what kind of shape have you been in 
im tired of workin im barelty awake 
im tired of hurtin i cant help but stay 
away from you
cause i know its toxic and wrong but i dont want to feel it 
im convinced that im strong but i know that im healing
follow me into the harmony
follow me into the -- 
follow me 
follow me

PARANOID

bye bye 2023!

it’s 6am go start your day
no point in tryna fight it 
look in the mirror check myself 
who cares if i don’t like it 
don’t know how i live with this
nothing underneath i’ll get rid of it
delete all the proof all the evidence
cause i can’t be remembered looking like this


there’s broken glass
all over the floor
i see my face on the pieces
and i just wanna break them more
reflecting just hurts 
cause my reflection gets worse 
but i can’t take it back anymore
my self confidence gone 
when i’m seeing it all
i felt vulnerable with all my clothes still on 
i stepped on the glass again
my foots bleeding out 
still see my face in the fractures
i’ll never be proud

fractures (demo)

this time i want you
prod me:
follow me on ig: @cllientt

illit - magnetic (remix)

samples: 
jane remover - how to lie
jane remover - champ
baths - abscond

lying tutorial 2024 (attic)

d1tto - ???

@aftrr
Nothing Lasts Forever.
Out now everywhere: https://linktr.ee/Qliche

Lyrics:
Voices in my head feels like im just in a bad dream
People like to talk because theyll never understand me
Now im moving up please dont think we on the same team
Just because I flex doesnt really mean im happy
90 on the dash think ill end up going faster
Life is such a bitch there's no happy ever after
Overwhelmed from stress yeah im falling under pressure
Temporary love yeah nothing lasts forever

Im a mess now
baby watch me fall apart (yeah)
Got that iron on me
Now I feel like Tony Stark (yeah)
I might drop a couple bands on a bad bitch
Oh my god
Baby flexing is a habit
Wait until this shit drop
I just wanna wrist watch
Shawty like my songs yeah
Now she wanna make a tik tok
Haters talking shit again
I dont think it'll ever stop
Like im playing valorant
It'll only take a headshot
I dont understand it
When you tell me you want me
And we both know the truth
That you dont really mean it
And im hoping to prove
That everything has a reason
Until I find out the truth
Ill just sit in my room with these

Voices in my head feels like im just in a bad dream
People like to talk because theyll never understand me
Now im moving up please dont think we on the same team
Just because I flex doesnt really mean im happy
90 on the dash think ill end up going faster
Life is such a bitch there's no happy ever after
Overwhelmed from stress yeah im falling under pressure
Temporary love yeah nothing lasts forever

aftrr:
Consequences bitch ill worry bout it later
I could up the mag on anybody thats a hater
Only shop at Saks u still be trappin out the savers
I aint fwu lil hoe i cant save her
You the baddest little biddie of the bunch yeah i know
Im the hardest of my city everybody know fosho
everybody i love wit me got my back when shit get tricky
Its nobody that could shit me they cant match my glow
I could burn that bridge
I could close that door
Ill still have myself
Ima get me more
Went from broke to rich
Never needed help
Spend it on my wrist
Like what u waiting for like what you gotta say to me
Im waiting on the floor u miss me no surprise to me
We had something u needed someone come confide in me
I got nothing to give up so come take it all from me

Nothing lasts forever
Nothing lasts forever no
Nothing lasts forever
Nothing lasts forever no
Nothing lasts forever
Nothing lasts forever no
Nothing lasts forever
Nothing lasts forever no

Temporar(y) w/ @aftrr

he's strangling me by the neck
pulling me down the riverbed
making me see my mistakes again

all the wrong paths that i took
broken in the doors that should've stayed locked
and ignoring the ones wide open

i hate my life so fucking much I've
become jaded holding on my crutches i
don't see a happy ending anymore
im fucking finished read the notes on the floor

i cannot fucking socialize
always kept the circle small 
cut off all the people from highschool
now i have found myself
doing the same shit everyday
no one's gonna offer me the helping hand
pull me from this awful state

i hate my life so fucking much I've
become jaded holding on my crutches i
don't see a happy ending anymore
im fucking finished read the notes on the floor

I can't take back all the time
deleted all the photos
got rid of the yearbooks
my heart is now hollow
i think i was just a passerby 
people grow as the years go by
but im still stuck in the past
I don't think I'm ever gonna make it out

i hate my life so fucking much I've
become jaded holding on my crutches i
don't see a happy ending anymore
im fucking finished read the notes on the floor

read the notes on the floor 「🎸King Theta」

.•*

Garage edit of Spaceship by my fellow Utrechter Marsolo

https://hypeddit.com/aprdmusic/marsolospaceshipaprdgarageedit

fractures (demo)

nishith