I know I’m nothing that you wanted to see 
I know I’m not a single thing I’ve ever wanted to be 
I know there’s not a thing you’ve wanted from me 
I know that you’re sick so I guess that I’ll just leave 

I’ll go back home if I know you really want it
And I’ll hop on the game as soon as I install it 
I never thought the time would leave me stuck right here 
Now nothing is the same and I never feel the same no more 

Fuck my body cuz my brain is on a mission
To see how fast I can kill myself with my inhibitions 
I get anxiety from the little things 
I don’t wanna be seen I’m not a man in name

Oh god 

I feel so lonely and my dogs my only friends 
I get so sick of this damn room it feels just like a pen 
No one cares anyway and I have zero fans
I’ll smash my guitar into bits until it pains my hands 

And I’d leave you alone if you really need it 
I got myself a new bad habit got me a new demon 
I never throught there’d be no better days 
And everyday’s the same and I always feel this way 

Fuck everybody I hate myself and this shit 
reality in front of me but I won’t ever see it 
There’s no variety in my day to day 
I don’t wanna be seen I’m not a man in name

Oh no

whats new? (i dont have fun)

nokilam