reddit found this a few months ago. put it up on YT and forgot SC. sorry.

demo.

never,forever. - minor threat shirt

never,forever. - repairable

Make A Wish Ft Shinigami

Regret<3

Nothing,nowhere. - Julianna Interlude

prod. https://soundcloud.com/tothegood

https://youtu.be/zKJHrOSRpQA


i'm searching for something it never compare
it's not really worth it
it's never the same
again and again in my head i'm a waste
i can hear what you said on that night clear as day

i broke every promise i made to myself
i severed my word but it's all for the best
i don't show any love cause they all were in bed
they were snoring so loud never heard what i said
and i swear to god if i ever am clean
i'll end up with nothing to love i'm a fiend
i'm a loner i'm toxic without much esteem
i could end up with no one not hard to believe

tell me what you want from me
i could be your anything if you'd let me
resent me 
blame for the things 
that we both had agreed 
were results we'd accepted
i don't wanna talk that long
let me get off the phone now
yelling at me i'm so wrong
i ain't really yours no more
doing better on my own
i don't gotta watch my tongue 
no
i don't really want no smoke
got enough for myself
yeah

baby do you love me
said i'm sorry
i'm being honest
need you with me always
i never call
you're hanging out with empty hallways
and now i'm never home i got the ends i wanna go make
wanna find a way to say this
i don't really know what to do
i ain't ever been so impatient
find a way to get over you
had a feeling i'd fuck it all up
knew it all would go down
didn't know i would fall into love
and it'd go in the ground
no

i would kill for the chance to go back and replay
but i'm better i swear
i can learn from mistakes
i'm searching for something it never compare
it's not really worth it
it's never the same
i'm telling myself that you meant what you said 
can't believe what you did
and you act innocent
give it up 
you're the saddest excuse for a friend 
you were all that i had and you left me for dead


mix/master by me

Clear As Day (prod. tothegood)(VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION)

Let The Sun In

nothing,nowhere. - MY BONES

nothing,nowhere. - GILES COREY

nothing,nowhere. - FACE IT (GREEN TEA FREESTYLE)

[Verse]
I can feel the weight of the wind in my home town
Cause ain't shit changed since the last time I been around
And I been feeling low, feeling slow, feeling run down
I said "I been doing well," truth is I don't know now
And I can hear the pain in the way that you say my name
The cold gaze in your eyes
Tell me all the things that keep you up at night
If you sleep forever then you'll never have to fight
Where do I start
I got a big ego and a small heart
Rolling through with a bad attitude
And a mother fucking chip on my shoulder too
I'm like damn, how did it get like this?
I still hate my life, I'm still full of shit
And I got a thing for destruction
Down all the pills, said "fuck the instructions"

[Hook]
I can make the things that I love die
Ruin everything that's kept me alive
Push away the people who stood by my side
They ask me why I do it I don't know why
I can make the things that I love die
Ruin everything that's kept me alive
Push away the people who stood by my side
They ask me why I do it I don't know why

Weight Of The Wind (ISOLATION ASSEMBLY)

nothing,nowhere. - MY BONES

n,n.forever