names Nicky. Born in Hollywood. Raised in Long Beach on the Northside til I was 11 and headed out to the Eastside.
Met a dope girl with 3 kids in 2022 and I fell in love. She was tragically killed before we were supposed to get married July 1st 2024 on our two-year anniversary.
Life is now very different..💔
All vocals and lyrics by me.
Looking for dope beat artists all the time.
I have very good energy and material in my head.
What I have to say in my music is real and hands on to how I think and how I feel. 
I will be coming out with material as much as possible. Stay tuned. All love 

SUFFERING 2 (PROD. DEVILSHIP) (PROD.GRIMSIDELBC)

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