hold tight (ft. deer death & richmnkey)

is it my fault?

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save me (trynacommunicate)

lyrics 

If I ran away will she stay?
Whatever it takes I'll be there
And every time you're around I calm down
It sucks I cant have you
The scars in my back hurt me too much
If I ran away will she stay? (and oh my god it hurts too much)
Whatever it takes I'll be there

whatever it takes

be with you

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omni (racky)

prod. nixx ♡ x michael harrison

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wanted u to stay but u don't wanna talk
all this damage on my brain its really getting off
bloody bruises on my face covered in makeup
cutting pieces off my skin its time i rip it off
fucked up, feeling dead
now i'm stuck on all these meds
put a bullet in my head
its not like you'd pay attention
god i'm so upset
crying all over my bed
rip my heart out of my chest
u wouldn't care for a second

i don't wanna talk i don't wanna fucking say it
bruises on my face and blood is dripping off my bracelet
never be alone thoughts in my head never quiet
maybe i should go to sleep hoping i don't make it
feeling like i'm depressed
feeling like i'm repressed
always getting obsessed
mind is never suppressed
holding onto secrets
swimming in the deep end
blood all over my hands
clothing splattered in red

hate it when i'm fighting
i'm so sick of trying
tallies on my arm that signify when i'm reminded
i cant take this distance
everything is different
i don't wanna talk and frankly u don't wanna listen

wanted u to stay but u don't wanna talk
all this damage on my brain its really getting off
bloody bruises on my face covered in makeup
cutting pieces off my skin its time i rip it off
fucked up, feeling dead
now i'm stuck on all these meds
put a bullet in my head
its not like you'd pay attention
god i'm so upset
crying all over my bed
rip my heart out of my chest
u wouldn't care for a second

bruises

prod. tattidar, wixxy, nixx ♡

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and i'm so confused
i'm not as bad as i used to be with u
deep inside my room
with blood stained on my shoes
in the skin that i abuse
tryna find something brand new
in this game i'm meant to lose

and ur sticking like a tattoo
but i don't wanna stay around u
walking on the site and now i'll defuse
all alone cus no one understanding what i been thru
maybe i should stay down like a recluse
tryna talk me out of myself but it's not true
i don't wanna say it right now i'm not meant to
all i know to do is shut down and forget u

feeling like i can't breathe
i'm too used to feeling sadness and anxiety
lay down but i can't sleep
phone glow on my face and feel that tears are falling down my cheek
lately i'm not like me
don't know who controls me
don't know where my heart went
think that shit just left me
feeling empty
broken bones inside of me
don't know who i am because i threw out all my memories

underscore

prod. idly blare

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i miss ur touch
and everything
u brought to us
and gave to me

and i can't escape my thoughts
i know now ur right and i'm not
can't help to see u go away
i wanna put shots in my brain

i see u standing in my room
but it's just my head missing the sight of u
laying in my bed
hold u close like we're glued

remember the nights u told me it'll be okay?
now at night my tears fall down my face i lie awake
look at me tell me what u see
i look at u and see the person of my dreams

help me get through this pain
darling i am not okay
i always ruin everything
saving u before it's too late


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darling

prod. injury

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blood on my face
you've taken away from
everything i gave
u want me to change
while u still are the same and
i can't explain how
i fell for who u were

i fell into
this world again
now i'm stuck in solitude
everything i have i rip apart in two
miss myself and who i was before you
excluding myself
from u

blood on my face
you've taken away from
everything i gave
u want me to change
while u still are the same and
i can't explain how
i fell for who u were