Not The Proper Attire

Goated

freak behavior

everything in the history of forever to ever exist in all of time in every time period is mine only

AAAAAAAAAAA

My circuits are friend and my battery's drained
the error codes flashing burn a hole in my brain
who knew that humans could be so inhumane
sometimes I cant tell if I'm I'm Abel or Cain

all my anxieties eviscerate me
I'm not the person they told me I could be
underachiever to the finest degree 
My friends are fading further away
But I'm far too conceited to beg them to stay
even if they leave I know I will be ok

cause my imageboard friends 
they keep me company
they help me pretend
that I have somebody
lurking again
don't forget that you're here forever
and even though it could be better
at least were all stuck here together

scrolling through threads
I feel accompanied 
but its all in my head
yeah its all in my head
night after night
reply after reply
man I'm so tired
Always so tired

but my imageboard friends
they keep me company
they help me pretend
that I have somebody who gets me
lurking again
don't forget that you're here forever
and even though it could be better
at least I'm stuck in here together with my imageboard friends

Imageboard Friends

another shooty cover for the shooty album
I couldnt figure out the lyrics so I made half of them  up

Doot do dooo dooo doot do dooo doo Doot do dooo doot doot do dooo dooo Dooot doo doo doot doooot doooo Dooot doo doo doot doooot doooo

Goodbye and so long i hope you choke on the words i wrote for you in this song you'll hear me sing when you pass away can't say that i blame you for having bad taste 
You know i still think about how you kinda treated me badly and you still do i wonder if you ever tried to change you're so full of shit and you're still the same

Im looking forward to the day I get to dance on your grave even though your already dead inside dontcha know I hate you for being alive 
Every breath you take is a waste of space every move you make is a total disgrace when you know you're living on borrowed time you're dirt you're already dead inside

oooOOOOoooooooooOOOooooooo

And it was funny and it was sad the stupid shit that always made her mad there was literally nothing that I could fucking say can't say that I blame her for being that way 
Our lives were shameful and a waste of time, regrets that she can still make me cry I whish that you could somehow take me back, closest thing to love that I ever had

Epitaph

lyrics:

(merry christmas motherfuckers!!
yes!!! go on [REDACTED], send it bruv!! oh ma fuckin god
how did you not fall over?
what do you say to that?)

a private visit to the murder scene
is an essential step of the path of getting clean
inside head my im rolling over like what it means
to take a coping mechanism strawberry flavour vaccine

its giving me visions
turn off the television
living with conditions
mental diseased terrorism

whats the point of winning if youre not sinning
whats the point of winning if youre not sinning
feels so damn good hurting myself
but i guess its my fault turning down your help

you saw the worst of me wish you missed it 
i just wanna be another statistic
wish i hadn't come on so strong being fucking mystic
well thats a side effect of me being autistic

stinks of shit 
still choke on it  
stood on my feet
thats what i get
standing on yours

dont fucking touch me bitch im going insane
im gonna put a fucking bullet inside my fucking brain
cos ive got no love and ive
got no friends
and im out of control because of whats between my legs

she always says the wrong thing
and it leaves her in a flower world of her dreams
dont trust the boys with the spider eyes
cos it turns out all they seem to know is lies

Strawberry Flavour Cocaine

Did you know there's only a limited amount
of happiness on earth to even go around
and it would be nice to get my hands on some
other people always turn out to be
the problem

if you don't mind could you please stop
you're always smiling at me
if i was you
id be gloating too
i hate it when you're happy

ill max out all my credit cards and never worry again
cause im a rich greedy banker winning this zero sum game
and fuck having friends they just get in the way
im a crab in a bucket pulling you down
the drain

if you don't mind could you please stop
you're always smiling at me
if i was you
id be gloating too
i hate it when you're happy

Emotional Autarky

OOOOOooOOOO

"If you dont put in more effort, you may as well kill your self"
well I started pulling the trigger, as soon as you opened your mouth
I'll end my life forever just to hope I'll ruin your day
I hope you choke and gag on my grey
matter cause by now its not gonna matter to me
i shot myself in the head i was never gonna be happy
but at least I can die laughing with a smile on my face
hoping fragments of my skull
impale into your eyeballs
and that the last thing that you see
is the end of my suffering

now that its all over theres a lesson to be learned
to anybody who cared you got what you fucking deserved
and i can't start having second thoughts about what happens next
because suicide is the only thing you can't regret

Spite!

I'm not an advertisement I swear
lyrics:

(verse 1 )
Fuck redbull, fuck rockstar, fuck coffee and amp, theres only one drink that makes me happy. Smells so good tastes so sweet its a carbonated dream, sugar sweet dopamine making me feel like me

(chorus)
cause I'm a caffeine head, without it I'd be dead, I've got a deficiency, I need monster energy

(verse 2)
Gives me a grip gives me a kick, fills me with inspiration, I can do anything when I'm on my  caffeine binge. I only feel okay when theres caffeine flowing through my brain. Take a sip, chug it down, It's a one way trip to caffeine town.

Caffeine Head

Imitation Intimacy

Scabzone cover https://soundcloud.com/scabzone

Hi-Point

*art drawn by me

lyrics:

i woke up feeling like a total
fucking tr*nny today
i dont think that is such
an unreasonable thing to say
i hate my legs, my ass, my voice
the fucking hair on my face
fat chance im looking in a mirror
what a fucking disgrace

i wish i didnt exist x8

i wrote your number in the back
of my journal today
i think im too much of a
dramatic coward to say
i love your hair, your lips, your feet
that fucking grin on your face
i hope stick around long enough
to hear me say

i wish i didnt exist x8

(awesome drum breakdown)

i wish i didnt exist x8

I Wish I Didn't Exist

lyrics:

i need therapy
i dont wanna
rot no longer
dont care what
they think of me
tendencies are getting stronger

what in the fuck do i say?
what in the fuck's wrong with me?

crawling in my hair
digging into itself
altering my brain
killing my mental health
dancing in my prayers
feigning the screams for help
drowning in my pain
making me kill myself

(no one likes you !!!!!)

its not the right thing
to say
its not the right way
to be
but i can show you
the way
look very close and you'll see

crawling in my hair
digging into itself
altering my brain
killing my mental health
dancing in my prayers
feigning the screams for help
drowning in my pain
making me kill myself

i dont have much space left
to keep you in my head
in times of twisted gloria
with all that has been said
im so glad that we met
in times of my euphoria
patched up all the bugs
but you can still find them

crawling in my hair
digging into themselves
altering my brain
killing my mental health
dancing in my prayers
feigning their screams for help
drowning in my pain
making me kill myself

Beta Test

since I was
a little kid
I never quite fit in
I made them laugh
I made them smile
but never had no friends
now I'm looking good 
I'm working out
but still I haven't figured out
just what it is
that makes me feel
like theres nobody here

all alone
since I was 13
finally feels like
someone gets me

I saw his face on the TV
he was literally me
he was literally me
he was everything that i
wish that i could be
wish that i could be like
Tyler Durden or
Patrick Bateman
one day the whole world will see
that he's literally me


It doesn't have
to be this way
but I dont really care
my shirt's tucked in
got perfect skin
and flawlessly combed hair
as far as anyone can tell
I'm doing good 
I'm doing well
but they don't know
it's all a mask
I've forced myself to wear

all alone
since I was 13
finally feels like
someone gets me

I saw his face on the TV
he was literally me
he was literally me
he was everything that i
wish that i could be
wish that i could be like
Tyler Durden or
Patrick Bateman
one day the whole world will see
that he's literally me

Literally Me

took a lot of inspiration from early sunsets over monroeville so if u wanna say i plagiarised then yes i did

lyrics:

what
what am i doing here?
same 4 walls again
stuck in sidelines and it kills me
maybe you'll free me then we can

do it again
and we can go back home
you were my friend
now you're my phone girl

oh i can't breathe in here

but
angels are giving you something for nothing
would be a waste if it turned into loving
with you
i'm not the type to tell you what to do
i know the shit you went through
when you saved my life
would you become my wife
and then
we can stay lost forever
stay lost forever
it's something to do

la la la la la la la

no
it'll be alright
it's alright
it's alright

Phone Girl

@weejk

lyrics:

he went to his mum's he's not coming back
said that hes a femboy something like that
wearing little skirts just to attract
f*ggots on the internet
yeah hes always on that messaging app
speaking real high pitched no i don't like that
always watching anime or something
i just really wanted to go camping

i just want my son
want my son back x6

he told me that he wanted to get surgery
i told him that he'd end up in purgatory
how did he expect me to react? 
i cant give him eye contact
wouldnt really care if he was just gay
but now he legally goes by a new name
he wore a fucking maid dress to a party
now he's always calling me a n*zi

i just want my son
want my son back x6

I Just Want My Son Back - Fwuppy reupload

Do you wanna be my discord girlfriend
Waiting online until you're free again
Do you wanna be my discord girlfriend
Getting off of work, talk about how your days been

Do you wanna be my discord girlfriend
48 hour calls on the weekends
Do you wanna be my discord girlfriend
Wishing so bad that I could touch your skin

The real world can be mean and cruel and lame
So stay inside and play another game

Do you wanna be my discord girlfriend
I'll watch your shows even if I don't get them
Do you wanna be my discord girlfriend
If I can sperg out about LOGH again

Do you wanna be my discord girlfriend
Late night VC chats and some cheap gin
Do you wanna be my discord girlfriend
Happy when I'm with you sad when it has to end

The real world can be mean and cruel and lame
So stay inside and play another game
I'm wondering if this is real
If the way I feel
And the way you feel
Is the same 

Do you wanna be my discord girlfriend
Waiting online until you're free again

Discord Girlfriend

I've been thinking about you lately 
About how much you fucking hate me
And how you said I could never amount to anything
I think the fact that you were right
Is the thing that's keeping me up all night
But despite all of that you're not the worst that I've ever seen

Call me stupid call me retarded 
Never be sorry for what I did
If you still hate me you're out of luck
Cause you'll never ever get me to shut up

All the things I've done that seem to make you run away
Things you can't be bothered to say
And you never seem to notice all the things I do
It's like I don't exist and neither do you

Call me stupid call me retarded 
Never be sorry for what I did
If you still hate me you're out of luck
Cause you'll never ever get me to give a fuck


Bow down to the end of your loaded gun
Put to your head cause of all the things you've done
Then you can finally understand
Your life was always in your hands
Rethink your life and your process 
Every failure doesn’t sting any less
Break down when it doesn’t come easily 
Give up when you turn twenty-three
Hear truths that hit too close to home
Get scared to go out on your own 
Love it when you get stuck in place 
With that empty look that’s on your face
Hasn’t happened yet it never will
You never had those kind of skills 
Why can’t you just realize the fact 
That this will be your final act
Bow down to the end of your loaded gun
Put to your head cause of all the things you've done
Then you can finally understand
Your life was always in your hands

No More Spiders

HDMI - Iwannabeagirl (demo)

I'm all alone
Wasting my time
Shitfaced again
Rotting online
Connecting threads
Current events
And from my bed
Begins my descent

These rabbit holes I often find
Lead back to you most every time
From LSD, John Kennedy
Now I believe

That I know that you know what I like
You watch me through my webcam and you
listen to me through my mic
beam signals straight into my brain
from your satellites above me in the sky
I'm in your your scope
I'm in your sight
but I don't mind
miss fbi

Is it your mind control array
Or all the cryptic things you say
It doesn't matter, either way
I've sipping on your sweet kool-aid

Whisper my activation phrase
I'll set the whole wide world ablaze
Strapped in to their electric chair
But I don't care because

I know that you know what I like
You watch me through my webcam and you
listen to me through my mic
beam signals straight into my brain
from your satellites above me in the sky
I'm in your your scope
I'm in your sight
but I don't mind
miss fbi

Cause I know that you know what I like
You watch me through my webcam and you
listen to me through my mic
beam signals straight into my brain
from your satellites above me in the sky
I'm in your your scope
I'm in your sight
but I don't mind
miss fbi

Miss Fbi

do you hear my heart 
can you hear my blood jump
do you see my eyes 
staring at once was

degerate beliefs are ringing in my head
whats left is dead
Remains a desolate

Degenerate music
Degenerate music

Do you see my mind
replaying you and I
do you see my heart
the thing you tore apart

degerate music is all you left me with
no girl no friends
im like this to the end

Degenerate music
Degenerate music

degenerate music

black and blue

verse
i lie awake and i think of your face
you never seem to go away
every thought it drives me insane
When ur deep inside my BRAINN

chorus
ILL NEVER SEE U AGAIN
FOREVER INSIDE MY HEAD
ILL NEVER SEE U AGAIN
REMEMBER U UNTIL IM DEAD

verse
and every night i break down and cry 
ive tried so hard to make it right
ever since youve left without a trace
im stuck alone here with this PAINN 

chorus
ILL NEVER SEE U AGAIN
FOREVER INSIDE MY HEAD
ILL NEVER SEE U AGAIN
REMEMBER U UNTIL IM DEAD

NEVER SEE U AGAIN

Fuck You (Wast0idd Cover)

Unapologetic

thought id post this for now, ep coming out on the 14th, this song will be apart of it

you dont love me
you wont ever care about me
left me to die
youd rather have me become roadkill

what did i do to you
you left me all alone
why am i always feeling so empty
always alone
always alone
why are you always so cruel to me
it hurts too much
it hurts too much

and i know you hate me
i wont find someone like you
you make me feel so worthless
you were all i had left
why did it end up like this
why does this always happen
now your just a memory
i always think about you

roadkill

Nothing I say will ever get through that thick skull of yours 
It’s almost like you never cared
I guess all the times we had they don’t mean nothing anymore 
All these wasted years going nowhere

But now that I think about it 
I don’t give a shit 

I don’t need you anymore you’re nothing but a massive bore
I’ll be fine all by myself 
I’ve got way more going on 
And I’ll be here long after you’re gone
Live your useless life with someone else

What was I thinking trying to make sure you’d never leave
Dragging us both back straight to hell
Now that you’re gone I can’t find it in myself to even grieve 
I think this might just turn out well

I really wanna leave 
I know I can’t stay
But if I do I’ll be just like you
Another run away

CAN'T FEEL A THING

There's this one girl
Actually who cares no one gives a shit
Let's just talk about something else

All my friends tell me I should move on
(You should move on)
But I know that can't be right cuz the chance is never really gone
Everyone tells me that I should leave
(You should really leave)
But I know I'll be with her by the time it's New Year's Eve

What they say is so frustrating 
Why do they care who I wanna be dating 
She’s my one and only desire 
They tell me I’ll just mess things up
Stay away from her cuz she’s a nut but
I don’t care if I’m playing with fire

All my friends tell me that I should quit
(You should just quit)
But I know that me and her already make the perfect fit
Everyone tells me it’s way too late
(It's way too late)
But if that’s true than why has just she asked me out on a date

Go ahead and let it happen again
Just keep on ignoring your friends 
We won’t be back when you are done 
When you decide to turn and run 
We just wanted what was best for you
When you were empty handed after Blue
Lifetime of tripping and falling 
Maybe next time you’ll get that drawing

And It Will Go Away [feat. blehh]

She’s twice but she still wants me to call her daddy’s kitten
And tells me how much she wants to make me dinner in her kitchen 
I’m just glad to have a girlfriend 
Even if her eggs have come to an end 
She don’t got very long on her life
But I still wanna make your mom my wife

I don’t care that she is twice my age
(These nights go on and on and on)
I get to see her muff on my Facebook page
(I'm having e-sex with your mom)
And even though we haven’t even met 
(These nights go on and on and on)
My Colombo role play gets her really wet
(I'm having e-sex with your mom)

I love her face
I lover her hair
She's hit the wall but I don't care
She talks to me, she takes my hand
Calls me a handsome young man
So much better than any old e-whore
Got her in a skype call, she don't use discord
Yeah it may be weird it may be wrong
But I'm still having e-sex with your mom

She says that she’ll pack my lunch
And lick on my dick a bunch 
I’ll get to finally see her flaps 
Never mind the huge age gap 
(These nights go on and on)
(I'm having e-sex with your mom)

SUCK ME GOOD

E-Sex With Your Mom [feat. Loser64]

Brain is fucking up
I have had enough
I can’t tell who is on my side
What am I doing here
Why are they steering clear
Is all this built on top of lies
I don’t know what to do 
I don’t know what to do 

Don’t know what’s going on 
Hope it’s not too late
All of this feels wrong
No one can relate
Just want to be fixed 
But I can’t think
I can’t think
Can’t think straight

Stuck inside my head
Acting like a sped
Is this where I’m supposed to be
Now I’m freaking out
Not sure what about 
It’s why I can’t get in can’t you see
I don’t know what to do
I don’t know what to do

CAN'T THINK STRAIGHT

All we want to do today 
Is hear about how you can’t get laid
Talk about your insecurities 
And why my mom’s always mean to me
Don’t want you to be too well
And you better not be a fakecel
Weren’t you supposed to be incelcore
So you need 
To make a little more

Make another one about the gooner
Or maybe the femcel pooner 
Don’t forget it’s how I get my kicks
By pretending I don’t give a shit
And when I see you choke and gag
I can try my best to moralfag
It’s too bad you’re not invelcore
Or I’d say

Make a little more
Make a little more 
Your life is such a bore 
So make a little more

Not gonna be your puppet now
Only doing 
 What you think you can allow 
Now I gotta 
Stop always getting started 
Before I get a little retarded
I’ll never be what I was before 
So I don’t think I’ll make a little more

My Second Incelcore Song

my brain don't work so good
my brain don't work like it should
people say i'm real thick
things they say just never click

i went to special class
somehow i still couldn't pass
all the teachers in the land
couldn't make me understand that i'm

low iq
i can't tie my shoes
i'm low iq
doesn't mean that i don't need love too

low iq 
my earholes go right through
i'm low iq
i need affection just as much as you

they tell me i'm deep in debt
confiscate all my assets
i feel like i'm being oppressed
i don't understand compound interest

truth is i'm just really dumb
pick my nose and suck my thumb
guess i'll always be alone
cuz no one wants a guy with a head full of stones

low iq
put me in a zoo
i'm low iq
doesn't mean that i don't need love too

low iq 
you know that i'll be true
i'm low iq
i need affection just as much as you

me, well, i'm dumb as rocks
this ol' brain is about as good as penny stocks

if i'm the dumbest in the land
does that mean that no one will ever 
hold 
my 
hand?

low iq
if only you knew
i'm low iq
just how much i wanna be with you

low iq
i need loving too
i'm low iq
dumb enough to fall in love with you

low iq
how badly i want to
low iq
fix this useless brain and start anew

low IQ

straight edgy

drinking by myself in the dark
its easy to see, im pretty fucked
wishing i could be happy but i guess i forgot
to snort up the good times and blow out the snot

idontdodrugs at least not that much
i'd rather be doing you instead
im fucking ugly, nobody loves me, 
at least i can still get fucked in the head

relationships always come down to simple economics
when you figure out why youre not wanted
nothing will even matter cause reality is fake 
a 2d projection on a 3d holographic display

idontdodrugs at least not that much
i'd rather be doing you instead
im fucking ugly, nobody loves me, 
at least i can still get fucked in the head