Bang Bang

Bang Bang (Ft. Weepings)

produced by wisssery and scryer
mixed and mastered by marc orozco

shattered in my mind to fight the feeling
lost in all the cracks of my ceiling
lost in thoughts of the months we were alright
do i cross your mind even sometimes?

will you just call me back?
maybe we can talk about the things i should've said when we were drunk on your couch
how could i forget a moment so perfect?
just wanna be worth it
i'll never be worth it
god damn, don't feel bad about being right now
i dont do shit for the gram, so tell your man pipe down
the days getting longer, i just wanna lie down
see you in everything and that's why i don't go outside now

sometimes (prod. wisssery x scryer)

Lyrics:

theres no place like home
theres no place like home
theres no place like home
theres no place like home
no strings attached
no strings attached
no strings attached
no strings attached

this is what she said

"i been kinda distant and i been making friends
can we catch up reminisce
no i don't want a man but i kinda want ur dick
i want the pleasure i want head
no strings attached"  

and this is what i said

"ok
we can do this shit again
i could fuck ur pretty face
in the burrow by the shed"
tho i dont want 2
but you'll pull at my arm
till i cave n i rock you

and i downed a bottle of some shi
ion think i'll make it back
i need a version of affection
cut a lil bit of slack
i jus need a kiss
need a love
need some me time
if we really gonna fight
can we do it past the treeline

this is what she said

"i been kinda distant
and i been making friends
can we catch up reminisce
no i don't want a man
but i kinda want ur dick
i want the pleasure i want head
no strings attached"

this is what she said

"i been kinda distant
and i been making friends
can we catch up reminisce
no i don't want a man
but i kinda want ur dick
i want the pleasure i want head
no strings attached"
no strings attached
no strings attached
no strings attached

judge, jury, & executioner

last night w/ GLXSGXW x roachspliff

lyrics


think it thru
its in my head
but im still scared
im scared to death
im so sick of being terrified
horrified, fearful
now im paralyzed 

followed thru the woods by a pair of eyes
im betting my life on a pair of dice
wish i didnt have such a fragile mind
bb hold my hand till we’re in paradise
i know how it goes
its a paradigm
bb
i just ruin it
every single time
lately
its not ur fault
i promise we’ll be fine
hate me
even when ur gone i see u in my mind


ripped apart
but still i breath
and im not shocked
its all on me
i cry in your arms
but still i bleed
i try too hard
from underneath

pulling down
from under me
take me back
to summer eves
i miss the nights
i spent alright
and now i hardly
even think

followed thru the woods by a pair of eyes
im betting my life on a pair of dice
wish i didnt have such a fragile mind
bb hold my hand till we’re in paradise
i know how it goes
its a paradigm
bb
i just ruin it
every single time
lately
its not ur fault
i promise we’ll be fine
hate me
even when ur gone i see u in my mind

paradise lost

Song I was working on for a little ep that got kinda scrapped.  Tryna work on new music but im really in a deep writers block.  F

Lyrics

I found a castle in the clouds
It felt like home encased in shrouds
I slipped my tongue and spoke aloud
You always knew I'd let you down?

Fuckin garbage
Don’t know why I’m talking
21
With chronic coughing
Ziplock bag
And it's filled with chronic
If you see it 
then I’m on it
All my family are alcoholics
Double up
Double cup it’s calling me
I don’t think that I’m ever getting free
I don’t know which persons really me

I found a castle in the clouds
It felt like home encased in shrouds
I slipped my tongue and spoke aloud
You always knew I'd let you down?

Always let you down but
You had held your ground my
Castles fall in tandem all around me
All around me
Nothings meant to last
I, hear the heavens crashing
Down the choirs sounding
All to war, all to war

Paradise Lost (prod. farber)

lyrics

hope we don't leave a disaster
i been in the lab with my black heart
i'm tied to the souls, im a snatcher
i'm leaving the scene in laughter

held me down, almost drowned but i made it
it should have been me on that fucking pavement
i'm not done with berating
things will change for ur sake
but seems like every night i'm sleeping by the grave

holding back the tears u know i wanna fight back
in seek of an example i know u would like that
wishing upon freedom but constricted by these walls
i can't hear another i'll be right back

i'll be right back 
baby i'll be right back
i can't hear another i'll be right back

right back 
baby i'll be right back
i can't hear another
i can't hear another

i can't hear another
i'll be right back
i can't lose another to the right path

or so they say i was born by the sword
it sealed my fate
i hope u can forgive me i was sworn by the plague

born in decay
swayed by a saint
i just hope that u can hear me when i pray

just look what its coming to
cracks all on the roof
maybe it meant more when u said that i was brave

i walk around with ur picture 
i hope u know that i miss u

the alchemists omen

the alchemists omen (hollowpurple x tiedforsilver)

[clip from green goblin in spiderman]

lyrics

oh it's perfect
i think it's perfect
and i deserve it
with how hard i've been working
my treasure is ur cursing
and i'm certain 
i feel the earth bending for me with some purpose
i'm closing up the curtains

blow those kisses
gonna hope that it holds with the distance
the winter has no forgviness

no i'm not kidding
so much more to giving
take away the core is driven

i have a thirst for this quench
and this curse gives a quest
and our souls are meant to be attached
but i don't wanna be attached
i'm not a puppet on ur wall
i don't care to be attacked
there's no coming back 
there's no coming back

in the crystal ball i see all their faces
but no one but me is gonna face it 
they don't know me as something ancient
but they'll still wish upon a shooting star

u were the one in the snow
melting the trust with the ending so cold
i now know, i now know

no one can see what i'm like 
the pillow is deep in the pages
i wrote the script with my knife
i had to change up my ties
couldn't keep listening to mages

think this was destined from the start, i'm sorry
came with the beauty to carve
theres no bottom of my heart, i'm serious
it's only counting up the stars, delerious
theres only picking at my scars, furious
i feel every crashing car
i feel every bone apart
i feel every skin in shards

u dont wanna grow old
think it's time we go home
---
or am i just on my own

when u wither
do ur hands touch the clouds
or do u see the killer 
getting twisted around
the man with the mask had delivered

the seers lament

the seers lament (ryan kelly)

prod by me :)

Lyrics:

you sat me down at the end of your bed
told me that you loved me to fuck with my head
listening to if it means a lot to you
i hope i meant a lot to you

i hope i meant a lot to you
i was naive to trust you
especially after all that i've been through
sorry i talked about my past too

is this too real for you?
bullshit, i don't care for you
you're a liar
you're a fake
i can't believe i trusted you
now i'm all alone with a broken heart
don't come crawling back to me, it's not in the cards

you sat me down at the end of your bed
told me that you loved me to fuck with my head
listening to if it means a lot to you
i hope i meant a lot to you

i hope i meant a lot to you
i was naive to trust you
especially after all that i've been through
sorry i talked about my past too

is this too real for you?
bullshit, i don't care for you
you're a liar
you're a fake
i can't believe i trusted you
now i'm all alone with a broken heart
don't come crawling back to me, it's not in the cards

i hope i meant a lot to you

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@onlyfriendyeah
prod. metlast

(kanashi)
i been down bad, bad
a panic attack away from living out a backpack
yes, im high af you aint even gotta ask that
ppl say they love me but i know they be lying
brain explodes every time you fuckin imply it
and i dont wanna hear that shit
no no, i never had a truthful friend
and thats the end of it

yeah i dig myself to the depths again
question my very existence
and this pain up in my head
it paints my thoughts a shade of red

this existence, yeah you know its fuckin narcissistic 
cuz i only exist to hurt
a trail of dead bodies left in the dirt

and i leave pain in my wake
every single word that leaves my brain...
so full of vindication...pushing them away...

(onlyfriend)
feels like i been this way from the start
just keep your distance as i fall apart
get it off of my chest
hard to breathe through this stress
every word that they say
platitudes and charades

because hell is other people, if not myself
i don't wanna fuck with anyone else
and there's nothing you can say to change it

gtf away from me w/ onlyfriend [+metlast]

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