prod. tattidar, wixxy, nixx ♡

> lyrics <

and i'm so confused
i'm not as bad as i used to be with u
deep inside my room
with blood stained on my shoes
in the skin that i abuse
tryna find something brand new
in this game i'm meant to lose

and ur sticking like a tattoo
but i don't wanna stay around u
walking on the site and now i'll defuse
all alone cus no one understanding what i been thru
maybe i should stay down like a recluse
tryna talk me out of myself but it's not true
i don't wanna say it right now i'm not meant to
all i know to do is shut down and forget u

feeling like i can't breathe
i'm too used to feeling sadness and anxiety
lay down but i can't sleep
phone glow on my face and feel that tears are falling down my cheek
lately i'm not like me
don't know who controls me
don't know where my heart went
think that shit just left me
feeling empty
broken bones inside of me
don't know who i am because i threw out all my memories

underscore

nixxiu