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NOTHING LIKE ME - NOKILAM

I've been thinking about you lately 
About how much you fucking hate me
And how you said I could never amount to anything
I think the fact that you were right
Is the thing that's keeping me up all night
But despite all of that you're not the worst that I've ever seen

Call me stupid call me retarded 
Never be sorry for what I did
If you still hate me you're out of luck
Cause you'll never ever get me to shut up

All the things I've done that seem to make you run away
Things you can't be bothered to say
And you never seem to notice all the things I do
It's like I don't exist and neither do you

Call me stupid call me retarded 
Never be sorry for what I did
If you still hate me you're out of luck
Cause you'll never ever get me to give a fuck


Bow down to the end of your loaded gun
Put to your head cause of all the things you've done
Then you can finally understand
Your life was always in your hands
Rethink your life and your process 
Every failure doesn’t sting any less
Break down when it doesn’t come easily 
Give up when you turn twenty-three
Hear truths that hit too close to home
Get scared to go out on your own 
Love it when you get stuck in place 
With that empty look that’s on your face
Hasn’t happened yet it never will
You never had those kind of skills 
Why can’t you just realize the fact 
That this will be your final act
Bow down to the end of your loaded gun
Put to your head cause of all the things you've done
Then you can finally understand
Your life was always in your hands

No More Spiders

I’m trying to remember what I saw back then
I’m kind of a normal guy but I’ve seen some shit on the internet
And when I forget again
Envision
Execution
My edgy taste misunderstood
I think they’d get it but they never could

It’s obvious I am alone
I’ll kill myself and then you’ll know
This time you will notice me
Seeing my hanging body

I am dead in every other way no happiness here I lay
Loveless till we fall
She never seemed to care at all

Envision Execution [Kanashi1 Cover]

Panic Attack

Everything feels wrong
Everything feels numb

I can’t get it to stop
I can’t get it to stop
It all feels wrong

Everything feels wrong
Everything feels numb

I can’t get it to stop
I can’t get it to stop
It all feels wrong

it all feels wrong

Thought you wanted me to be there you were the one telling me I should go
But I ended up looking like a fool and having to leave alone
Empty handed yet again we didn’t even get to speak 
Anything with you could have made my entire week
Now I wish I never met you or anybody else
When I hear the things you say to him I wanna be by myself
Now I can’t go about my life without being forced to think 
Every time I picture it I want to throw up in my sink

Get out of my mind
Get out of my 
I wish I could get rid of your memory
I don’t want you living inside of me
For the rest of my lonely days
I was better off myself anyway

Hope you understood my message cuz I understood yours 
Should have known exactly what you were and what you had in store
You think that I can’t tell when you are laughing in my face
I don’t know what I did to deserve to be put into this place

Don’t know what to do maybe I’ll keep my thoughts inside
That way we could still be friends and go about our lives
Even if you’re a psycho I still want you to be mine
Exclusively for the rest of time
Truth be told I don’t think I hate you as much as I should 
Part of me wants to keep trying and do all that I could 
I know this is probably wrong I just want you so bad
Even if you’d never love me cuz I'm a giant f@g

Get out of my mind
Get out of my mind

Because of you I get no sleep
And I don’t even wanna eat
You’ll be in my head for the rest of my days
Even though I don’t even know your name

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im done with emotions, they get in the way
fucking up my brain, get rid of the pain
im done with everything
i dont care anymore, i dont care if it hurts
this lifes a fucking chore

so pointless
to give a shit
im done caring
cause its only brought me hurt

i wish i could go back to being normal
i didnt have a choice in it at all
wish i didnt withdraw
my emotions
my emotions

i regret all it, its too late too quit
too late to change, just cry and whine
i miss the time, i felt something
i miss the time, when everything was right

so pointless
to give a shit
im done caring
cause its only brought me hurt

apathy, cant feel a thing
apathy, cant feel a thing
apathy, dont want to feel anything
dont want to feel anything

apathy

STUCK

Fan favorites from the Nickel Slots covering 2008-2023

Envision Execution [Kanashi1 Cover]

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