so fire bro, i can hear that raw emotion in your voice🖤

Maybe, We'll Meet Another Day (Outro)

Colors!

losing sleep and its just getting harder,
-+- mix & master, lyrics by me
prod. domesticsoul -+-
(lyrics)
ive been losing my sleep, and i dont wanna see the day end
ive been losing my sleep, and i dont wanna see the day end
ive been losing feeling, when i feel it in my head
you been so damn jealous, im just talking to all of my friends
cant make you my everything, trying to push me around just
rest a little, while you are thinking about me
life's so little, just want to clear my own head
but it doesn't work, it never works

it never works, just want to clear my head
while you are thinking about me.

i been losing all my sleep
i dont wanna see the day end
when i feel it all in my head
i dont wanna feel a thing
these thoughts are filled with suicide
never to be around again
a hidden message, held within

made and finished 7/12/22

losing sleep (domesticsoul)

i can make something out of everything i see...
prod. @jolst & @sainttomorrow
art by @/ashleydhe on instagram
love u all, album next week
from the bottom of my heart, i hope u enjoy <3

lyrics:
i need help
could u lend me a hand?
cuz the foam on the waves
just threw me into the sand

i need time more than anything
i can make something out of everything i see
but i just want to breathe for once
i don’t think thats asking much

to take, to give, to love
living is hard enough
im so used to the brace before the impact
that when i sleep i just wake before the contact

and now i wander
and i wonder
if its over, dead and gone
if my memory takes too long
are u someone i can rely on?

i need time more than anything
i can make something out of everything i see
but i just want to breathe for once
i don’t think thats asking much

i think i waited too long 
i know the damage is done
im moving mountains just to solve
all of the problems i’ve caused
i’d rather take it all in
than try to fix what i broke
cuz every time i step a foot in
i just slip and then choke
i think im losing whats in front of me
and whats in front of me
is the ocean and some company
but what is company
when im all alone
i’ll try to cope 
but i dont wanna know
what’s really gone now

the weight is heavy on me
and i’ve been falling backwards
i cant stay steady i just
pray for better days when i think i need you
more than i’d admit
i wanna cry and fucking quit
my stomach pulls and shakes and twists
take me back to those i miss

i need time more than anything
i can make something out of everything i see
but i just want to breathe for once
i don’t think thats asking much

VII. mountain mover [jolst x saint tomorrow]

spotify & apple music!

Big thanks to @carlby for being on this one. Mixing this was hard, because no matter what I did, everything I did to my mix made it sound worse. It got to a point where I basically just said "screw it, it's never gonna be good enough, I'm gonna drop it just how it is" so I hope you guys enjoy my suffering xD

Like A Forest Fire(Feat. Carlby) | Prod. HeyRick

Music video @ https://youtu.be/FlLICFovaIY

Produced by @freveltrothy
Additional guitars by @jolst
Mixing & additional vocals by @horoshavibes
Mastered by Bryan Shortell @shordeli

LYRICS
I’m a no name
No way she ever gon’ notice
Lonely
Homely
Absolutely hopeless
Still I try for you anyway
‘Cause you miss all the shots you don’t take
If I told you how I feel
You’d just throw it back in my face
You’d say
I never meant to make you feel this way

‘Cause I don’t feel the same
Not even if I wanted
To reciprocate
Love’s not something you can fake

Like a smile in a photo
Your heart’s gotta be all in it
Or else years from now
We’ll regret our decision

I’ve got love for you
But it’s unrequited
To scared to make a move
So I try to hide it
No matter what I do

Listen on Spotify!

I Never Meant to Make You Feel This Way (Prod. frevel & Jolst)

I hope you just been sleeping,
I call you on your phone,
your momma says she loves you,
and your daddys' never home,
sometimes when I been sleeping,
I find it in my bones,
to wash away my burdens,
and put it in a song,

(she said)
I bet you got a lotta hoes back at home,
no one else around when I'm not home,
and are you making friends when I sleep?

and girl you don't gotta lie to me, just take yo self back home,
and go to sleep, try to sleep,

When I find,

the drug that hits me best, I love it more than friends, coz it won't leave me behind.

I miss getting high (broken bones)

lyrics
the last breath in my chest
i still feel u even at my best
n still we do drugs n thats fine now
but the point of it all is to try to get thru this alone

please just save me
cuz i am under attack
i cant believe i thought u were better than
any other person inside of my life
baby thats why i been drinking tonight
i dont wanna feel u anymore
i dont wanna see ur face no more
drown ur ghost out with the fucking bottle baby
i guess this night will make or break me

n all this liquor go right to my head oh my God
she said baby r u sure cuz thats a lot
i know what im doing bitch
i hated my life like way before u were a part of it ong
n i aint had no drink so my bro gon fill me up
n u aint take nothing from my life except my trust
n i dont feel nothing still this bitch gon try to feel me up
rolling that big blunt ash fall on the ground n just turn to dust

but still we keep living in this fairytale world
one where we though away our lives for some girls
so we drink some more n then we sit there broken
if these problems make us stronger how come im an addict
how come im an addict
fall apart when u turn me on
okay i kinda like when u break my heart
so ill always pick up when u call
lil bitch im geeked right now so i cant even talk
my heads just in the clouds but i dont wanna talk to u anyway
waking up its a rainy day
lil bitch had broke my heart
but i dont wanna heart like anyway
relentless
in my head
i still feel u in my bed
when i take my last breath
i promise ill be happy that im finally getting rest
n all these drugs aint never gonna work
cuz they remind me bout the time i was in the dirt
but still i pour it up n it just make my stomach hurt
these dark green leaves i just mix it with some purpp

n all this liquor go right to my head oh my God
she said baby r u sure cuz thats a lot
i know what im doing bitch
i hated my life like way before u were a part of it ong
n i aint had no drink so my bro gon fill me up
n u aint take nothing from my life except my trust
n i dont feel nothing still this bitch gon try to feel me up
rolling that big blunt ash fall on the ground n just turn to dust

dr0wn (prod. Branwen)

prod. poppy ozu

set controls to outer-space now
flying higher than ever before

i dont really like coming back here
i dont wanna relive all the hard times
i dont wanna think about weekends on the train or the way that it felt on the night drives
i don’t really know who i am now
at least not until the suns down
on another planet ko-35
its a mega voyage til i come down
i dont wanna talk about it anymore
there’s really nothing left to be said now
wish you the best with a hole in my chest
hear your scream in my head and its so loud
life kinda feels like a countdown to destruction
but its something
i do this shit for the nights where it dont make sense and i dont see options

what if i dont find you when ive landed?
would you leave me here to die and feel stranded?
what if i dont find you when i get back here?
would you leave me here to die and face my fears?

i trip about shit that i cannot fix and its fucked up
feeling so stuck
my mind is a prison, still holding me hostage, its fucked up but its all love
i do not have it in me to keep talkin', and talking as if i do all of this often
i just want forward progress and some help
its funny you switched up like everyone else
come right along
tear me apart
peace the fuck out
do that shit like an art
feel like a flame in a house full of cards
seems the most haunted when im in the dark
come right along
tear me apart
peace the fuck out
do that shit like an art
feel like a flame in a house full of cards
seems the most haunted when im in the dark

ko-35 (prod. poppy ozu)

its all for nothing, dont let it tempt you
you've got a new day to make it up to yourself
paranoid thoughts cloud my mind
i heard the phone call, but i didn't
i see them, and i hope they're friendly like i am
and i hope i fit in enough
and i wanna be cool, i promise im not a fucking fool
and im so obsessed over what i want
most days i feel so far away
im trying my best to stay focused.

friendly bad thoughts

follow neverforever

friendly bad thoughts (neverforever)

mix & mastr @ztope

lyrics

this warmmm wind
this warmmm wind

we worship a god
while we’re all trapped inside of this cave
some of us piled up rocks, to leave us with no option to escape

i knew it never felt right
ive been sitting here the whole damn day
if i open my eyes, id still be blind to all of your ways

patience running thin 
20 years
like 50 scars
20 years and not one apart
last 7 spent in the dark
vague memorys of th light fill days,…
turned to spark

passages what’d keep me up
id read out loud every word and i know it came from the heart
but please do not take this heart
one half is u so i know its hard

its taken time 
but my patience thin and so is the line
curiosity never left 
so i crack the rock, not knowing if ill be fine
but u think i can just sit here living to die
like how’d u think we got here without having a closed mind

coz now there no going back 
im by myself like 20 feet deep
to leave ur home and take to the cold. 
aint my idea of being set free
unfortunately i came to my senses 
to be content with this i couldn’t see
 
i was living a lie
they forced me to believe
i see now y theres no evolution
20 years worth of retribution
peace and mind now a state of fusion
how could u be aware and not just lose it

scribbling text on the wood of a tree
then carve it without an idea of beauty
walk every trail till the bears have received 
but graft isnt enough to get them to believeeeeee

u think my leaving this place
for my own sake
this was a last resort
remorse

ill be in heavy debt for all the lives after
the paint washes off but not the damage

hidden beneath is the message from earth
unheard it must remain, so this gift is not cursed
those who fall short and find truth in these words
are left to dissolve into a hole that is absurd

dr0wn (prod. Branwen)

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