ϞCHØØL ϞHØØTΣR - Sports (Alt Version)

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You Should Be Ashamed

I have nowhere to be, nothing to do
I can’t believe I’m already hating you
I’m empty, I’m hollow 
You ripped out my core when you chose to go

(Chorus)
I hate myself but I hate you much more
Thinking about you and I makes my mind and eyes go sore
I would kill my self before having your company 
I want to jump off a bridge and take you down with me

I have nothing to do, nowhere to be
I can’t believe you would make me feel this empty
You made me think I would never lose you
I should put myself in a noose and so should you

(Chorus)
I hate myself but I hate you much more
Thinking about you and I makes my mind and eyes go sore
I would kill my self before having your company 
I want to jump off a bridge and take you down with me

i hate myself but i hate you more

Let me colonize your head

Tell you strange things 

Maybe you'll go crazy 

But don't worry 

Let me colonize your head

Tell you strange things 

Maybe you'll go crazy 

But don't worry

I'll be here

When you pull the trigger

I'll be waiting for you

So give yourself to me



give yourself

Can’t believe all this is happening again 
Last time it was abstract but now you are my friend 
Everyone’s changing nothing can stick in place
Except for me keeping with the back of the race

I guess I see the point of giving up
But that doesn’t mean I like it

Looks like we’re still bleeding out 
Hedging your bets saving your clout
Can’t tell you how to live your life
That doesn’t mean I think it’s right

They used to tell us we were all wasting our time 
That no one is making it out of this alive
Everyone seems to be trying to prove them right
But I’ll stay in this empty house keeping on the lights

Still Bleeding

Nothing I say will ever get through that thick skull of yours 
It’s almost like you never cared
I guess all the times we had they don’t mean nothing anymore 
All these wasted years going nowhere

But now that I think about it 
I don’t give a shit 

I don’t need you anymore you’re nothing but a massive bore
I’ll be fine all by myself 
I’ve got way more going on 
And I’ll be here long after you’re gone
Live your useless life with someone else

What was I thinking trying to make sure you’d never leave
Dragging us both back straight to hell
Now that you’re gone I can’t find it in myself to even grieve 
I think this might just turn out well

I really wanna leave 
I know I can’t stay
But if I do I’ll be just like you
Another run away

CAN'T FEEL A THING

Not missing the friends that you’ve got 
Don’t care it if they make it or not
Now I don’t know
I’ve always known 
I see the way you talk to him
And how always let him in
Can’t it be me
It can’t be me

What's this guy got that I don't have
Bet he don't even know where you're at
You don't really think that he'll ever stay
How many songs will ever be enough
Before you realize I'm desperately in love
I'd do anything to get just a day

Can you tell how I’ve been feeling
All this time I’ve spent third wheeling
It must be obvious 
It’s not obvious 
Are you doing this on purpose 
Making me feel all nervous 
I think you must know
You probably don’t know

What's this guy got that I don't have
Bet he don't even know where you're at
You don't really think that he'll ever stay
How many songs will ever be enough
Before you realize I'm desperately in love
I'd do anything to get just a day
Maybe you’ve already noticed
And you’re laughing at my lowest
Don’t know why I expected you to be so cruel 
Now I’m stuck staring at the ceiling 
Paralyzed by my own feelings 
I don’t think I’ll ever get to win this duel

Ignore It

Continue Without Hope

These songs are based on personal experience but makes also reference to the climat change, the instability in the world, uncertainty and some kind of politics. 

Give me a chance

Something’s hanging in the air,
A swollen sky, a vacant stare.
The forecast lied — I hoped it would,
Let thunder wash me, do me good.


Stray dogs teased in alley games,
Laughter burns like paper flames.
What kind of dawn will they defend,
When mercy fades and rules will bend?


Now the noise has gone astray,
Freedom hums the streets of grey.
Even if the rain pours down,
I won’t go back, I’ll drown this town.


The air is thick, it grips my skin,
A drop escapes, it drags me in.
It rolls, complains beneath the pain,
A mirror tear that speaks my name.


In a heartbeat, the city fled,
Like spiders running, lights turned red.
I stood alone — the crowd was gone,
Their echoes fading, carried on.
Too late I saw the mirrored ground,
The rain had come without a sound.


You cursed your face, that razor’s bite,
A bag held high in broken light.
Your eyes met mine — you didn’t stay,
You walked and washed the words away.


In a heartbeat, the city fled,
Like spiders running, lights turned red.
I stood alone — the crowd was gone,
Their echoes fading, carried on.
Too late I saw the mirrored ground,
The rain had come without a sound.


I’ve learned I can’t be friends with pain,
It calls me back, then leaves again.
I’ve learned I can’t be friends with you,
Some truths you face, you can’t undo.

CAN'T FEEL A THING

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