thank you lyrics below<3

Chops
I see you reaching out
You cant help me
Can you tell me where we going baby I cant read a sign
My fingertips are turning blue I cant hold on longer to you
And you keep telling me your mine but baby I don't think its true
She like whoa oh oh yeah this a different side of you
Im like whoa oh yeah girl your true colors are bleeding through
Oh oh oh
I wish it wasn't how it is but I cant take it back
Remove myself from everything i'm somehow still attached
I don't want no wedding ring and I cant deal with that
Always lying to my face when I just want the facts
Feel like dancing with the devil but we just playing tag
Walking with my head down
Im missing my friend now
Some nights I just cry myself to sleep when theres no one around
Don't want no one to notice me or think that i'm the clown
I already know it I don't need yo ass to help me out
Oh oh oh oh oh oh
Ah ah ah oh oh oh oh oh
Im boutta crash out
I don't wanna crash out
Im boutta crash out
I don't wanna crash out

Chops

Yeah zip tied, keep my heart together
You like to waste time when I get over obsessed
Get high to forget about a flight I gotta take next
Get a rush when you hate on me and send texts to my friends
Yeah I like when you fuck up and lose all your connections
Its just how it happens baby
Sit on the rooftop watch the cigarettes crush hours
You only five seven how the fuck could you get more shallow
Plus your anemic so you really gotta keep your shit balanced
Out of control now
Breaking shit in your own house
Pretty face with a bad mouth
With your friends getting blacked out
It don't matter what we say now
My phone at like eight percent now
I hope it die and you freak out
I got your texts turning green now

bad mouth

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BAD MOUTH (feat. spookybands) [p. methboiswag]

sorry for the long break
produced by mix
more soon
enjoy <3

lyrics -
no i cannot let you go
youre the only one i know
but now you say you need some space
but hopefully with time it breaks

don't wanna dream about your face
i think im nearin my day
but why do i still even try
you made it clear, i said id die

maybe i could feel like i could
fly again, high again
fl- fly
maybe i could feel like i could
fly again, high again
hi- high

maybe i could feel like i could
fly again, high again
fl- fly
maybe i could feel like i could
fly again, high again
hi- high

you're not what i need
but i can't help it, no i can't just see
all these people that are around me

but i just wanna flee, i don't wanna be here
try and talk to me, and it goes out my ear
oh yea i'm free, but i cant have you near
no one needs me, i'm dead to you, dear
i'm dead, i fear

another years passed-
i've been getting old, getting hard to keep track
but i'm still young, and things are getting fast
tryna keep control when you asked

(am i okay? do i think ill die soon?) (are you okay? i don't need you)
(idk man, really think ill try soon)(u better go now, still stuck in june)
(and its really hard not 2 mind you) (you're hurt? oh yea well i had a clue)

all of this is just so far behind you

maybe i could feel like i could
fly again, high again
fl- fly (i try to fight)
maybe i could feel like i could
fly again, high again
hi- high (don't wanna die)

maybe i could feel like i could
fly again, high again
fl- fly (i try to fight)
maybe i could feel like i could
fly again, high again
hi- high (the light is bright)

fly again

lyrics

stay, dont break
i know you cant see my face but im tearing up
i just poured some deadly in my cup
i hope before i die i figure out if ur the one cuz

life moves fast
ready or not
i cant go to college sorry mom theres money to be got
and ill get a lot
i hope you know a songs coming out of every shot
all these shots
i hope i break the bank before she break my heart
and i hope we can rebuild from where we last left off
instead of going back to the start
me and you came so far we cant see the start
baby just look at the stars
ill put them inside of a car
she said i look distracted
i look at you
"bae i dont know where we are"
i want this everlasting
love thats true
but i cant feel my heart

said its my first drink this week
she mad it just turned sunday
im rolling some shit look like bayleaf
think you should come over to my place
dont know why you stressing out
baby you got all my love
ill pour some liquor out
this shit made my brain turn numb
i still smoke a lot but im smoking less than last year
i dont talk a lot cuz im rapping more this past year
she said i have a way with my words
trying my best but im feeling the worst
i see the crows and i know its a curse
i see the crows and i know its an omen
my body young but i drink like an old man
they think im lame cuz i rap bout emotions
i made a wave now theyre sick from the motion
seasick just throwing up in the ocean
you can call me if you need it
ill be here just sipping potions

stay, dont break
i know you cant see my face but im tearing up
i just poured some deadly in my cup
i hope before i die i figure out this shit cuz

life moves fast
ready or not
i cant go to college sorry mom theres money to be got
and ill get a lot
i hope you know a songs coming out of every shot
all these shots
i hope i break the bank before she break my heart
and i hope we can rebuild from where we last left off
instead of going back to the start
me and you came so far we cant see the start
baby just look at the stars
ill put them inside of a car
she said i look distracted
i look at you
"bae i dont know where we are"
i want this everlasting
love thats true
but i cant feel my heart

everlasting (p. under the maple tree)

Sewerperson- February 15 (Original file)

lyrics ⬇️

i talk a lot about you i dont think you think of me
i hate the ridicule i feel like this is hide and seek
switch perspectives for a second maybe you would see
its not really all that perfect in this deep blue sea
i checked my vitals and my heart is beating beautifully 
nevermind the thoughts i had of what it coudlnt be
cuz i dont think too much or at all when i fall asleep
and im so sorry when you call i know you gon hear the beep
and its my fault that i did everything i did to you

but if you didnt jump conclusions i think wed be cool
split my body armor when you uncovered the truth
i drank that that poison every night
didn’t have nun to lose
not much else to do
like now that i can’t fall asleep
ur the only thing in my thoughts I miss all the dreams
it was nice that I escaped my sick reality
but now i gotta go right back to find my inner peace 

i talk a lot about you i dont think you think of me

i checked my vitals and my heart is beating beautifully 

and im so sorry when you call i know you gon hear the beep
and its my fault that i did everything i did to you

but if you didnt jump conclusions i think wed be cool
split my body armor when you uncovered the truth
i drank that that poison every night
didn’t have nun to lose
not much else to do
like now that i can’t fall asleep

now that I can’t fall asleep (secre)

Prod, me

Why're you leavin? Please don't leave me
When I need you, you don't need me
Why do I keep thinking that I could pretend
That I'm someone else

You're the reason the rest don't feel right
I kinda stopped eating, I did for a while
And I always take defense when they tell I should accept a goodbye
How to get by?

Come see my life
I mourn all the time
Hurt my own feelings
You were one of a kind
The day that you've died
Felt I was going through hell
Nobody ever compares
So who am I to even try?
How to get by?

You're the reason the rest don't feel right
I kinda stopped eating, I did for a while
And I always take defense when they tell I should accept a goodbye
How to get by?

Big dreams, looking up, looking up to heaven
Anxiety keeps holding back, hold back by the devil
Get that shot gun out the barrel
I'm fighting 'til I'm settled
Find a path that leads me back to you, or it drives me mental
I'm way too sentimental, I'm a man, no time for love and for candles
You left me on pending

You're the reason the rest don't feel right
I kinda stopped eating, I did for a while
And I always take defense when they tell I should accept a goodbye
How to get by? x2

how to get by

hello? ... [nm4evr] (prod. branwen) what does it mean to truly feel safe

you fell and stained the ground beneath us 


prod/master: https://soundcloud.com/vito2300

feeling my body going numb
waiting but morning never come
i hope that god will forgive me 
oh the things that i've done
hurt somebody i needed
and somebody i loved
blood loss
my vision is starred,
hold on
i'm slowly reaching my fingers over top 
don't think there's ever been something 
that i feel like i want 

it's just the way that it goes
i know you feel like i don't 
like i don't love you at all 
i know it kills you the most
i never wanted to go 
i never wanted to stop 

i called your name a thousand times
and in my dreams i saw you die 
i saw the light fade out your eyes
and i woke alone,
and cried in case you
could hear me there
could hear me 
i screamed your name 
believe me 

(baby i wanted to stop 
got me praying to god 
love i'd do anything, i've
i've got my hand round the cross) 

i can feel the warmth 
drain out of your skin 
my shirt stole red from the cracks of your lips
i held you close and you felt so thin
i held you close like the way that you did 

i held you close
i held you close

you fell and stained the ground beneath us





i held you close

Irradescent

FANATIKO ft. - t4ng (prod 999kort)

rock bottom

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