produced by @jolst & @taylor

was kinda drunk when i made this so apologies for the slurring lol


like calm down, what you tripping for?
i know we kissed a lil bit i need a little more, oh
i know that she ain’t seen all this before
the way i smoke and pass out then she hit the door, oh

and your friends can walk you home, why you stressing?
break ur mans nose, you can’t say bless him 
spread my wings
smoke clouds 
blood is resin 
think u need a polo
yea that’s a breath mint

run it up run it up run it up yea
i’m kinda drunk, and i’m not having fun yea 
x2

i don’t drink too much anymore
but i’m still smoking every fuckin day
till my lungs go black 
got a tab on my tongue 
hope i don’t come back 
she’s a pretty little thing 
think my heart gone snap, uh 
spend a band casino
all on red no black 
got a knife on my hip
bet your life on that 
confidence is illusive
you won’t get no bat
only blades to your chest
then the line go flat, uh 

cherry drops mix it with the lean i’m nice :)
gotta keep brushin teeth from this full fat sprite 
been slumped all day but can’t close my eyes
think my heart gonna give 
but u can’t kill me twice

leather/face (jolst x taylor morgan)

trying to connect the dots

prod. @solofttt 🖤
if you're reading this, thank you for listening.
it means, seriously a lot
thx, take care

can you prelude to how i'm feeling?
cause i've been addicted to these patterns
all this time (time)
and it's hardly fair; i'm breaking still
regardless if i've already lost my will
and if i should fade into a darker light
it just doesn't make sense how i feel alright
cause i know nothing's right

and i've known that since yesterday
i'm something that i haven't always been
i lock my door, and lower the shades
letting flow state straight into the pen
the floors creek, and my brain feeds
on a core memory i stowed away
but i come forth; take it head on
peeling flesh off of it's travesty
but the earth hurts; all i have is me
she's here too, but sorta overseas
you amaze me, rearrange me 
in a shape similar to something sweet
the window open on a cold night
honestly i love frostbite
numbing part of me, in which apologies 
aren't policy for the limelight
fight back
fuck off
i'm not going outside today
i woke up too late
to avoid the rays
now i contemplate when was yesterday
i contradict what i thought i was
what i am now's not so pretty
day to day feeling disgust
from the mistrust that i gave me
i had caved in; so shameless
but if you like my shit, put it on playlist
i am not in search of validation.
just something genuine

(6x)
i'll connect the
i'll connect the dots

can you prelude to how i'm feeling?
cause i've been addicted to these patterns
all this time
(all this time)

travesty awaits [prod. soloft]

lay me down to rest w/ dylan lotus

part of the problem

Dopamine w/ cutdeep (pekarot/homesick)

lyrics


lyrics

step on my back
stomp on my head
i see the future in time for my death
give it some time
theres nothing left
the path you had chosen is not for the best
give me some time while im taking my rest
i smell the blood coming off of her breath
i still regret all the time that i spent
wasting away
im freezing to death

do i take your words for what theyre worth now
i feel im slowly just worse now
all of your words , they just hurt now
i took my time and i purged now

and im sorry for how i am
and im sorry u had to deal with me this long
its all out my hands
im done writing this story
ill come home 

step on my back
stomp on my head
i see the future in time for my death
give it some time
theres nothing left
the path you had chosen is not for the best
give me some time while im taking my rest
i smell the blood coming off of her breath
i still regret all the time that i spent
wasting away
im bleeding to death

nothing lives here

Nothing Lives Here (p. ne'erdowell)

I can never finish anytthing, expect releases never.

king prod scotty splash of course.

lyrics:
infinite words but I'm still so speechless
fuck it it hurts when I see you leavin
i know i got work yeah I got demons

baby I got demons hold my hand at night and whisper scary stories
I'm a freak and I'm sorry for the sorries
she wanna eat my heart to taste the heartache
she'll leave a mess and claim it's just what I make
I make my own heartbreak
I sold my sad ideas to myself like it was shark tank

I barely graduated fuck academy
gifted burnout fuck it's so sad to see
I could've been something, and made my momma proud of me
but I let time slip on right out of me


you fear a futures past that you havent even met yet
you fear a love that you haven't even said yet
you know theres better and you wanna forget it
cause half the time you speak you tend to really regret it

and regrets builds up
and resent sets in
and at one point
we might have been friends
but they're over it
and  I knew that this would end
and I'm not so over it
and I'm sorry if 

infinite words (prod. scotty splash)

Ifykyk

plant based (feat. mr boochie) (prod manitee)

@lilskeleskrrt
@elsssd
Lyrics
yung axstn
chorus: how long has it been since the last time i talked to you
i remember then its the last time i thought of you
razors turn to ash since its been like the same thing over and over
ill never forget all the things that you put me through

lil skele
Verse:Razors to ashes fucked up like an addict
im sorry cant stand it cant take all the damage
youre heartless i know that i just thought you would fix that
it's over now we're through
this is the last time i i talk to you

Razors Turn To Ash

Razors Turn To Ash (feat. skele) [Prod.ELSD]

I don't wanna fucking stay alone
girl you gotta hit my on the telephone
lately lazy gotta change it in my bones
baby sorry I've distant my mind in cyclone
run another risk of getting my cover blown
blowing out the potent, front of mind each flow, wavy shore
house right on the water pop a bottle sip untilI I zone
got my mic beside me, please don't try me, bitch I own the throne
~
blowing out this fire, lungs collapsing I can't lie thats it 
know I'm gon be fine, I waste my time on things I'd rather ditch
life is such a bitch, think that you happy? I snatch that shit
palms are so clammy, I pack me a gram see from different perspectives of life I admit
got no directives / nothing to tell me whats right from the pit
think that i'm losing my grip, I submit
but I come through with that grit never quit
output reflect his own efforts
work you put in you will see in bit
where you at when time lapses 
just collapsing? or you putting the work in?

deep in the dark they be lurking
looking right behind me when I thought I knew for certain
mind is playing tricks on me enough of sippin bourbon
lied too many times I think I might just put the work in 
surgeon's stitching up my organs
20 years from now
...
when's life slowing down?
I'm losing it now.
lay right back down on the ground

Telephone [prod. unlucky]

some of the bars of all time
@4EVER-COLLECTIVE

infinite words (prod. scotty splash)

Nod