my shadow

FUCKTHEWORLD

KILLY0URSELF

I can’t help but feel like a wasted face in the crowd
I want to be someone but I don’t know how
You can’t see me cuz I’m just like everyone else
I want to be a better me just like everyone else

Just like everyone else
Just like everyone else

I’m a life waster
I’m a self hater
a mistake actuator
I’m a lifelong life waster

I can’t help but feel like a wasted face in the crowd
I want to be someone but I don’t know how
You can’t see me cuz I’m just like everyone else
I want to be a better me just like everyone else

Just like everyone else
Just like everyone else

I’m a life waster
I’m a self hater
a mistake actuator
I’m a lifelong life waster

Life Waster

Can't wait till I get to wake up
And pour myself a morning cup
Get to my job extra early
Like I've been doing for thirty
Years I spend here everyday
Making less than average pay
But I don’t wanna be anywhere else

Get told off again by my boss who’s got an attitude
Don’t defend myself cuz I don’t wanna be too rude
Rather know my place with a smile on my face
Turn around and slave away
I can’t complain about the hand I was dealt

I love what I do
I’ll never complain
About being screwed
Can’t wait to do it again
Do what I’m told
Be someone’s bitch
Until I grow old
I don’t think I’ll get sick of it

The years go by and I’m still right where I always was
Raise is coming soon I know it's gotta be because
I’ve done so good all that I could
Surly my day’s almost here
This is the mantra I tell myself

People call me brainwashed but I'd never
Bite the hand that feeds
Bite the hand that feeds
I don't need a life outside work I've
Got all that I need
Got all that I need

Minimum Slave

Just like that everything sucks, 
when will I ever be enough?
To anyone on anything
Someone end my suffering 

Like a zombie I’m dead inside
A walking corpse, drifts his way through life

Just like that
My life is ruined 
And I don’t know what I will do

Like a zombie I’m dead inside
A walking corpse that drifts his way through life
Like a zombie I have no mind
A walking corpse that drifts his way through life

Dead Inside (feat. Krūeldëth)

Nothing I say will ever get through that thick skull of yours 
It’s almost like you never cared
I guess all the times we had they don’t mean nothing anymore 
All these wasted years going nowhere

But now that I think about it 
I don’t give a shit 

I don’t need you anymore you’re nothing but a massive bore
I’ll be fine all by myself 
I’ve got way more going on 
And I’ll be here long after you’re gone
Live your useless life with someone else

What was I thinking trying to make sure you’d never leave
Dragging us both back straight to hell
Now that you’re gone I can’t find it in myself to even grieve 
I think this might just turn out well

I really wanna leave 
I know I can’t stay
But if I do I’ll be just like you
Another run away

CAN'T FEEL A THING

Brain is fucking up
I have had enough
I can’t tell who is on my side
What am I doing here
Why are they steering clear
Is all this built on top of lies
I don’t know what to do 
I don’t know what to do 

Don’t know what’s going on 
Hope it’s not too late
All of this feels wrong
No one can relate
Just want to be fixed 
But I can’t think
I can’t think
Can’t think straight

Stuck inside my head
Acting like a sped
Is this where I’m supposed to be
Now I’m freaking out
Not sure what about 
It’s why I can’t get in can’t you see
I don’t know what to do
I don’t know what to do

CAN'T THINK STRAIGHT

I always feel unreal 
got nothing to do
Ooooh

I always feel so blue 
Through and through 
Oooh

My life slips by
And I just wanna die 
Im running out of time
And I don’t know why

Why I have to stay
Suck it up and play 
I can’t behave 
Wanna pause the game 

Im sad and blue 

I guess I’ll never try 
Hate my life 
I guess I’ll die 

I feel so left behind 
On the side 
guess I’ll die 

I try and I fail 
And I just can’t tell
Why I even try 
I’m under your spell 

I trip and fall
I’m too far gone
I’m beyond help
I’m beyond it all 

I’m sad and blue

CAN'T FEEL A THING

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