Lyrics:

theres no place like home
theres no place like home
theres no place like home
theres no place like home
no strings attached
no strings attached
no strings attached
no strings attached

this is what she said

"i been kinda distant and i been making friends
can we catch up reminisce
no i don't want a man but i kinda want ur dick
i want the pleasure i want head
no strings attached"  

and this is what i said

"ok
we can do this shit again
i could fuck ur pretty face
in the burrow by the shed"
tho i dont want 2
but you'll pull at my arm
till i cave n i rock you

and i downed a bottle of some shi
ion think i'll make it back
i need a version of affection
cut a lil bit of slack
i jus need a kiss
need a love
need some me time
if we really gonna fight
can we do it past the treeline

this is what she said

"i been kinda distant
and i been making friends
can we catch up reminisce
no i don't want a man
but i kinda want ur dick
i want the pleasure i want head
no strings attached"

this is what she said

"i been kinda distant
and i been making friends
can we catch up reminisce
no i don't want a man
but i kinda want ur dick
i want the pleasure i want head
no strings attached"
no strings attached
no strings attached
no strings attached

judge, jury, & executioner

thank you to everyone that had a hand in this and for everyone who has been listening and showing support. I didnt know what to put for the genre since its a bunch of different ones so i chose pop idffk lol.

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i hate myself & i hate that i hate myself

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i hate myself & i hate that i hate myself [p. back2thapast+sor]

original song
https://soundcloud.com/heylog/oblivious

lyrics:
still oblivious to what u like
took my head cut away for life
hoping you'll see, maybe notice the time
ur wasting, face it, i wanna make u mine
still oblivious to what u like
took my head cut away for life
hoping you'll see, maybe notice the time
ur wasting, face it, i wanna make u mine

fiending for love, don't know if i'll get it
my heart is growing numb, i can never feel it
and if u are the one, doubt i would know it
cause i'm too dumb to know what ur feelin
REMEMBER WHEN YOU SAID YOU WOULD LIKE TO SEE ME
WERE YOU JUST SAYING THAT CAUSE I TOOK IT HONESTLY
NO POINT IN FEELING BAD I'M JUST HAPPY YOU COULD SEE
HOW HARD I'M BOUTTA CRASH AND YOU SAY YOU'RE HERE FOR ME

still healing to be whole
don't know what's inside
guess i could explore
the sun sets west as i pedal on my bike
the rain falls best in a vertical line
still fallin inna hole
let's see what i find
cus i need somethin more
the sun sets west if the horizons behind
the rain falls best in a vertical line

fiending for love
don't know if i'll get
my heart is growing numb
i can never feel it
n if you are the one
doubt i would know it
cause i'm too dumb
to know what ur feelin
remember when u said u would like to see me
were u just saying that cause i took it honestly
no point in feeling bad im just happy u could see
how hard i'm boutta crash

THE THUNDER IS APPROACHING FROM MY HOME TO YOU
CAUSE EVERYTIME I DROVE BACK THE SKY WAS NEVER BLUE
AND THAT HAD TO MEAN SOMETHING BABE
CAUSE IT HAPPENED EVERYTIME I LEFT YOUR PLACE
NOW EVERYTIME IT RAINS I ALWAYS THINK OF YOU
CAUSE WE COULD BE KISSING, DANCING UNDER THE MOON
NOW I WONDER IF YOU THINK THE SAME THINGS
I DOUBT IT, PROBABLY JUST ME
SO KILL ME NOW CAUSE I KNOW I'M LOSING YOU
IT'S SO HARD TO BREATH IF WE'LL NEVER UNDO
I STILL LOVE YOU WITH EVERYTHING
IT'S BEEN A WHILE LAYING EYES ON YOUR FACE
I'M WRITING THESE SONGS N BABY THEY'RE ALL FOR YOU
HOPING THAT YOU SEE AND COME IN TO PURSUE
SO BABY TELL ME WE'RE OK
IS THIS LIFE? CAUSE I'M HOPING IT'S A PHASE

heylog - oblivious (slowed)

It never gets easier
_____________________________________________________________
It never gets easier
Seasons change; and your feelings hurt
But you just get used to it all
You will stand up from the fall
You're the only person that you'll ever know at all
And I don't know myself so I guess everything is false

The blood that I've shed
Would rather be dead
_____________________________________________________________

Produced & mixed by John Wehmeyer & Weepings
Written by Weepings
Mastered by Weepings
Eternal September | 2023

It never gets easier

not home. playing his song "let me sleep" acoustic live

let me sleep acoustic

not home. - let me sleep *acoustic*

you can bet the whip go fast when i press the gas i promise
people think im mad, but i ain’t talk back cuz they hate it when im honest
im always in the center of the room im in but there’s two sides to iconic
such a shame that i wasn’t born flawless
see the pain when you look in my eyes, oh
no you wouldn’t think im suicidal
well that’s the point of it i guess
i smoke so much that i just overthink the stress
gotta get out my head, gotta get out my-

xanny pill make it so hard to feel
thinking that nothings real, thinking that nothings real
oh that xanny pill, xanny pill
make it so hard to feel something real
i just want my heart to heal, a heart of steel
living that way isn’t ideal
if it was someone else would u throw that life away?
you’d rather kill yourself than to live another day
i wish that happiness wasn’t so goddamn cliche
i wish it wasn’t hard to say that im okay

you can bet the whip go fast when i press the gas i promise
people think im mad, but i ain’t talk back cuz they hate it when im honest
im always in the center of the room im in but there’s two sides to iconic
such a shame that i wasn’t born flawless
see the pain when you look in my eyes, oh
no you wouldn’t think im suicidal
well that’s the point of it i guess
i smoke so much that i just overthink the stress
gotta get out my head, gotta get out my-

gotta get out my room, just to get out my (head)
gotta take out the shrooms, just to get out my (head)
gotta get out soon, before i blow my (head)
before i blow my head 
before i blow my-

you can bet the whip go fast when i press the gas i promise
and i never talk bad they just think im mad cuz im really just honest
always in the center of the room im in im really iconic
there’s two sides to iconic

iconic

-Iconic+ [prod. neverforever]

lochmoar v1 (nico north) (snippet)

@baltic-sea-records

lyrics

If you want to pretend
Guess it's ok if we’re friends
Could you try love me?
Could you love me again?
One last chance

Know you said this was the end
This is the message I’ll send
To get you and I back

I’m here for your doubts
I’m here when you frown
I’ll answer all of your calls
My energy is your mound

You're the talk of the town
I know you’ll come around
But when you’re moping like that
I wanna leave this shit town

It’s hard for me, I know it's hard for you
Gotta overwork the brain to repair all these wounds
But it’s not always easy when you live a life in constant blue
Sometimes I don’t fucking know why I get this attitude

Hold me down for the last time
I’ll still pull a runner in the limelight
20 greys, 50 shades, I’ll still love you in this place
But could you let me love you when the time's right

If you want to pretend
Guess it's ok if we’re friends
Could you try love me?
Could you love me again?
One last chance

Know you said this was the end
This is the message I’ll send
To get you and I back

I’m here for your doubts
I’m here when you frown
I’ll answer all of your calls
My energy is your mound

You're the talk of the town
I know you’ll come around
But when you’re moping like that
I wanna leave this shit town

pretend

pretend (shxdy)

Rotten (prod. JessieRosse)

Prod: Michael Harrison

Yeah she lick her lips 
Watch me fall
I didn’t want none of this 
It’s all my fault 

Yeah she turn to rust 
My efforts are gone 
Look what you done 
I’m not enough 

Your such an innocent girl that knew me  
But I swear you were truly deadly 
I didn’t care I just wanted you with me 

Yeah darling I tried so hard 
Now with someone else you saying raw 
I throw way my life for both of us 
Now I don’t think I can ever trust 

I put my heart and soul 
Went all to waste 
Scream fuck you to my face 
That shit never gets old 
My love for you is drying out 
This is me screaming my pain out loud 

Left didn’t even send a text 
I was such a fucking mess 
Pour out everything for you and somehow we called it quits 
Your love is what I will never get again 

Yeah she turn to rust 
My efforts are gone 
Look what you done 
I’m not enough

Rust

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@onlyfriendyeah
prod. metlast

(kanashi)
i been down bad, bad
a panic attack away from living out a backpack
yes, im high af you aint even gotta ask that
ppl say they love me but i know they be lying
brain explodes every time you fuckin imply it
and i dont wanna hear that shit
no no, i never had a truthful friend
and thats the end of it

yeah i dig myself to the depths again
question my very existence
and this pain up in my head
it paints my thoughts a shade of red

this existence, yeah you know its fuckin narcissistic 
cuz i only exist to hurt
a trail of dead bodies left in the dirt

and i leave pain in my wake
every single word that leaves my brain...
so full of vindication...pushing them away...

(onlyfriend)
feels like i been this way from the start
just keep your distance as i fall apart
get it off of my chest
hard to breathe through this stress
every word that they say
platitudes and charades

because hell is other people, if not myself
i don't wanna fuck with anyone else
and there's nothing you can say to change it

gtf away from me w/ onlyfriend [+metlast]

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