lyrics:
damn its been so long
ive been like sleeping every day man i feel so gone
i pack my wood and then i breathe until im so numb
they told me i should eat my greens id rather smoke them
that fire burning on the wood look like a totem
if he was dissing on my bros we had to roll up
the things u said to me was venom like a cobra
im sorry baby i cant talk rn im so gone
they told me i should eat my greens id rather

i cannot deal with this
might aim at my head with a 40 clip
n i shouldve known u werent innocent
i dont understand not a little bit
i cannot keep going im sick of this
she told me pull up so im getting in
she told me im good n im getting rich
but at the end of the day im still sick of this
fucked on my bro now he dead to me
funny how u turn a friend to an enemy
funny how i keep on going no matter the pain no matter the amount of hennessey
might just make me a new melody
u gave me no hospitality
girl u just gave me hostility
doubt my ability
i crack a bottle n drink it
i cant feel nothing guess thats my ability

ive been like sleeping every day man i feel so gone
i pack my wood and then i breathe until im so numb
they told me i should eat my greens id rather smoke them
that fire burning on the wood look like a totem
if he was dissing on my bros we had to roll up
the things u said to me was venom like a cobra
im sorry baby i cant talk rn im so gone
they told me i should eat my greens id rather smoke them

i thought i told him, he been getting no love
im getting no love they eating my soul up
i cannot focus
with all these drugs in my brain i feel like im going insane
fucking my pain up
i been fucking my brain up
only know my name yea u dont know my pain yea yea
how could they change up for some pussy u not day one
n u not gang bruh u mean nothing to me u changed up

totem (prod. JabariOnTheBeat x Shah Major x Vs1lito)

s/o kiddamo and jabarionthebeat
lyrics:
open up the door like welcome to my private hell
i know that u can tell i dont rlly care bout my health
i hope u see me make it big before i kill myself
but thats okay baby girl i know ur doing well
in the dark baby that where ill find u
see the shining on my neck i wanna blind u
i said it ten thousand times im right behind u
she said i only act this way cuz i like u

but i dont like me
cuz i like it toxic baby it excites me
she wanna piss me off i told her ass to bite me
if i say i love u dont take that shit lightly
oh no
countless nights that i spend on my phone
fuck around message these hoes
told her pull up on the low
she smell my cologne
im taking her to bed make her moan
private hell its a good time
party all night with the demons up in my mind
grab the henny sit it right next to the white lines
now im falling to the ground cuz im too high
im lost but i found the drugs
now

open up the door like welcome to my private hell
i know that u can tell i dont rlly care bout my health
i hope u see me make it big before i kill myself
but thats okay baby girl i know ur doing well
in the dark baby that where ill find u
see the shining on my neck i wanna blind u
i said it ten thousand times im right behind u
she said i only act this way cuz i like u

do u rlly like me
now im sitting alone
on my phone
im wondering where the hell r u
right now
like right now
baby can u feed me drugs right now

i been dying in the sunlight
babe i wanna love u i dont ever wanna fight
rlly cant help it that these drugs treat me right
i say im sorry mom as i die
this a private hell
this a private hell
custom built for myself
put the drugs on top of the shelf
rlly gotta stop hurting myself

private hell w/ KiddAmo[prod. jabarionthebeat]

s/o epitomeoffailure
lyrics

notahero:

how come every time im watching my steps
i keep on losing my rest
oh i think im better off dead
i keep catching my breath

i feel like u dont care anymore im sorry
its been many years since ive had anybody
its crazy how ur words shoot me down like the army
and im just forced to run and hide away in a hearbeat
remember everything that u said
never falling out of love i guess
had to fix up my heart and digest
that u dont love me no more
vomit falling on the floor
liquor running thru my pours
sweating thru my fucking shorts
are u high rn like bitch of course
im just waiting for the reup

epitiomeoffailure:

im holding my breath till i see the end
its good for me to know that ur not my friend
its hard for me to breathe when my wounds wont mend
and now im waiting for u to come back to me
but i know that thats not a possibility
i break my back just for u to show me some sympathy
and dont wait for me
and dont pray for me
but i know that im just history
in your eyes
so say goodbye
to this life

notahero:

how come every time im watching my steps
i keep on losing my rest
oh i think im better off dead
i keep catching my breath

catching my breath w/ Epitomeoffailure (prod. dead spyro x 2001)

lyrics
the last breath in my chest
i still feel u even at my best
n still we do drugs n thats fine now
but the point of it all is to try to get thru this alone

please just save me
cuz i am under attack
i cant believe i thought u were better than
any other person inside of my life
baby thats why i been drinking tonight
i dont wanna feel u anymore
i dont wanna see ur face no more
drown ur ghost out with the fucking bottle baby
i guess this night will make or break me

n all this liquor go right to my head oh my God
she said baby r u sure cuz thats a lot
i know what im doing bitch
i hated my life like way before u were a part of it ong
n i aint had no drink so my bro gon fill me up
n u aint take nothing from my life except my trust
n i dont feel nothing still this bitch gon try to feel me up
rolling that big blunt ash fall on the ground n just turn to dust

but still we keep living in this fairytale world
one where we though away our lives for some girls
so we drink some more n then we sit there broken
if these problems make us stronger how come im an addict
how come im an addict
fall apart when u turn me on
okay i kinda like when u break my heart
so ill always pick up when u call
lil bitch im geeked right now so i cant even talk
my heads just in the clouds but i dont wanna talk to u anyway
waking up its a rainy day
lil bitch had broke my heart
but i dont wanna heart like anyway
relentless
in my head
i still feel u in my bed
when i take my last breath
i promise ill be happy that im finally getting rest
n all these drugs aint never gonna work
cuz they remind me bout the time i was in the dirt
but still i pour it up n it just make my stomach hurt
these dark green leaves i just mix it with some purpp

n all this liquor go right to my head oh my God
she said baby r u sure cuz thats a lot
i know what im doing bitch
i hated my life like way before u were a part of it ong
n i aint had no drink so my bro gon fill me up
n u aint take nothing from my life except my trust
n i dont feel nothing still this bitch gon try to feel me up
rolling that big blunt ash fall on the ground n just turn to dust

dr0wn (prod. Branwen)

lyrics

they sleeping on me catching zzz
kiss me before i leave
just hit me one more time
im so high up cant even feel my body
just tryna find some space to climb
just know i love u baby until i die
ill go to heaven after suicide
ill be with u i just gotta find some time
pour me up
i cant stand on my own
its been hard for me to grow
for so long
no idea what to do when the night comes
melodies come
with every word from your tounge
i hear the angels song

they really dont care about my lifestyle
snakes in the grass now im fearing the reptiles
broke my heart into pieces im dodging projectiles
now i feel like a wardrobe im switching all my styles
now i lost everyone to the clout so i dont want it
alien technology im flying in a starship
starship

they sleeping on me catching zzz
kiss me before i leave
just hit me one more time
im so high up cant even feel my body
just tryna find some space to climb
just know i love u baby until i die
ill go to heaven after suicide
ill be with u i just gotta find some time
pour me up
i cant stand on my own
its been hard for me to grow
for so long
no idea what to do when the night comes
melodies come
with every word from your tounge
i hear the angels song

nautica [prod. Rubbish + Punk]

prod. Tied For Silver & flesh
Stream "nothin for myself" on all platforms:
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https://youtu.be/i9n_57gX1xA

nothin for myself

hey
old track from 2021/22
the goat @cherryrizla featuring
prod. @nevrfall
enjoy <3

lyrics:
i just cant wait until
i can come down 
and finally stop melting
i
i drive away from my
home in the hopes
that you’ll see me as something 

feeling a pain in my shoulder
stopping the car to pull over 
losing myself as im older
finding myself now its over

i sit alone in a sea of the blood of my past lives
all nine died
dont wanna find out if i cried
do it again by the sunrise
torture, im living this torture
and nothing will come of it
i just get high for the fun of it
i cannot feel i am numb again
nothin ever does it like you do

i
i just cant wait until
i can come down 
and finally stop melting
i
i drive away from my
home in the hopes
that you’ll see me as something 

feeling a pain in my shoulder
stopping the car to pull over 
losing my breath as i feel it
nothing is sweeter than closure

melting w/ cherryrizla (2022) [nevrfall]

lyrics//

lost my mind
i was driving to austin
asking why
did she give me the option

cracked spine
roots grow
why am i holding on hope anymore
guess i’m waiting for the day
i can work up some strength off the floor

maybe we’ll be better in the next life
maybe we’ll be better in the next life

[red eyes
guess i couldn’t be the one
take flight
but don’t get too close to the sun

icarus 
ur the achilles to my heel
fight my feelings so i keep them all concealed

if i was all that you want then why’d you let me go?
guess i was never enough and now i’m so cold
but don’t mind me 
i’ll be good on my own
five pills in my hand, 5% on my phone]


i’m so sick of back and fourth can we talk this out
playing games on my court
and i hate how it sounds
fuck a red light i just wanna get home
and for my last high
i’ll take you as my drug


[red eyes
guess i couldn’t be the one
take flight
but don’t get too close to the sun

icarus
ur achilles to my heel
fight my feelings so i keep them all concealed

if i was all that you want then why’d you let me go?
guess i was never enough and now i’m so cold]

you won’t let me go
you won’t let me go

icarus

prod. https://soundcloud.com/sorrow_bringer
lyrics

i look up in the sky n i see red lights
i see my alter ego posted on their websites
developing a stronger ego n she like it
we got home ripped her right out of them lace tights
keep their eyes on my pocket like a bandit
quick to disappear n reappear like magic
i kno they kno who notahero is but they dont kno nick

n u dont kno a thing ab me do u
im not looking in ur eyes baby i can see thru u
whats a demon in disguise when u show it the truth
all my problems get defied when i enter the booth
n if i had to live my whole life as a recluse
id ask for u n Gods forgiveness while im tying the noose
i dream about the day i wake up see my face on the news
im daydreaming bout u baby love the way u seduce
its a long way down so i guess ill hold my breath
i got fighter pilots n generals calling orders in my head
n even tho the knifes taken out
im still taking damage from the arrow head
i think i need a break from swimming in the deep
take a walk in the shallow end

idk

i look up in the sky n i see red lights
i see my alter ego posted on their websites
developing a stronger ego n she like it
we got home ripped her right out of them lace tights
keep their eyes on my pocket like a bandit
quick to disappear n reappear like magic
i kno they kno who notahero is but they dont kno nick

raindrops pouring out
baby can u hear me out
i like to listen to the sounds of the street when the sun goes down
i listen to the sounds of their feet when they play it loud
felt the smile creeping up baby cuz im drunk rn
i cant even lie i feel better when i cant see
cuz all my thoughts seem to stand still when im dizzy
take a ride with me we can sip plenty
all these headlights r blending in with the city

arrow head [prod. sorrowbringer]

@reject333
prod. Tied For Silver & flesh
Stream "Vulnerable" on all platforms:
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Vulnerable (ft. popularreject)

MERCH

my heart hurts from the lies they never take back feat. notahero (prod. acey 心)

rock bottom

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dr0wn (prod. Branwen)

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