hero.

🤟

2020 Emo Rap

Lyrics:

theres no place like home
theres no place like home
theres no place like home
theres no place like home
no strings attached
no strings attached
no strings attached
no strings attached

this is what she said

"i been kinda distant and i been making friends
can we catch up reminisce
no i don't want a man but i kinda want ur dick
i want the pleasure i want head
no strings attached"  

and this is what i said

"ok
we can do this shit again
i could fuck ur pretty face
in the burrow by the shed"
tho i dont want 2
but you'll pull at my arm
till i cave n i rock you

and i downed a bottle of some shi
ion think i'll make it back
i need a version of affection
cut a lil bit of slack
i jus need a kiss
need a love
need some me time
if we really gonna fight
can we do it past the treeline

this is what she said

"i been kinda distant
and i been making friends
can we catch up reminisce
no i don't want a man
but i kinda want ur dick
i want the pleasure i want head
no strings attached"

this is what she said

"i been kinda distant
and i been making friends
can we catch up reminisce
no i don't want a man
but i kinda want ur dick
i want the pleasure i want head
no strings attached"
no strings attached
no strings attached
no strings attached

judge, jury, & executioner

this isn't really the most me kind of song
just a lot of gibberish thrown together but i did want to share at least something as it's been a hot minute
i hope i'm back to usual soon <3

Lyrics:

it's probably better
it's probably better
it's probably better
it's probably better
it's probably better you're never hearing this

could you tell me that you love me
even if you'll never mean it i need something
i been needing reassurance that i'm something
this shit is fuel for giving up please
so could you tell me that you love me
it's fucking lonely in this body so i share it with her lusting
oh could you fuck me

could you fuck me right back
i won't get attached
just need to make it thru the night without a rollie or a pack
at least the music has my back
yuh
cuz i know people never last
yuh
i made this shit so in a week i'll have a song to cry to
i made this shit so in a year i'll be at peace and i won't mind you
she said that she'd be right there nothings ever right there
i'd honestly be dead if i found another life there

so let me know if you relate
or i'm alone to fight my fate
i tend to fall in love too quickly
have the habit getting clingy
have a habit sort of sticking
it's probably something that i'm missing
from my childhood or misery
and now i can't remember much
but i know i never really wanted this
and the things i'd give to run back life again
now i fantasize bout the corny lovey shit
but it's probably better you're never hearing this

yuh it's probably better you're never hearing this
yuh it's probably better you're never hearing this

it's probably better
it's probably better
it's probably better
it's probably better
it's probably better you're never hearing this

something, anything.

prod. maxchris x ayoley

lyrics:

if you're in pain reach out to me !!
i'll be there best that i can be
forgot to eat
and i can't sleep
at least with u i learned to breathe
no matter what this earth can throw
my friends and i survived it all
there's unique pain i know you own
you'll someday beat it i hope u know

time won't stop for you
these things won't work how you plan them to
the beat moves slow
and i move slower
people so fake
so i thought i'd be real for a second

oh did i mention
i like making friends but lately most feel like a set up
they'll try to use you any way they can and then they'll dead you
they'll steal your beat insert themselves upon your art in seconds
they'll beg you for an open till you cave so grit your teeth and give a scrap you made a month ago and let them
send a single snippet and they rip it just so they can load it up in fl studio and slap a halfass verse around it
god i wish i was kidding
but feels nice to vent all the shit that i live with
there's two types of friends and i know which is which
yea i've got my ways but i'm not spilling shit

-

if you're in pain reach out to me
i'll be there best that i can be
forgot to eat
and i can't sleep
at least with you i learned to breathe
no matter what this earth can throw
my friends and i survived it all
there's unique pain i know you own
u'll someday beat it i hope u know

time won't stop for you
these things won't work how you plan them to
the beat moves slow
and i move slower
people so fake
so i thought i'd be real for a second
oh did i mention
i like making friends but lately most feel like a set up
they'll try to use you any way they can and then they'll dead you
they'll steal your beat insert themselves upon your art in seconds

hurdles

Lyrics:

[Yokai Dreams]

something's been eating me up as of lately
i'm never enough and i feel like they hate me
can't blame anyone but myself
i don't have no one else
i don't take no ones help
i won't take yours
after it all i am still just the same me

weak
maybe i'm an asshole
i'm scared but i won't let that show
no king
sick of this castle
i'd leave but it's too much hassle

got a tortured mind and a broken heart
i barely recognize me
u wouldn't understand a thing
mind over matter but both mine are weak

[hero]

if it's really what you wanted then there's nothing to forgive (AAAA)
trapped in cells of condemnation my mind is gonna give
depression comes in cycles
2nd guessing come in sweeps
what my friends are spouting
you'd have to torture outta me

everything
i think
i say
and all i said
i meant
i'm not jus gonna skim right past it
go get fuckin bent
"you wouldn't understand it"
bitch it's happening to me
"mind over matter"
but both of mine are weak

mind over matter w/ yokai dreams (prod. vowl x brothel)

and she said “let’s take a walk
to the pond, haven’t been in months”
and my head says no but i must
in the aftermath i’ll float among the dust 

why won’t you hold me 
why won’t you hold til me the end
and every green text that had sent
was like a bullet to the head
i’m impressionable but most of all 
i’ve never had a friend
so i’ll just smoke this weed instead
think of scenarios in my head

pond life

It's cliche as hell to say now, but man, people are so nice about these silly tracks. This one was composed literally days after the initial release of Askew, I was so overwhelmed by the support my CRINGE ass had to convey it somehow, I didn't even think I was going to make ANY new Askew music, much less a whole new album, more is on the way :)!!!!

Addendum <3

No Promises [Upd. 5/19/25]

Lyrics:

enough with character development
done with the lessons
i learned to just parry her
i'm growing up she abandoned her courier
of all types of pain
i think i am a carrier

you ripped the value right out of my soul
my sprite mourns its flesh and bone
in the corner of your room hangs what's left of my ghost
of a final hour i think it holds hope
you're gonna reap what you sow
you'll next wrap my carcass in rope
if you want to be gone so bad then just go
if lust is love to you, love's your subterfuge

but i deserve to know

sayonara
send me a postcard
cuz life's feeling different
and i need assistance
i need a friend who would travel the distance
she's not ever coming back
we're not ever coming back

postcard (hateful)

if you know where the reference bars are from - you are swag

Lyrics:

on the pavement i've been laying low
i'd rather lay alone
i'd rather sit and contemplate my fate and fuckin zone
wield a mask and cut my wrist until i feel the flow
i wanna kill myself so bad and you don't even know
never cared about the money or the fame
cuz the money fill my tummy but my pockets stay the same
i've been slowly craving happiness and I should be ashamed
i ain't let myself feel anything these thoughts are all to blame

sweater weather's better
i'd go shirtless in december
but i'm dysmorphic of my body
with no sign of getting better
so i hate the way i look
and i hate the way i feel
but i cannot force the change
so i just suffer in what's real

no happily ever after
return the cast back to sender
i'm no mage but eating spells is something i think i could manage
i just pop another xanax
i am used to disadvantage
i can see through every wall
but i just let her deal me damage

she supports me from the shadows
and i don't know if that's better
think i'd rather her let go
she makes me kinda wanna vanish
i just relish in the effort from my friends and all my brothers
if these pills happen to kill me
hide my body from my mother

my own mind got me fallin off the deep end
sleepin in the crevice
it's not much
just slowly creepin
if you tryna stay alive
don't bother
voices been speaking
cuz the reaper split your face in two 
your blood is leaking

sweater weather (hollowprpl)

purchase : https://fox-wedding.bandcamp.com/track/try-me

TRY ME

http://www.mediafire.com/file/rm8netx2tx8tr51/OmenXIII_-_DECODE.zip

A lot of things change on the daily,
Loved ones, lifetimes, ain't no safety.
If the world was anything then it would be dangerous,
not cuz of violence, not cuz of anger,
bitch it's nature to have friction, we would not be if we didn't
we would be a single image, no atoms no civilization.
We have love so we have pain, no ones perfect we make mistakes
,When the urge we feels too great and emotions get in the way.
,Believe me I've made my own, but that's life so don't let drown you,
The flood is still coming down, if you don't swim it will surround you
   if Your demons are in the water there's no hope of getting out,
When your screaming at your the top of your lungs, 
but there's no one that you could reach out to.
theres nobody there the in the end,
but you are so that's your best reason
to believe in just yourself,
Other options are for the weakened.

Don't prospect on other people, they're not you so they can't be you.
You can try but you can't be them, be like them and you'll being seeing
the results of mimication, forsaken by other people, no god could save you from death
if one could then that would be evil.

DECODE

00101111 01001101 01001001 01000001 (Prod. nvrmore)

XIII, DREAMWALKER

When The Sky Falls

Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D1W8tSHLnTM
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/4SDrYcibOoKqswDN3Y1Kb8?si=Frc39TndQH-Xq90uCpOe3g

Lyrics:
Got this burden in me stirring tossing turning
Working on a better me is it worth it worth it
You deserve it thats what she said
But she's perfect I'm the only she'll regret
Woah there don't you go there that's what she said
No fair you don't know where I've been sleeping
No care you were nowhere blank and speechless
But she's perfect I'm the one she'll regret

Memories on reread we can't reset
Drowning in the deep end every weekend
I've been searching I've been seeking fighting demons
Needing something to believe in need a reason
So stay with me lil bae
Don't play with me no games no way
So stay with me lil bae
Just lay with me run away with me

Got this burden in me stirring tossing turning
Working on a better me is it worth it worth it
You deserve it thats what she said
But she's perfect I'm the only she'll regret
Woah there don't you go there that's what she said
No fair you don't know where I've been sleeping
No care you were nowhere blank and speechless
But she's perfect I'm the one she'll regret

Feel like a burden I feel like a waste
Blunts I be burning take two to the face
Memories lurking wish I could erase 
Driving and swerving like this shit a race yuh
Lately been running in place
Drugs that I'm taking got me outer space 
Can't get no love and not notice the hate
Talking online but in person they fake yuh
I'm tryna cop me a wraith
Finest interior match with the bape yuh
I used to be such a saint
Kids looking up to me now but I ain't nah
I just be stacking my dividends 
Out there somewhere by the river bend
Used to be down on my luck I was down in the dirt
Found my purpose now I wanna live again
Can't do this shit again 
I been indifferent diamonds drip glistening
That shit don't matter just that u listening 
Hope that u listening

Wish I was a kid again
wish I was a kid again
X2

Got this burden in me stirring tossing turning
Working on a better me is it worth it worth it
You deserve it thats what she said
But she's perfect I'm the only she'll regret
Woah there don't you go there that's what she said
No fair you don't know where I've been sleeping
No care you were nowhere blank and speechless
But she's perfect I'm the one she'll regret

Music Video

Burden (prod. AIRAVATA) [VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION]

explicit

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just a spontaneous drop, ur welcome.
random art bc i didn't have anything.
tell her that u love her.

producer/beat link:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LkpHPuKmxSo

can i get ur number

can i get ur number [prod. fatheryelvy]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FaUc_yX7Vaw

this song is for the fans
for the OG listeners
for the people who enable me to exist
love u all so much

old convolk is back but i never left [prod. dee b]

not.a.fx.hero on discord if u need a friend.
https://discord.gg/RU7YPvM3CC
song every 1-2 weeks
beat every week

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