Not The Proper Attire

Cigarettes when?

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lithawi rave

ghost - machine girl

I wanna know why you need all these other guys
You need attention from everyone else alive
It pisses me off i dont think you realize
Or maybe you dont give a shit

Why am i not enough
So sick of this stuff
Youre messing with my head
And im in a rut
Why am i not enough
So sick of this stuff
Youre messing with my head
And ive had enough

I know ill miss you but i know this cant go on
You couldve listened, accepted where u were wrong
You always made me so filled with this jealousy
I think you like them more than you like me

Why am i not enough
So sick of this stuff
Youre messing with my head
And im in a rut
Why am i not enough
So sick of this stuff
Youre messing with my head
And ive had enough

Why am I not enough?

lyrics
i hate my parents
my girlfriend left me
i live in nebraska no surfboard cant ride the waves
ill grab my board
cant tell me what to do out here
when im on the shore
nobody lets me close my door
i hate my accent
everyone tells me i sound dumb
i live in manchester shit weather i cant sail the sea
ill grab my board
cant tell me what to do out here
shore
nobody lets me close my door
come on one more time
ill grab my board
cant tell me what to do out here
when im on the shore
nobody lets me close my door
ill grab my board yeah

grab my board

lyricsnd:
thank you
to everyone who was nice to me
but fuck you
to everyone who treated me like me
theyre laughing at me im not
having fun
having fun
im not the joke you know
but my life is one 
cus
all my friends are way happier than me
because
all my friends are way happier than me
oh oh 
all my friends are way happier than me
yeah yeah yeah
all my friends are way happier than me

all my friends are happier than me

https://youtu.be/jOkJoF4dbOc where I got it from

Fried By Fluoride - Overrated

https://youtu.be/hNDco3XaFY0 where i got it

Fried By Fluoride - The Love I Lost

Raw Technique Vol. 2

Roland Jones – Ra

All the little lies that you tell yourself
Still saying that you wish you were somewhere else
You can leave but I know that you'll never change
You'll come back to the sights of a firing range

So what's the point of giving up and being a disappointment
You know there's people who still care
Leaving the scene just for ten more years of unemployment
Without it you're going nowhere

Right when we finally found a place we could call our own
You found it the perfect time you could disown
All the things you had built up using just your hands
now you're moving on to follow someone else's plans

Are you really gonna waste all of these years
For guys who wouldn't be caught dead calling you there peer
Don't you know this is the place where you belong
With all the losers and all of their stupid songs

What are you scared of
What are you scared of
What are you scared of this time

The music sucks
No one gives a fuck
So I'll just run away
To live another day
You people are weird
That's why I've disappeared
If you know what's good
Then you'll do what you should

Bleeding Scene

OVER

Chad (Maybe In The Next Life)

Pls follow Fried By Fluoride 

https://open.spotify.com/artist/0qwt0uuav6sDn54MRKrL1u?si=kPXmOn1ASUSj3Hb0aTZvug

Pls follow h4rtbrkr 

https://open.spotify.com/artist/3vGd7nWqei0BrHqdSWLvj5?si=Ng4ummbbS7m5bt9V7v5uGw

Lyrics:

[Verse 1]
I know I'm going down the drain
Never had a single good day
Every day feel like shit and my head hurts
Wake up again and it only gets worse
Walk around and feel like a damn zombie
I can't hear you, you can't help me

[Chorus]
I know you hate me
I won't explain it
If there is a god I know he hates me
If there is a hell would you burn with me?

[Verse 2]
I'm doomed I know you'll find my name
On a headstone bury me inside a grave
It's not fair you said I'd rather be dead
So just leave my bed and clear my head
'Cause we're so dead I'll think of you instead
Clear my head I'd rather be dead

[Chorus]
And I know you hate me
And I won't explain it
If there is a god I know he hates me
If there is a hell would you burn with me?

Fried By Fluoride, h4rtbrkr- would u burn with me

Nothing I say will ever get through that thick skull of yours 
It’s almost like you never cared
I guess all the times we had they don’t mean nothing anymore 
All these wasted years going nowhere

But now that I think about it 
I don’t give a shit 

I don’t need you anymore you’re nothing but a massive bore
I’ll be fine all by myself 
I’ve got way more going on 
And I’ll be here long after you’re gone
Live your useless life with someone else

What was I thinking trying to make sure you’d never leave
Dragging us both back straight to hell
Now that you’re gone I can’t find it in myself to even grieve 
I think this might just turn out well

I really wanna leave 
I know I can’t stay
But if I do I’ll be just like you
Another run away

CAN'T FEEL A THING

There's this one girl
Actually who cares no one gives a shit
Let's just talk about something else

All my friends tell me I should move on
(You should move on)
But I know that can't be right cuz the chance is never really gone
Everyone tells me that I should leave
(You should really leave)
But I know I'll be with her by the time it's New Year's Eve

What they say is so frustrating 
Why do they care who I wanna be dating 
She’s my one and only desire 
They tell me I’ll just mess things up
Stay away from her cuz she’s a nut but
I don’t care if I’m playing with fire

All my friends tell me that I should quit
(You should just quit)
But I know that me and her already make the perfect fit
Everyone tells me it’s way too late
(It's way too late)
But if that’s true than why has just she asked me out on a date

Go ahead and let it happen again
Just keep on ignoring your friends 
We won’t be back when you are done 
When you decide to turn and run 
We just wanted what was best for you
When you were empty handed after Blue
Lifetime of tripping and falling 
Maybe next time you’ll get that drawing

And It Will Go Away [feat. blehh]

Not missing the friends that you’ve got 
Don’t care it if they make it or not
Now I don’t know
I’ve always known 
I see the way you talk to him
And how always let him in
Can’t it be me
It can’t be me

What's this guy got that I don't have
Bet he don't even know where you're at
You don't really think that he'll ever stay
How many songs will ever be enough
Before you realize I'm desperately in love
I'd do anything to get just a day

Can you tell how I’ve been feeling
All this time I’ve spent third wheeling
It must be obvious 
It’s not obvious 
Are you doing this on purpose 
Making me feel all nervous 
I think you must know
You probably don’t know

What's this guy got that I don't have
Bet he don't even know where you're at
You don't really think that he'll ever stay
How many songs will ever be enough
Before you realize I'm desperately in love
I'd do anything to get just a day
Maybe you’ve already noticed
And you’re laughing at my lowest
Don’t know why I expected you to be so cruel 
Now I’m stuck staring at the ceiling 
Paralyzed by my own feelings 
I don’t think I’ll ever get to win this duel

Ignore It

She’s twice but she still wants me to call her daddy’s kitten
And tells me how much she wants to make me dinner in her kitchen 
I’m just glad to have a girlfriend 
Even if her eggs have come to an end 
She don’t got very long on her life
But I still wanna make your mom my wife

I don’t care that she is twice my age
(These nights go on and on and on)
I get to see her muff on my Facebook page
(I'm having e-sex with your mom)
And even though we haven’t even met 
(These nights go on and on and on)
My Colombo role play gets her really wet
(I'm having e-sex with your mom)

I love her face
I lover her hair
She's hit the wall but I don't care
She talks to me, she takes my hand
Calls me a handsome young man
So much better than any old e-whore
Got her in a skype call, she don't use discord
Yeah it may be weird it may be wrong
But I'm still having e-sex with your mom

She says that she’ll pack my lunch
And lick on my dick a bunch 
I’ll get to finally see her flaps 
Never mind the huge age gap 
(These nights go on and on)
(I'm having e-sex with your mom)

SUCK ME GOOD

E-Sex With Your Mom [feat. Loser64]

Brain is fucking up
I have had enough
I can’t tell who is on my side
What am I doing here
Why are they steering clear
Is all this built on top of lies
I don’t know what to do 
I don’t know what to do 

Don’t know what’s going on 
Hope it’s not too late
All of this feels wrong
No one can relate
Just want to be fixed 
But I can’t think
I can’t think
Can’t think straight

Stuck inside my head
Acting like a sped
Is this where I’m supposed to be
Now I’m freaking out
Not sure what about 
It’s why I can’t get in can’t you see
I don’t know what to do
I don’t know what to do

CAN'T THINK STRAIGHT

Who will be there at my funeral dancing
Who will be stealing my cake
Change with the best of them without my getup
I'm not an angry body

I'm just so sick of it

I'm sick of losing my head at the table
I'm sick of thinking of it
Change watches me
Change watches empties
I'm not an angry body

You're in red land
You're in pain
(I've been away for too long without red land
I'm not an angry body)

Time

Calendar Girl

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https://sewerslvt.bandcamp.com/album/draining-love-story

Draining Love Story

Yandere Complex

the garden - thy mission (slowed + reverb)

Practicing self destruction
I can barely function
I fucked my whole life up
I think that my times up
Theres no coming back now
Everyone is sad now, sad now

Times up i know that my life sucks
Nothing worth saving I am barely living
Waging and praying just to end it
You wish i was dead now dead now

Ill be dead by 30
Im crashing and burning
Wasting my time because it is all worthless, worthless
Ill be fucking dead by 30, 30

Useless this why I choose this
Maybe im just stupid dumb and clueless
Houston can you read me can you even hear me
Do you even need me Need me

Chemicals in my brain
I am not the same
I watched too much youtube
I ate too much junkfood
Had too many vaccines
Now something is wrong me, wrong with me

Ill be dead by 30
Im crashing and burning
Wasting my time because it is all worthless, worthless
Ill be fucking dead by 30, 30

Dead by 30
Dead by 30
Dead by 30
Im crashing and burning
Dead by 30
Dead by 30
Dead by 30
Lifes fucking worthless