tlnos

wandering again

quite a lot of thoughts fill me now, but they are so indistinct and chaotic that it would be more accurate to classify them as feelings. i am nothing of myself in music, and i am unlikely to be able to achieve something. no, it’s not “something” that i am unable to achieve, i will never be able to get close to what impresses me so much. i am no ravel or satie, and, despite the fact that music is the main thing, if not the only thing, that i sincerely paid attention, time and effort to in my life, my efforts are insignificant. music will always be “just a hobby”. i myself have always refused to make it something bigger.
when i see falling snow lately, for some reason the loneliness weighs heavily on me, although now things have just begun to improve with my socialization, it seems... i don’t understand anything, but maybe it’s for the better.
tomorrow is already 2024... let's see what it brings us. i don’t see the point in hoping for the best, so I will try on my own to make this year better than all previous.

when have i forgotten about achieving grand goals?

00604aa

snowing again

escape somewhere

a walk outside (i post more improvisations on youtube now)

after we say goodbye to each other, will you remember me or will i remain unnoticed, as if i died or never even existed?

Mantra espacial

My tracl from the excellent "Petroglph Music" compilatop for the "The December Solstice 2025".

The Homecoming

Deep inside me

after we say goodbye to each other, will you remember me or will i remain unnoticed, as if i died or never even existed?

nihigo