Setbacks

unreleased. beat prod unknown

i can’t help myself from thinking
my high is on the descend
cause i know im the reason
that your life couldn’t be decent
and bitch im only 17
smoking on a 7 green
keep myself from being mean

toxic

residential. - toxic

[Intro: Nerina Pallot]
A state of grace
Untouched
Untraced
(​notmorgn)

[Chorus: 9TAILS]
Rip from my joints through my spine, toxic (Toxic)
Lines on my back from the time I had slit (I slit)
Still hit my line talkin' 'bout what you missed (What you missed)
I'm seeing signs, I think I'm toxic (Uh; Think I'm so toxic)
Get to the point, you think I'm toxic (I'm toxic)
Out in the snow while the cold wind hits (Wind hits)
I'm all alone walking home, love sick (Walking home love sick)
I should have known I was too toxic (I was too toxic)

[Verse: 9TAILS]
Are you okay? (Ayy)
Tell me, are you okay?
I called every night
I swear that I could hear your phone ring
Close the propane
I don't want the fault drain
Feel the rain, let it leave you with a cold taste—

9TAILS - toxic (prod. notmorgn)

produced by @kingtheta

lyrics:

and it's getting colder,
late in october
the weight on my shoulders,
weighs down like a boulder
i wish i could hold her
or keep my composure
for just a little longer
i wish that i was stronger
i wish that i was stronger

she won't come over until i get sober
been high since october
please don't turn your shoulder
now we're getting older
and you're getting bolder
feel like i don't know it
hope she remembers what i told her

you know that i'll always love you
fine with the terms that i've come to
can't put anyone above you
just to suffer all of this abuse
you said we'd make it work, you lied
you gave up, six months went by
replacing me with another guy
that's why i'm high

and it's getting colder,
late in october
the weight on my shoulders,
weighs down like a boulder
i wish i could hold her
or keep my composure
for just a little longer
i wish that i was stronger
i wish that i was stronger

october

solitude:

everynight im on the same shit, in the studio n i cant miss
i cant blame nobody for this hole im in
im jus gon keep digging till my brain cave in
its been so long but it feel like yesterday when ts tore me up
pour me up, it aint no liqour in my cup es morton grove
think they tried to warn me
but i never been good at listening to what im told
yes or no, are u rly down for forever, lmk



Empathy:

it’s okay, I got me and my friends we all here
we got opps, bitches watch n they hope we dissappear
she feed her hunger with my tears/that’s why I never cry 
oh my gosh let me guess i bet you’ve never lied
you have, you tell yourself that I’m so terrible 
so you don’t feel as bad for some shit that’s unrepairable
I hope that you’re glad, you seen my sister lose her life 
you couldve got with my friends but had my family in line you chose my brother in law, u must wanna see me fall
oh gosh it’s hard to believe
when you look into my nephews eyes
did you see them grieve
did you tell yourself their mom is looking back at me
and that her brothers back at home 
wondering where i could be
he would snap if he found out
and if he dies that’s alright 
we’ll have something to talk about
yea something relatable
two siblings that are dead 
and their life was never full 
i’m not a fool

Empathy - nvrfull ft. solitude (neverforever)

oh shit 
I spilled my drink
I pour another cuz I just don’t think 
I get so messed up I walk with a limp 
im playing these memories that’s saved on this disc

oh shit
imma snap it 
Remind me of times I thought that was gone 
I seem unhappy im making these songs 
I spill my guts everytime that im wrong 

I pour my heart out for them was it right?
i was a kid i was so scared of knifes 
playing with blades when im up in the night
this is my downfall my downfall alright 

I wanna save myself
I cannot save myself
I need some help
in a box I yell 
in a box I yell 
come get me out 

oh shit 
I spilled my drink
I pour another cuz I just don’t think 
I get so messed up I walk with a limp 
im playing these memories that’s saved on this disc

oh shit
imma snap it 
Remind me of times I thought that was gone 
I seem unhappy im making these songs 
I spill my guts everytime that im wrong 

-

is it worth getting away just for a day 
and then I’ll just come back worse
what did I say, i missing the rain 
Cuz the sun just hurts 

oh my god yea this life’s a blur 
yea 
I won’t lie I don’t like world but 
some of you 
I will keep with me 
But some of you
you will walk with me

disc [michael harrison]

Wake Up w/ Brecken

I can never finish anytthing, expect releases never.

king prod scotty splash of course.

lyrics:
infinite words but I'm still so speechless
fuck it it hurts when I see you leavin
i know i got work yeah I got demons

baby I got demons hold my hand at night and whisper scary stories
I'm a freak and I'm sorry for the sorries
she wanna eat my heart to taste the heartache
she'll leave a mess and claim it's just what I make
I make my own heartbreak
I sold my sad ideas to myself like it was shark tank

I barely graduated fuck academy
gifted burnout fuck it's so sad to see
I could've been something, and made my momma proud of me
but I let time slip on right out of me


you fear a futures past that you havent even met yet
you fear a love that you haven't even said yet
you know theres better and you wanna forget it
cause half the time you speak you tend to really regret it

and regrets builds up
and resent sets in
and at one point
we might have been friends
but they're over it
and  I knew that this would end
and I'm not so over it
and I'm sorry if 

infinite words (prod. scotty splash)

lyrics ⬇️

i talk a lot about you i dont think you think of me
i hate the ridicule i feel like this is hide and seek
switch perspectives for a second maybe you would see
its not really all that perfect in this deep blue sea
i checked my vitals and my heart is beating beautifully 
nevermind the thoughts i had of what it coudlnt be
cuz i dont think too much or at all when i fall asleep
and im so sorry when you call i know you gon hear the beep
and its my fault that i did everything i did to you

but if you didnt jump conclusions i think wed be cool
split my body armor when you uncovered the truth
i drank that that poison every night
didn’t have nun to lose
not much else to do
like now that i can’t fall asleep
ur the only thing in my thoughts I miss all the dreams
it was nice that I escaped my sick reality
but now i gotta go right back to find my inner peace 

i talk a lot about you i dont think you think of me

i checked my vitals and my heart is beating beautifully 

and im so sorry when you call i know you gon hear the beep
and its my fault that i did everything i did to you

but if you didnt jump conclusions i think wed be cool
split my body armor when you uncovered the truth
i drank that that poison every night
didn’t have nun to lose
not much else to do
like now that i can’t fall asleep

now that I can’t fall asleep (secre)

till death do us part (ft.FLAKK)

semtex (prod. daruis)

some of the bars of all time
@4EVER-COLLECTIVE

infinite words (prod. scotty splash)

Nod